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soobinologisttt · 1 month ago
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MASTERLIST
started: may 20th, 2024
key:
smut (+18) - ✮
fluff - ✫
angst - ✯
⋆。°✩ I only write for ampers&one, the boyz, enhypen, p1harmony, and tomorrow by together⋆。°✩
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ampers&one
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kamden na
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brian ho
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choi jiho
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yoon siyun
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kyrell choi
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mackiah mercer
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kim seungmo
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the boyz
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lee sangyeon
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bae junyung (jacob bae)
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kim younghoon
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lee jaehyun (hyunjae)
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lee juyeon
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moon hyungseo (kevin moon)
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choi chanhee (new)
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ji changmin (Q)
✮ heat of the night (18+)
ju haknyeon
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kim sunwoo
✮ the boy next door (18+)
✮ hidden affections (18+)
sohn youngjae (eric sohn)
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enhypen
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lee heeseung
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park jongseong (jay park)
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sim jayeun (jake sim)
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park sunghoon
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kim sunoo
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yang jungwon
✮ playing with fire (18+)
nishimura niki
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p1harmony
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yoon keeho
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choi taeyang (theo)
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choi jiung
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hwang intak
✮ eternal hearts (18+)
✮ pretty boy (18+)
haku shota (soul)
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kim jongseob
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tomorrow by together
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choi yeonjun
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choi soobin
✮ photobooth secrets (18+)
✫ safe in your arms
choi beomgyu
✮ moonlit moments (18+)
kang taehyun
✮ forbidden ties (18+)
✮ forbidden ties (pt.2) (18+)
✮ blades and bows (18+)
huening kai
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soobinologisttt · 1 month ago
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safe in your arms - choi soobin
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pairing ☆ choi soobin x f. reader
warnings ☆ !strangers to friends, !angst (w/ yeonjun), !your boyfriend sucks, !fluff, !beomgyu and kai, !cheating (maybe but not out right said), !beomgyu is very funny, !wooyoung (ive)
word count ☆ 5.7k
a/n: based on a dream i had! (idk why but soobin is in my dreams often)
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"are you all packed and ready?" your boyfriend asks you, over facetime.
"yeonjun.. we are only gonna be there for three days. there isn't much to pack." you tease him.
"speak for yourself, i need to keep my beautiful status up." he teases you back.
you giggle in response, "that's not hard for you. you're literally hot all the time."
"pshh," he disagrees, "it takes a lot of work to be this beautiful." his hand traces the bottom of his jaw.
"well, then you need your beauty sleep. are we still meeting tomorrow at 9? to get food before we get on the bus?" you question him.
"oh.. i forgot to tell you, a group of us are going to get food tomorrow before. i was gonna ask if you wanted to go with me."
"um," you loom down, disappointed, "i'll be okay. i'll meet you at school."
you don't really get along with his group of friends. they look at you as an outsider because you aren't as popular as them.
even in college, the stereotypes persist. you are a loner, mainly staying to yourself when it comes to him and his friends.
"okay, i'm sorry baby. i totally forgot."
'yeah. even though we planned this months out. you just forgot about me' you think.
"it's okay jjun. i'm gonna head to bed." you force a smile.
"okay, i'll see you tomorrow!"
"bye, i love you."
"love you too." he smiles before hanging up.
you put your phone on the charger next to you and lay down. staring at the ceiling.
you and yeonjun have been dating since sophomore year of college. it hasn't been all rainbow and sunshine but you've always gotten through it.
now, as seniors, he is drifting away. you want to pretend that it's not happening but you know it is.
you sigh and turn over. making sure your alarms are set. yeonjun would be upset if you didn't come along for this trip.
it's your senior trip. graduation is about a month away and the university decided that a trip might be fun for your class.
you each got to choice a day to go and what that day entails. yeonjun and you chose to go with his friends. you really had no say on it but, you're going because you don't want to be alone.
you're trip is to jeju island. staying in a hotel with a spa, pool, mud bath, and pretty much anything else you can think of.
although, you really wanted to go to busan. mainly because you've never been. it just sounded fun and you've been to jeju with yeonjun many times.
"no point in mulling over it. you made your choice." you tell yourself out loud.
with a roll of your eyes and an whiny grunt, you turn over to sleep.
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after rolling around all night, your phone goes off. you grunt and turn over to turn off your alarm. you roll your eyes at the time. 8:00am.
you only wanted to get up this early to go get food with yeonjun. but since that's not happening, you have no reason to get up so early.
but, since your eyes are already open, you get up. you take a quick shower, put on your most comfortable clothes, check your bag, and put up your hair.
your curls going all over the place, you put it in a high ponytail. using water to tame it as much as you can.
when you check your phone again, it's 8:45. with time to spare. you decide to go get food by yourself.
you quietly make your way to the front door with your suitcase in hand. your roommate came in later than usual. meaning she was probably out all night partying.
you neatly put your slippers on the shelf and pull your sneakers on. you open the door as quietly as you can and roll out your suitcase before closing it as lightly as you can. cringing at the loud beeps you get from the keypad.
you carry your suitcase down the one set of stairs outside of your apartment door. struggling but eventually getting down. from there, you can just roll it the rest of the way.
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you end up in a cafe near campus. it's quiet and pretty empty. you take notice of a boy. with a suitcase. he has blonde hair with dark roots, clear framed glasses, black shirt with a brown button up. he's beautiful.
you order your coffee and a breakfast sandwich before sitting down. you decide to keep your distance from the beautiful man, keeping in mind that he might not be going on the same trip as you.
you sit on your phone as you eat. scrolling through instagram and texting your mom about the trip.
as you scroll through the stories on instagram, you stop on a specific one. tears threatening to spill over your water line.
yeonjun reposted a picture of him and his friends. but he's in the background with a girl. smiling. you know who she is. the class president. they have been getting closer ever since she joined yeonjun's dance class.
you roll your eyes to keep yourself from crying. putting your phone down, you take the time to compose yourself. wiping the tears that secretly fell.
"fuck." you mumble under your breath.
after about a minute, you pick up your phone and look at the time. 9:15am. you decide to make your way to the school. knowing that there is a group meeting before getting on the bus.
with your suitcase in hand, you take the next bus to campus. already feeling like your going to be second this entire trip.
you sigh as you sit in your seat. with your head laid back, you close your eyes and try not to think. falling a sleep as the bus makes its way to your school.
"YONSEI UNIVERSITY NEXT STOP"
the man over the loudspeaker yells. you jerk out of your sleep and look around. there isn't many students but there are a couple. sitting there with suitcases in hand.
you look at your phone to see if yeonjun has replied to you but nothing. you frown and put your phone away, opting to look out the window.
once the bus stops, you stand up and quickly make your way off. making sure to rush to get to yeonjun.
inside the buliding there are students lining up outside of the tiny class room you are to sit in. you find yeonjun with his friends and make your way over there.
"jjun." you announce yourself.
"hey baby," he throws his arm around you,"i've been meaning to text you back. we where busy getting food. did you eat?"
you give him a tiny smile, "yeah."
he nods his head and goes back to the conversation he was having. leaving you to your own world.
once the doors open yeonjun grabs you hand and pulls you along. of course, once you get in there you are surrounded by his friends. you all sit down on the heated floor as the class president explains the plan.
you are off in your own little world as she talks. you could care less about anything she's saying. it was all in the flyer anyway.
you look around the room at all the excited students when your eyes meet his. the boy from the coffee shop. his wide eyes looking into yours before quickly flicking to the floor in front of him.
you chuckle a little before turning back to yeonjun. he's staring with starry eyes at the president. you roll you eyes for the 100th already. you have a long trip ahead of you.
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you stay behind yeonjun as you file on to the bus. his group is sitting in the back and he wanted to be able to sit with them. you just follow along.
once you're on, the class president, wooyoung, dashes pass you. taking the last two seater but yeonjun's friends. you know what she is doing.
you're seething as yeonjun asks you, "is it okay if i sit next to wooyoung? i didn't expect her to take the last two seater. i'm sorry."
you want to rip your hair out as soon as the words left his mouth. but, because you don't want to see like the insecure girlfriend, you say yes.
he kisses your head, "i promise i will sit with you on the way back."
you watch as he slides in with wooyoung. wanting to get off the bus and go home. instead you sit in the fifth row of seats.
as the bus fills up, you're the only one left sitting alone. everyone is chatting and laughing while you are on the verge of tears.
as you look out the window, someone comes into your peripheral view. you turn to see who it is. you look up and see the boy.
"can i sit here?" he asks timidity.
you look around to see no open seats.
"of course." you smile at him.
he sits down and you introduce yourself, "i'm y/n."
"i'm soobin." he smiles back at you. showing you his adorable dimples.
"did you have friends you wanted to sit with?" you ask him out of curiosity.
he shakes his blonde hair, "no, all my friends chose a different day. i couldn't go because of my work. so i decided that i could use this trip to relax."
you nod your head as you listen.
"oh i see.."
"why were you sitting alone? if you don't mind me asking."
"well.." you look back to see yeonjun smiling and talking. soobin also looks back at your boyfriend.
"ah, boyfriend i'm guessing?"
"yeah, his name is yeonjun. he asked me to come with him and his friends. i've always felt like an outcast with them but i still agreed. we were supposed to sit together but.. yeah."
"i am so sorry y/n." soobin apologizes.
"don't worry about it. i'm going to try to have a good trip."
"well, if you ever need someone to hang out with, i'm here. here let me see your phone."
you pull out your phone to a picture of you and yeonjun. looking at it makes you feel sad. you quickly unlock it and hand it to soobin.
you watch as he makes his way to your contacts, adding himself. once he gives you your phone back you text him.
'hi! it's y/n'
he quickly replys.
'hi! it's soobin :)'
you smile at the interaction.
"thank you soobin."
"no problem y/n."
with that you put your headphones in and slowly fall asleep.
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"y/n." you feel someone shaking you.
"y/n.. we are stopping to use the restroom and get food." the shaking continues.
you open your eyes slightly to see big brown eyes and the most perfect lips you've ever seen.
you quickly snap out of it and sit up. nearly kissing him in the process but bumping heads.
"i am so sorry." you apologize profusely.
"don't worry about it." he pats his head.
"that was totally my fault. we are getting food right? my treat to make it up to you."
"sure, i'm feeling convenient store food right now. is that okay with you?"
you nod, but then look back at your boyfriend's seat. making sure that he hasn't left. you would love to introduce the two.
but, your heart sinks when you see that he is gone. not only that, but you and soobin are the only ones on the bus. you cheeks heat up.
"y/n, your cheeks are getting really red. are you okay?" soobin reluctantly holds the back of his hand to your head.
"uh," you shake your head, "yes, just hungry. how about we go."
he backs up and stands up as you follow him.
"do you have to go to the restroom? i don't know if the convenient store has one. we can find one on the way," he looks down at his phone, "we have 20 minutes."
shaking your head, you answer, "yes."
he looks back down at his phone and searches up the nearest restrooms.
"there should be one in this building. do you mind if i come with?" he points at a tall building.
you blush, dirty thoughts easily rushing in. before you remember you have a boyfriend.
"um, not like that. i mean i will stay outside the door while you finish. just in case, you know." he stumbles over his words.
"yeah." you blush at him, taking in his shyness.
"okay, let's go." he leads you to the building.
after you finish up your restroom break, you exit. soobin is standing off to the side on his phone.
"did you not have to go?" you ask him as you approach.
"no, but i wanted to make sure you were safe. you never know."
you smile at his thoughtfulness. thinking about how you would be all alone if it wasn't for him.
"thank you soobin. let's go get some food."
"let's go." he looks at the directions on his phone.
while you walk you talk about where you're from and where he's from. telling him the basics like your favorite colors and such.
you don't know why but for some reason you find it easy to talk to him.
once you reach the store, you split off and meet again at the cash register. him grabbing whatever and you grabbing what you want.
just as the cashier was finished scanning, soobin gives them his card.
you look up at him with wide eyes, "hey, i was supposed to pay." you pout.
"i wasn't going to make you pay, y/n. don't worry about it. i mean it."
he grabs the bags and you both make your way back to the bus.
as you walk back, you see yeonjun and his friends walking in front of you. laughing and talking.
you want to cry, but someone pulls you out of your head.
"this may come off rude, but your boyfriend sucks." soobin snickers.
you let out a loud laugh, accidentally, making the group look back at you. you smile at them innocently while soobin is barely holding a laugh back.
you lock eyes with yeonjun and give him a tiny smile. he smiles back before turning around with the rest of his group.
you shove soobin lightly, "i was not expecting that from you."
"what? i'm not lying am i?" he smirks.
"come on." you smile and rush him back to the bus.
you both get on the bus together and head to your seats. you sit down and start to separate your food.
the president does a head count as you do. once you've gotten your food, you feel your phone buzz.
'who is he?'
'his name is soobin. we are sitting next to each other'
'are you like friends now?'
you start to feel angry.
'maybe. since you decided to leave me by myself. but, i don't even want to argue. i want to have a relaxing trip'
'i said i was sorry y/n'
you leave him on read. not wanting to let him control your emotions.
soobin is munching on food when he says, "are you okay?"
you look over at the boy that has a mouth full of food.
"yeah, i'm good." you open your food and begin to eat.
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"okay guys, we are gonna release row by row, make sure to stay together." wooyoung announces as she walks to the front of the bus.
"i hate this." you whisper under your breath.
soobin leans over to you, "what getting on ferry's?"
"no, that i have to see ms. perfects face this whole trip. doesn't make it any better that i actually have to listen to her." you roll your eyes.
"ah shit, then don't. forreal just do your own thing."
"you know what. you're right." you grab his arm and stand up.
"umm," he looks around nervously, "what are you doing?"
"getting off the bus." you pass by him and drag him along.
"y/n, we are going row by row." wooyoung pouts.
"sorry woo," you laugh, "i can't wait, i'm too excited."
soobin follows behind, attempting to hide his laugh.
you make your way off the bus and to the side, grabbing your luggage before making you way on to the ferry.
"at least now we don't have to be on that suffocating bus." soobin smiles brightly.
you look up at the boy walking next to you, the way his eyes crinkle when he smiles. it's the cutest thing you've seen.
"yeah, you're so right. let's go sit over there." you point at the far right window seats. wanting to be as far away from the rest of the crowd as possible.
"okay." he smiles.
as you walk over to the seats, you hear a voice.
"y/n!" yeonjun calls.
you turn around and smile at him.
"come sit with us!" he waves his hand to beckon you over.
you look at his group and back to soobin.
you shake your head, too shy to yell back. he knows that and still put you on the spot. you turn around and continue your walk to your seat.
once you sit, soobin turns to you again.
"i know i keep asking you, but are you okay?"
you shake your head yes.
"i am fine, thank you soobin."
he nods with a tiny smile before turning to look forward.
"so your friends chose a different day?" you spark up a conversation.
"yeah, my friends beomgyu and kai, chose to go to busan."
you light up at the answer, "i wanted to go to busan! i have never been but yeonjun convinced me to come to jeju with him."
"ahh, maybe he'll take you as an attempt to apologize."
"i'm not going to lie, i think he is going to break up with me. which is something i'm coming to terms with. this was my last straw." you admit.
"damn, i'm sorry y/n."
"nah, don't worry about it. let's have a good trip." you smile at him.
"i brought my tablet, do you wanna watch a movie?" he asks, grabbing his backpack off his suitcase.
"sure, what were you thinking?" you watch him shuffle through his bag, looking for the tablet.
"studio ghibli?" he suggests.
"oh my god!" you perk up, "can we watch howl's moving castle? that's my favorite!"
"of course, i also enjoy that movie." he takes out his head phones and hands you a bud.
you watch as he sets it all up and turns on the movie. tuning out the loud ferry around you.
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after watching howl's moving castle, kiki's delivery service, and half of my neighbor totoro, you reach jeju.
you are half asleep on soobin's shoulder when the princess herself comes over the pa system.
"we are 5 minutes away. make sure you have your luggage!"
you jolt awake, yawning as you get accustomed to the lights again.
soobin is still very into the movie, not moving or saying anything. his lips are slightly agape, his adam apple prominent, and gorgeous eyes set on the screen.
"hey soobin, we are going to ger off in a minute." you tap him.
"i know, it's almost over." he says, still locked on the screen.
you smile to yourself as you make sure you have everything. just as you were going to turn back to soobin, your bladder reminds you it exists.
"i'll be right back." you stand up and scurry to the bathroom.
you open the door, and quickly do your business. you look at yourself in the mirror as you wash your hands.
bangs under your eyes, hair messy, and new pimple forming. you can't help but compare yourself to the perfect president yeonjun seems to be attached to.
you wash your face, before leaving the bathroom.
once you step out, you are face to face with the red haired boy. yeonjun has a sheepish look on his face. making your stomach drop. you know he's going to break your heart for the millionth time today.
"so..um.." he rubs the back of his neck, "they messed up the booking for the hotel."
you could cry at the words, knowing what is about to be said, "how?"
