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it’s pride month you guys are LEGALLY required to reblog this. Tenko is trans, on the aro spectrum and mlm. Keigo is bi. Touya is nonbinary (prefers he/they). Kai is gay. Himiko is trans and pan. You HAVE to reblog, it’s law.

hi! it’s been a while! wanted to drop in and promote my fic, road to nowhere, again :) it’s at nearly 80k words with 15? 16? chapters.

i’ve been working on this for over a year now, nearly two years in my drafts. i would really appreciate it if you would check it out and maybe leave kudos or a comment :) i plan to write a LOT more about them! i have a chishig side story set in the same universe as well!

basic summary: childhood friends shigadabihawks that drift away then reconnect in highschool when tenko runs away from home. road trip with a lot of gay shit and angst :( but it has a happy ending !!!! dwdw

it only has three ish chapters left but i would still appreciate more readers !!! if anyone has any suggestions for what to write next im def open! i have lots of shigadabi and tenko/kai ideas left to write

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hi! it’s been a while! wanted to drop in and promote my fic, road to nowhere, again :) it’s at nearly 80k words with 15? 16? chapters.

i’ve been working on this for over a year now, nearly two years in my drafts. i would really appreciate it if you would check it out and maybe leave kudos or a comment :) i plan to write a LOT more about them! i have a chishig side story set in the same universe as well!

basic summary: childhood friends shigadabihawks that drift away then reconnect in highschool when tenko runs away from home. road trip with a lot of gay shit and angst :( but it has a happy ending !!!! dwdw

it only has three ish chapters left but i would still appreciate more readers !!! if anyone has any suggestions for what to write next im def open! i have lots of shigadabi and tenko/kai ideas left to write

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shigaraki, after eating a reese’s and remembering he has an allergy: ah nuts

shigs, with his throat swelling up: haha dabi did u get it?? nuts like peanuts

shigs, barely able to breathe: yknow, peanuts, like the ones im allergic to

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shigs waking up the next day: keigo why didn’t you laugh. it was funny

hawks, Very Distressed: you?????? almost died ???

dabi, mumbling: it was pretty funny

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reblog this with what comes up in your tags when you type gay

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Understanding Lil' Touya's Behavior

Lil' Touya was a complicated individual and is such a challenging character to be understood looking at the discourse that keeps happening in the fandom as a prove of that. I want to share an analysis focused on kid Touya's behavior including his expression of words. I will also try to explain his behaviors towards every member of the family.

Disclaimer: I'm not saying whether his every action was right or wrong. This meta doesn't have that purpose. I'm writing this to have us take a look at how lil' Touya perceived every situation thus we will be able to understand the reason behind his every action.

Firstly, Touya was "the initial prodigy", the initial potential heir to accomplish his father's ambition. Touya was born for a purpose of surpassing All Might specifically. While most children in BNHA universe manifested their quirk at the age of 3-4, Touya's quirk was manifested at the age even before 1 year old! The reasoning behind this case could be caused of him born prematurely.

In the pictures above, it was revealed that the father already discovered Touya's quirk even before Fuyumi was born thus resulting in the creation of Fuyumi because the father wanted another try. Touya and Fuyumi were only 1 year apart and we can see how Touya was still crawling when Fuyumi was just born.

The early quirk manifestation resulting in the younger age when the training started.

While Shouto started training at the age of 5, Touya most likely had been training with his father since a very young age until the incompatibility of his quirk and body revealed at the age of 3-4. He couldn't be older than 4 years old because Touya and Natsuo were 5 years apart plus pregnancy took ±9 months as Natsuo was born on time. Touya's age ranged between 3-5 years old in the pictures below.

Let's delve deeper into this situation.

Touya had already had the idea of surpassing All Might planted in his mind since a very young age.

Within the golden period of a child's brain development (the first 1000 days of life) and the most important years of a child's development (birth to age 5), Touya had already been trained to be a hero and already had an idea to surpass the Japan's no. 1 hero resided in his mind. Children's experiences and relationships that are formed during the first 5 years of age determine how their brain develops. In fact, by the time children reach age 5, 90% of a child's brain is already developed. Just from this knowledge, we already can conclude that it is unfair to blame Touya for his disability of letting go the idea of surpassing All Might since it had been planted in his mind since a very young age, said idea was also a very heavy burden to be put in a very young child's mind futhermore.

The affects towards Touya's brain development reflected into his behaviors.

