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daisy and basira did Not, in fact, come out of it okay

i’m on episode 177 of the magnus archives and if i ever thought that i was flesh-aligned up until now i was wrong

this creeps me out so viscerally i can only be tied to the spiral 😅

additionally, i don’t think daisy or basira are coming out of this okay

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sometimes i remember one day ill be 40 years old and ill know what klance is

like i won’t just magically just forget the five year long fixation on voltron that has altered my brain chemistry when i get older

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finished the magnus archives and am now honestly too scared to start the protocol

like i feel like i need more time to recover from the ending of tma but it’s also been like two weeks and like jon im craving new statements

also i want to know what the clown named bonzo or something is about cause ive been seeing him everywhere

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i just imagine jon and martin during the scottish safe house period doing all their post-pining domestic stuff and going grocery shopping

and they’re in the checkout aisle and the cashier looks at jon and asks how he’s doing, if he wants a bag, etc etc, and they have a full conversation, check out, walk out side of the store, and jon turns to look at martin with the most confused and vaguely horrified look on his face

and he’s like what did i say something weird

and martin just deadpans:that person spoke in the heaviest, most incomprehensible scottish accent i’ve heard in my life. and you understood them completely.

and jon’s like: ah. oops?

and that’s how they found out jon’s powers of being able to understand people goes beyond language, and applies to accents as well :D

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hey does anyone have any tips for learning french? i’ve taken a few classes and whatnot but i really enjoy learning the language and could use some resources

i think i’ll probably try watching movies and shows in french and listening to music like immersion type stuff in general but i’d appreciate any suggestions :)

thanks!

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ugggggghhh when annabelle let’s martin go and the first thing he says is “Jon” and jon goes “Mahtin” ajdhajshabsnsbsja

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tma season 5 but elias can only see ppl through a crystal ball so he’s just locked up in the penopticon like

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i’m on episode 177 of the magnus archives and if i ever thought that i was flesh-aligned up until now i was wrong

this creeps me out so viscerally i can only be tied to the spiral 😅

additionally, i don’t think daisy or basira are coming out of this okay

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just got into the magnus archives. i’m on episode 171.

i’ve only been listening to it for about a month.

none of my friends have listened to it or seem v interested in it (and i think im annoying them at this point by talking abt it😅)so i figure i’ll just send this out into the void

fic recs? hurt comfort and JonMartin would be amazing

none of them are coming out of this in one piece i fear

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having adhd is like being in a “if you give a mouse a cookie” book

if you give an adhder a phone, they’ll doomscroll for hours until they see a video of a craft they want to try

if an adhder sees a craft they want to try, they’ll go buy a bunch of supplies at michael’s

if they buy a bunch of craft supplies, they’ll be excited to start the project and hyperfixations on it four five hours

if they hyperfixate for five hours, they’ll be hungry and tired but not know why

if they’re hungry and tired, they’ll eventually get burnt out, and climb into bed without putting away their craft supplies

if the climb back into bed, they’ll pull out their phone and start doomscrolling for another hour

if they doomscroll for too long, they’ll get tired in the late afternoon and take a nap

if they take a nap, they’ll miss dinner and forget to eat, and eventually wake up hungry but rested

if they wake up well rested, they’ll have their energy back and want to be productive

if they’re in a productive mood, they’ll clean their entire room and reorganize their bookshelf

if they reorganize their bookshelf, they’ll see an old book about learning a language from a past hyperfixation and want to pick it back up

if they decide to immediately pick it back up, they’ll forget about the rest of the books on the floor, making the room messy again

if they leave the room messy, they’ll mess will accumulate over time until it becomes so overwhelming all the adhder can do is crawl back into bed and feel guilty but not actually clean anything up

if the adhder is feeling guilty, nothing will get done and other *cough neurotypical cough* people will tell the adhder that they need to clean up and micromanage them, making them feel even worse

if they feel worse, they will feel even less inclined to clean up their room, especially because that other person has told them to

if they don’t clean their room, all they can do is wait until the next productivity boost hits

and when that productivity boost hits, they’ll clean their entire room, eventually get tired, and start to doomscroll

TLDR: if you give a me a tumblr, i’ll ramble about executive dysfunction for five minutes and somehow manage to bring it full circle

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she holds out her arms and i fall into her warmth

nestling myself there against her pulse

so i can hear the functional rhythm of her lungs

and the soft echo of her heart

i know i’m thinking too much

but i can’t help but wonder at how seamlessly i slot into her side

and the tenderness in her fingers she plays with my hair

i feel, for a moment, quiet childlike amazement at my insignificant existence

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CHAT UPDATE WE’RE DATING NOW

chat i need help

i just got off a two hour long FaceTime call with a girl who i maybe kinda sorta like and idk if she likes me back so i need help

reasoning why she might like me:

- she literally just read me a poem she wrote for me in which she describes my hair and eyes and the way i speak relating to spring and fireflies and it took her like five minutes to psych herself up to read it to me and i told her i loved it

- she and i say to each other now and then how sad we are that we don’t have cute fluffy domestic girlfriends

- she’s bi, i’m bi, we’re besties

- we cuddle a lot

- i spend a lot of time at her house

- all of our friends ship us to the point that they have a ship name and take pictures of us whenever we do things that could be interpreted as romantic and say “[ship name] photos!”

reasons why she might not like me:

- i’m super loud and probably annoying as fuck

- she once mentioned how she wished our friends would stop shipping us but it was kinda awhile ago ig

- she is a goddess and i am a pathetic mortal

- i never know if im showing too much affection and making it weird (eg she asked if she was talking too much and my response was to just say no. no. no. no. no. continuously for the next 15 seconds)

anyway i’m probably just info dumping at this point but please help me i need outside opinions

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chat i need help

i just got off a two hour long FaceTime call with a girl who i maybe kinda sorta like and idk if she likes me back so i need help

reasoning why she might like me:

- she literally just read me a poem she wrote for me in which she describes my hair and eyes and the way i speak relating to spring and fireflies and it took her like five minutes to psych herself up to read it to me and i told her i loved it

- she and i say to each other now and then how sad we are that we don’t have cute fluffy domestic girlfriends

- she’s bi, i’m bi, we’re besties

- we cuddle a lot

- i spend a lot of time at her house

- all of our friends ship us to the point that they have a ship name and take pictures of us whenever we do things that could be interpreted as romantic and say “[ship name] photos!”

reasons why she might not like me:

- i’m super loud and probably annoying as fuck

- she once mentioned how she wished our friends would stop shipping us but it was kinda awhile ago ig

- she is a goddess and i am a pathetic mortal

- i never know if im showing too much affection and making it weird (eg she asked if she was talking too much and my response was to just say no. no. no. no. no. continuously for the next 15 seconds)

anyway i’m probably just info dumping at this point but please help me i need outside opinions

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me: NO ITS 2024 KLANCE YOURE SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD

*love you like that by dagny starts playing*

me: *hisses and throws holy water*

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*in the back of my mind at any given moment*

that one sound: in this life, it’s just you and japanese american indie pop star mitski against the world

*i bet on losing dogs starts playing*

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klance be like:

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klance is a special hell that you will never escape

It's 2024 please free me from this hell