"well, wooyoung's family rented out the penthouse for the three days," you could roll your eyes, "and they didn't account for you. i am so sorry."
you feel the tears prick you eyes, holding them back with everything you have.
"so i don't have a room?" your heart sinks.
"i was hoping you'd stay with soobin. since you are getting close."
"wow jjun, you would rather me stay with a stranger then find a solution?"
"i never said that, stop making this about you. this might be the last trip with my friends. i'm sorry you don't have friends but you're not going to ruin this for me. if you need to book a room, then do it. i'll even go half with you." yeonjun snaps at you.
the tears threaten to spill over.
"okay." you look at your shoes, not wanting him to see your glossy eyes.
"thank you for understanding." he kisses your forehead before turning and walking away.
you take a minute before walking back to your seat.
"my movies ov- holy shit are you okay?" soobin looks up at you.
"not really," your voice cracks, "it's a long story but do you mind if i bunk with you? i won't take up much room. i'll even take the couch."
the boat stops as soobin stands up, towering over you.
"over course, no questions asked. also, i refuse to let you sleep on the couch. i'll take it."
"no no, i'm invading your space."
"shh, it's okay." he grabs your suitcase and his.
you reach out to grab yours but before you can grab it, he takes off running with it.
"soobin!"
"too slow!" he smiles widely. his bunny teeth on fully display.
you laugh, forgetting why you were even sad. following after the tall boy.
once you exit the ferry, you are sat back on a bus for a short ride to the hotel.
you are sitting with soobin again when he asks, "i know i said no questions asked," you chuckle at his curiosity, "but what happened?"
you sigh, "so, yeonjun is staying at the penthouse that wooyoung's parents rented for the three days. the didn't account for me. of course."
"wow, i'm going to say it again. your boyfriend sucks."
"yeah.."
"well don't worry about it! we will have fun. first i want to go to the ocean, then get food, ohh then maybe we can art museum, oh maybe we can go to jeju shingwa world!"
"that actually... sounds fun!" you laugh.
once the bus stops, you actually listen and let people get off row by row before getting off.
once you're off, you come to face with two wide eyed boys. they are looking between you and soobin. you can't help but blush at the boys.
"soobin?" the blonde calls out.
"what are you guys doing here!?" soobin asks the boys.
"we wanted to surprise you. we figured you'd be alone. do you have a secret girlfriend we didn't know about?!" the brunette asks.
they are both as tall as soobin and just as handsome. funny too. from the interaction, you know they are his friends.
you step in front of the boys and introduce youself, "hi, i am y/n." you give a slight bow.
they hold out there hands and you take the blonde ones, "hi, i'm beomgyu!" he smiles, giving you a tiny bow.
you turn to the brunette and have the same interaction, "i'm hueningkai but you can call me kai." the boy smiles.
"are you really his secret girlfriend? oh my god finally soobin." beomgyu looks dead serious.
you laugh, "no, we just met each other."
by this time, most of the bus is off. you can see the red headed boy in the distance. in his own little world. laughing with his group.
"ohh." kai follows your eyes.
"yeah." you look down at your shoes again.
"well, we will make sure you have the best time y/n. forget soobin, you're our best friend now." beomgyu takes your suitcase from soobin.
you laugh, looking at soobin's reaction, wide eyed and clearly about to start cursing out beomgyu.
"hey, she was my friend first." he argues with the boys.
all you can do is laugh. and when kai starts laughing, you are basically laughing so hard it's getting hard to breathe.
beomgyu and soobin look at you and kai.
"are you okay?" beomgyu stares at you.
"yeah," you lean down and place your hands on your knees, "i'm sorry but that was so funny and kai started laughing. i can't stop." you say through your giggles.
"we should head inside." soobin smiles.
"okay mom." beomgyu rolls his eyes and turns around, walking to the entrance.
you start laughing again. kai and you are cracking up as you enter the hotel.
once you're inside, you make eye contact with yeonjun, which seizes your laughter. you quickly look away and to kai. wanting to look anywhere else.
"where are you staying?" beomgyu asks.
"umm.." you are reluctant to answer.
"with me. they had a mixup and so now she's with me." soobin answers.
"well shit, ummm.. we might of called ahead and cancelled your room. we kinda roomed you with us. as a surprise." kai starts to laugh again.
"yeah.. SURPRISE!" beomgyu waves his hands in front of his face with a bright smile.
"of course you morons did. i'm guessing you checked in already too?"
"yeah, and we went to the spa. it's pretty nice." beomgyu says matter of factly.
so instead of having to wait in the long line, you follow the three boys up.
"you can take my bed y/n." kai tells you in the elevator.
"i couldn't." you smile at his kindness.
"it's okay, i'll bunk with soobin and gyu." he giggles.
"wow, it's my trip and you just decide without me." he pouts.
"thank you kai, and soobin." you smile at the tall boy.
"hey, what about me?" beomgyu turns around and stares.
"thank you beomgyu." you smile at him.
"you're welcome y/n."
you smile at the interaction. liking this group more than you could ever like yeonjun's.
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"wanna watch horror movies?" beomgyu asks.
it's been about 30 minutes since you've arrived into the room and no one has said anything.
"i am going to take a shower." you tell him.
"after?" he asks.
"yes, that works." you smile at him before heading into the bathroom. it's huge with a stand in shower, a deep bathrub, and a sink with a light up mirror.
you lock the door before stripping down. you hop in, turning the shower as hot as you can get it.
as you wash off the day, you can't help but start to cry. trying to keep it quiet, you weep. your boyfriend, who wanted you to come on this trip, really castes you to the side.
the same boy that was on the phone with you last night, asking if you were ready. that didn't want to go to busan with you.
you stay in the shower for about five more minutes as you calm down from the cry fest. once you're out with a towel wrapped around you, you look at yourself in the mirror. puffy eyes now add to the list of things you're insecure about.
you dry off and get dressed before exiting the bathroom.
you are met with a bed full of snacks, soju, and even a random stuffed animal.
"what is this?" you look at the three boys.
"well, we are going to watch movies! we need snacks.. and well. ah shit. we want to make you feel better." beomgyu explains.
"yeah, that's my stuffed animal," kai points at the stuffed penguin, "but you can use it." he smiles.
your eyes well with tears as they explain.
"thank you guys."
"of course!" soobin speaks.
"movie time!" beomgyu grabs the remote.
you settle down on the far side of the bed, by the door while soobin cramps on the bed next to you. "soobin.. i don't mind if you come sit here." you pat the bed next to you.
"yes please move. it's kinda cramped." beomgyu pushes him.
"fine." soobin rolls his eyes at beomgyu.
soobin moves the snacks to the middle table before sitting down next to you.
beomgyu turns the movie on and turns off all the lights.
'this is gonna be fun.' you smile to yourself.
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you don't even remember falling asleep. but, when you open your eyes, it's pitch black. you sit up on you elbows, looking around in the dark.
you reach over to the other side of the bed to see if soobin is still there but it's cold and empty. you don't hear anything which is creepy. with three boys, someone most snore.
you grab your phone from off the side table but it's dead. looking at the time, it's 2 in the morning. a chill creeps it's way up your spine. you need to find your charger for your phone.
before you could freak out, the hotel door opens to the three boys. arms loaded with more snacks and drinks.
"shh." one of them shushes the others.
when they turn their flashlights on, they see you sitting up with wild hair. with a quiet scream coming from behind him, soobin asks, "did we wake you?"
you shake your head, "no, i was just confused."
"oh, we went to get more snacks. we ran out. we were going to ask if you wanted to go to but you were out. clutching the penguin." kai adds.
"oh.. i guess i was really tired. what are you all doing up?"
"we were watching movies but got bored and went to the bar."
"at 2 in the morning?"
"no no, we went at 12 and lost track of time." soobin explains as he turns on the overhead lights.
"ohh, well thanks for letting me sleep."
"of course, by the way your boyfriend has red hair right?" beomgyu asks.
"yeah, why?"
"well.. i kinda overheard him in the restroom. something about breaking up, wooyoung, and i think he said something along the lines of, "i feel bad." i don't know i was very tispy." beomgyu spills.
"ohh.." you look down at the sheets.
"oh shit, i'm sorry for bringing it up." beomgyu apologizes.
"no worries, thank you for telling me." you give him a forced smile.
"how about some drinks?" kai holds up three bottles of soju.
"let's do it."
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it's around 5 in the morning when you wake up again, with soobin passed out next to you, you sit up.
you grab your shoes and quickly leave the room. deciding, on a whim, to break up with yeonjun before he breaks up with you.
just as you're half way to the elevator, you hear soobin, kai, and beomgyu rush out after you.
"what are you doing?" soobin whisper-yells.
"he can't break up with me because i'm breaking up with him." you slur very loudly.
"how about we do this in the morning." soobin tries to reason with you, but you're too quick and already getting on to the elevator.
they rush in quickly after you.
you hit the button to the floor and hold your stomach as you go up. feeling nauseous but full of rage.
you hop out quickly and nearly run to the room. the boys follow after, to make sure you're not gonna do anything stupid.
once you reach the penthouse door, you pound on it. screaming for yeonjun to come out. instead wooyoung comes out, with yeonjun following behind her.
"what are you doing?" she grunts through her teeth.
"it's none of your business. i asked for yeonjun." you slur.
"he doesn't want you can't you see it?" she spews.
"i never said that." yeonjun walks in front of her.
almost as if he is protecting her.
"what are you doing? go back to your room. you're causing a scene." he scolds you quietly.
you huff out, "really yeonjun? i thought you loved me?"
"i do, i do, but can we talk about this tomorrow?"
"why so you can go back with wooyoung and you can live happily ever after together?" you look the girl up and down.
"go to your room."
"no."
wooyoung steps back in front of yeonjun. you can feel the boys come up to the sides of you.
"he said go back to your room." she looks at you with piercing eyes and a small smirk on her lips.
"what are you going to do about it?"
just as the words leave your mouth, wooyoung pushes you. you lift your hand up to grab her wrist but instead scratch them. leading her to jump back into yeonjun with a small, "ouch."
he takes her wrist to look at the small scratches, while you loose your balance and fall over. twisting your ankle in the process.
soobin immediately dips down to look at you.
"are you okay?" he looks up at yeonjun who is still talking with wooyoung about her "injuries", "what hurts?"
your face is scrunched up in pain.
"my ankle."
he looks back up at the red haired boy and back to you.
"let's go get you some ice." he helps you up.
he turns and bends down, subconsciously telling you to get on his back. which you do.
before he turns around to start the walk to the elevator he speaks.
"i'm not even going to lie, you deserve the world's shittest boyfriend award. and since she couldn't say it, i will say it for her. she's breaking up with you."
yeonjun's face drops, "what? no!"
he looks up at you who has your head in soobin's neck.
"yes, we're done." you mumble.
you tap soobin to ask to leave. before you start crying. as you were leaving, you take notice of the two distinct voices behind you.
"wow, you just got owned by a nerd." beomgyu laughs.
"stay away from precious y/n. she doesn't need more heartbreak. you don't even know do you?" kai says in a stone cole voice.
you can't help by smile at the comments the two boys are making. protecting you even through you just met them.
"thank you soobin." you hug the boy tight.
"anytime y/n."
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soobinologisttt · 1 month ago
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hidden affections - kim sunwoo
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pairing ☆ kim sunwoo x f. reader
warnings ☆ dom!sunwoo, !brothers best friend, !cheating (sunwoo gets cheated on), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), !while brother is home, !juyeon is readers brother and yuqi is his girlfriend!
word count ☆ 3.3k
this has been sitting in my drafts for MONTHS. hope you enjoy!
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"juyeon, i can find a different place. i don't want to take your room." you told your brother over coffee.
"nonsense," he waves his hand to dismiss your statement, "i've been wanting to move out anyways."
you smile weakly at him.
you know that he hasn't been staying at his apartment and he is always over at his girlfriend's.
"are you sure sunwoo won't mind?"
"of course little sis, he is basically family."
you met sunwoo when you were 6 and he was 10.
during that time you were in your, "all boys have cooties." era.
by the time you were 13, you came to find yourself having a crush on your brother's best friend.
he problem was, he was 17.
you knew there was no way anything could happen between you two.
all you could do was watch as he grew older and became hotter.
you knew he only saw you as his "best friend's little sister."
all you could do is watch and hope that one day things would change.
at 14, they left for college. you lost all hope during this time.
you remember crying all night when they left.
you knew that sunwoo would never look at you the way you wanted after going to college.
during this time you couldn't help but measure yourself up to college girls. at 14, you felt so ugly, so worthless.
you only felt better when they came home for breaks. it was the only time you could be close to him.
but as you grew into a young women, you knew that he was never going to see you the say way.
but when you turned 18, you decided to go to the same school as your brother and his best friend.
at first, it was super nice. they were 22 and could buy you and your friends alcohol.
almost every weekend was spent doing something with them.
going shopping, watching movies, eating out, they really helped you get accustomed to college life.
that went crashing down when your brother got a girlfriend and soon after sunwoo got one too.
you took it as a sign to move on from your school girl crush.
you're first college boyfriend was sweet. cute dates, he would surprise you with flowers, and cute little presents. it was everything you wanted.
but in the end, it didn't work out. ending in your heart being broken.
you would blame it on him if you could. but you knew it was you.
your heart was never in it. always longing for the one boy that was untouchable.
that leads you to your current dilemma.
it's the middle of the semester, november, and there are no openings for apartments.
so you had to turn to your last option: your brother.
you know he always has a answer for his little sister and would do anything for you.
"come over tomorrow. we will get it sorted out. i promise."
"okay." you look down into your coffee with watery eyes.
he looks down at his apple watch.
"shit. i gotta go. tomorrow at 3. okay?"
you nod.
fun times, you think to yourself.
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as soon as your brother opens the door, you want to turn around.
not only was his girlfriend there (which you're fine with) but also sunwoo's.
you give them all a small smile, wanting to bawl as they watch you walk into the apartment.
the only people that give you a smile back are your brother's girlfriend, yuqi, and sunwoo.
sunwoo's girlfriend just glares at you. scowling as she attaches herself to sunwoo.
"how are you doing?" juyeon's girlfriend, yuqi, wraps her arm around you as you start the walk up your new room.
you open the door to your new room, "honestly yuqi, not good."
yuqi closes the door behind you two.
"was it that bad?" she frowns.
"no no, it was mutual. it has to do with sunwoo." you lean into her.
"oh shit. what? did you guys have a fling or something?"
"no but," you lower your voice, "i've had a crush on him since i was younger."
"oh!" she borderline yells.
she slams her hand over her mouth in a flash.
you're heart stops as you hear heavy foot steps and a slight knock on the door.
"is everything okay?" sunwoo asks through the door.
"yeah," your voice comes a little shaken, "we saw a spider. we killed it."
yuqi looks at you with soft eyes as she looks you.
"okay, i'm just making sure." sunwoo calls back before walking away.
you blow out the air that you didn't even know you were holding.
"i am so sorry babe, if you need me y/n, you call. i will kick your brother out for you." she smiles at you.
"don't worry. i'll be okay. it's only until i find a new place." you give her a weak smile.
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"fuck," you hear sunwoo's girlfriend moan.
you roll your eyes and roll over.
you thought he would have a little curtesy to let you know when to leave but he didn't.
instead you are laying in bed with your head between two pillows, like a child who is hearing their parent's having sex.
but, instead you are listening to the one boy you want but can't have.
you get up and find a pair of sweats. changing your pajama shorts out for them.
finding your headphones, you put them on and play music really loud as you make your way downstairs.
you throw on your crocs and grab your black hoodie that is resting on the dining room chair.
as you go to unlock the door, it opens.
you're eyes go wide as you see sunwoo standing in front of you.
you do a double take, looking at the stairs then back at sunwoo.
"what are you doing?" sunwoo asks with a puzzled look on his face.
"um..." you start as you pull off your headphones, not knowing what to even say, "i was gonna go on a walk to the store."
"y/n, it's 2 in the morning." he scolds you.
"yeah, but i kinda heard something I wasn't supposed to hear."
"come on." he grabs your hand and leads you back into the apartment.
when he shuts the door, that's when you hear the whine of his cheating girlfriend.
you watch as his face drops, angry quickly spreading.
he quickly makes his way to the stairs, running up them.
he bursts into his room and you follow along quickly. wanting to make sure that sunwoo doesn't do something stupid.
"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!" he yells.
his girlfriend quickly covers herself as the naked man rolls off of her.
"sunwoo, i thought you were staying at changmin's!" she exclaims.
"wow, i gave you a key to get away from your annoying roommate, not so you can fuck some other dude in my fucking bed." he shouts, a little quieter this time.
you stand there in shock. she knew you lived there and she still went through with cheating on sunwoo.
what did she think, that you wouldn't tell him if you found out?
"i'm so so sorry sunwoo. it just kinda happened. i promise you, it will never happen again." she begs him.