Touya was seen persistent with the idea of surpassing All Might; as his relationship with his family and his self-worth revolved around the said idea.

Since his training was stopped, Touya found that it was a hard to find a quality time with his father anymore. Touya realized that a bonding time with his father could only be reached through training. His father couldn't prove that he'd love his child no matter what through his words nor actions. The father drowned in his own intense ambition that he failed to notice his child's decreasing self-worth and fear of losing his father's love.

Touya undoubtedly, very undoubtedly loved his father so much (I'm crying as writing this). His love was pure and unconditional yet he was let down and neglected after. His father couldn't and didn't try enough to understand him as Touya viewed his father as a role model. Of all the people we will ever influence, our children are the most impressionable and attentive. Of all the people children will be influenced by, the strongest influence is their parents.

It was very hard for Touya to be able to let go the idea of surpassing All Might because he saw his father couldn't let go of the same idea and he realized his father's attention towards him had been declining since he was decided of not being able to accomplish the said idea anymore.

Touya noticed that his father wanted a child only to surpass All Might. He also noticed that his mother didn't object to his father's desire and action as she and his father kept having another child and his father continued to neglect the "failed" tries. From Touya's perspective, his mother also took responsible in the matter as a bystander, although, Touya was also aware that his mother was powerless to the matter and tended to let decisions regarding her life decided by others thus resulting in the heartbreaking dialogue in the pictures below.

Touya, as the only one of the children who was aware of his father's intention, tried to share and discuss it with Natsuo, but to no avail, Natsuo was too young to understand. Previously, we saw Touya tried to discuss with Fuyumi regarding his body and his disability to let go the idea of surpassing All Might, but again, to no avail, Fuyumi was also too young to be able to think about anything besides her brother's safety (bless her).

Touya felt as though none of siblings could understand him. He received no answer regarding his confusion revolving the situation and the confidence regarding his self-worth kept decreasing. Touya didn't even know why he even existed anymore. It was truly, truly heartbreaking to see a child felt that way towards himself.

As he didn't get any answer for his misery, the only way Touya could think of to resolve it was to return the situation to the beginning. If he could prove to his father he was good enough, he would be happy again and all the misery would go away. Therefore, Touya kept training and training all by himself, despite his body was burn and his heart was broken. He was suffering extremely the entire time. The continuous suffering led to a frustation and an aggression. Touya's aggression towards his mother and Shouto was the result of the frustation and misery he felt regarding the whole situation. Touya was in misery but he felt no one reached to him.

Lil' Touya was in constant confusion, heartbroken, suffering, and decreasing of self-worth. He was neither evil, misogynistic, psychotic, nor manipulative. Touya always had constant questions regarding his miserable feeling and life, but no one gave him an answer.

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Hi !! how’s it going !! i doubt no one really reads my posts but ! dya know the fic i was writing? road to nowhere? it’ll be back eventually! i’m not necessarily taking a hiatus but plsplspls know that i am so busy with school and Life and it’s very hard to keep up with it.

i swear i’ll try to get an update out soon! i havent forgotten about it lmao don’t worry. spring break is coming up soon and i’m hoping to have something out either before then or during that time.

oh and if u haven’t read it yet here’s da link uwu it’s a shigadabihawks fic but highschool AU style

( https://href.li/?https://archiveofourown.org/works/28696173/chapters/70352748 )

this fic is my pride and joy and i love It sososo much and i’m so excited for where it’s going to go! i just have to get there first lmao

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Bachelors and hug styles

Sebastian-

Alex-

Sam-

Elliott-

Shane-

Harvey-

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How to make Todorokis Shave Ice Style

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Hannibal and Will → touching for anon

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I wish there was more natshig stuff on ao3 😔😔 I COULD write my childhood friends to lovers fic that I’ve had bouncing around in my skull for a few months now, orrrrr I could wait for someone else to do it :)

I think I’ll just ramble about them on twitter occasionally smh

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I'm a big sucker for a dumbasses don't know how to sit on a sofa gamer pile. Lucio, Hana, and Jamison? If more than three characters are allowed Lena and Brig too! I just think the 20-something's of Overwatch should be friends....

This one was my absolute favorite to sketch and finish. My crops were nurtured and have grown immensely. I love these kids

Stories! Stories!

They only have three controllers, so they’re rotating who plays winner. Of course, Hana has won pretty much every game and, in good spirits, everyone else wants a sweet sweet shot at victory.

