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Special (a poem)

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I wish I was special

I wish I meant something to you

It was easy for you to leave

Now all I feel is your absence

How can I move on from you?

Do I even move on from you?

Do I find you in other people?

You get to live your life

And I’m stuck in this cage

If only I was special

Then my life wouldn’t be this way

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sometimes i feel like i’m in the wrong timeline/universe

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The Moon (a poem)

THE FOLLOWING POEM IS INSPIRED BY A PROMPT CREATED BY @thenightquill. THEIR PROMPT WAS 'MIDNIGHT'. @picklemafia HOSTED THIS PROMPT.

I don't know why I'm awake at this hour

I should be in bed

But my sheets are too cold for bedrest

My eyes are glued to the moon

It is a full one today

She is enchanting and mysterious

She draws you in close but keeps you far

I wonder what lies beyond my home

What is hiding in the universe

But my brain matter's stale like the dinner I had hours ago

It's funny how time can slip past you

Perhaps it's time for bedrest

Perhaps it is time for something new

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Lovestruck

I want to be more than a thought in your head

I want to dominate your nights and be the watch you wear during the day

I want it all and I want it with you

Do you want it with me?

Do you want it all?

I've been lovestruck over you

Don't you have that over me?

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Nostalgic

The world doesn't feel the same anymore. My favorite mall is currently under reconstruction. My favorite store that's been there since childhood is now gone forever. Friendships don't feel the way it used to. People used to be closer to you, but, now, they come in and out like a hotel. Even the movies aren't that good anymore. Sure, there's a diamond in the rough here and there. But, I'm so tired of watching shitty remakes of the movies I grew up with.

No wonder why I'm so nostalgic these days. Though, I can't help but wonder, is the past only better because I only remember its goodness? Was the past darker than the present I currently live in? These questions fill the blanks in my head as I navigate a world that doesn't feel familiar to me. I move in the world knowing that things could be better, but I have to settle for less.

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her getting her masters back and ingrid nielsen making/publishing a YouTube video in 2025 will always gag me for years to come

SO IN SUMMARY

1) SHE OWNS HER MASTERS!!!!!

2) REP TV ISNT HAPPENING AND SHE NEVER FINISHED RECORDING IT

3) SHE’LL RELEASE THE REP VAULT SONGS IF WE WANT THEM (WE DO)

4) DEBUT IS FINISHED AND SHE LOVES IT AND WILL DROP IT WHEN IT FEELS READY

5) TAYLOR ALISON SWIFT OWNS HER MASTERS

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Phone Issues

All of the music I've downloaded over the past couple years has officially been deleted on my phone. I didn't want them to be deleted. And, yet, when I woke up this morning, they were gone.

When I opened my Files app, the first thing I did was try to search for various artists on my phone. Taylor Swift. Olivia Rodrigo. PinkPantheress. With every search, no results popped up. I closed the app and tried again in two minutes. Then, I tried again after five minutes. After 15 minutes, the results of my search was the same--nothing.

I've had a similar issue with my Photos app. I've taken more than a thousand photos on a phone I've had for more than two years, and now my phone's starting to say there's no more storage for more photos. I've deleted so many apps, and, for a while, things returned to normal. But, things have now returned to where they used to be. I couldn't help but wonder why things are like this now. Why have things shifted? No clear answers come to mind. My theory stands that this is a sign from the universe that things are about change. Or, maybe, I just need a new phone.

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I WAS IN LOVE

NOTE: If there are any spelling or grammatical errors, please ignore. This poem is inspired by the media above. I wrote this poem in honor of 'Fresh Out The Slammer' being trending on Twitter :)

I was left with the broken pieces of my heart

Scattered around the floor like it was the trail of roses you once left me

I tried piecing it back together

But the pieces crumbled on my fingers like it was your favorite cookies

But then, I saw an angel come down from heaven

He grabbed all of my pieces and I saw my heart as it used to be

I placed it back on my chest and I swear I started glowing

That's when I knew I was in love

I can't believe I thought you were the one

But we always stood on the opposite sides of the jail cell

Now I can rest in peace knowing I've done my time

Now I can say I've found the love of my life

Now my porch light won't gleam in Morse code

Now I'll always be the subject to his toasts

I'll never forget how he made my heart glow

How he saved me from being a ghost

fresh out the slammer - taylor swift

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Glass House

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I only visited your house once When I did, I saw the outside was made of glass But, I ignored it I just wanted to stay there all day and maybe meet your lips

Now, I know your house is like you You claimed you were a victim, but never questioned why my blood was on your hands You shed so many tears But the scientists matched your sample to the ducts of alligators

I wonder what your glass house is like now Are my gifts still on your desk? Does your god miss the touch of my hand? Do you wish you kissed me?