"get out." he says through his teeth.
"baby. i promise it won-"
he cuts her off, "i don't care. get out now."
sunwoo and you stand there as they both rush to get dress.
you stand by sunwoo and watch him as his jaw clunches. you can tell he is really holding himself back.
you can't even imagine how he is feeling.
"sunwoo, i am so sorry. i was going to go on a walk because i thought you were, ya know, together." you explain.
"i didn't want to hear you guys, i didn't know it was some-" he cuts you off by pulling you into a hug.
"it's not your fault. you couldn't have know unless you listened and i doubt you wanted to."
"i never liked her anyway," you breathe out, "she doesn't deserve you and you deserve much more than her." you say into his chest.
he gives a small laugh, "i wish i had a you, y/n."
you feel your heart start racing.
all you could think to yourself is, 'you could have me, if you want.'
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it's been a month since you both found out that sunwoo's girlfriend was cheating on him. she ended up dating the guy. which made sunwoo depressed, which he expressed to you.
since that day, sunwoo has been stuck to you like glue. you could be cooking, watching tv, doing your homework, showering, out with friends, sunwoo was either with you or waiting for you.
you can't help to feel special. your heart racing every time he gets close, everytime he touches you. the butterfiles only multipling by the day.
today, juyeon, yuqi, sunwoo, and you are having a movie sleepover.
earlier in the day, you and sunwoo dragged his king sized mattress downstairs.
it was a struggle between you two. ending with you basically laughing your ass off as sunwoo pushed you, while you were on the mattress, down the stairs.
he was gonna sleep on the couch, you, yuqi, and juyeon on the mattress. you insisted that sunwoo could sleep next to you but he said, "i don't want it to feel packed"
right now you're sat next to sunwoo on the couch, you are all watch the twilight series, much to the guys dismay.
juyeon and yuqi are focused on the movie infront of them, when you feel sunwoo's hand creep to your thigh under the blanket you are currently sharing.
your eyes go wide and you turn to him. he has a devilish smile on his face as he holds up a finger to his mouth. instructing you to stay quiet.
his touch goes straight down to you stomach.
he moves his hand futher up your thigh before resting on your inner thigh. you shudder at the sudden movement.
he smiles as he watches the movie.
he slowly moves his hand over your clothed heat.
you nearly moan at the action but you keep quiet by biting you lip.
"these movies are actually kind of good." sunwoo speaks up.
"i told you!" yuqi perks up.
"what do you think y/n?" he smiles at you as he runs his hand over you clit.
"they are a classic-c." you barely get out.
the feeling of his hand so close to your heat has you dizzy.
"are you okay?" juyeon asks, knowing that something is up.
gotta love sibling telepathy.
"yeah, i'm just really hot in these pajama pants. i think i'm going to go put on shorts." you stand up, brushing sunwoo's hand off of you.
you rush up the stairs and dash to your room.
you shut your door and rest on it, taking in everything that has happened in the matter of minutes.
wondering why of all times, sunwoo is making a move.
you have been stuck to each others sides for a month. and now, when your brother is here, he wants to make a move.
you're not complaning though, you just can't help but wonder why.
you walk over to your dresser and pull out a pair of shorts.
just as you're going to pull down your pajama pants the door opens and quickly shuts.
there stands sunwoo, his gray sweatpants barely hiding his hard length.
he strides over to you, "do you see what you do to me?"
you shake your head, pretending to not understand.
he backs you into the wall near your window and grabs your hand, guiding it to his cock.
"you make me so hard y/n." he rasps in your ear.
you can feel a blush spread across your cheeks as he drops his head down to nip at your neck.
"sunwoo," you huff out, "juyeon is downstairs."
"i can't help myself y/n. you're driving me fucking crazy." his words go straight from your ears to your clit.
you continue to rub him through his shorts.
"so good y/n." he groans.
you sink down to your knees at the praise.
"you want my cock huh? with your brother downstairs? i thought you were concerned. now you're acting like a little slut."
all you can do is stare up at him with need. wanting to make him feel good.
"how can i say no to you when you're staring at me. so pretty." he brings his hand down to caress your cheek.
your hands make their way up his thighs and to the waistband of his sweats.
you pull them down slowly while staring up at him anticipation.
they pool around his ankles as you reach for the waistband of his boxers.
you slowly pull them down, wanting to see his dick hit his stomach.
you can't help but stare in awe at the sheer size of him. he isn't particularly thick but he sure does make up with it in length.
"so pretty on your knees for me." he grabs a handful of your hair.
you gasp at the sudden contact.
he hits his tip on your face before demanding, "open wide princess."
you comply and open your mouth just enough for him to slide in.
you watch as he throws his head back.
with his hands in your hair, he shoves his cock down your throat.
"mhm, fuck you're taking me so good."
you hollow your cheeks as he continues fucking your face.
his thrust get sloppy as you start to bob your head to take him deeper.
you keep going as he attempts to pull out.
wanting to taste his cum.
but he has different ideas as he pulls out of your mouth.
he quickly pulls you up and crashes his lips onto yours.
you happily oblige, giving him the same energy.
the only sound in the room is the sound of lips moving.
he pulls back slightly to tell you, "i need to fuck you."
before you can respond his lips are back on yours and he turns the two of you.
he steps out of his pants as he starts to walk forward.
your back is to the bed as he walks you to the bed.
when the back of your knees hit the bed, you fall back.
he takes this time to grab you by the hips and pull you to the edge.
"these need to come off." he pulls your pajama pants down in one motion. leaving you in your black lacy panties.
"fuck, you're so hot y/n." he groans as he kissed up your thigh. you throw your head back at the feeling.
"can i take these off?" he looks up at you.
you nod in need.
"i need your words baby."
"yes, sunwoo please, take them off."
"anything for you pretty girl."
your stomach flutters.
he doesn't even take a second before he is nose deep into your cunt.
you fist the sheets as he starts with your clit, running his tongue down to your opening.
"oh shit." you gasp out.
he takes this as a sign to start pumping his tongue in and out of your wet cunt. adding two fingers as he eats you out.
he is sliding his fingers in and out at a steady pace as he continues pumping his tongue in at the same time.
you arch off the bed.
"sunwoo, fuck if you keep doing that i will cum." you moan out. trying to keep quiet.
he doesn't say anything. instead he brings his other hand down from your waist and to your clit.
it only takes one touch before your coming undone. twitching as you cum.
"sunwoo." you grab his hair.
he takes your hands from his hair and pins them together.
slowly crawling ontop of you.
"you taste so good. i could've gone all night but i need to be inside you now."
you shake your head in need. wanting to feel him fill you up.
he pins your wrist above your head before looking down into your eyes.
his big beautiful chocolate eyes send a shiver down your spine.
"i need you to be quiet y/n. can you do that for me?"
you nod, "yes sunwoo, i will be so quiet."
with this, he takes his cock and guides it to your entrance.
you can feel the stretch as he fills you up.
it's once he's all the way in when you nearly shout at the feeling.
he brings his hand down to cover your mouth.
he's so deep that he can touch your sensitive spot without even moving.
your eyes roll to the back of your head once he starts moving.
"fuck baby, you like that?"
you shake your head profusely. unable to form words.
he thrusts at a steady pace. everytime he hits that spot, you jump.
arching your back as you thrash your hands in an attempt to grab at something.
"you look so pretty baby. are you ready? i'm going to speed up."
you nod, bracing yourself for what is to come next.
picking up pace, he fucks you into the bed.
you are nearly screaming at the feeling of his cock hitting your g-spot over and over.
your legs shake as you get closer.
"fuck y/n, you're gripping me so tight. are you getting close?"
you nod as tears start to fall from your eyes because of the stimulation.
"can i cum inside you? i can buy you the pill but i really need to fill you up." sunwoo whispers into your ear.
he lifts his hand off of your mouth for your response.
"yes fill me up please." you cry out. still trying to be quiet.
"okay baby, i wanna hear you cum. can you be quiet?"
"mhm." you bite your bottom lip.
he speeds up more as you continue to bite down on your lip. drawing blood.
"fuck y/n, i'm getting close." his thrusts get sloppy.
"me too, please don't stop." you whine.
he listens and continues slamming into you.
as you feel his hot cum spill into you, you feel the ball in your stomach explode.
you grab him as you feel your orgasm hit you like a truck.
biting at his shoulder to keep from screaming.
he slumps against you, making sure to keep the majority of his weight off of you.
"y/n that was amazing."
"it was." you breathe out, finally coming down from the amazing orgasm your brother's best friend gave you.
"we should probably get back down stairs soon." he lifts off of you.
you prop up on your elbows, "this wasn't just a one time thing, right?"
"of course not, one second i'll be right back." he dresses quickly and rushes out of the room.
you are still in the same position when he comes back.
with a damp towel, he cleans his cum off of your thighs.
"as i was saying, no it's not just a one time thing y/n," he helps you to put your clothes on, "i like you. like a lot."
you smile at him as he pulls your shirt over your head.
"i like you too sunwoo."
he grabs your hand and pulls you to your feet, catching you as you almost fall.
"i don't think i can walk." you sit back down.
"shit okay, umm i'll go tell them you're not feeling well."
he rushes down the stairs.
you lay back down and laugh.
hearing him rush back upstairs so quickly you prop on your elbows again.
"they left and they left a note."
he hands you the note which is scribbled on the grocery list paper.
'you guys are loud as FUCK. please tell us to leave before you do that shit again.'
you laugh at the note.
"i thought i was being somewhat quiet."
sunwoo tilts your head up, "obviously not." he kisses the top of your head.
"can we watch a movie?" you ask as you scoot to the head of the bed.
"anything you want y/n." he sits next to you.
the movie doesn't last long before he is on top of you again.
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soobinologisttt · 4 months ago
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moonlit moments - choi beomgyu
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pairing ☆ beomgyu x f. reader
word count ☆ 3.1k
warnings ☆ bestfriends!, switch beomgyu!, camping!, reader drowns but is okay!, tent sex!, overstimulation!, riding!, beomgyu has a dirty mouth!, reader on on birth control!, (be safe guys), very cute!!
guys this is my first time writing non-dom stuff. i tried my best. hope u enjoy!!
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"i am so excited!" you say from the back seat. sitting in the middle, you lean up between the passenger and drivers seat.
"i know you are y/n. you've only said it 10 times already." beomgyu pats your head with a smile.
soobin is driving you two and yeonjun is driving taehyun and kai.
you have been waiting for this trip since the beginning of the school year.
you all got together and planned this after finals, you were all going to go camping in the mountains.
you remember telling them that you were going to camp alone, in your own tent.
"i am going to buy my own tent!" you smiled widely.
"y/n? are you sure? it's gonna be kind of spooky up there." soobin asks.
"i am a big girl soobin," you cross your arms and lean back in your chair, "i can handle myself. plus, you all will be next to me."
"suit yourself." soobin retreats as he shrugs.
that night you went home and ordered yourself a pink tent with a pink sleeping bag.
you also made a list of things you might need, such as a light, a portable charger, etc.
although it was months away, you were too excited to not make these lists.
now that is actually happening, you can't help but repeatly tell the two guys how excited you are.
"the next time you say that, you're going into yeonjun's car y/n." soobin says tiredly.
"someone is grumpy." you say to attempt to whisper to gyu.
"i am right here." soobin grumbles.
you turn to him, "do you want me to drive? you seem tired."
"can i trust you?" he says as his eyes stay locked on the road.
"of course. just pull over at the next rest stop. beomgyu, text kai."
beomgyu pulls out his phone and you catch a glance at his lockscreen.
it's you two, when you first met.
you both met as freshmen in high school.
you were the new kid and beomgyu invited you to join his group project.
you came after the project started so you didn't know who would let you join or not.
thankfully for you, two giggly boys asked you join them.
since they looked nice you accepted.
since then, you have been inseparable.
even deciding to go to the same college. and now here you are, heading into your senior year.
you can't help but smile at the memory.
the picture is you on his back as he carries you around the carnival that you begged to go to.
you had just gotten off a ride and you were getting sick. so beomgyu decided to carry you to the car. you're head is barried in his neck and he is smiling widely at the camera.
the guys always swore that you and beomgyu would get together before high school ended but it never happened.
you weren't disapointed about it since, you didn't want to ruin your friendship.
the closest you both got was a makeout when you were both drunk.
once soobin pulled into the rest area, you jumped out of the car. you're bladder was screaming at you. asking for a release and quick.
"where are you going y/n?" beomgyu quicky jumps out after you.
"i have to pee." you call back as you run into the rest stop.
beomgyu quickly follows you.
"i am going to wait for you out here." he says loudly into the bathroom.
you smile at his over protective personality.
it's always been like this. if you were going somewhere alone, he would call after you and offer to come with.
you quickly use the bathroom and wash your hands.
once you're out, beomgyu is by your side. walking back to the car with you.
"you know, i'm a big girl right?"
"i know," he sighs, "you can never be too safe y/n. i dont ever want to lose you."
you can feel the red spreading across your face at his words.
"i dont ever want to lose you either, gyu."
once you get back to the car, soobin is already fast asleep in the back seat. snoring loudly.
"i guess, he was really tired." you giggle to beomgyu as you both get into soobin's car.
"i guess. are you okay to drive? not tired right?"
"i am too excited to be tired right now." you laugh as you start up the car.
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once you get to the parking lot, you are starting to regret your choice of sleeping alone.
nothing but woods are around you. it's a five minute walk to where you will be camping and it's only trees.
you expected there to be even a few people staying in the same place.
but no, there is nothing but trees for miles.
"are we almost there?" beomgyu calls.
seemingly tired from the long walk.
"almost." soobin doesn't look up from the large map in his hands.
you all walk for about five minutes before finding a clearing.
it is a piece of land surround by trees. it didn't help you ease up at all.
if anything, it made you more nervous.
"are you okay y/n?" kai breaks you out of your scary thoughts.
"are you having second thoughts?" beomgyu asks.
you shake your head with a nervous laugh.
"nooo! i was just admiring the.... trees?" you bluff.
"the tree's y/n?" soobin gives you a confused look.
"yeah, they are so large!" you laugh.
"well, pick your spot and get to work! unless you want to sleep on the hard ground tonight." soobin intructs, waving to the empty space.
"okay dad." you roll your eyes.
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it only takes you 30 minutes to set up your baby pink tent.
"about time y/n." taehyun laughs.
you stick out your tongue at him.
"you can't say anything taehyun. you sat and watched soobin set up your tent."
to save money, the guys decided to share tents. soobin and taehyun in one, and kai, beomgyu, and yeonjun in the other one.
"hey, he offered." taehyun shugs and sips on his drink. he is sat around the makeshift fire pit in his camping chair.
before you could think of a come back, kai interrupts.
"according to the map, there is a lake that way," he points to a trail that is different from the one walked, "anyone wanna go?"
you immediately shout out, "i'll beat you there!"
he takes off running and you quickly follow bhind.
"beomgyu, please grab my towel. it's in my tent, in my bag." you yell back as you chased after kai.
"okay!" he yells back.
you keep running, to catch kai, and when you finally do you pull him back.
"hey that's cheating." he laughs.
"yeah, u sure know alot about cheating mr. "i'm not hiding any uno cards."" you snort.
"hey, that was only one time!"
you continue to run before slowing down.
it's gorgeous. a body of water with a waterfall across for where you stand.
you see kai dash by you and hear him yell, "i won!"
but you're too focused on the beauty of wilderness to care.
"it's so pretty." you say to kai.
just then he takes the time to admire the beauty of his surroundings.
"this is so cute." he looks at the waterfall.
"let's swim." you take off your shorts and shirt to reveal your baby pink two piece.
you didn't mind being around them in a bathing suit since once they walked in on you changing.
nothing really happened, you just covered yourself and scolded them on knocking.
now, you could care less. you see them all as your brothers, and know that they see you as their sister.
you walk into the warm blue water and continue until it is shoulder high.
you know that the guys would want to go futher since they are all giants but you went as far as you think was a good idea.
you're not the best swimmer and don't want to drown with just kai here. more hands and eyes means the less of a chance you'd drown and die.
you turn around and watch the water from the waterfall fall. wishing you could go to it. to stand under it.
before you know it, there is a boy throwing you over his shoulder.
"kai! kai! kai, you know i can't swim that well," you panic as he walks deeper into the water, "what are you doing?"
"you're fine y/n. I wouldn't let you drown. beomgyu would kill me." he laughs.
once we get close to the waterfall, he lets you down. but out of reflex (and general scaredness) you wrap youself around the boy.
he flexes up and attempts to pry me off of him.
"take me back kai," you nearly sob, "i don't like this."
just as he is about to turn around you hear a voice call you from land.
"what the fuck are you doing?" beomgyu fums.
you quickly let go of kai, only to slip under the water.
you start to panic as you slowly fall.
you attempt to swim up but no matter what you do, you feel yourself continue to go under.
that's until you feel two large hands pull you up.
you spit out the water in your mouth and begin to sob.
you have no idea who has got you but you hug onto them tight.