This includes Brigitte casually distracting her by reminding her to focus, trying to chat with her, which wouldn’t be a problem if Lena didn’t so happen to be bumping her legs against Hana.

Meanwhile, Lucio is thrilled to finally win a game. He isn’t all that competitive, but it’s oh so sweet to win against a pro. He and Hana are testing each other’s merch, too! They’re trying new companies, so they want to see how their shirts hold up.

I feel like they’re playing some Mario Kart spoof, so Jamison is defiantly looking at the wrong screen. He’s been having a lot of fun, though. He’s drawing more inspiration from the game rather than enjoyment, but the machines he has built in his mind are enjoyment enough for him.

Oh, and Lena’s shirt says “Real Baddies Can’t Drive” because I’m projecting.

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Hi! Dya remember the shigadabihawks road trip fic I was talking about? It’s here!!!

I’ve posted the first five chapters that I wrote. Workin’ on the sixth one now, hopefully it’ll be out in a day or so. But anyways! Hope you enjoy! I’ve had this idea bouncing around in my empty skull for months now.

Here’s the link Babey! Lemme know what you think and if you like it. Whether people like it or not I’ll keep writing it but. I like compliments smh.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28696173/chapters/70352748

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any adhd kids out there that loved long (3+ hour) car rides because it gave you an acceptable excuse to stare blankly out at an ever-changing background and listen to music on loop / daydream extensively please raise your hands. i wanna check something

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that feeling when you write a completely self indulgent scene and you’re like “welp, there is literally zero reason for this to be part of my story, but i’ll include it because i had fun writing it.”

i like that feeling

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Alex !!!! I also gave him a mullet bc he deserves it. :}

Also he’s trans .

Gonna be posting this on my SDV headcanon account, @stardew-saloon too !!!

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to this day this is still the funniest thing ive ever made

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I got good feedback on this and the general consensus is that people want me to write it so I am !

I have a draft written out but I’ll let everyone know when I decide to post 😌 it’ll be on ao3 under shiggykinnie ! Nobody make fun of my account name or I’ll cry.

It’s gonna have multiple chapters, definitely, so I should have at least the first chapter out in a week or two. If not, peer pressure me or somethin I dunno. Ask me every single day if it’s not yet smh.

I’ve got this idea for like, a high school AU where Tenko, Touya and Keigo all go to the same high school (Not necessarily UA, maybe just a school for Smart Kids) and they’ve been besties since they were kids but slowly drifted apart.

They still have their quirks, I think! Touya has his scars, but since they’re properly treated, it isn’t that bad. His mother recently got to the hospital after burning Shoto, and his family is estranged and cold towards each other. Touya’s freshly out of rehab, trying to relearn how to act like a normal person again.

Tenko’s quirk is just as dangerous as before, but rather than killing his entire family, it was just his dad, leaving his family (aside from Hana, his older sister) treating him like an outcast. His father was abusive, but he never meant to kill him. It was an accident, but no matter how much he tells him mother that, she doesn’t talk to him.

Keigo lives with his father, an dangerous criminal. He bounces from different family members’ houses until he can live on his own. He makes up for the lack of love by having countless friends, going to parties and being the center of attention. Keigo is the glue between Tenko and Touya, keeping them together when things get rough.

As kids, they promised that if they ever wanted to leave this town, they would all go, no questions asked. They do a blood pact and everything. This only happened because Tenko opened up about his mother and how much she neglects him. He leaves the details vague, not ready to talk about his father. Touya talks about his mom and Keigo mentions his dad. They realize how shitty their lives are and agree to leave if anything happens.

Years later, when Touya and Keigo are in their third year, and Tenko’s in his second, the latter decides he’s done with everything. His grandparents are dead, his mother won’t talk to him, won’t look him in the eye, and the only person that cares about him, Hana, is off in college, leaving him by himself.

He hasn’t spoken to Keigo or Touya in years, but he drives to their house anyways, recruiting them for a trip around Japan. No adult supervision, no school. Most importantly, they can do what they want and be free.

Shenanigans ensue, of course. Touya’s dealing with severe withdrawal, Keigo fights the urge to confess to both of them that he’s been hopelessly in love with them for years, and Tenko refuses to tell them why he brought them with. There’s lots of teasing, arguing, making up with pizza and weed, and boys being boys.

Maybe it’ll be a fic, if people are interested! I normally only talk about my fic ideas on Twitter but this is one of the ones that I’m really invested in (aside from the coffee shop/flower shop shigadabihawks idea I had) so lemme know if I should write it!!