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raph upon meeting all his alternate universe counterparts and finding out theyre ALL dating their caseys is like 'WHY CANT GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO MEEEE'

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feel like ttnm raph would try to find our how shredded decent’s (your) raph got messed up to avoid it later. their blunt-ness probably doesn’t help them.

(no pressure to continue this i just thought it would be fun to draw out their crossover)

GRRRRRRRRRR I GOT SO EXCITED TO GET THIS YOU HAVE NO IDEA !!!! dream achieved

(im unfortunately the worst at playing dolls back and forth and also at making anything rn but im trying)

raph is bad at socializing

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slams my head into the table

yeah so i kinda wrote out a whole draft for the next chapter and then realized.... gr i need a different POV actually cuz this isnt working its really boring.

but i am in fact attempting to write again so theres the update

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pride rasey for @less-depresso-more-espresso dtiys! with uhhhhh seconds to spare maybe depending on the time zone lmao

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I don't have an ask. But I do have something for you (and the turtle boys) to listen to.

Link

i did see this but im not sure if you just meant to send a tiktok sound cuz it doesnt really load easily either on my phone or computer afdjkh

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I am having a DAY(tm) send me asks ? 🙏

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learning how to take care of yourself

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learning how to take care of yourself

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apologies for being super fucking awol.... being employed is the worst and no one should have to do it... days i dont work im like 'whoa i can write!' then i uh. weed gummy video game go to sleep ffffffffs

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YOU ARE

AMAZING

I love good trauma and it's SO hard to come by people that put their trauma experiences (or just trauma in general) into their creations. It's beautiful and tasty and it's how I cope.

mwah, keep doing cool stuff you cool person.

ACK!!!!

thank youuuu 😭 this is so nice to see rahhhh, sometimes i get all stuck on that feeling of ‘why the hell would i share this’ but then… yeah a message like this makes me remember ‘oh yeah cuz people feel seen’

i will try my best to keep doing it thank you ❤️ messages like this are fuel for it for sure

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pov: you asked them what they're doing for fathers day

just did a screenshot redraw with my kids for fun

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rambling abt the vague shit w this sainw crossover eheheheh so like. in terms of the lore, like ell showed up maybe 2 years after the kids escape shredder (raph is like 15, do math) and then a year after that neo pops in out of nowhere, and the same night he shows up is around when raph has his big flashback. then a few months later angie shows up too.

but okay. where's dawn? the donatello who wasnt in the sainw episode? yk, the ghost? well....

he showed up first. 30 years ago. him disappearing at 16 from his own timeline and popping here, there was no other turtles to find, not even a hamato yoshi, no one in this world he recognized..... and he searches for a while, finds the hidden city, the battle nexus oh hes been there maybe its the same.

meets big mama. she seems super sympathetic to his plight to get home, and all she wants in return is for him to fight a few battles?? sure. reasonable. must cost money to get him supplies to build a portal. he doesnt lose hope, but god its been a long time. hes hyper focused on getting back to his brothers. and again, the sewers have been empty of turtles for at least 20 years.

so it takes angie begging to check out the battle nexus (a thing ell was avoiding for, you know, the whole losing the battle nexus TO angie in the first place thing, petty fuck) for the three of them to go. and OH. MY GOD. WHO THE FUCK IS THEIR STAR CHAMPION??

the gag being dawn was there the whole time.... not only for the entire time ell's been here, but while this universe's version of him and his brothers were created?? he knew a shredder showed up, checked in on the man vaguely but never knew what he was actually hiding inside foot tower. so finding out what those kids went through absolutely would make him feel partially responsible.... but he got played, and had no idea. if big mama ever actually wanted to help him get home she COULD HAVE... but boy, he was too perfect. distracted him from continuing to think about if those turtles ever would exist.

and i mean. i said the ooze that helped create the boys came from the hidden city in the first place.... so who's to say the direct inspiration for elite mutated warrior sons didn't come from a specific source?? food for thought....

sigh

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can i introduce you guys to a concept i like to call 'the full house' for the ultimate 'too many turtles under one roof' bullshit? jamming together the triplets with the sainw crossover turtles....

there's no real explanation for it outside of just going 'imagine if the kids had all the parental figures at once and they were living in one lair together'

these are kinda old n not that good but I DIGRESS... for the fun of it:

(you know how dawn likes to be tall)

(two battle hardened warriors who need some quiet time away from the kids)

(fastest way to break down that very war weary mikey...)

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hi! i’m new to tmnt fandom (new to tmnt in general), and i got really excited when i saw this blog, because this is the only fan iteration i’ve personally seen that has tang shen as splinter (something i’m also doing in my iteration, to different ends). i’ve only been following this blog for a short amount of time, but i’ve been reading everything, and i find it very comforting. i sometimes feel weird engaging with fan spaces as someone who has experienced incestuous abuse—like my presence is messing up the vibe, or something. it’s really refreshing to see your iteration. like it’s okay to love these characters while being the way i am, and it’s even okay to see parts of my experience in them. thank you for everything you do here!

AH. first of all im not the only one w a tang shen splinter but it IS very few of us so hell yeah to that! i do feel bad tho cuz im not utilizing that aspect very well ashdjkh im sorry women....

but rahhhh i really appreciate getting messages like this honestly, cuz it helps to know im not insane for like doing all this stuff. sometimes i go like 'holy shit you cant be sharing that whats wrong w you why did you do that' but like... then i see people also experience the catharsis as i share and that helps remind me why i do. cuz like... you know, only so much shoving down your traumas to be morally acceptable to the wider fandom that you can do. its good to remember we're not alone and stuff. you're not wrong for wanting to put dark experiences into art. it IS okay to enjoy that kind of thing.

ill say im not the only person with an au that hits on these topics, buuuuuut ive taken them to an extreme in a way where somehow im now wearing the crown for incestuous abuse turtles hasdjkfh

but uhhh youre welcome? and thank you so much for sending me this rahhhhh ;A;

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IF RAPH HAS TO GO THROUGH PERIOD CRAMPS EVERY MONTH, SO DO YOU!

*throws a menstrual cramp simulator at Leo*

the only good thing about raph's shit is it's not monthly

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Realized I never posted these!!

Some of yall probably remember Ell. I finally drew his brothers! Leo doesn't change much, but man.

Look at my great guys, love these fellas (I have never watched 03) ffvdfdsf

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Hey Leo, why is it hard for orphans to learn about ancient Egypt?

Because they don't know what a mummy is.

took him a second