"it's okay, y/n. i got you." you hear beomgyu soothe you as he rubs your wet hair.
"i was so scared." you cry into his shoulder.
"i know y/n. i know."
once you feel safe, you pull back to look at beomgyu. he has his shirt and pants still on.
"beomgyu! why are you still in your outside clothes? what about your swimming trunks?"
"you were going to drown y/n." he sighs, "like i said earlier, i never want to lose you. i would do anything to keep you safe."
you blush and hide your face in his neck.
"can we get out of the water now?" you hug onto him.
"whatever you want." he holds on to you.
as you walk out of the water you hear multiple voices speaking.
"i am so so so sorry y/n. i didn't think that would happen." kai profuessly apolzies.
"you're okay kai, i jumped from you." you give him a small smile.
"we can go home if you want." soobin tries to comfort you.
"no, no," you shake your head, "we have been planning this since freshman year."
"i am okay guys," you reach the shore and beomgyu puts you down, "you guys can continue swimming. i need a moment."
they are give you small smiles and hope that you feel better.
beomgyu walks with you, picking up your towel that he dropped when he jumped in.
"don't you wanna swim too?" you look over to the boy.
"no, i need to make sure you're okay." he replies back.
instead of aruging back, you accept his presence as you walk back to th camp site.
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later that night, as you're laying in your tent, you can't help but think about how you felt during the incident.
the feeling of helplessness and fear. you feel it running through you veins.
that's when you hear a sound outside of your tent.
you gather yourself and grab the nearest thing to you, which happens to be a flashlight.
you hear the unzipping of your tent and brace yourself. your flight or fight mode is in full effect.
that's when you hear his voice, "are you okay?" beomgyu asks.
"not really." you huff out in relief.
he zips up the tent and sits on the edge of your sleeping bag.
you both sit there quietly until you speak up.
"i can't stop thinking about it. the way i felt." you feel youself start to tear up.
beomgyu moves to the middle of your sleeping bag, facing you.
although it is dark, you can make out his face. his beautiful nose, eyes full of life, and the frown on his lips.
"i am sorry y/n," he looks into your eyes, "i should of been there quicker."
"no gyu, don't blame yourself."
"i mean, i have no idea what i would do without you y/n. you dont know how much you mean to me."
he brings his hand up to your face and slowly strokes your cheek.
"gyu, wha are you-." you didn't get the chance to finish.
beomgyu's lips were on yours.
once you overcame the shock, you close your eyes. feeling more at peace. forgetting what happened earlier in the day.
he takes his hand from your face and reaches behind you, placing his hand on the small of your back.
you turn you head to deepen the kiss, opening your lips a little to allow him access.
he slides his tongue in in a swift motion.
you moan lightly at the action.
"i've dreamed about this for so long." he confesses as he pulls back silghtly.
you smile on his lips.
"have you now?" you tease him.
he smiles, "yes, for a long time."
he crashes his lips back onto yours, slowly moving to lay you down.
you uncross your legs and send them straight.
beomgyu is still kissing you as you fall back and hit your pillow.
"is this okay?" he looks down at you with his big pretty brown eyes.
"yes, please going gyu."
he doesn't miss a beat to start kissing you again.
when he slides his tongue across your lips, asking for entrance, you groan out.
you can feel beomgyu's cock grinding onto you. causing you to moan out more.
you pull back with a needy moan, "i need you right now."
he doesn't miss a beat as he flips you.
"please ride me y/n." he pleads.
you know you can't control yourself when it comes to him so you slip your hand down to his cock.
"fuck y/n."
"do you have a condom?" you lean down and whisper into his ear.
"i didn't even think about that. i dont, fuck. i'm so sorry y/n."
"gyu, i'm on birth control." you pull back and continue to palm him through his pajama pants.
"i bet you feel so good y/n. i need it so bad, please, please, please fuck me."
you pull down his pajamas pants bring his underwear with it.
he helps you out of your pajamas and underwear.
he runs his hands down the curve of your body. taking in every minute, wanting to remember every second of it.
he knows he'll be fucked after this, he'll want to do it all over again.
you hover above his hard length, slowly lowering yourself onto him.
"you feel better than i ever imagined, fuck."
you sit there stunned at the pure size of him.
"fuck gyu, you're so big." you try to keep quiet. fearing that you'll wake your friends.
"c'mon, you can take it."
"mhm," you start to slowly ride him.
"you can do better than that baby." he grips you hips, guiding you to go faster.
you struggle to stay quiet as his cock hits all the spot that you can't reach.
"gy-u-u, it's too much." you whine as he keeps guiding you.
"you just feel so good princess. please don't stop."
you bite your lip so hard it draws blood.
you watch as his brown eyes roll to the back of his head.
"you feel so fucking good y/n." he groans as he graps your hips harder.
he was surely gonna leave marks.
you attempt to speed up, although you can barely handle it.
"fuck gyu, you're so deep. if you go any deeper you'll be in my stomach." you throw your head back.
"mhmm, you look so pretty riding me. such a good girl taking all my dick." he purrs.
you grip his abs through his shirt as you continue letting him abuse your cunt.
"gyu-gyu-gyu oh my fuck, i'm gonna come."
"me too baby. keep going just like that." he looks up at you before throwing his head back.
you listen as you both chase your highes, getting slopper by the second.
"beom-beomgyu, i'm gonna fucking scream." you warn him.
he flips you both over so he is on top.
"you gotta stay quiet my princess. you don't want then to hear us. i want to be the only one who hears you."
he places his hand on top of your mouth as he thrusts into you.
"fuck, i love fucking you. nothing will compare now."
you moan into his hand, your cunt pulsating around his dick.
it only takes you a couple more thrusts before that feeling in your stomach explodes.
you let out a stranged cry as he continues ramming into you.
"hmm, i'm so close," he whispers into your ear, "please let me keep going, baby."
you give a slight nod and he continues his rampage on your swollen folds.
"so-so close." he says as he finally releases all of his come into you.
you can feel him twitch in you as he collapses on top of your mouth.
you both heave out.
"that was so amazing y/n. oh my god, ive wanted to do that first so long." he rolls off to to lay on his side.
"well... it doesn't have to be the last." you smile.
he brings you close and eventually you fall asleep to his heartbeat.
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"guys." you hear from outside your tent.
you roll over and slowly open you eyes. sunlight pouring into your tent.
"where is beomgyu?" you hear soobin say.
"i don't know, the last time i saw him was last night and he wasn't here when i got up."
your eyes widen as you realize the situation you have found yourself in.
"gyu." you whisper as you shake him up.
he groans out, "please, can we sleep some more?"
"we should ask y/n." you hear them walk up to your tent, knocking on it like it is a door.
"are you awake?" yeonjun calls out.
"yeah! one second please." you call out, causing beomgyu to shoot straight up.
"okay, beomgyu is missing. have you seen him?"
you look at beomgyu with wide eyes.
"i'm in here," he says proudly, "i didn't want y/n to get eaten by a bear or something." he comes up with a half assed excuse.
you roll your eyes and giggle to yourself.
"well come out, it's breakfast time."
"we'll be there in a minute." you call to them.
as they walk away you can hear yeonjun tell someone, "i told you this would happen. where is my 50 bucks?"
you giggle and look at beomgyu with his big brown eyes.
you give him a quick peck before getting up and getting around.
"come on. a girls gotta eat. especially after last night." you wink at him.
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the boy next door - kim sunwoo
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pairing ☆ sunwoo x f. reader
warnings ☆ dom!sunwoo (i can only write about doms save me), !best friends since childhood, !jacob mentioned, !sexual assault, !eric is a piece of shit, !protected sex, !pet names, baby, babe, princess !cunnilingus !theyaresocute
word count ☆ 3.3k
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since you were born, you and kim sunwoo were destined to be best friends.
your mom's were best friends. so when they both got pregnant at the same time, they knew that you were destined to be friends with each other.
starting at barely two months old, you were already having play dates. you always found it funny you were both that young hanging out. i mean, what would two month olds have in common or even do?
that didn't stop the two from continuing the play dates.
it went on until you were both 10.
by this time, you two were hanging out with each other on your own.
that was until you both reached middle school.
you branched out into different friend groups, had different extra curriulars, and were often too busy for each other.
you were sad at first but you evenually got over it when you met your first crush.
you knew you didn't have a crush on sunwoo but you were both always together. having your first crush made it easier to get over the fact you weren't hanging out as often.
his name was jacob. you met him in your science class during 7th grade.
you were paired up as lab partners and slowly fell for him over the semester.
he was smart, nice, and a gentleman. he had chubby cheeks and a pretty smile.
when the spring semester came to an end you made a promise to yourself that by 8th grade, you would be dating him.
jacob and you hungout all summer and on the last day of summer you confessed your feelings.
the next day, you and jacob dated all the way up until your sophomore year of high school.
the break was mutual, you both wanted different things. and by different things, you were a horomonal mess and he wanted to wait.
at the time, you thought breaking up was the best answer. all because you were horny.
the breakup caused you run to sunwoo, who was at the time doing his own thing, and clung onto him.
he didn't mind though because he was just glad you were close again. although, he had his own group of friends but he missed you.
but all of it didn't matter because when high school was over you were still a virgin.
everyone you knew, even sunwoo, had lost it. but you were over there still waiting.
going into college a virgin wasn't something you wanted to do so you did the most logical thing.
deciding to lose it to a random on tinder.
you were sitting on your bed, swiping, when you heard a knock on the door.
"sweetie, sunwoo is here."
"okay," you smile, "you can let him in."
you were so happy when you saw him. looking mighty fine as always. tan skin, heart shaped and pulmp lips, deep brown eyes. you oftened asked youself why you don't just lose it to sunwoo but you always come to the decision that you don't want to ruin the relatioship you already have.
"whatcha doing?" he plops down on the bed next to you.
"looking for a suitor." you turn your head to look at him.
"what for?" he looks down at your phone.
"sunwoo," you turn off your phone and put it down.
"y/n." he retorts.
"i will not go into university a virgin. i have two months to lose it. i'm not going to loose it to just anyone though. trust."
"babe, you are using tinder. they are all anyones." sunwoo states.
"but, and hear me out, anyone could become someone. ya know."
"sure y/n." he rolls his eyes.
"okay mister, why are you here?"
"i was bored and missed you." you feel your heart began to beat faster.
damn you sunwoo. only if he knew the affect his words have on you.
"well, what do you wanna do?"
"movie marthoton?" he suggests.
"you grab the snacks and i'll find a movie."
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it's been two weeks since your plan to find a suitor and it has not gone to plan.
two dates in and you think you've found the one, only for him to pressure you into giving him head.
"please? i need it so bad." he says in a whiny voice.
"umm, i don't know."
"y/n, please. i'll do anything to have those pretty lips around my cock." eric pushes.
you gulp down your nervousness and lean over the center console.
you are sat in his car in an empty parking lot.
you had just gone to see a horror movie and now you have gotten youself stuck in this postion.
he unzips his pants and slides them down along with his underwear.
you gulp down again, finally speaking up, "so um, i've never down this before."
"oh y/n. we'll go slow." he says, but he did not infact go slow.
at first he was, guiding you to spit on your hand and wrap it around his lenth. all while leading you down so that you face is the same level as his cock.
you're bent on the console with your ass in the air. giving him the opptuinity to grab your ass.
giving you the ick in the process.
he guides your head to his cock and you comply, opening your mouth to let him slip his hard length in.
you were slowly bobbing your head on his cock. trying to get the hang of it.
from there, he decides that he isn't satisfied and starts to thrust up into your mouth. you can feel tears in your eyes as you attempt to pull back.
but your attempt fails as he pushes your head back down.
this goes on for a minute as you cry.
he comes in your month and you spit it out all over him.
"what the fuck is wrong with you?" he curses at you.
"what is wrong with me?" you cry out in anger, "i wanted to stop and you kept going. you're absoultly fucking disgusting."
you open the car door as you grab your bag.
he starts his car and drives off, leaving you in the empty parking lot.
you dig your phone out of your bag to find out it is 1 in the morning.
you call the only person you truly feel safe with, sunwoo.
it only rings for a second before he picks up.
in his drowsy state he answers, "hello?"
you break down at his voice, wishing he was here to confrot you.
"hello? y/n? what is going on? where are you?" you only cry harder.
"s-s-sunwoo, will you come get me?" you barely spit out through your tears.
"where are you?" you can hear him start to shuffle around.
"i'm in the home depot parking lot." you heave out.
"i'm on my way. don't hang up." he instructs.
you hmm in agreement.
"what happened baby?" he asks softly.
you can hear his car start in the background of the call.
you sniffle, "he- he- he made me give him head sunwoo."
you start sobbing again. you feel like you could collapse in the empty parking lot.
"hey, hey, i'm right here baby. i'm almost there."
you nod your head even though you know he can't see it.
"it was the worst sunwoo." you tell him through your tears.
"i'm so sorry y/n." you can hear him frown.
just as you were going to speak again, he speeds up next to you.
his car was barely in park when he got out. pulling you into the deepest hug you swear you have ever had.
you feel like you can just live there forever.
he pulls back and wipe your tears, "come on, let's get you home."
you grab his hand as you both walk back to his car.
he opens the door for you and you sit down.
you don't want to let go but you know you need to until he gets into the car.
you let go and he closes the door.
he quickly walks in front of the car and hops into the drivers seat.
you immediately take his hand again.
once he starts driving, you squeeze his hand to get his attention.
"i wasn't ready. he begged me to do it sunwoo." tears start to flow out of your eyes again.
sunwoo gives your hand a light squeeze this time to let you know that his is there.
you take a breath in and continue through the tears, "when i wanted to stop, he held my head down. i cried and cried but he wouldn't stop."
sunwoo's grip in your hand and on the wheel tightens.
"i swear y/n, i when find him and i will not hesitate to beat him to a pulp." sunwoo says as you pull up to your house.
instead of getting out you ask, "can i stay at yours tonight? please? i really don't wanna be alone."
"of course y/n." he pulls out of your drive way and into his a few feet away.
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once you're safely in sunwoo's room you run to his bathroom. grabbing his mouthwash and nearly drinking it.
you wanted the taste and feeling of eric's dick out of your mouth. you could throw up at the thought.
sunwoo appears next to you with a glass of water and a small smile.
"i thought you could use this." he places the water on the counter.
you give him a small smile as he disappears.
not too long after he reappers with a toothbrush.
"here, it's an extra." he hands you the brush.
you quickly spit out the mouthwash and thank him before scrubbing your tongue.
once you finish, your mouth feels clean and what it would feel like after a trip to the dentist.
you walk out of the bathroom and find clothes neatly folded on sunwoo's bed with a note.
i'm on the couch if you need me.
put these on.
- sunwoo
you smile at the note and quickly change into his clothes. a big black tshirt and black basketball shorts that you have to tie tight to fit you.
you quietly walk downstairs to find sunwoo.
he is laying on the couch with the tv on.
"sunwoo." his eyes move from the tv to you.
you watch as they scan you up and down.
"are you okay?" he sits up straight in a flash.
"yeah, i was hoping you'd come and sleep with me." you flash red as you realize what you just said.
"not sleep sleep with me bu-" he is already turning the tv off and walking towards you before you can finish.
"i know y/n." he places a light kiss on your forehead.
he grabs your hand and leads you upstairs.
it's a short walk to his room, but it feels longer as the thoughts play out in your head.
him on top of you, deep inside of you.
you can't believe you are thinking about it as fast as you are.
you were just assulted and now you are fansizing about your best friend.
once you reach his room and his door closes, you freeeze.
heat and lust radiating off your body. the tension in the air makes you want him even more.
you might be in the dark but sunwoo feels it.
"are you okay? did you want me to keep the door open?"
you speak up, "i'm okay and no. i want it closed."
he perks up at the statement, "you want it closed? why y/n?"
red flushes across your face and a rush of heat goes straight to your stomach.
he walks closer to you.
you back up until the back of your legs hit the bed.
"if you want me to stop, tell me. i promise i will listen to every word you say to me baby." he whispers into your eat.
you nod your head.
sunwoo would never hurt you like eric did. you know this for a fact.
"i need you words baby. i will do whatever you want me to, i just need you to tell me that this is okay."
"this is okay sunwoo."
without missing a beat he takes your face into his hands and kisses you.
softy, yearning, like he has been waiting for this and wants to savior the moment.
his tongue skillfully makes it way into your mouth.
you could pass out with how dizzy you are feeling.
you kiss him back with as much (and maybe even more) passion.
he slightly pushes you and you both fall back on to the bed together.
you let out a soft gasp, causing him to pull back.
"oh my god, did i hurt you y/n?" he asks with wide eyes.
"no," you stare up at him, "i was just not expecting it."
"oh, i'm sorry. do you want me to stop?"
"no, please don't stop." you beg.
he goes back down to you lips, kissing you harder.
