ed culture is being forced to eat so you eat foods that cause you pain
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sh culture is being clean because you're forced to buy secretly picking at every scab so they don't properly heal
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sh culture is making your own screwdriver out of a nail filer because you don't have any
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Sh culture is sometimes keeping the bl00d stained tissue used to clean up for some fked up reason.
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SH culture is having all sharp things taken away from you but only wanting to do it more. Breaking down and realizing they forgot to take your razor from you last time you showered. Trying to break it open and a blade flinging out and slicing the webbing between your thumb and finger and almost passing out from it.
I had to go to UG and have it stitched shut :/ and now I have nerve damage bc of how deep it went.
PSA please PLEASE be careful. I know it’s hard in a crisis but now I have a giant scar on my hand and it will never stop hurting into my finger and thumb.
People always ask what happened and I have to come up with a lie lol, I can’t just say “oh I had a mental breakdown and accidentally tried to cut my thumb off”.
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Sh culture is scratching and picking the scabs off then complaining in ur head when it hurts
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sh culture is you used to be able to sh a lot in one sitting with styros and be fine, but now doing even a little of "not quite styros but not baby cuts either" makes you lightheaded and nauseous from the blood loss.
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SH culture is..
(I’m an adult now this was from when I was a teen+ TW of abuse)
Cutting for years and year and years.
Then your parents find out…
But instead of helping you, your dad strip searches you then beats you while you’re naked and curled on the floor sobbing.
Being told you’re out of the house if you do it again…. Then cutting that night to cope
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sh culture is having a collection of not 5, not 10, but TWENTY PLUS blades/sharp objects just sitting in a box because you'll never have enough.
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Self harm culture is getting clean because you can't scar the way you want to which stems from internalized racism and fatphobia. I can't scar like the pretty skinny white girls. My scars are brown and flat unlike theirs. I hate it.
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sh culture is cutting too deep and freaking out not knowing if it really was supposed to take that long to heal
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Sh culture is getting real accidental cuts on your wrists and panicking over if anyone will believe it was an accident.
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sh culture is being in public and getting to a place where you feel like you need to cvt but cant so instead you pull your hair as hard as you can while pretending you're just fidgeting.
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