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hellooo

i didnt upate yesterday cuz i just fell asleep after class. i made friends with the gay guy but unfortunatly , hes fucking annoying. Hes those snaptchat kids, which like, wtf, at your grown age, but thats not the problem. like all his conversations are on snap but on top of that he always takes videos and pics of him at every second to send them to everyone, still not an issue to me. BUT he takes pictures of ME when i told him NO and forced me multiple times to take videos to send it to his dumbass gc after i said NO. he also forced me to have a txt convo and when i was being dry (i didnt give in he just started voicerecording me), he told me not to act like that even after i told him that i never agreed and hes forcing me like a weirdo. hes overall insufferable but hes in all my law classes an insted on staying w me. but as we say 'if you dont like smtg, just take away its only power. your attention". thats what ill be doing, besides my school studies are getting rigours so im better of cutting all distractions, positive or not. my new laptop is coming tmr so itll be easier for me to type and learn how to use computers (rn my hands are cramping, i think i own a 17 inch laptop). tmr i hope i looks as badass as i always do, not sweat, understand my class and get into workkkk. friday ill be having an exam so much concentration will be needed for my studying. ill try to use the blurting method and see how that works out for me. i also pray that my stupid ass singular fucking forehead pimple disappears amen. finally and foremost, i hope i can finally get indian mcdonalds pack.

thats it bye

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my fucking zipper broke >:(

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how to brain dump like a pro

what you need

a messy notebook (I like the Leuchturm bullet ones)

a pen

a beverage for emotional support (or several <3)

how to get started

grab your notebook, and sit down in a quiet moment with enough time so you won't stress even more. The point of a brain dump is to unload all your thoughts, everything that is stressing you is put to paper. not aesthetically, no cutesy Pinterest vibes; we need it plain, unromanticised, and personal.

some prompts to get you going

do I have any deadlines coming up?

have I been making time for myself and my hobbies?

what projects, tasks, appointments, and/ or plans are currently stressing me out?

am I procrastinating anything?

am I properly looking after myself? (mental/physical health, skincare, hobbies, school/work, etc etc)

am I currently working through any challenges, and if yes how is that going so far?

how are my friends/relationships doing?

is there an area in my life that I should prioritise right now?

do I feel confident and comfortable at the moment?

Review and reflect

take some time and go over your writing; you can underline or highlight the points that you find most important. make this whole "brain dump" thing a routine; sometimes it takes a bit of writing until you actually get comfortable with putting your emotions onto paper (it sounds easier than it is..), but the more often you do this, the more comfortable you will get!! <3

As always, please feel free to share your own suggestions and tips in the comments! <3

love ya ･:*₊‧✩

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blog 1

coucouuu

so today was a calm luh day. very hot and annoying (i lost a half full pack of cigs) . that rlly pissed me off but it had to happen to me one day. at least my outfit ateee. i had research class then an exam in philosophy. so that was my quick school day that ended at 1. took me an hour to commute home and i learnt that i wouldn't be able to pick up my new laptop until friday (ughhhhh). anyways, it was oddly too hot for a september day so instead of working on hw, i listened to aita compilations for hours until i ended up sleeping under the burning sun beams. my dream felt like a fever dream and i woke up sweaty.. pretty good dream loved the storyline and the randos that poped out in my dream. cooked supper for my mom and i and i did my famous lettuce wrap. i could eat these mfs up everyday. had green tea float (like beer n ice cream but with tea). finally did some stupid ass gym hw cuz thats a thing now (eye roll) and sat down to document w another cup of green tea, decaf.

thoughts:

i wanna become friend w this one gay guy in my program. ill try to stop buying packs until i get my work schedule. i love siletto boots, ill have to get them and get used to walking in high heels (future lawyer shit). but problem: if i get them i cant wear my messenger bag w them, itll look fucking ugly. so ig ill have to find where i can wear them aka builing a brand new social circle, or not. ive been thinking about pottery classes but ik its wayyy to expensive for ntg so ill see. ill also start manifesting getting a job at a famous bar in my city once i hit 18. currently a server but i keep on going to bumass spots where clients tip finger nails and dust. they (my jobs) also dont require me to climb up the restoration service ladder aka buss girl hostess server.

ok thats it, bye!

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blog

ill start blogging. context, im a 17 year old girl that started cegep which is the equivalent of college ish. im studying law and no longer have daily friend. i recently (not so much) broke up with my first lover. its life ig. that was the begging of summer and since, trash has been taking it self out. yesterday an old friend pulled a bitch move for her bf (pouring wine and letting it marinate on my dress when giving it back amongst other heinous behaviours). dont care honestly, its life and she did introduce me to bullshit habits and addictions. im all good now and im focusing on studies/work. for this blog ill be documenting my days, thoughts and activities, briefly, or not, at the end of my days.

bref, see ya later alligator!

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i need one pack of cigs two bottles of good wine an an ounce to survive this winter break.