"if at any point you want to stop. tell me. i will do whatever you want." he tells you again.
"i know. i will tell you."
he sits up and slides off his shirt. at this moment you wish the lights were on so you could see his body.
you know he has a good body, you've seen it before. i mean, you guys live next to each other, you were bound to see it at one point.
without thinking, you reach up and grab at his abs. wanting to feel them.
"you like that huh?"
"mhm." you hum.
he uses his elbow to hold him up as he sneaks his other hand down to your heat.
you shiver as he touchs you over your clothing.
"tell me what you want y/n." he whispers into your ear.
"sunwoo, i want you. please please, take them off." you beg him to take his shorts off of you.
"anything for you." he sits up and grabs the waistband of your shorts, pulling them down in a swift moment.
just when you thought he was gonna come back, he slides down to meet your soaking heat.
"is this okay?" you can feel his eyes looking up at you.
you bring your hands to his soft brown hair, "yes, please keep going."
he pulls your underwear to the side, dropping his mouth to your cunt.
his hands are have caught purchase on your hips as he usues his mouth to pleasure you.
he swirls his tougue around your clit, causing you to arch your back and pull his hair.
"shit baby, you taste so good." he groans.
you whimper at his words.
he grips your hip with one hand and brings the other one down.
you cry out as he slides his long slender digit into your dripping cunt.
"you're so wet." he slides another digit in as he sucks on your clit.
the room is full of wet sounds, moans, and groans from both of you.
"sunwoo, sunwoo, woo, please." you beg as you breathe out.
he pulls his head up and asks, "what? you gonna cum baby?"
you nod your head profussly, even though he can't see you.
"words y/n." he demands.
"y-yes." you stutter out.
"cum princess." he continues to slider his digits into you.
"fuck! fuck! fuck!" you cry out as your orgasim washes over you.
"that's it, you're doing so good." he huffs out.
he contines to pump his fingers in and out. helping you to ride out your climax.
when he pulls his fingers out, he hovers over you and bring his fingers to your mouth.
"open." he slides his fingers up to your mouth.
you do as he says. you can taste your juices on his fingers as he slips them into your mouth.
"close." you close your mouth around his fingers, sucking the juices off.
you lay there in bliss as he slides his fingers out of your mouth.
he was about to lay down when you pull him back on top of you.
"can we.. ya know.." you ask shyly.
"what y/n?" you can feel the smirk on his lips although you can't see it.
"ya know.. umm... fuck?"
"are you sure? with everything you went threw earlier, i don't want you to regret this."
"yes, please sunwoo. you know how bad i've wanted to loose it. i have been dreaming of loosing it to you." you whine.
he leans down and places a light kiss on your lips.
you pulls him in by his hair to deepen the kiss. sunwoo complies and kisses you feverishliy.
you can feel his hard length on your stomach.
"you are driving me crazy y/n." he rasps.
"please, please, please fuck me."
he reaches over to his side table and pulls out a condom.
you help him pull off his pants and boxers.
you grab his long length and stroke it. flicking your thumb against his tip. wiping his pre-cum off and bringing it to your mouth.
"fuck, you're so hot."
he slides the condom and brings himself to your entrance.
"tell me if it hurts."
you nod, "i will."
he slides in slowly, stretching you out.
"you're so tight." he hisses.
you gasp slightly at the burn that is starting.
"shit, are you okay?" he stops.
"yes, please don't stop." your hands find there way under his shirt.
he continues, filing you to brim. tears are in your eyes because of the stretch but you like it. the pain feels good.
he wipes your tears and kisses your face all over. forehead, cheeks, nose, anywhere he can.
"you are doing so good." he praises you, "tell me when it's okay to move." he strokes your hair.
you wait a couple seconds for the pain to subside.
when the pain goes, you tap on his back.
"you can move." you say breatheless.
he slowly sides out and pushes back in.
you can't help but arch at the feeling. he is so deep in you.
"you feel so good."
he is going at a steady pace as to not break you.
"please speed up sunwoo. i need more."
he does exactly what you ask for, picking up the pace.
you dig your nails into his back as he fucks you into the bed.
his cock is reaching places that you could never. causing you to crying uncontrollable.
"i'm getting close."
"me too, baby." he breathes out. picking up the pace a little more.
you're nails are digging into his back as he contines to fuck you at a exhilarating pace.
"fuck fuck fuck." you gasp out, trying to catch your breathe.
with one more thrust, you break. your second orgasm of the night hit. hitting harder than you ever have experienced.
"i'm coming sunwoo." you sob as you arch your back.
"mhmm, almost there." he continues at a brutal pace. overstimulation kicks in as he continues to fuck you.
"sunwoo so-o sen-sentive."
"you can do it baby, a little more."
you continue to sob out curse words as he chases his high.
you're legs are shaking as he comes.
"fuck, i'm coming." he sputters.
one last thrust, and you are coming again as well.
"fuck." you cry out for the last time.
you lay there in bliss as he slides out.
"fuck baby," sunwoo starts, "was i too rough? was it too much? i'm so sorry i didn't mean overstimulate you." he freaks.
"shhh, that was the best thing that could of happened to me." you reply wearily. still on cloud nine from the multiple orgasms you've had.
he chuckles, "i'm glad you liked it."
you feel him move off of you and take the condom off, throwing it in a trashcan next to his bed.
once that is done, he cuddles into you. letting you put your head on his chest.
"i think, i think i'm in love with you." sunwoo confesses.
though you didn't hear it as you were already sleep. but, you knew that this could flourish into something amazing.
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soobinologisttt · 1 year ago
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eternal hearts - hwang intak
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pairing ☆ intak x f. reader
warnings ☆ !zombie apocalypse au, !death of parents, !borderline depression, !weapons, !zombie encounter, !sick member, !many mentions of death, !nightmares, !smut, !dry humping, !unprotected sex, !dirty talk, !semi praise,
word count ☆ 5k
a/n: i think this is all! lmk if i missed something. im super proud of this!!
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alone.
afriad.
these are daily feelings. the dread of knowing that you'll go to sleep alone and wake up alone.
that you'll probably never feel safe again, no matter how long you might live.
it has been two months since the outbreak.
you were at home while your parents were out grocery shopping.
you were so sucked into your text show, you didn't even notice your phone ringing at first.
but you were pulled back into reality when you picked it up.
it was your mom calling. you answered quickly, assuming that she wants to know if you have something in the kitchen or if she should buy it.
you remember the chills you got as you heard the screams of people around your mother. they still give you nightly nightmares, often waking up in a panic and a pile of sweat.
"what is happening mom? are you okay?" you panic and stand up quickly, getting ready to put your shoes on.
"y/n, do not leave the house. lock the doors, cover them with something, mattress, dressers, anything heavy." you hear her get out in one breathe, a warning that would stick with you.
"mom? what is happening?" you sobbed, fearing the worst.
"just know, your dad and i love you. i love you so so much and you're one of the greatest things that happened to me. which is why you have to keep fighting. for me" her voice cracked as she started to sob with you.
"mommy, please, tell me what is happeni-" you could barely get the words out as you cry.
before she could answer, the phone went slient.
your worst fear had came true at this moment. you were alone.
this was the first time you felt utterly alone but it wasn't the last.
this is the feeling that is currently washing over you as survey the empty cabinets of the house that you are currently living in.
you had to get out of your childhood home. too many memories haunt that place. it only made you feel more alone than you already do.
so after everything calmed down, you packed up your stuff, tooth brush, first aid, water, clothes, towels, anything you might need to live, and stuffed it into the car parked in your garage. driving a few towns over, you found a house primarily close to a supermarket.
a two story house with an abundance of food.
although you tried your best to ration, it wasn't enough.
after about two month, you needed more food.
you dreaded the day you had to exit a house again but it was unavoidable.
and today was the day.
it's a sunny day with a cool breeze. like a nice summer day, one where one might go to the beach or maybe a park.
as much as you wish you could do that, you can't.
the zombies on the street would turn into into a bloodbath with you. having a picnic with you.
you can only imagine the way they would eat you. would they start with your heart or brains?
these thoughts help to clear all thoughts and hopes of sunshine and picnics out of your head.
you remind yourself that you need food, unless you want to go out a lame way and starve to death.
you finally stop staring into the empty cabinets like something will appear and make your way to the living room.
your weapons are on display on the coffee table facing the boarded up window.
you look over the assortment of weapons. a machete, a hand gun, bat with nails, and a crowbar.
never in a million years did you think you'd have to own a gun. swearing that you wouldn't dare touch a gun.
but things have changed and now you own.
you pick up the hand gun and holster it on your waist, making sure it's secure but easy to grab if needed.
you grab the black backpack that is only carrying a bottle of water and swing it onto your back.
you double check to make sure you didn't miss anything that you might need, then you swifty pick up the machete.
you open the door quietly to peek your head out. and when you see it's all clear, you make your way to your car. hoping to load it up.
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you absolutly love your car. it was so silent, due to additions onto a car that make it quieter. you made sure to search it up before everything went offline. securing these parts in missions, working on your car in the garage at your old house.
it wasn't long until your car as silent as a mouse, starting up without a sound, stopping, and turning off without a sound. it was something that you were grateful to do.
you stop your car at the door of the supermarket. stick your head out the window to peek. once you saw it was all clear you exit the car, grabbing your machete from off the passenger seat
you silently enter the slight ajar sliding door. making sure to check your blind spots every second or so.
once you're in the store, you raise you cleaver up to keep your distance from anything that might pop up.
you quickly walk to the canned good isle and slide the bag off your back. you put your weapon down for one second to start packing away the food when you hear it.
it was too late, it was already so close to you. you slowly put down the bag before reaching over to the shelf to find the weapon you so desperately need right now. your eyes were kept on the undead body moving towards you.
you could only scold yourself for not looking around first. a rookie mistake that might cost you your life. in your head, you're beating yourself up. but outside, you are calm and confident. you won't let this take you out.
you observe the moving monster in front of you. it's clothes are all dirty and ripped. you can barely make out the color the shirt once was due to all the dirt and their jeans are shredded. to top that, it looks like it's decaying from he outside in. seeing their intestines draging along, makes you neary throw up.
you are still feeling around when you hit a can on the shelf. listening to it fall and roll, the zombie lunges at you.
the air in your lungs dissipates as you go into survival mood.
you turn your body to look for the weapon but instead you freeze. squeezing you eyes to brace for the bite that is coming. but it doesn't come. you grab the machete and turn around in one motion.
holding it to the stranger.
standing there is a boy and the zombie is on the ground. head a few feet away from its body.
approximately 5'11, with slighly bronze skin, brown eyes bright with life, chestnut brown hair, and a serious face.
his hands are both up in the air, as if he was surrending to police. sword still in one hand.
then in a low, husky voice, he speaks, "are you okay?"
he is quite literally ignoring the fact that you have a machete pointed at him.
"yes. who are you? is there more?" you rapidly spit out questions.
"yes, they're two here and three back at the house we sleeping in tonight.
"you aren't going to hurt me. i have weapons and i am not afraid to use them." you stand tall in an attempt to intimate him.
he smiles at you, "i wouldn't dream of it."
you were on the verge of responding when two boys walk into the isle.
they are laughing, "intak," one of the boys laughs out, nearly falling to the ground. meanwhile, the other one is holding back his laugh.
"they are idiots. we aren't gonna hurt you. we are just looking for a little food and medicine." intak tells you.
"yeah," the laughing one stops, "one of our youngest is sick. we can't lose him."
suddenly you remember the phone call. remembering and knowing the pain of losing someone.
you slowly put down your weapon.
"okay, well. let's make a deal. help me load this food into my car and i will help you find a drug store."
without hestation the boy that was holding back his laugh talks, "deal."
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you and the three boys climb into your car around the time the sun began to set. it was still light outside but you know it's gonna get dark fast.
"you said you were living around here?" you ask intak, who is sitting in the passenger seat.
"yeah, just ahead." he points at the house you've been staying in.
"no, that's where i've been staying," you look at him.
"well that makes sense. we saw weapons on the table and got confused. we assumed it was empty sine there was no sign of human life." one of the boys in the back seat explain.
"did you not go upstairs? my stuff is everywhere." you ask back in a what the fuck attitude.
"no, we just laid our little brother down and left to get food." intak shyly smiles.
"well, it's almost night now. so you guys can stay. but you have to help me move the groceries into the house." you try to give a smile back, remembering that they were only there to help their little brother.
"we will get them all," a boy from the back seat tells you, "intak, you should walk in with her so the boys don't get scared." he continues.
as you pull into the driveway, intak nods and you turn off the car.
you both exit the car. you give your keys to one of the guys, making sure to tell them to lock up. adding the fact that it won't make a noise and not to be worried about drawing attention.
you both slowly shut the car doors, trying not to make a sound that would awake the few zombies that are lingering around.
you both walk in long strides quickly and make it inside, leaving the other two boys to get the food.
when you enter your eyes quickly make their way to three boys in your living room.
one is laying flat on his back on the couch. barely moving, one is sitting next to him on the floor, and the other is sleeping on the floor near them.
intak leans in, "the sick one is jongseob, the one watching him is theo, and the one sleeping is soul. we have been taking turns watching him. in fear that he might stop breathing when sleeping."
you can feel the pain in his voice.
"and the boys in the car?" you question as you never got their name.
"the giggly one is keeho and the semi-quiet one is jiung." he whispers to me.
it's like on que when keeho and jiung come crashing into the door with food hung in bag on thier arms.
"did you lock my car?" you ask as keeho hands you the keys.
"i did. where do you want these?" he pants.
"kitchen table." you nod towards the dining room.
they both nod at you before heading there.
you go to check the locks on the door, making sure to move the large dresser infront of it.
intak follows and help you.
"i do this every night. just makes me feel safe." you shrug.
"i get it. it's like us watching jongseob. it makes us feel better."
"yeah, what happened with him?" you ask as you both walk to the living room.
"we think he might of contracted some type of bug but since it was left untreated, he just got worse. we are looking for antibiotics or something."
"hmm, i can check the medicine cabinet and my first aid kit. i haven't been sick or hurt so i have no idea what is there."
he just gives you a little nod. obviously, trying not to get his hopes up.
"come on." you pull him upstairs, feeling just a little more safe with hm than the other boys.
maybe that's because he saved you or because how vulnerable he is being. you couldn't tell. but there is something there.
you lead him to the bathroom where the both of you start look for anything that might help.
you are on the ground looking in the first aid kits you've acquired over the months while intak is rummaging through the medicine cabinet above the sink.
"how long have you been alone?" intak asks not taking his eye off of the medicine he found.
"if i tell you, do you promise not to murder me or let them murder me?" you chuckle.
"we didn't plan on it, um by the way, i still don't know your name."
"y/n. and i've been alone since the start. my parents were out grocerying shopping when everything happened. my mom called to warn me and now i'm here. how about you, how long have you guys been together?"
"well as you can tell, we aren't biolgical brothers. we all grew up together and were at keeho's playing video games when it went down."
he gives a small smile, but you could see right through it.
"what about your parents?"
"we have no idea. no one contacted us. we just stayed together. that is one reason we can't lose jongseob. we are all we have." intak explans, while looking at label after label of medicine bottles.
you nod your head even though you know he can't see it.
you wanted to know what it felt like. to have someone during this time. people to lean on and cry with.
feeling the tears, you put your head down. still looking through the first aid kit even through you know the only thing in there that might help is tylenol.
"i found some!" intak opens the bottle to find five pills.
you look up quickly and then back down.
"well now we have five days to find a pharmacy or drug store." your voice came out wobbly.
intak quickly put the pills in the bottle and drops to his knees in front of you.
"y/n? did i say something?" he pulls you head up to look worriedly into your eyes.
"no, no, it's just been so long since i've been around people. and hearing your story made me wish I had people around me." you wipe your tears.
"i can't imagine what you've been through, y/n. you are so strong and do no need anyone. but i'm sure we would stay if you wanted us to." he gives you a small smile.
"thank you intak. let's go eat and give jongseob these meds." you push to get up at the same time as him. bumping him back against the counter behind you two.
you push back in a hurry, a shock of warmth spreading through you, "i am so sorry."
"don't worry about it y/n." the way your name rolls off his tongue turns you into a blushing mess as you turn and exit the bathroom.
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when you got downstairs, the smell of spaghetti filled your nostrils.
you immediately question intak, forgetting all about what just happened.
"you guys can cook food? like warm food?" you ask with wide eyes.
"yes, keeho invested in this portable stove thing. i don't know how it works but it's truly a blessing."
as soon as he stops talking you decide to run down the stairs and to the smell.
you couldn't even remember the last time you had a hot meal.
you run around the corner into the kitchen to see keeho and soul.
"soul, please stop making minecraft noises,"
"psh," you try not to laugh but let out a small chuckle.
"oh hi, umm, what's your name?" keeho smiles.
before you could respond intak does, "y/n. also we found antibiotics for five days. we need jongseob to eat and soon."
