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I really hate it when my boyfriend says something that reminds me that he's a man

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I knew it wasn't going to work out with my ex when I found out he was associated with WholeWheatPete. Should've seen the red flag coming.

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Sometimes I feel bad because when I show up to work for an early coffee and I see who's behind the counter, it's just immediate dread.

Some of my coworkers are really inexperienced and don't do things the way we teach them. I know to only get iced drinks from certain people because I don't trust them to steam the milk properly.

Even then I still end up having to stir my own drink because the guy who does it doesn't stir the drinks until AFTER he's already iced them, which is pretty ineffective in my opinion.

And I feel bad because I feel like it makes me sound bitchy.

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I'm almost at 200 lbs and I feel so gross with myself. I'm hoping I'm just bloated from being on that time of the month, but my weight still shouldn't be that high.

I go to the gym, but clearly it's not enough. I might need to try a calorie deficit diet, but I always hate that stuff. It puts me in such a bad mood and I honestly don't really know how to diet.

It's so hard.

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Can't be too deep into the Twisted Wonderland fandom because some of y'all's ships and headcanons are genuinely ridiculous.

Like, I don't care who you ship who with, but the gatekeeping is unreal.

And the whole 'Trey is a manipulative abuser' thing I hate so much, it feels like you don't play the game or don't care. Like, I'm usually down for headcanons, but when they feel like a completely different character it annoys me.

And the fandom does that a lot. The headcanons don't even feel like the character.

And back to the ship thing. As long as it's appropriate, I don't care, but seeing people try to defend shipping Leona (20) with Ruggie (17) or Malleus with any of the underage characters makes me feel gross.

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I'm scared that I'm going to be alone again on Valentine's. It's my own fault though.

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I wish I could love like normal people. I hate being asexual. It ruins everything. It's selfish for me to be in a relationship at this point. I get that being intimate is normal, but the thought of it makes me cringe. Kissing? Gross. Anything beyond that? The thought stresses me out.

Now me and my bf might have to end things. I thought he was fine with taking things slow, but he's not and I don't think I can compromise.

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I, the sister, just had to have a conversation with little brother about online safety because his parents decided to get him a meta quest (some sort of occulus thing) without, it seems, setting up parental controls.

I just overheard him complaining about someone cussing and bullying. I don't have the app to control his settings, so I had to talk with him about what he should expects when playing online multi-players and how to be safe (not giving out information and that kind of stuff).

I'm going to talk with his mom about this, but she was stupid for this, ngl. Its just annoying. I shouldn't be parenting my own brother.

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Yeah, pretty sure I'm asexual.

The guy I've been dating wants to cuddle more and be more physical since we've seen each other for awhile now, but it makes me uncomfortable, and angry sometimes.

I think that might end us, but I just can't. I'm just gonna be a virgin for the rest of my life because- ew.

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I've come to a revelation.

I think the reason why I despised Draco so much was because I saw my younger self in him.

I was always so baffled why people liked him when I couldn't stand him (books and in the movies), but then I took a closer look at his character and... Yeah.

Lashing out at people better than you?

Having a mightier than thou attitude?

Wanting to fill in expectations that you, yourself, secretly don't agree with/can't do?

Hating certain people based off of generational prejudice?

Yeah, to me, Draco sounded too much like me when I was a kid and I hated who I was, so seeing a character that reminded myself of my flaws just made me attack that character.

I kind of sympathize with him now.

He would then to grow into his person and I resonate with that. He's not my favorite character, but I can respect him.

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I think he's going to ask to be serious.

I don't think I'm ready and that freaks me out.

I hate feeling like he likes me more than I do him. I feel like an awful person.

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NO GOD NO!

I clogged the toilet for the first time at my bf's house and I didn't even do anything! 😭

Literally did nothong to clog the toilet and it did it anyways!

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It feels weird to see my ex who grew his hair out. He looks bad.

I hope he's alright, he wasn't really a bad guy now that I look back on it.

I want to reach out to check on him, but I feel like that's a bad idea.

I hope he's doing okay. We would've been friends under better circumstances.

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He likes my country accent and read me a wall of text on a TikTok because I didn't want to.

He's such a good man.

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Ugh, when he confesses to having dreamt of me, but tells me he can't tell me about it 🫠

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As someone who's never been physically intimate with someone in any form, holding his hand tonight as led me down a path of worry.

I know I shouldn't be, but this was a big deal to me.

I've never been in anything serious before and commitment terrifies me.

I think I'm also scared of heartbreak. What if I spend years with this person and things don't work out? I don't exactly have a traditional lifestyle planned out.

I think marriage is a scam, but I could be convinced. A family is a definite no, I never wanted children and still don't, but what if he wants these things?

We're not serious at the moment, but it makes me nervous to even consider being serious, but those questions feel like something for a more intimate couple.

I don't know. I'm getting in my own head.

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Some people get to be called princess or honey.

He calls me girlboss 💪😎