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What keeps you awake all night? Feeling or Fear?

Feeling of never being loved again or fear of losing yourself?

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romanticize every moment. every smile. every tear. every song. every book that you read. every bus ride. every word that you wrote in you diary. every laugh with your friends. every walk in nature. every city stroll. every bookstore. every flea market. every lunch with your family. every flight. every road trip. every pizza. every cigarette that you smoked. every might out. every dance. every dinner. every hug. every thought. every kiss. every goodbye. ever present. every quote. every 'i love you'. every 'look at the moon'. every sunset and every sunrise. every swim in the ocean. every 'I hate you'. every look full of love. every museum. every day, every hour and every minute of your life.

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I wasn't myself for a long time and nobody noticed.

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And in the end

We are only atoms,

Drifting alone,

Desperate for

Something to

Cling on to.

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It sucks that you have to keep yourself busy to feel okay.

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Night : Can't sleep.

Morning : Don't feel like waking up.

And somewhere in between we're all f***ed up.

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dead inside, smiling outside

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https://vm.tiktok.com/ZScBHYTA/

This hit me hard...way too hard.

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Does loving yourself makes you a narcissist?

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⚪️ stressed ⚪️ depressed ⚪️ dead inside 🔘 all of the above

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Where do I fit?

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It’s a losing battle, no point anymore.

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The repercussion of having an anxiety attack is always so startling to me.

Ps. I had the most prolonged anxiety attack last night.

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Physically and mentally messed up.

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I hate when I can't focus on my studies ugh

i hate myself i hate that i cant focus anything and i hate this face i hate ittt i hate it

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“I am physically, mentally and emotionally ready to enter a new phase in my life. I’m ready to grow and get better.”

— Unknown

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It's always there and it will be there.

Dear anxiety please let me live in peace.