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Bulbasaur: *squeaks*
me, sobbing: fucking superb, you funky little cabbage
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DO YOU EVER JUST WANNA SCREAM SO LOUD WHEN YOU TRY TO THINK ABOUT YOUR FUTURE
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Fuckkkk
Iāve lost over 50 pounds since I started this 4 months ago. I was 218 and now Iām 164. Iāve still got a ways to go but Iām already starting to fit into clothes I havenāt worn in years. Iām at the lowest weight Iāve ever been while living in Colorado so thatās a plus. I didnāt think this shot was possible ahhhhh
Iām fuller faster with much less food and Iāve grown accustomed (unfortunately) to always feeling dizzy when I stand up. My boyfriend is concerned, My parentsā friends have expressed concern for how much Iāve lost and how quickly and I honestly secretly smile about it. I wanna lose like 40 more pounds. Maybe then Iāll be happy...
Iām just angry about my thighs and my boobs. My thighs are still sooooo fatty and I hate them. Iām hoping theyāll slim down and tone up from exercise... hope my boobs get smaller still too. My favorite MCR jacket (the varsity hoodie they sold like 6 years ago) thatās a size small and itās tight but I can button all the buttons except the one around my chest š« I want to die. I lived in this jacket and it was sooooo comfy...
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What have I honestly become?
So last week I kept my calories so low I never went over 400 a day. I was disappointed I only lost 2 pounds. Weeks prior I had been losing 3-4 per week. Iām still in the 180ās and Iām very very upset about it. Iām 5ā8 and everything Iāve been reading says Iāll be considered obese until I drop to the 170ās. I want that so bad. 173 was the lowest I ever was since I moved here 3 years ago. 130 is my end goal.
This week I told myself Iād try upping my daily intake to 600 calories and I canāt manage to do it. I only get hungry at dinner time and my meals are always 300-350... yesterday I made it to 500 only because I had some crackers and a wedge of Brie cheese. I literally canāt make up the missing calories without snacks and itās killing me... how the fuck did I get here? Iāve almost lost 40 pounds and Iām fucking it up...
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if youāre ever scared youāre not a good person, remember that bad people donāt care about being betterĀ
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