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smallspacerat · 5 hours

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I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG OH MY GOD SOMEONE ACTUALLY MADE THIS I HAVE BEEN IMAGINING THEM WITH THIS SONG FOR THE PAST *MONTH* EEKEKDJDMDMDMDDMDM

Troubled words of a troubled mind

#nge #kawoshin

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smallspacerat · 9 days

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#I LOVE THEM BOTH #still kawoshin shouldn’t be losing

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smallspacerat · 9 days

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Y’know that trend thing

Except it’s based on something me and my friend did in roblox

#that trend #art #nge #kaworu nagisa #kaworu #dazai osamu #bsd dazai #bsd #woah #i think we’re gonna have to kill this guy #damn

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smallspacerat · 15 days

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my kaworu & shinji sketches lately ^w^

#nge

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smallspacerat · 16 days

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teen angel boy gets crushed in 4K

#nge #kaworu nagisa

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smallspacerat · 18 days

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ᴺᵃᵍⁱˢᵃ ᴷᵃʷᵒʳᵘ! ᴱᵛᵃⁿᵍᵉˡⁱᵒⁿ🪽

#kaworu nagisa #nge #:3

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smallspacerat · 19 days

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REI!!!

#rei ayanami #Rei #nge #neon genesis evangelion #nge rei #she’s so me…..#dni if you ship Rei and kaworu /hj #I love her (platonically)#I hate the ending of 3.0 + 1.0 #I watched EoE with my dad #(I was like 11 or smth)

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smallspacerat · 22 days

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another drawing

#kaworu nagisa #kaworu #nge #nge fanart #nge kaworu #crying #he’s so me #literally me #we are one of the same #we are the same being but in separate forms of media #he is me #and I am him #because I too am a teenager who will fall madly in love with someone and want them to be with me desperately #though they either hate me or enjoy my company but it’s hard to tell so I just go with the latter #I also am god btw #(i’m delusional)

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smallspacerat · 22 days

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KAWORU PLUSHIE!!!!!!

#KAWORU #kaworu nagisa #KAWORU PLUSH #I’m about to have a mental breakdown in these tags #please someone give me attention #I’m begging for it #I want to be noticed and I want people to like me #but everyone hates me #anyways #KAWORU PLUSHIE!!!#I love him #he’s so silly

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smallspacerat · 22 days

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nyehehehehhehe.....

WOAH ITS YOU

#rah

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smallspacerat · 26 days

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I… I drew… kaworu.

Also ref image

#kaworu nagisa #nge #kaworu #I LOVE KAWORU #I love shinji more tho #ehe #eep #I’m a kaworu kinnie (sobs)#I also have a kaworu plush #he’s literally me #I hung him from my ceiling fan (it has a really long pull string) and I started spinning him around and I think I gave him a concussion #because then he slipped off of the pull string and he flew into my trash can.

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smallspacerat · 1 month

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Vent post, read only if you really want to.

I know a boy, he’s my friend. We’ve known each other for a long time. I’ve always enjoyed his company. A few weeks ago we finally had discussed the problem. Even after that though, I still felt horrible. I never hated him for disliking me, I hated myself for being hated by such a guy. He’s perfect in every regard, he’s more mature, he is smart. I always acted like an entitled bastard so that I would feel better, but it never works. I tried to be a better person, but it only made me worse. I tried talking to more people, tried to be nicer, but it only led me to accidentally (I don’t even know if it was an accident) saying that I hate neurodivergent people. Though I never remembered saying that. He is everything, and I am nothing. I am horrible, and disgusting. He’s a pure creature. I’ve always loved him, even when I was mad at him. We’re on good terms now, but I still feel like shit. I still feel like I should just disappear due to self hatred derived from others.

#vent post #personal #personal vent #:(#YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE #I won’t @ him though #that’d be scary #though he might see this post #oh well #he kidnapped me in bloxburg today #I also got a lollipop and put it in his pencil pouch #he’ll never know it was me #nvm he probably does #damnit man

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smallspacerat · 2 months

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I did a poll on discord to shame people’s banana eating habits