siriusly-in-love-with-you

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

I need a huge favor.

My ex, who I met through this very blog has been stalking me for months. Posting my info. My photos. My life to hundreds of people I don’t know. I’d really love if you guys could help me report her to tumblr. Through whatever posts you see fit. She’s an avid drug user and abuser.

It’s getting to a point where I’m scared for my safety. She knows no bounds. I’ve had her blocked for months, on everything, yet it doesn’t stop.

Her blog is Yikes (hyphen) Cancer, here on tumblr. I know this seems ridiculous but there’s not much else I can do. I live in the states and she’s in Canada. I’m sick of being broadcast everywhere. I tried to message her about this and she simple ignored me.

Please help.

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

I need a huge favor.

My ex, who I met through this very blog has been stalking me for months. Posting my info. My photos. My life to hundreds of people I don’t know. I’d really love if you guys could help me report her to tumblr. Through whatever posts you see fit. She’s an avid drug user and abuser.

It’s getting to a point where I’m scared for my safety. She knows no bounds. I’ve had her blocked for months, on everything, yet it doesn’t stop.

Her blog is Yikes (hyphen) Cancer, here on tumblr. I know this seems ridiculous but there’s not much else I can do. I live in the states and she’s in Canada. I’m sick of being broadcast everywhere. I tried to message her about this and she simple ignored me.

Please help.

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

“I wish that between these aching hips there lied growth. A time when spring planted inside of me and grew for mere moments before forcing grief out of my mind and into my heart.

I wish that when fall ran into my bones it didn’t meet those shrunken hips. A time where winter was supposed to host the joy of life.

I wish that these hands could clutch at something other than this emptiness. A time where I could hear bells of laughter and let out my tears in relief.”

-Except from a book I’ll never write

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

“Your serrated words cut deep into the paper thin flesh of my body. Who knew someone so marvelous could burn my life to the ground.”

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[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

Promise you'll love me more.

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[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

I can't kiss a single soul thanks to you, no one can grace my lips but you.

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

I still think of you when night closes in on me. Your voice still sends tingles up my spine. Your hands remedy my damaged being.

Excerpts from a book I’ll never write

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

I shouldn't have tears in my eyes while I sit idly at the foot of my bed just waiting... Waiting for you to finally show some sign that I'm not alone in this.

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[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

“How do you begin to love someone when you never learned to love yourself...”

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[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

“You didn’t call...”

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[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

My five year plan didn’t start with you Stumbling upon a garden of dreams and hopes You were inevitable Nestled in sheets of summer sun Breath fanning over cheeks You were unexpected Natural beauty hidden in modern times Another fool to a long list of broken hearts You were ruined I became the disaster A raging storm to combat the beauty you brought You were my final regret

I brought you to your knees

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

“He deserves someone better than me.”

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

“The look in your eyes speak of love more than your mouth will.”

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[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

“The idea of you wrapping your arms around my waist while looking over an all too bright skyline brought tears to my eyes.”

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

Thank you for your reply! I'd have no idea how to go about it b/c he's just so complacent w/ her behavior. He always says things in a "haha how inconvenient" sort of way & I get this feeling that he wouldn't want out even if I tried to help b/c he's so used to her & will probably see it as a "i can deal with this. It's not ideal but I feel safe enough anyway" kind of thing? I'm trying to muster up the energy just to tell him how I feel about the friendship but I worry about the outcome..

I think it’d be better to just come out and say it, I know how hard things like this can be but you’d be doing this in your best interest as well as his! You shouldn’t have to be stuck in a position where you feel the need to worry, if it’s a true friendship then you’ll be more secure in it and if not then greater things are meant for you. Sometimes the people we attach ourselves to aren’t always the best for us but with how it’s been between you, from what I’ve seen, you should still have him as a friend after a conversation like that, it’s important!

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

“Loving him was never a mistake. It still stands as the only right thing I’ve ever taken pride in. He’s worth the hardships and the constant barrage of questions.”

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

[siriusly-in-love-with-you]

“You bit my tongue to silence me while my fingers carved words into your headboard; the kind no one can forget.”

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write