specky-soph20

[specky-soph20]

Margot robbie 😍

[specky-soph20]

Hey hey!! Blimey how things have changed now 🙊I haven't been on this blog for years!! Hope your all well!! I'm back. Remember the subs and the inbox are still open ❤️

[specky-soph20]

*very very late but* I cant believe killing eves finishing 😭 maybe they'll make a spin off? "Killing villenelle" ? I doubt it 😂

[specky-soph20]

Aubrey Plaza as Riley Bennett

HAPPIEST SEASON 2020 | dir. Clea Duvall

[specky-soph20]

[specky-soph20]

When your feeling super gay and decide to watch gay tiktoks and movies all day

[specky-soph20]

Anyone else had this problem?

[specky-soph20]

[specky-soph20]

Growing up with emotional abuse makes you want to avoid people when you feel bad instead of seeking someone out.

Because your abuser always told you you weren’t really upset.

Or that what you’re upset about is trivial.

Or that you’re overreacting again.

Or that your being upset is ruining everyone else’s mood.

Or that you’re being a baby.

Or that you need a thicker skin.

Or you’re told to go away until you can be a decent person again.

You believe your feelings don’t matter unless you express the “right” ones the “right” way at the “right” time, and you can never do it “right.”

You believe everybody has it worse, so there’s no point in talking about it when you feel bad.

It’s easier to isolate yourself when you’re sad, angry or hurt because it feels easier than “inflicting” yourself on somebody else.

Even when there are beautiful people in your life who say you can always come to them, you still don’t because you’re scared.

That is what sits at the center of who I am. It’s like an abscess that won’t pop or drain. And when it hurts, it hurts.

[specky-soph20]

“can’t you take a joke” doesn’t mean anything other than “i insulted you on purpose and now i will attack you on top of it”

[specky-soph20]

[specky-soph20]

[specky-soph20]

Fuck 😮😍

[specky-soph20]

Moving in with your best friend is all hunky dory until her boyfriend moves in as well.... sleeping in the living room and I hear moaning 🤮 I didnt sign up to this 😂

[specky-soph20]

Elisa & Marcela

Elisa y Marcela (2019)