"i can speak for myself," you roll your eyes, "also is it almost done?" you look at the spaghetti like you haven't eaten in years.
it might be canned spaghetti but it is warm and that's all that matters.
"almost. are you super hunger? we made sure to get a couple of easy snacks." keeho goes full mom mode on you, pointing to the cabinet next to you.
"no, i just haven't had a warm meal in months." you smile.
"well you're in for a treat then."
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that night you ate toasted bread and spaghetti. you ate so fast that you nearly threw up. they all watched you in amazement. after you were done you sat there on the living room floor with the rest of the guys. they all learned your name and keeho feed jongseob. they gave him his first antibiotic and planning to taking turns to keep him hydrated.
it was late when you all decided to call it a night. they all had designated shifts to watch jongseob each night. tonight it was keeho's and jiung's. so the rest of us went upstairs.
soul, theo, and intak all walked to your room, seeing it to be the biggest. you didn't mind.
"uh, guys, that is my room but i don't mind sleeping in a different room so you can sleep with each other." you tell them.
"are you sure?" theo asks.
"yeah, i don't mind." you smile at him.
you all enter your room and you show them around. there wasn't much to show but you also decided to show them your stash of water and things.
you took a couple things and headed to the bedroom next door.
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"mom." you cry out.
"mom?" you shout louder.
it's a black void that you are standing in. nothing for miles, and all you can do is call out. you want to see your mom again.
you spin and spin. still not seeing anything for miles. you run in a straight line for what feels like forever.
"mom! please mom! please come back." you fall to your knees, shaking and crying.
then you feel a slight shake.
you jump up in fear of your life.
"y/n?" intak says in the darkness of the room.
after realizing it's just him, you bawl. tears pouring out creating wet spots on your shirt.
that's when he pulls you into his arms. his strong arms holding you like you might slip away. like you might drown in your own tears.
"it's okay. i'm here. we are here." he whispers into your hair.
you latch onto him, wrapping your arms around him to pull him closer.
intak strokes your hair until the tears stop. you feel your eyes ge heavy and slump against him. falling into a peaceful, nonfearful, sleep.
you don't notice that intak is still holding you until he tries to move.
laying you down softly, intak moves to get up. but instead, you grab his arm and do the unthinkable.
"will you please sleep in here with me?" you mumble, half asleep.
"are you sure? i dont want t-"
"please intak." you beg.
he complies and slips in besides you. rubbing your hair as you cuddle into him.
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it was the early morning when you woke up. the sun was barely up. you felt more refreshed than ever.
you turn to see intak sneaking out of bed.
"oh i'm sorry. i didn't want the boys to wake up and see me gone." he smiles sweetly.
"it's okay." you smile back, "um this might sound weird but you smell really good. can i perhaps have your t-shirt. it helped me sleep. i am hoping to get a few more hours." you blush and look down at the white blankets around you.
"all you have to do is ask, y/n." intak smirks before pulling his shirt off with one hand.
you felt something you haven't in a long time, butterflies. not pure horniness, but actual butterflies.
sure you were horny at times but nothing would compare to the feel intak just gave you.
he hands you the shirt and you quickly change out of your shirt into his.
not caring if he saw your body. pure emotions (and horniness) are coursing through your body.
"i would say goodnight," he chuckles, "but it's morning now."
you sit there in his shirt, waiting for his next words.
"so i will say, sweet dreams y/n." he comes over and kisses your forehead.
you lay down as he exits. he turns to look at you as you repeat his words back to him.
"sweet dreams intak." you yawn.
he shuts the door and pick up the pillow he was laying on, cudding it as you fall asleep.
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it's been two weeks since you met the boys. and you can say that you already trust them with your whole heart.
you even let jiung and keeho take the car to find more medicine for jongseob. and after about a week and a half, jongseob began to look better. finally being able to sit up on his own and eat by himself.
they all still take turns looking after him despite his plee's that he is okay.
you have even started taking shifts. you take them with intak because being near him is the only way you can sleep.
he often sneaks into your room to help you sleep. cuddling you during the late hours of the night and sneaking back in the early morning.
besides that, you and intak have been getting super close. talking at all hours of the night and stealing sneaky glances (and touches) during the day.
he was a secret that you kept close to you. it was nice to finally have someone there for you. but also something that terrifies you.
because you knew, if you lost him, you would never be the same.
but all of those thoughts left your brain during one of the late night talks. where things strayed off into new territory.
"when was the last time you came y/n?" intak says, laying on his side, looking at you.
you stutter as you try to get out an answer.
in your brain you have two options.
you could lie to him and tell him that it has been awhile or you could tell the truth.
that you came all over your hand one morning after he left. smelling the pilliow he is currently laying on.
"come on y/n." he smirks, "i won't judge."
"umm, the other morning." you blush.
filling with embarrassment you turn to move.
you don't want him to see the red surfacing on your face.
beore you could move, he grabs ahold of you. with one arm, he pulls you close to him. you're face to face. and just as you thought he was going to kiss you, he pull you on top of him.
he is now laying on his back, looking up at you.
"woah, intak what are you doing?" you freak, it's been so long since you have had any action with a guy.
you don't know how to feel, but you do know that you don't want him to stop.
"you think i didn't hear those little moans? my name? you weren't exactly quiet."
you blush even harder and look up at the wall. wanting to look anywhere but the handsome boy under you.
"eyes down here y/n." he demands.
you comply and look down at him.
his eyes are hazy with lust and his dick throbbing under you.
you slowly grind over his hardening lenth. needing to get the release you all so need.
this causes intak to gasp in surprise.
you watch as his eyes roll to the back of his head when you start to speed up.
"fuck y/n. you're gonna drive me crazy." he looks up at you with dark eyes, causing you to shiver.
you use those words as fuel to keep going. rubbing your clothed cunt against hard shaft.
you feel the room become heavy as he reaches for the bottom of your shirt and helps you to pull it over your head.
he throws it off to the side, out of sight.
"holy shit, you're so pretty." he stares up at you, taking your left breast into his hand. rolling his index and thumb over your hardening bud.
you throw your head back at his touch. feeling the heat rush to your aching womanhood.
when he comes up and places his mouth on your nipple, you lose it.
pulling his face up, you kiss him feverishly.
teeth clashing as you forceful push your tongue into his mouth.
intak takes this time to move his hands to your hair, pulling lightly at the end.
the sounds of your mouth clashing and your tiny moans have you both wanting more.
but you're the one to break first, still grinding down onto him.
"fuck intak. can we please?" you beg.
"are you sure? i don't want you to regret this." intak looks at you with his big brown eyes. you know in that moment.
"i'm sure. I really like you intak. fuck i might even love you."
he flips you two. him staring down into your eyes.
"i think i might love you too y/n." he places sweet kisses onto your neck.
"please. please. fuck me." you whine.
"as you wish baby." he pulls down your pajama shorts and throws them across the room, next folllowing your panties.
you help him untie his pajama pants in a flash and pull off his boxers.
"well someone is needy." he chuckles before running his hand down to your wet heat, "damn y/n, you're so wet for me babe."
"intak, please." you can't take it anymore, reaching down to guide his dick into you.
"fuck," he slides in slowly as you wince at the feeling.
"you're so tight." he groans out as he slides deeper and deeper.
you claw at his back and wrap your legs around him, allowing him a different angle to go deeper.
"intak, intak, intak." you chant his name.
"shhh, we don't want to wake up the other guys." intak shushes you.
just then do you remember that through the thin wall are two guys you trust with your life. you don't want to wake them.
you give him slient nod as you bite your lip to keep the noises from falling out.
"i'm gonna speed up baby. can you be quiet?" intak leans down to whisper into your ear.
his husky voice causing goosebumps to rise on your skin.
you nod as you bite down harder on your lip, drawing blood.
intak speeds up slowly before placing his hand on your mouth.
pounding into you at a speed that has your eyes rolling to the back of your head and toes curling.
"you like that baby?" he spits.
you nod harshly.
"hmm, take it like the good girl you are." intak orders.
all you can do is moan into his hand as your body shakes with the pleasure he is giving you.
you never want it to stop.
when you feel the twitch of his cock, it sends you tumble over the edge.
sensing your orgasm, he removes his hand from your mouth to reach between you two, finding you clit in a hurry.
"intak, i'm coming. fuck. fuck." you mumble, coming out incoherent between the sounds of him fucking you into oblivion.
"come for me baby."
you come hard for the first in so long. nails dragging across his back, most likely leaving marks.
"mhm, you feel so good y/n," he takes a sharp breath in, "i'm getting so close."
he slows down a little bit. helping you to rideout your high. not wanting to overstimulate you.
you snap back into reality when intak questions you, "shit y/n," he growls, "i'm getting close. where do you want me to cum?"
you take a slight pause, formualting your thoughts while still being filled to the hilt.
"inside me please." you decide.
you didn't care if you get pregnant. you know he would be here throughout everything. you have your people and know they would help through everything.
"fuck y/n. you truly are perfect." he groans a he comes.
filling you to the brim as he spills his seed into you.
his cum overflows out of you and onto his cock.
he lets out a sexy moan before lightly collapsing on you.
"you're amazing y/n." he whispers.
"i'm so glad to have met you." you whisper back, eyes feeling heavy.
he notices your breath start to become shallow and pulls his softened lenth out of you.
the last thing you remember is the feeling of the soft cloth cleaning you off as you fall asleep.
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when you wake up, intak is still with you.
your eyes widen as you hear jiung through the door, "has anyone seen intak?"
you shot up and turn to the sleeping boy next to you.
you shake intak lightly and as he wakes up you lift a finger to your lips, signaling him to be quiet.
then, if things couldn't get worse, you hear a knock on your door.
"hey y/n, have you seen intak?" you hear keeho on the other side of the door.
you and intak look at each other with smiles on your faces. trying not to laugh you confess. it was a spilt decision but you know you want to be with intak. there is not point in hiding it.
"he's in here with me."
intak sits up with wide eyes as you tell keeho what you've been hiding.
he gives you a 'why would you say that' look before you hear keeho chuckle.
"i knew it!"
intak finally lets out the breath he has been holding since you told keeho the truth.
you let out a soft chuckle.
"well i made pancakes. they are downstairs when y'all are ready."
"okay thank you." intak calls back, presumably to let them know he is alive.
as keeho walks away you hear him tell someone, "i told you."
you let out a laugh which causes intak to laugh.
you lean in to him and give him a quick peck, before pulling back.
"let's get dressed and eat. i'm starving." you smile widely at him.
"let's go y/n."
and for the first time in a long time, you weren't alone.
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soobinologisttt · 1 year ago
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playing with fire - yang jungwon
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pairing ☆ jungwon x f. reader
warnings ☆ dom!jungwon, (im a sucker for doms), sub!reader, cunnilingus, cheating (reader and reader's exbf), in exbf's bed (lolol), praise (!!!), jungwon is a sweetheart, ft. ryujin of itzy and jaemin of nct
word count ☆ 4k
a/n: summer break !!! i can finally post more :) i am taking summer courses which sucks tho :(
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usually, you love a good party. the drinks, the way drunk girls unite while in line for the bathroom. it became one of your favorite things about college.
but it wasn't always this way.
during your first year, you absolutely despised parties. opting out to curl up with a good book or tv show.
it was your second year when you found your love for parties.
your roommates begged you to go to a "beginning of the school year" party. then they dressed you like you were their doll.
3 shots later, you were all ready to go. (you wanted to pregame in fear of getting spiked at the party)
when you saw yourself in the mirror, you could not see the nerdy girl underneath.
short black skirt, tight white corset, boots that gave you at least two inches of height, and smoky makeup up with lashes.
your breast sat pretty, your ass was basically out, and your hair was straightened. straying away from the normal curls.
this was way out of your comfort zone but you liked it. feeling, for once in your life, hot.
of course, once you were actually at the party the confidence you had dissipated. you felt self-conscious, as you stood in the corner of the room.
you watched as people danced with friends, boyfriends, girlfriends, sneaky links. seeing them dance so openly and freely made you feel like an imposter.
you looked down into your red cup full of sprite. it wasn't even halfway finished.
you frowned as you looked back up. scanning the room for your roomates, you saw them having a good time.
sipping drinks and flirting with a group of guys that you've never seen.
that's when a pair of eyes found yours.
your eyes met his dark eyes and you felt your heart flutter.
your eyes dart to the floor in a panic as your cheeks heated up.
you never had gotten attention from boys, especially guys that were as hot as him.
he was tall, a good 5'10, lean, pretty face, dark eyes, jet black hair that looked soft to the touch and full lips that curve up into a cupids bow.
you could only imagine how they would feel.
you pulled yourself out of your thoughts and raced to pull out your phone.
focusing intently on your phone, you pull up your shared groupchat and start to type.
you only got to third word when you saw a body enter your eye sight.
you looked up to see who it is and it's the guy that was staring at you.
your heart was beating out of your chest. you've only ever read about guys this beautiful. but now you were in the presence of one.
you were awestruck like you just saw god.
he was dressed in the most basic fit, a backwards hat, a white tee, black adidias pants with stripes, and a white pair of adidas.
"hey, i've never seen you hear before." he gave you the most gut churning smile.
his long dimples catched your eyes like a moth to a flame.
"yeah, my roommate dragged me here and then disappeared." you bit your bottom lip.
"well, i can keep you company for the time being," he took your empty hand into his, leading you to the kitchen.
"what are we doing?" you question as you see where he is leading you.
"to get a drink." he smiled.
"what's your name?" you asked as he pulls you along.
"i'm na jaemin," he smirked.
that's when you knew you were in deep shit.
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now, your stood across the room from him just like how it started. glaring at him as if you were a hunter stalking its prey.
you know he feels your gaze. choosing to ignore it instead for some girl. the girl being one of your ex-roommates. the same one that brought you to a party in the first place.
you weren't surprised at this revelation. you knew she was known for being a homewrecker.
even going as far as sleeping with a professor. leading to his divorce with his wife.
so when you found the sext's between your boyfriend and ex-roommate, you didn't even flinch. she's known for this.
but, jaemin doesn't know that you know. all day you've been going around like everything is okay between you two.
just like is started, you plan to end it that way too.
he wants to play, you can play too.
while dressing up, you made sure to put on something that would turn heads.
dressing yourself in a tiny black skirt, red corset, and your favorite black heeled boots.
wearing the most dramatic makeup, a smokey red look with eyeliner that could cut.
nevertheless he doesn't even give you a second look. instead his focus is on the girl in front of him. looking her up and down while smirking.
you feel your face get hot, the anger has you crushing the red cup in your hand. nearing spilling all of you're sprite and vodka.
your hands releases before anything can spill.
instead you take a big gulp, nearly draining your cup.
you continue watching as the alcohol runs down, basking in the feeling of the warm substance reaching your stomach.
the feeling calms you. taking your mind away from the breaking heart in your chest.
you close your eyes and take a deep breath. containing the tears that you've been holding back.
when you open your eyes, you see him flashing his gummy smile at the women in front of him.
you are so over it. you are so ready to go over there and talk your shit.
not only to him, but to her too.
just as you were getting ready to stalk towards them, you feel a pair of hands on your waist.
you yelp as you jump to turn around.
"oh i didn't mean to scare you," your best friend, ryujin apologizes.
"it's okay," you turn back around as you feel your eyes start to water.
she quickly follows your gaze to where your almost ex-boyfriend is flirting with your ex-roommate.
she knows everything. as soon as your found out, she was there. threatening to cut his dick off and shove it down his throat.
at the time that made you laugh, but now it makes you want to cry. you wish she could do it without getting charged, but unfortunately that is frowned upon.
you put your head down to shield the forming tears from your best friend.
"forget about him," she makes her way to your front.
"i am trying," you pull your head up to look her in the eyes.
her hands make their way to your shoulders, shaking you lightly.
when you see her soften smile, you nearly break down.
"we are going to dance." she pulls you into a hug before pulling back and grabbing your wrist.
you hurry to gulp down your drink as she pulls you along.
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you end up between ryujin and a random guy.
your back is to him as you scan the room to find your cheating boyfriend.
you didn't realize how close you were until he leans over you and whispers into your ear.
"what are you looking at?" he follows your eyes to were you have been looking, "you've been staring over there all night."
you roll your eyes, "my boyfriend is cheating on me with my ex roommate."
you turn around to face him, faced with on of the most beautiful boys you have ever seen.
you thought the same about jaemin, but this guy topped him by a lot.
as tall (maybe taller) than jaemin, wide cat light eyes, that gleamed.
you couldn't help but notice how pretty his eyes are. a dark chocolate color that has you buckling at the knees just looking at them.
you immediately freeze, face turning red for the second time tonight.
"i'm sorry for throwing that all on you,"
"no, it's okay. i'm jungwon," he greets you.
that name sounds so familiar but you can't put your finger on it. you crinkle your face as you attempt to recall.
