sharonkryssa

[sharonkryssa]

I don't think I'll ever stop loving you.

I don't think that's in my control. There's this concept: That you can't stop loving anyone. It is either you never loved them in the first place, or that the love never ended, and never will.

I will always love you, just like I'll always love the colour blue.

Because it was the colour of my earliest memories, the colour of the ceiling of my childhood house - with all the star-shaped lights.

But, I don't wear blue anymore.

And my walls have been painted over, and over, and over again.

Though... if you peel all the layers, it is still there. The same blue.

And... the sight of the stars will always remind me of you.

Even though I spend more time in the sun these days.

- Sharon Kryssa, To Live

[sharonkryssa]

Loving is a matter of trust. I've realized that.

I've realized that loving my parents means choosing to believe, blissfully or otherwise, that they had tried their best with everything that they had.

I've realized that a lot of things in this world are a matter of trust.

There is a lot of trust in living. You have to trust that things would get better,

that people are as kind as they say,

that the world is not rid of its sanity.

That one day there will come a time where everything will make sense and you will for the first time truly love the people around you - and who you are.

Even with all of your sadness, sorrows, and grief.

- Sharon Kryssa, To Live