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I wish I weren't alive.

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I feel unwell.

I think my poor eating habits are slowly killing me.

I’m tired.

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I hope I don't wake up tomorrow.

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I'm sick of everything.

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It's almost 2 AM and, as usual, I am still awake.

As usual, I wish that the I never wake up when I go to sleep.

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There's nothing in this world that interests me. I don't even enjoy playing video games that much anymore, one of the only few things I enjoy doing. Everything about me is pointless.

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There were times when we were younger, whenever I am left to play by myself, when my sister and brother were not around, I would cry. I remember once I was crying while I was playing Super Mario Bros 3 by myself. Our house helper at that time became worried because I was crying for no apparent reason. I didn't really change that much now that I am a lot older.

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You know what they say that people will remember after you die?

I don't even want that.

I want to be erased from everything.

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Lord, please take me.

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I'm useless to everyone.

I hope I die soon.

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Some people say "Ending your own life does not end the pain. It just passes it to someone else" but that isn't always true. People sometimes even forget you exist. Why would that change after you die? When you die, you're out of their sights forever which makes it easier for people to forget about you. If people forgot that you existed while you were still alive they will also forget about you after you die.