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I can't sleep, I don't understand why. I was so tired just a moment ago. I just want to sleep. I just want to be held. I just want to be held and comforted
- 🧁, 🌌🐇
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I keep getting videos about beloved pets growing old and dying and it just feels like everything is telling me my darling girl is going to die. I can't handle the thought of it but it's been keeping me up at night. I'm so stressed out. I love her so much, I can't do this.
And then I have to be home alone for so long. I feel so alone and lost.
- 🌌🐇, 🧁
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Help whyy are theyy playyīng $īms 3 mu$ic in myy orthopedic clīnīc hold mu$īc 💀
- xX💚🤎Xx
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I really want to make friends.... but It's so scary trying to talk to people.... even if we technically know them....
- 🧁
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I don't post good things often, but I think I should start.
I'm happy. This week sucked, but in the end, it didn't matter. My boyfriend and I watched my special interest movie, we have glow-in-the-dark stars on our ceiling, and I just took a nice shower. My cat is on my lap, my boyfriend is asleep next to me, and I feel so loved.
I wouldn't have it any other way. I am so happy
- 🌌🐇
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Yesss,,,, YESSS
- 🌌🐇
Oh no guys I think I've formed a Sam Flynn from Tron Legacy-
- 🌸
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I really hate the whole "Don't look at your phone if you can't sleep, trying to rest is better than not trying!" Like. Yeah. But also sitting there in silence with my eyes closed has also made it so I stress myself out and I can't play music or anything because I sleep next to my boyfriend
- 🌌🐇
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I can't sleep, everything is stressing me out
- 🌌🐇
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I'm alone
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Would it kill people to reassure me? All I get is a half-hearted "I'm sorry" and an uncomfortable shoulder rub. Can't you at least like. Try.
- 🌌🐇
#jacob 🐺#shatter 🌌🐇#I have to struggle in silence. alone#because every time I bring up things that bother me they always get swept under the rug and forgotten#and then I have to let it eat away at me#anything to keep him from hurting#it doesn't matter if I'm in pain
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Would it kill people to reassure me? All I get is a half-hearted "I'm sorry" and an uncomfortable shoulder rub. Can't you at least like. Try.
- 🌌🐇
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I wish he'd hit me, or scream at me, or something.
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I just wish I was important to him
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#Jacob 🐺#he's just... ignoring me now#leaving me completely alone#I can't even at least pretend things are okay and send him reels or respond to rp#because he's just... ignoring me now#I hate myself so much#I hate myself#I wish he'd just punish me for this shit#he deserves to be happy#he deserves to get to hit me#he deserves a punching bag
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I just wish I was important to him
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#Jacob 🐺#why am I always left to fight for myself? why do I always have to beg to be loved?#why do I have to beg for him to come home when I'm in agony?#why can't I just be important enough?
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I would deserve it. I deserve to starve on the streets. I deserve to be alone.
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Waiting for the moment he realizes how shitty I've been and breaks up with me today
- 🐺+Emerick
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Oh god. He's probably gonna kick me out.
Waiting for the moment he realizes how shitty I've been and breaks up with me today
- 🐺+Emerick
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I should probably pack some essentials when I get the energy to
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Waiting for the moment he realizes how shitty I've been and breaks up with me today
- 🐺+Emerick
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Waiting for the moment he realizes how shitty I've been and breaks up with me today
- 🐺+Emerick
#obviously I don't want him to but it's inevitable babyyy#just another person to leave me#wonder how he's gonna do it#he's probably gonna say something along the lines of#'I love you so much but the way you've been treating me is unacceptable#I just can't live with someone like you'#and then I'd probably just be like. Ok#so soon? damn#lmao#I'm tottally not like..manic right now
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