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god what i would have done to be born thin

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five year plan: i'm hoping to get shot in the back of the head randomly soon

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imagine how good it must feel to press a gun to your temple after a bad day and just hold it there with your eyes closed for a few minutes before sighing and putting it away

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honestly theres always been something really wrong with me but whatever

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they just prescribed me gunshot to the head at the urgent care

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"I feel so much better when Im ☆ving!"

how life feels when I ☆ve:

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Anyone else lowkey scared of weighing themselves? Like I know it’s super irrational but like what if I gained 100 lbs over night???

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i always come back

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i miss how pure my obsession used to be when i was in my honeymoon phase.

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Remember pookies ALWAYS leave some food on ur plate even if u logged it and it fits into ur budget. It’ll literally fast track ur progress sm

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I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

Lose the weight. You did it before, so you can do it again.

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that feeling when you regain control is so good.

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pov: me when i don’t l0s3 10lb in 30 seconds

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you feel s1ck for a reason. you feel t1red for a reason. you feel dis0riented for a reason. you feel l1ght for a reason. your st0mach is making n0ises for a reason. you are hxngry for a reason.

the reason: …it’s working.

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Personal th11nsp0’s not related to the scale

•My thigh gap is getting wider and wider

•I have to put 2 extra notches in my Apple Watch wrist band

•Crop tops are fitting my boobs the way they are supposed to

•Fitting into smalls and mediums again instead on large and extra larges

•my eyes and lips look bigger my lips look poutier

•I’m able to appreciate my facial structure more

•collar bones are starting to show

•can see and feel my ribs

•can see and feel my hip bones

•noticing people trying to sabatoge my diet - means it’s working

•shoes aren’t as tight

•less out of breathe all the time

•drunk much faster

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i want to be skinny enough to wear one of those pretty arm cuffs one day

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