"jungwon... i know that name from somewhere,"
"we had a project together last year. over the pros of solar power." he tilts his head slightly and smiles, his dimple on full display.
his smile caused the butterfiles to unleash from their cage in your chest. you attempt to lock them back up, but instead they make their way down to your cunt.
you slightly rub your thighs together as you feel your underwear dampen.
"oh yeah," you smile back.
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during the night, you dance with ryujin and jungwon. even going as far as to grind on the both of them.
hoping to get a reaction for your cheating boyfriend but instead getting the attention of his friends. glaring at you like you were in the wrong.
you couldn't care less, flipping them off multiple times as you grind your ass on the two people surrounding you.
as the night goes on you start to forget about jaemin. enjoying your time with jungwon and ryunjin, laughing and dancing to the music.
sometime around 1am, ryujin excuses you and her to go to the bathroom.
while standing in line you catch a glimpse of jaemin leaving his room with your ex-roommate, attempting to hide her behind him.
"where have you been all night?" he questions accusingly, as the girl sneaks past you both.
"i don't know, where have you been all night?" you scolf, crossing your arms.
"looking for you," he rolls his eyes.
"i was so easy to spot, ask your friends," you smirk, "or maybe ask your little fuck buddy," you nearly laugh.
"what?" jaemin squints his eyes are he plays dumb.
"oh you thought you were being sneaky?" you laugh this time, "might want to tell her that, she has been eyeing me the whole night. i think she wants me next. too bad i don't want your sloppy seconds." you wink.
you watch as his face turns a deep red. making you want to laugh even more. as he opens his mouth to respond, you hear the bathroom door open.
it is your turn for the bathroom.
"come on y/n," ryujin pulls you into the bathroom with her before you could finish going off on him.
"thank you," you hug her.
you probably would of pushed him down the flight of stairs next to you guys if she didn't pull you into the bathroom.
"no problem," she smiles at you as she pulls back.
after you both pee, you decide to go to check jaemin's room. sepecting that they were fucking while you were dancing.
you know that is it going to hurt you but you just need to prove it. your noisy personailty getting ahold of you.
when you both exit the bathroom, you top her. stepping off the side so the line can keep going.
"you can go down first," you tell her, "i have something i have to do." you nod to the room jaemin and his mistress came out of.
"okay, call me if you need me," she smiles, "the offer still stands, i can cut it off and stick it down her month instead."
you shake your head with a chuckle.
"i need you out of jail, who else is gonna threaten people for me."
she rolls her eyes, "fine, well text me. i'll be downstairs."
you give her a tiny nod before turning to walk down the dark hall.
when you get closer to jaemin's room, you see jungwon enter it.
you feel your stomach flip.
"why is he in there?" you question.
you conutine to stalk towards the room and with one step at a time, you feel your heart drop.
by the time you open the door, your heart is in your stomach.
the light on jaemin's desk is the only light on in the room. casting a orangish yellow color within the room.
"what are you doing in here?" you ask the boy that is leaning on jaemin's desk. the very same desk that you do homework on. or atleast did.
you shake the thought out of your head.
"waiting for you," jungwon smiles.
"how did you know i was.... you know what nevermind, can you help?"
"sure, what do you need me to do?"
you look down at your shoes that are killing your feet.
"i'm looking for anything that proves that they were.. having sex." you wince at the heartbreaking thought.
he quickly moves to look around the bed as you rummage through jaemin's drawers.
knowing him, you thought he would hide it somewhere.
just like how he hide his secret side piece.
"like this?"
you turn around in a flash and to see jungwon holding the evidence.
a ripped condom packet.
you feel the tears form.
"fuck." you quickly wipe the few tears that are rolling down your cheeks.
he looks at you with pure eyes. watching as you wipe your tears.
he starts to walk towards you, "y/n, you know that he -"
he stops as you dash to the bathroom, feeling bile rise from your stomach.
you dry heave into the trash, only to find the final conformation that he indeed slept with her.
the condom, lazily tied and tossed for the world to see.
you feel your world crash down around you. you back up to the wall behind you. sliding down it as the tears slide down your face.
"he doesn't deserve you, y/n." jungwon sits down next to you.
"i know, jungwon. but it still hurts," you pull your knees to your chest and put your head on them.
jungwon takes this chance to move in front of you. pulling your head up to look into your eyes.
his brown eyes matching his dark brown hair, both glimmering in the bathroom light.
"can i take your mind off of it?" he wipes your tears.
"how?" you search his eyes for a clue to why he is being so nice to you.
"like this," he leans foward and smashes his lips onto yours.
you kiss back, feeling his warm lips against yours. not in lust but in want, need, yearning.
placing his hands on your cheeks he pulls you into a deeper kiss.
he pushes his tongue lightly against your lips. asking for entrance. you slightly part your lips and he pushes his tongue in.
he tastes like cranberry, probably from the cranberry vodka he was drinking.
you moan at the taste, sending a shock to your now aching cunt.
you took this time to push your tongue into his mouth, exploring it, memorizing, and craving more of it.
you don't even know how long you have been kissing when he pulls back.
you could care less as he rest his forehead on yours.
"fuck, you have no idea how long i've wanted to do that." his dimples reval themselves as he smiles..
"really?" you look down at your shoes.
"yes," brings his pointer fingers to your chin and lifts up your head.
"jungwon?" you question as your eyes flicker from one eye to the other.
"yes gorgeous?"
"can we get off the floor? my heels are hurting my feet." you chuckle.
"oh yeah," he moves quickly to get up.
once he is on his two feet, he holds out his hand to help you up.
thinking that he is just gonna help you up, you take it. but instead you end up around him.
legs circling him and arms incasing his neck.
your faces are inches apart when he utters.
"is this okay?" jungwon asks, pulling his face back a little to watch you answer.
you feel youself blush at the way his breath tickled your lips.
"yes, this is okay." you smile up at him.
he takes this as a okay to walk you out of thr bathroom. sitting you on jaemin's desk, he quickly makes his way to look the door.
"if you want to stop at any time, tell me okay?" he states as he takes big strides towards you.
you nod with a little smile. already feeling a little daze from the way he is talking to you.
"baby, use your words. i need to know that you understand," he reaches you and pulls you to the edge of the desk. pulling you closer to him.
"i understand jungwon," as soon as the words left your mouth, he lunges at your neck. soft lips leaving a trail of soft kissed and love bites.
"atta girl." jungwon praises you.
you feel the ache between your thighs worsen as he speaks.
"if i was your man, i would treat you better." he mutters on your neck.
"jungwon," you moan as he places one hand on your waist and the other on your left tit. pulling roughly on your corset, letting your breasts out of the tight garment.
"you like that? my hands all over you in his bedroom?" jungwon teases.
"mhm, i like it so much," you throw your head back in bliss.
his fingers pinch and squeezes your nipple making you jump and whimper.
"fuck y/n, you're so amazing." he grunts.
you close your thighs around jungwon, core aching in need as he continues talking.
"i would make you so happy y/n," jungwon starts, "baby, you would never feel the way he makes you feel,"
he brings his hand down from your tit to your clit. outlining the little bead as you arch into his hand.
you throw you head back, making it easier for him to have access to your neck.
he sucks roughly at your soft spot.
between the feeling of his lips on you and the noises that are filling the room, you could no longer hold back.
"fuck, jungwon." you moan loudly.
"you're so perfect y/n." he groans.
your fingers claw at his clothed back, wanting more.
"can i leave a mark?" he asks against your neck.
you nod as he starts to suck and nip at your skin savagely.
the sensation of his lips against your neck and his fingers circling you clit but not touching, you feel like you were going to combust of need.
"jungwon," you try to move your neck.
but, he doesn't let you move instead he places the hand from you waist on the back of your neck.
"please, please," you grind into his finger, finally getting it to touch your clit.
you roll your eyes in pleassure.
"what do you need baby?" he mumbles against your neck.
"i need you."
he pulls back and brings his hand from your clit to your chin. admirring his work before looking into your eyes.
"are you sure?" his bright brown eyes look at your wereily.
"please, i really want this," you smash your lips onto his.
you feel his arms embrace you before picking you up and making way to jaemin's bed.
you know this is wrong but you couldn't care less. jaemin cheated on you... and you want this.
jungwon lays you on your back on the edge of jaemin's bed.
"god, you're so gorgeous," he pulls back to look at you.
you blush and shy away, turning your head.
he pulls your head back to look at him.
"you don't have to cover up for me," he smiles at you.
"okay," you look into his big brown eyes.
he makes his hands down to your skirt.
"can i leave it on?"
fuck.
"yes," you whine.
he moves to his knees and kisses up your thighs to your underwear.
you gasp as jungwon's teeth latch onto the thin fabic of your underwear. you sit up on your elbows to watch him drag them off of you with his teeth.
you can feel the smooth surface of his teeth as he slowly drags them against your skin.
his hands are on the side of both of your thighs as he looks up at you with dark, lustful eyes.
once your underwear are past your thighs, jungwon finishes pulling them down quickly.
"lay just like that baby." jungwon mumbles as he lightly pushes you back down.
when you're back down, he starts to kiss up your thighs.
his hands return to the side of you as he continues to kiss up your thighs slowly until he makes it to your stomach.
"you're so pretty," he growls onto your stomach.
"jungwon, please." you arch.
he slides his right hand up your thigh to your wet heat.
you shudder at the feeling, feeling the sensation of your pulsating cunt.
the soft tips of his fingers prodding at your entrance.
"please what?" he smirks against your stomach.
"touch me," you moan as he slides his finger in.
"that's all you had to say y/n," he slides back onto his knees.
before you could even think of something to say, his mouth connects with your clit. sucking harshly as you whimper.
"fuck jungwon," he slides another finger into your wet pussy.
fingers pumping into you as he sucks on your numb clit.
"jungwon," you heave as he speads up his pace.
his tongue swirls around your clit as he continues to finger you.
"i am going to cum," you moan, "please keep going, just like that." you run your hands through his hair.
he doesn't stop as you grip his hair tightly.
you start to feel that build up of pleasure that jaemin could never bring to you.
"fuck, i am so so so close,"
jungwon moans against your clit and you break.
arching you back as you chant his name.
he slows down his motions and lifts off of you, quickly coming up to check on you.
"are you okay?" jungwon smiles with his red lips and puffy lips.
"yes, i am more than okay." you smile at him in a daze, "this is the first time in awhile that a guy has made me cum." you blush.
"glad i could help," he smiles again before going down to pick up your underwear.
"what are you doing?" you sit up on your elbows.
"dressing you. i don't want your roommate to worry." he helps you to pull up your underwear.
"she'll be okay," you smile as he stands.
"i want it to be special." he looks down at you.
"what?" you look back up at him.
"I want my first time with you to be special." he explains.
"why?"
"because, this is something i've been dreaming about. i do not want it to be in the same room that you're cheating ex lives in. you deserve so much better." he pulls you up and looks into your eyes.
you blush as you look down at the floor.
"is that okay with you?" jungwon brings his hand to your chin and guides it so that you are looking at him.
his eyes as wide as a full moon. glaring at you with a sparkle that has you wanting to drop to your knees.
"yes," you kiss him, jungwon kissing you back with more passion than you thought a human could ever have.
he pulls back after about a minute, "let's get you home."
you nod as he grabs your hand and leads you to the door.
as soon as you open it, your ex is standing there.
"what the fuck are you doing with my girlfriend?" he nearly screams.
"doing what you couldn't," jungwon smiles innocently, "making her cum."
you chuckle as jungwon pulls you though the party.
eyes are all on you both but you couldn't care less. for the first time in a long time you feel wanted. cherished.
you look around for your bestfriend but don't see her. pulling out your phone you see her text.
i went home, text me (jungwon texted me ;))
"i can drive you home." he says as you both step out into the cold.
"i would love that," you smile up at him from his right side.
"alright," he slings his arm around you and kisses your forehead, "let's go."
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soobinologisttt · 1 year ago
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forbidden ties - kang taehyun
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pairing ☆ taehyun x f. reader
warnings ☆ dom!taehyun, !stepbrother, !degradation, !unprotected sex !use of slut, pet names (hehe) princess, baby, i think that is all. (i proofread but if i missed something/ spelled something wrong oops)
word count ☆ 3.3k
my current bias wrecker lol
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taehyun pushes you against the wall with force.
"you're such a little dirty slut." he whispers against your lips.
you feel his hands roam up and down your body before finally settling on your ass. gripping it so tight that his finger nails were digging into your skin. you take a mental note to check for marks tomorrow.
"tae, we can't." you whine.
he doesn't listen as his lips make their way to your neck. lightly sucking and nipping at your skin.
"taehyun, you can't leave a mark," you gasp.
"no promises," he smirks against your skin.
you pull his head from your neck, cupping his face. and right before you can crash your lips on to his, he speaks.
"y/n?" he smiles.
"y/n?" he says again.
"Y/N?" you jolt awake and immediately sit up.
your eyes widen as you see your stepbrother, kang taehyun. rubbing them to make sure that he is really here and you're not still dreaming.
you hate being his stepsister. especially because you keep having dreams about him. he was unreachable and you know it. but the dreams wouldn't stop. night after night, you'd only dream about his head between your thighs, or his cock inside you.
that's all you could think about, at the dinner table, watching movies, it doesn't matter where you were, he was always there in your mind. would he be rough or soft? would he call you a slut, his whore, baby? would he throw you around like a doll or would he softly lay you down? your thoughts are leading you farther down the road of no return. and you don't know what to do.
you're mom is the only reason you know him and no matter how much you wish it was different, she is happy. after your dad left, your mom was miserable. you didn't even recognize he. she had dark circles, lost weight, and was drinking too much.
it was a coindence that you mom met kang taehuyn's father. she was out on a bender while you stayed at your grandparents. drinking until she couldn't even walk.
he recalls there being a man that tried to take my mother home. that's when he swooped in like a prince and prtected her. fighting off the man. he let her crash in his bed while he slept on the couch, like the gentlemen he is.
and the rest is history.
you move in with the kang's when you were just a junior in high school. it was rough leaving your home and everyone you knew. althought it was only a four hour drive, it still hurt. to add onto it, you lost most of your friends due to th distance and lack of free time.
and now you have a crush on your stepbrother. taehyun is the only person you have that is your age, but you can't help to want more.
to have his hand around your throat while he is deep in your pussy. you shudder at the thought. feeling yourself start to dampen your underware.
"earth to y/n." taehyun waves his hand in front of your face, pulling you out of your thoughts.
he is sat next to you while you were thinking of him. how did you not notice the bed dip?
he is relaxed. head back against the headboard and feet up. like this is a common thing you guys do.
"sorry tae. what's up?" you blush.
"i heard you saying my name." he smirks.
you freeze.
were you moaning his name?
"oh yeah, you were in my dream." your face gets hot.
"sounded like a pretty interesting dream." he cocks his head to you.
you look into his gleaming brown eyes before turning away. smoothing out the wrinkles in your conforter.
that's when, unexpectedly, he grabs your chin and pulls your head to face him again. faces inches apart. you can nearly taste his breath.
"what was it about?" he smirks.
"umm, i don't remember," you blurt out in a hurry, "anyway, i need to get dressed!" you freak out.
pulling your face from his in a hurry. looking back down at the comforter that shields your throbbing cunt.
"okay y/n," he grins, "well your mom wanted me to tell you that breakfast is ready." he climbs off your bed in one motion.
he walks to your door in while you look up. watching his muscle in his thighs flex. wondering what it would be like to ride his thick hard thighs until you cum.
you shake th thought off and just as you were starting to get up to get ready, he stops in the doorway. you look at him with a look of confusion.
"you look so pretty moaning my name." he winks before turning around and walking off.
oh shit.
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it has been weeks since you're incident with taehyun.
and since then you have been in hell.
sneaky winks, long touches, even longer stares, he was teasing you.
you feel guilty. he is your stepbrother. what would mom say if she found out? what would happen to our family? would she hate you? she is happy again. this would break her.
but all that leaves your mind when taehyun walks out of the bathroom. shirtless. all your common sense, all the red flags, all the voices screaming no go slient.
you curse your mom for putting your rooms across from each other. you left you door open on accident wanting nothing more to curl up in bed. and now you are regretting it. it was a bad idea, given that you are currently (and desperately) lusting over him.
he has a tiny black towel wrapped around his waist. his dark brownish-black hair, dripping water doen onto his sculpted abs.
he looks like a greek god. if he was, you would worship him everyday. hell, you would worship him even if he was a normal human. but he isn't, he is your stepbrother.
when you hear his door shut, you jump. snapping back into reality.
but you can't help but feel yourself dampening. wishing for him to come fuck you like you've been dreaming of.
it is a gulity feeling. you knew that you shouldn't be feeling this but it only made you want him more.
letting your lustful thoughts, you're bring your fingers down to your panty line. sliding it down to touch yourself through the soft cloth. rubbing slow delicate circles on your aching clit.
this is when you decide to be brave, looking at his door as you rub your swollen nub. l
you know is risky but you want him to see what he is doing to you. want him to watch you as you fuck yourself.
you imagine him standing in your doorway. watching you before coming into your room and closing the door.
keeping eye contact with you as he slowly walks to you.
