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Got depressed and missed some weeks, welp, im back!

These are two of my villagers in my minecraft town im working on, the one on the left is named Geode, she is a normal villager and likes to wander around the other villager, Dogmeat. I named him Dogmeat because I like Fallout. I decided to post art here just because eeeehhh.

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So unfortunately I didn't make post on Sunday and Monday, I forgot after awhile I get bored of being on my phone and making post about shit. Anyway! Personal notice, I've been building this village, I couldn't finish it last might because my partner came in and made dicks everywhere because thats what they do. Ehhh thats pretty much it lel

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So unfortunately I didn't make post on Sunday and Monday, I forgot after awhile I get bored of being on my phone and making post about shit. Anyway! Personal notice, I've been building this village, I couldn't finish it last might because my partner came in and made dicks everywhere because thats what they do. Ehhh thats pretty much it lel

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My Friends (in detail) pt. 1

Im doing this so I can keep track of my friends, my views of them might change. This blog is to document some things that I am open to sharing. Everything about them will be private, so I will be giving them nicknames.

So here's my youngest friend, her name is Alina, she's 12 years old and very smart for her age. She reminds me of me when I was her age, just confused and trying to fit in with other kids like her, even if they're older. I think thats why I mostly wanna protect her, she's a young impressionable girl on the internet, hell I notice some of her behavior is matching mine and my partner's. I treat her differently than all my other friends, I have to talk to her like any young adult would. Alina.. She really fits in well with my friends, she's not annoying, shes..amazing really. I mean yea sometimes I get annoyed at her, but thats because im not used to young kids, hell im really scared of them but, her.. She really opened my eyes on alot of stuff, not all kids are the same, especially young females. I love her with all my heart, and it hurts me to see her in pain. I guess thats the mother in me. I don't wanna lose her, and I can tell she wouldn't wanna lose me and the others. Its been a year since we met but, I want us to be friends until it's okay to meet her, because a 16yo meeting a 12yo is weird. Idk how but it is. She's my lil bab, the youngest of the group. Maybe there's more I could say about her, but I got alot to go through.

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Among Us is a really great game, its sci-fi mystery, and most mystery games are boring. Tiny lil bean fellas walking around doing chores while big bad bean finds you. The only problem with it is, when you play with strangers, they judt blame you for no reason. Thas gaming tho, lel.

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Needed to do a meme today, ahahhah

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I have a question?

OK so like I follow this artist on Instagram, i won't tell who they are because I respect them, but they draw alot of anime characters or animals. They're art is really good, thats why i follow them, but it was until a month later after following them that I noticed how they drew anime fanart. Note this is just my preference but, they draw the characters as black, most of the characters they chose are white. I always thought that you know thats a form of black washing a character, like making a character that isn't black black. I found this really weird becuase if someone did that to a black person and made them black it would cause a problem. So why is this okay and not equally hated on like making a black character white. I mean black people got forced to change their names into strictly White American names around the time of slavery, if we did the same to white people it would be deemed as slightly ok. Which is not, forcing anyone to do anything is awful; human, animal, anything.

I know its a artist take on art, but it seems abit weird to me. Idk.

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Scheduling For Da Blog

So, I will try to follow this weekly schedule so I can actually keep my life on track. Every week will be the same but it would be random days for the post.

Every week I will do :

3 rants (most likely Monday, Wednesday, and Friday)

7 check ups

2-5 personal rants (basically venting)

Memes (varied amount)

Drawings (varied amount)

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Who are the Three Little Arsonists??

I bet you're wondering about the name of my blog and who they are. They're the main people of this page, but its just one person running it because i don't have friends who would work with me like that. Anyway, the Arsonists are a group emotions that are shaped differently from the amount of trauma one can have, i call them Arsonists because they like fire. I like fire lel.

The main emotion of the system is Shep, who is childhood wonder and joy, all the good emotions. She's a Astroshep, or a sheep for more logical sense, a dark blue hued sheep with red hooves and eyes, a tan face and legs with blood red horns. On the back of her head she has a braid and she wears a scarf, you'll soon know who gave her those.

The second main emotion is Chaotic, the person in the who this whole page is based off of in the current time. They're the depression and sad part of the system, they're the building block of and the supporter, very logical. They're very careless but deep down they care alot. Due to them being depression and depression is a neutral emotion for some, they are nonbinary. They wear a leather jacket and nothing else because they're a Morvoor (you'll figure it out later).

Last is Fury, by the name you can already tell what emotion they are. He's the last emotion if the system but isn't used alot. He's a dark violet dragon with sharp horns on his cheeks, im still redesigning him so it'll be awhile until I can show him. He dislikes alot of stuff, way to much stuff to be normal, but he's a sour goose so thats normal.

You'll get to learn more about these three as long as i run this blog. :)

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Introduction Post!!

Welcome to my blog, filled with random thoughts, rage, depression, memes and drawings. I got tired of expressing my emotions to my friends on my discord, mostly because that was mostly all I talked about. Sadly I can't organize them so they're just lost to time in layers of mess. The things I'll talk about will mostly be about my species, drawings, school work, and life as a whole. I get very philosophical for no reason but I guess they're fun to listen to. Anyway, I hope who ever reads this enjoys my page, some day I hope I get famous and I can look back, unless the things I say won't allow me to get a job.