shawn-the-writer

[shawn-the-writer]

Maybe not today, not tomorrow but I am gonna achieve it, cause I am a consistent hard-worker

[shawn-the-writer]

Day-2

Date : 4th November,2024 Melbourne, VIC

Time : 11:22 pm

Well it's quite late but what can I say, the whole day was a bit hectic and a bit of progressive. Although I couldn't practice programming today. I invested my time in college studies and body fitness. That's it!! I must learn the skill to wake up early. I mean without any purpose I wouldn't try a bit to wake up that's the problem, need to find a solution for that.

I also invested some time job hunting today, so far no updates on it. Surprisingly my brother got a call for interview and got selected on the same day. I mean it was faster than F1 😅. But I am really happy for him, as he was offered a very good position and good pay rate. I hope I also achieve something with my job search cause the situation is making me desperate bit-by-bit.

Ending my day with good food and workout. Tomorrow is a public holiday, but I have lot of things on bucket for tomorrow, so I am planning to wake up at 6, well that's what I am hoping for let's see what happens. I am gonna leave that decision on the me of tomorrow.

Goodnight ~

Shawn

[shawn-the-writer]

Day-1

Date : 3rd November,2024 Melbourne, VIC

Time : 9:00pm

Not quite the day one of my life, but day - 1 on tumblr. Everything that could have gone wrong in my life has happened, can't get worst than this [ well this is what I am hoping ]. As an international student, financially and mentally I am going through worst phase of my life at this moment. Studies? Well atleast those are going good.

I have lot of questions, lot of regrets and pain. I am not gonna complain over spilled milk. So what now? I am trying to find new job since last two-months can't get one. I am financially strained. Money is important to survive, have to find a way to overcome this problem. Seems like every door I am knocking on is closing fast. I am starting this journal to record my journey. It's quite late now. I am a second-year student in IT. If someone come-across this and got some job that pays decent on hourly bases or part-time let me know.Other than my field of IT, I got good experience in hospitality and warehouse and as a writer.

As an introvert I hesitate to share my problem and stress with people around me. Either I find it hard or they just don't understand me. Might be one from the two, I guess. Well enough to catch-up for one day. I just want to change. I want to upgrade my skills, knowledge and just land a damn freaking job dammit 🥲 🥲.

Goodnight for now. From tomorrow a fresh start, and a new journey awaits me.

P.S. : I love to write, I guess that's one of the reason why I landed over here.