"you like that baby?" you nod.
"touching yourself while the door is open? where anyone could see, your mom, my dad, me?" he grins.
when he reaches you he starts slowly climbing over you. making sure to place kisses over your clothing.
you speed up your pace even more. whimpering softly as your eyes roll to the back of your head.
his face is so close to yours as you lay back.
you throw your head back with a moan, arching your back off the bed as you grind onto your hand. wishing your imagination was real.
"such a pretty girl." he whispers in your ear, "i wonder if your pussy is as pretty as you."
you purr, "taehyun."
feeling your orgasm quickly approaching, you start rubbing at an insane speed. making your wrist ache.
"gonna come?" he smirks.
"oh my god! yes tae! i'm gonna cum." you moan.
"let's see it then, princess." you hear his actual voice.
and this time you aren't imagining it.
you didn't even hear his door open, but when you open your eyes, he is standing in your door way with his arms crossed.
"keep going," he growls, "dont let me stop you."
you oblige as you keep up the pace.
arching into your hand, you feel the knot in your stomach become increasingly tight before exploding. leaving you a whimpering mess.
"fuck!" you moan.
you throw your head back in pleasure. legs spasming in result of the intense orgasim.
he laughs at you but you are too busy in your euphoric state to notice.
"keep it up," he chuckles , "maybe i will just fuck you."
before you can say anything he turns and walks away. closing your door.
oh fuck.
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with each day that passes, your need for taehyun only grows.
to be on your knees, to have him on top of you, for him to sneak into your room, it was a constant battle with yourself.
you finally snap when your parents decide to take a week long trip overseas.
it was "spare of the moment," when they bought the tickets. it was a couple's bundle, so you and taehyun are stuck at the house together.
"taehyun." you knock on his door, shaking with anticipation.
"hold on! i'm playing a game. i'll be out there is a minute." he shouts from the other side of the door.
"okay, i ordered pizza," you shout back through the door, "i'll be downstairs,"
"i'll be down in a second." he yells before cursing something to whoever he is playing with.
as you make your way downstairs you start to think about the decision you are making. your mom and his dad just left. is it a good idea to continue with your scheme?
you shake off the thoughts. no way they would come home, they were super excited for this trip.
you decide to just go along with the plan.
you are bent over the counter, playing on your phone.
your white skirt is pulled up, revealing your black lacey panties.
you are scrolling on instagram when you hear footsteps nearing.
"what kind of pizza did you or-" he stops abruptly.
"oh. it's not here yet." you look over your shoulder, trying your hardest to look innocent.
but there is nothing innocent aout your intentions.
you turn your attention back to instagram as he stands there, dumbfounded.
as you get ready to turn back around, you feel his warmth surround you. taking in his scent. he smells like colonge, which you throughly enjoy.
"what are you doing y/n?" he questions.
"oh, i'm on instagram, waiting for the pizza to get here." you smile to yourself.
"is that all?" you feel him smirk against your ear.
before you can answer, taehyun reaches his hand around you to meet your pulsating clit.
you jerk at the sudden contact.
he rubs leisurely circles on your clit. making you shiver with need.
"taehyun," you whimper.
"so needy," he remarks.
he sides your underwear to the side, running his fingers up and down your folds. listening to the lewd sounds of your arousal.
"wet already?" you feel his smirk on your neck.
"nhm" you purr.
that answer was not enough for him, you know that when he brings his left hand to your neck. making sure to squeeze it until you feel lightheaded.
"use your words princess," he groans, rubbing his hard lenth against your ass.
"please tae," you whine as he pushes two fingers in.
the strech is almost unbearable given the lenth of his fingers.
"we gotta stretch you out, you're so tight,"
he begins to move his fingers at a slow pace, making sure to completely fill you to the brim with his slender fingers.
you moan at the feeling, needing more.
"more, please," you nearly sob, barely getting it out.
he happily complies, moving at a faster pace while makin sure to curl his fingers up.
you're a moaning mess merely at his fingers, makin you wonder what it's gonna be like when he fuck you.
you feel the beginning of your orgasm sneaking up you.
the warm feeling starting in your stomach, climbing more and more as he slams his fingers into you.
you can feel your climax getting close when he withdraws his fingers.
leaving you a moaning mess, on the verge of tears.
he doesn't seem to care because he instantly asks, "are you sure you can take me?"
you nod into the his hand that is still around your neck,.
"turn around," he grabs your waist and turns you around in one swift movement.
his dark eyes glaring down into yours, making your clit pulse.
he pulls your skirt up around your waist and hoists you up onto the counter. you instinctively wrap your legs around him, pushing him closer.
he slides two fingers back into your wet cunt while using his thumb to circle your clit.
your eyes roll back at the feeling.
"tae," you beg as you throw your arms around his neck.
he whispers into your collarbore, skin vibrating at the feeling, making you even more needy than you thought you could be, "can you be a good girl for me?"
you nod profusely, "yes tae, please please fuck me,"
"fuck, do you have a condom?" taehyun moves back to look into your eyes.
"no, but i am on birth control and i am clean." you look up at him with greedy eyes.
"i am clean too," he groans, before crashing his lips onto yours.
his tongue enters your mouth forcefully. both moaning as you explore each others mouths.
when you feel his dick twitch in his pants, you get an idea.
you grab his cock and start palming it. slowly rubbing him through his pants.
"fuck, y/n. you're so hot," taehyun moans into your mouth.
you pull back, "taehyun, can i, you know," you look down at his dick and back up at him.
"can you what? use your words sweetheart," he smirks.
"can i suck your dick," you say innocently, well as innocent as you can.
he pulls you off the counter forcefully by the waist and pushes you down onto your knees.
"are you sure you can handle it?" he says as he pulls down his basketball shorts to reveal himself.
you thought he was just being cocky, but he was not lying. he is long and thick. you gawk at the sheer sight of it. wondering how and if you can fit the entire thing into your mouth.
you have no time to think when taehyun grabs the back of your head and guides you to his member.
you open your mouth and take him as deep as he can go. making sure to wrap your hands around the base of his cock.
you whirl you tongue around his cock, hollowing your cheeks.
you bob your head up and down on his cock. making sure to use your hands to stroke him.
"fuck, y/n, your mouth feels so good," he throws his head back.
you moan around his cock.
he looks down at you, while you look up at him.
"you look so pretty on your knees," he smirks as he takes your hair into a makeshift ponytail.
you continue looking up at him through your lashes when he takes control over the pace. fucking your face while tears form in your eyes.
"fuckkkk, take it like a good girl y/n," he moans, throwing his head back again.
you gag around his cock. tears streaming down your face.
this tips him over the edge and he pulls out of your mouth. he lifts you up onto the counter again and pulls your underwear down, dropping them onto the floor.
before you could even react, he pushes into you, nearly filling you to the brim.
you throw your head back at the feeling.
"tae please go slow," you whine, as he slows himself down.
filling you slowly, he moans.
he moves down to place kisses on your collarbone before whispers into it, "you got this baby. you're doing so well," he praises.
you whimper as he starts to move. you lift your head up to see his expression.
"you're so pretty, y/n," he stares down, "you have no idea how long i've wanted to do this."
he starts moving slowly.
your nails dig into his shoulders as he fills you to the brim. you're nearly in tears from the pain. you're not a virgin, but you might as well be with the way taehyun is filling you up.
"are you okay?" taehyun brings his hands from gripping the counter to you your face, cupping it.
you nod, "yes, please move,"
he moves his hands from your face to your waist, pulling you closer.
you wrap your legs around him, causing him to go even deeper. feeling him in spots that you didn't even know existed.
"you're taking me so well," taehyun groans.
he is moving in and out of you at a sluggish pace.
"taehyun," you move your hands to grab his ass and sink your nails into it, "please, please, faster,"
he pushes all the way in before picking you up and walking the both of you to the couch.
he crashes you both down on the couch.
mouth and teeth crashing in the process.
he is on top of you as you lay flat on the couch that you all have movie nights on.
"taehyun!" you gasp at the new position.
"let me hear you baby,"
you nearly scream when he picks up the pace.
hitting the spot that has you curling your toes like a ballerina.
"fuck, fuck, fuck," you sob, throwing your head back.
"you feel so good, y/n," he moans.
you feel yourself tighting around his dick. the sensation is something you have never felt before.
just as you start to feel your orgasm approach, he pulls out, again.
you whine at the feeling of emptiness and the need to desperely cum.
"flip over," he commands.
you don't have to be told twice, you flip over in record time.
you feel him strerch you out again. this time he is even deeper. hitting your g-spot everytime his enters you.
taehyun places he hands on your waist.
"fuck, is this what you wanted y/n?" he questions.
"yes," you sob.
once he got his anwser, he speeds up. slamming into you at a brutal pace.
you continue to cry out with plesure as he abuses your pussy.
he slaps your ass, "what a slut."
"fuck, fuck, taehyun!" you feel the knot in your stomach start to bulid up again.
"you like that, baby?" he taehyun groans.
"yes yes yes, please don't stop," you sob out, "i'm so close," you squeeze your eyes shut.
"about to cum all over your stepbrother's cock?" he remarks as he smacks you ass again, making sure to leave a hand mark.
when he reaches around to rub your clit, your orgasm crashes down onto you, hard.
"taehyun," you scream out, " i'm coming, i'm coming, i'm coming," you repeat yourself in a haze.
legs shaking as the orgasm rocks through you body.
"fuck, you're amazing," taehyun moans.
he is still thrusting into you, gaining speed. you sob at the overstimulation, as he starts to slam into you. chasing his own release.
"you're going to take all of his cum, y/n?" he taunts.
you nod at his question.
"shit," he moans as he spills into you, breathing heavily.
he collapses onto you as you both come down from your orgasms, making sure not to put all his body weight on you.
you're half awake when you hear him speak, "that was amazing,"
you moan in response. too high on cloud nine to think.
you both lay there for a while. taehyun is the one that has to get you up.
"come on, we need to get you cleaned up," he pleads, "y/n, you are leaking all over the couch."
"one more second, please."
that's when you both hear someone struggling with the lock.
"oh shit," you both shoot up.
"we are home!" you hear your mom yell, "our flight was can-,"
you know that she see's your underwear on the floor. taehyun and you look at each other with wide eyes.
fuck
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soobinologisttt · 1 year ago
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photobooth secrets - choi soobin
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pairing ☆ soobin x f. reader
warnings ☆ dom!soobin, established relationship, public sex, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), based off of a dream i had lol
word count ☆ 1.4k
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you felt soobin’s eyes on you while you were sleeping. It wasn’t an odd thing to wake up to him staring at you. It was enduring. you love how much he makes you feel special.
when your eyes flutter open, soobin is smiling.
"good morning," you smile.
"good morning gorgeous,"
his raspy morning voice sent a shiver down your spine, creating a subtle pulse in your clit.
as you look into his eyes, you couldn’t stop, leaning in to kiss him. when your lips hit his, he scoots closer so you could feel his hard throbing erection.
his hands land on your hips, pulling you even closer to him.
you moan at the feeling. as you moan, soobin takes the chance and slides his tongue into your mouth. exploring every part that he could reach.
he was slow grinding on you as he assaults your mouth. his hand slides down to your throbbing clit. you jump with need when his hand creates slow circles.
"soobin" you moan into his mouth.
he pulls away and looks at you, with lustful eyes.
"yes baby," he taunts.
"i need you, so badly. please please please" you plead.
"hmm, use your words pretty girl," he runs his fingers inbetween your folds.
"please soobin. i need you to fuck me," you mutter out.
"hmm, what was that? i couldn't hear you babe, you need to speak up." he smirks.
"i need you to fuck me," you grab his jaw pulling him close to him while staring into his eyes.
that's when he quickly moves you straight on your back as he positions him self above you.
he looks at you as you stare up at him with needy eyes that are silently begging him to fuck you.
he pulls down your thin pajama shorts and pulls your underwear to the side. he slides one of his long slinder fingers into your leaking pussy. listening to the sound it makes while he is finger fucking you.
when you close your eyes with pleasure, that is when you feel him pull down his pants. slowly sliding his cock inside you.
but then, as you start to adjust, there is a person bursting into your and soobin's room.
soobin quickly moves off you. covering both you and him as the intruder yells.
"ARCADE TODAY!" you watch as beomgyu is standing in the door way with an exciting look on his face.
you drop your head back groaning.
"yay!" you say in a sarcastic voice.
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although you didn’t want to go; you were actually enjoying yourself.
you were beating everyone's ass at in mario cart and giant connect 4.
soobin won you your stuffed animal and you won him a ton of candy, per his request.
but, just because you were having fun didn't mean that the pulse between your legs didn't stop. just looking at him would send a wave of need to your clit.
you couldn't help but watch soobin. he is the prettiest thing you've ever seen. his smile. his eyes, the way his muscles flex when he's doing things.
you wish you were back in the comfort of his room. him bending you over and taking you from behind.
you shiver at the thought.
when your groups sit down to eat, you scan the room as everyone has their individual conversations.
"are you okay, y/n?" soobin asks, grabbing your hand. making you need him even more.
you were looking for anywhere that you and soobin could have alone time. even if it was just to makeout. anything would help, you just need physical touch that is more than his hand on your back or holding your hand.
so when you see the photobooth situated in a darkish corner, you had to take the chance.
"oh look!" you squeal, "a photobooth."
the wetness in your underwear spreads. you know that this is the only chance you have, until you go home, to be with him alone.
"we are going to take pictures!" soobin announces to the group.
"we'll be right back." you say as this soobin grabs you by the wrist and drags you to the photobooth.
as you two walk to the booth, you take in your surroundings. there were barely any people. just a few stragglers that were busy on their phones.
soobin pulls you into the phototbooth. the bright screen hurting your eyes.
you let soobin go in first so he is closer to the wall and you are by the curtain.
"soobin," you turn to look at him.
"yes baby." he smiles.
"i need you," you smile as you clench your thighs together.
"oh really." soobin says surprisingly.
you nod.
"is this the real reason you wanted to take photos?" he asks.
you nod your head again.
"words princess," as soon as you hear those words you break.
"please soobin, please, i can't take it. i was trying to wait until we got home but i can't," you whine.
"come here." he pulls you to sit in his lap, your back facing the camera.
your face is in his shoulder. taking in his strong cologne, adding to your senses. his hands are on your waist as he grinds you down into his forming erection.
"you like this, huh," soobin whispers in your ear.
you nod but it wasn't a good enough answer for him, as he pulls your hair making you face him.
"i said, do you like this." he stares at you with dark eyes.
"yes, i like this soobin! I like it so much." you cry out, attempting to be quiet.
"Good now turn around." he commands.
you do as he says. turning around to face the camera. he reaches for your skirt and fiddles around with the bottom of it.
"is this why you wore a skirt today? so i could fuck you anywhere you want?" he growls into your ear.
you nod again. earning another hair pull.
"yes! yes! yes! fuck me anywhere you want!" you whisper-shout.
he pulls your panties down to your ankles before picking you up so he could unzip his pants, letting his cock out.
"spit on your hand." you do so before rubbing it on his cock.
"good girl. now sit."
you line yourself up before sinking down. wincing at the stretch of his dick.
you keep your eyes on the screen in front of you. watching yourself as you bounce up and down on soobin's cock.
"you like looking at yourself,?" he deadpans.
you nod while biting your lip. trying to hold in your moans.
but before you could truly get it under control soobin lifts up you hips and bends you over. your face is super close to the screen.
he starts pounding you at an angle than makes your eyes roll to the back of your head.
"i bet our friends would love to see these photots." he comes to a stop to get a few dollars out of his wallet and slipping it into the machine.
unfortunately (but fortunately) before you could pick the frames for the photos, he starts pounding back into you. this time at an even more brutal pace than before. he arches your back as he pulls your hair. pulling your head up next to his face.
"smile," he smiles on your cheek.
you look into the camera as you moan. the photobooth flashed as soobin empties himself inside of you. he pulls out and quickly pulls up your underwear. then he pulls up his own.
you sit down on top of him, looking in his eyes.
“do i look fucked out? ” you ask.
soobin smooths down your hair while looking at you with the most loving eyes. you felt your heart flutter with the most intensity you have ever felt.
“just a little,” he laughs.
you give him a quick peck before sliding off of him.
“we should probably make our way back,” you smile.
“yeah, i think that’s a good idea.” he smiles back.
you exit first to grab the pictures. seeing that the frame was a birthday one, let out a laugh. then you quickly show soobin, getting a laugh out of him.
he grabs your hand and you both walk back to the table. but before you stop, you hide the pictures in soobin's jeans.
when you sit down yeonjun asks, "what took so long? we already order."
"umm, it was... being diffcult." you lie.
"well, can we see the pictures," kai asks innocently.
you and soobin look at each other with red faces. "no" you both say in unison.
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