You made it clear that you don't swing that way But why the hell did we ever sext? You wanted some of my letters to spell 'daddy' Afterwards, did you forget how it felt?

I made it clear I was right there But you wanted a wife I don't regret wanting you bare But do you think I was the one you should've liked?

I only have my truth God only knows yours We now live in two different places But things could've been different if you kissed me the day I was in your glass house

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THE WORLD IS BURNING

NOTE: If there are any spelling or grammatical errors, please ignore. This poem is inspired by the media above.

Don't let go of me

You're the melody to my heartbeat

Leaving me would be a tragedy

All I want is you and peace

I love every fiber of you

This doesn't feel like déjà vu

It's been days and I feel so blue

If you run away, will you take me too?

The world is burning, baby

Let's be more wild and crazy

You're the hero and I'm your leading lady

I hope the world burning doesn't end our story

Baby, I will pray

We have free will for our fate

I hope the world gets quiet for days

We'll descend to the abyss someday

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My Best Days

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You were once the tears that left my body

Now, you're the ink from my typewriter

I don't think I've moved on from your goodbye

But, I'm living, I'm still here

I still remember what you feel when you smile

Yet, I'm convinced my best days are gone

I guess that's why I've written a million poems about you

I try to bring you back, but I can't

So, I'll publish them all

And, I'll dry my tears with my coins

I'll write in hope that someone will come to erase you

I'll win awards I'd trade to get one more glimpse of you

I'll live my life at the edge of the earth

Make a home that should've been ours

I hope there's an end to this heartbreak

But, you've changed me

I'm not the same person you were once in love with

And, I'll never know if you changed

All I know is you were the source of my best days

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This Closet

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Long ago, I locked myself away

A thought brewed in my mind that I couldn't erase

I like men my age

If I told the truth, losing security's what I'd face

I've missed out on so many things

I wonder if I'll ever have a wedding ring

I've spent so long obeying a king

I can't speak my truth, so I'll sing

I have so much more to do before my body meets a coffin

I want to shine bright like a comet

I haven't been living my life, to be honest

I wonder if there's a way out of this closet

I want the world to see my painted nails

I want a man to know the softness of my lips

There has to be a happy ending to my tale

Death will have to wait to give his kiss

I want to free myself, but I'm scared of harm

Why can't it be enough to have a good heart?

I've collected enough scars

I just want to shine like a star

I want to live my life if I'm being honest

In the darkness, I will be a comet

I have so much to do before my body meets a coffin

I wonder if there's a way out of this closet

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I want this type of a summer :)

Sabrina Carpenter in Espresso (2024)

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me when I have a good sleep

Real footage of me

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this is perfect writing inspo :)

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POINT OF VIEW

NOTE: If there are any spelling or grammatical errors, please ignore. This poem is inspired by the media done by @realtalk127.

When you look in the mirror, you see a billion things wrong with you

You wish for a magic man to strip the green from your Ozian skin

But, when I look at you, I can't see your point of view

I only see a girl with the purest heart I've ever known

I see someone who deserves to be popular because everyone should yearn to be like you

I hope, one day, you can see you're perfect just the way you are

Nobody would dare to dim the light of star

Don't let anyone's darkness break your heart

You have the magic to tear them apart

I hope, one day, you realize what you believe isn't the truth

I hope you see yourself from my point of view

thinking about how the best case scenario that elphaba can imagine in the wizard and i is that finally someone will come along who will be able to change everything about her. even in her wildest dreams, she views that as her best option.

and then.

along comes galinda. who - after spending an entire night attempting to give her a makeover - settles on: ‘actually, you’re perfect just the way you are. i wouldn’t change a thing. except maybe to tuck a little piece of myself in with you, just there.’

and i just think that’s neat.