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Well...I've reached that point again. I'm disabled for the rest of my life, will never be accepted, will never have friends because of my general assholery, don't have a family to go to, and will probably be abused at the next home I go to tomorrow. So...only one thing left to do.

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Drayano, I'm coming for yooouuu~

I'm doing a psychic monolocke (Nuzlocke with only one type allowed to be used) on Blaze Black 2 (a.k.a., Black 2 from hell, courtesy of Drayano). I've allowed myself mercy by adding in Skyler the genderfluid Beldum as a starter (so that I don't get mercilessly slaughtered), and I've caught the obligatory psychics on each route (C.T. the male-to-female Ralts, Carver the coarse, hardened Psyduck, and Minerva the brilliant Hoothoot who has a guess at what has happened to our Detective-Conan'd protagonist.

If you're interested at all in reading such a thing, it'll be a screenshot run on the Nuzlocke forums by the name of Mind over Magic. Trigger warnings include domestic violence, emotional abuse, and violence.

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-hugs- Wait until you feel better, okay?

Don’t want to skip NaNo today, but hot damn, do I feel like shit. As in, only now did my headache stop being so painful I couldn’t see straight. Juuuust feverish now.

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Coworker: I'm all done with weddings. Hopefully Jax, though...

Me: If I get over my general misanthropy, sure.

Coworker: Well, yes, you DO have to marry a human being, Jax.

Me: Aww, I can't marry an extraterrestrial?

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To answer your question seriously, though, if the extraterrestrial was female, lesbian, kind to me, and she had a personality similar to Legion's from Mass Effect 2, I would totally marry her, no matter her looks.

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One thing I hate most about my mom.

The one thing that I hate the most about my mother - other than the fact that she refuses to use female pronouns and my true name - is that she basically calls my suicide attempt an "accident" every time that someone asks.

Accident implies that I didn't want to die at that time. I did.

Accident implies that I made a mistake, that I fucked up somehow and fell off of a bridge because of it. It's an insult.

Accident implies that my feelings weren't the reason why I jumped, even though I have a severe phobia of heights, because I thought that it was a guaranteed death. It's NOT - FUCKING - TRUE!!!

CALL IT AS IT IS, YOU FUCKING BITCH! A SUICIDE ATTEMPT! I MEANT to do it, and you're completely making my feelings invalid by basically saying that this was a complete and total fucking accident, you heartless CUNT!

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I don't care if it's not your best work. Why the fuck is it so fucking sad, dammit?! The Walking Dead isn't as tragic as your story. WHY?!!

I loved it, but you kicked me in the feels so hard that it's not even funny.

Title: This Is… Chapter: N/A (one-shot) Fandom: Pokémon Characters/Pairings: Eevee, Espeon, Growlithe, and ??? Genre: Tragedy/Friendship Rating: PG-13 (TW for blood, gore, suicide, and character death) Summary: This is a story about love, hope, life, ghosts, the dead, the end of the world, and a thousand other things that would have killed anyone else but you.

Read it: AO3 | Fanfiction.net | Serebii

Author’s Notes: *tosses pen on table and then tosses table* YEP. I KNOW.

First off, happy Halloween. Have what’s technically a fic about a zombie apocalypse.

Second, you know how some artists are like, “lololol don’t look this isn’t my best work”? Well, that is 100% how I feel about this fic.

Keep reading

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Concerning your question, hm not sure tbh. I have Turners Syndrome and I needed a couple pills to have my periods, though your case is different most likely. Maybe consult your doctor if possible?

I just feel weak, clammy, and tired. Irritable as shit right now in that I don't really want to talk to any of the people in the house right now. Oh, and I'm bleeding out of my arse, so...yeah. I'm pretty sure that mtf transgendered women don't really have periods in the usual sense, so I'm just going to have to settle for this shit.

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I wonder...

Is it possible for a pre-op male-to-female transgendered woman to have a period? Because if it is, I believe that I'm having mine...or at least an equivalent to it.

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You should contact youth in need, growing american youth, or the metro trans umbrella group for help in St. Louis of you can't find help out of state. All of those orgs have lots of training and experience with trans stuff. I hope things get better.

Thing of it is, I'm twenty-four. Not exactly a minor. Forgot to mention that, sorry.

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Signal-boosting the hell out of this.

Don’t Be That Guy.

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leelah and zander were not the only trans kids to have died in the past year. this is in no way meant to deter attention away from them because of course they deserve it, but shout out to all the other poor kids whose voices never got heard. shout out to the kids who weren’t even out yet, and won’t be remembered as they should be. shout out to all the trans kids who felt like they were alone. i hope you’ve all found peace.

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Fate, I'm freaking crying right now...

RIP Leonard Nimoy, who passed away today at age 83. He was truly a legend and made an indelible imprint on Trek fandom and the Trek franchise. 

Here’s his NYT obituary.

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OMG, they're so cute, I wanna have one~!

Lyla Warren on Tumblr

On Etsy

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I always thought that Dromendaries were all the rage~

Camels chilling at the beach in Morocco

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Fucking hell, must reblog...

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I'm going to watch this movie the second it comes out in theaters.

Boy Meets Girl - world premier trailer

Look at this beautiful trans representation, taste it, feel it, enjoy it. Real trans actors playing real trans roles and I am in love.

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Fuck everything...

I'm really starting to believe that what the fucking Westboros say is true. God - or whatever the fuck is pulling my strings - hates me.