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Libraries with a sense of humour.

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Does anybody else feel like they can't talk to their irl friends? For me it feels like I'm a burden to them and just annoying them Everytime I talk about my problems.

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This is lowkey really cute

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requested by crazy-panic-fan

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Altschmerz

I will be continuing Altschmerz. 

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COMING SOON: Tom Holland Fanfiction

Avelyn is a university student that is strict with the way she leads her life. She doesn’t drink or do drugs; for her, the only way to succeed is to work hard. Every day and night is spent in front of her desk trying to surpass her own impossibly high expectations.

Yes, she sometimes wishes she could be like her best friend and ‘let loose’ (as she would say). In reality, she is so afraid of her parents being disappointed in her, and always wants to please them.

Tom is to take over his father’s business and lead London’s most notorious underground mob alongside Zendaya. Since the day he was adopted, he has been conditioned by his father to think only of the family business and to be his successor. He has been trained in mixed martial arts and has been taught by the world’s finest scholars, all with the dirty money earned by his father. 

After a rather eventful day with her best friend finally convinced her to go to a club, and trying to skip paying, she comes face to face with Tom. 

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I’m thinking about writing something along this blurb. What do you guys think? Do you guys want Y/N or an OC? Anything you guys want me to incorporate? I know this is a bit of a stretch from my page’s kpop content, but I want to give this a try. I might even change this into a Ateez fanfiction.

I am now taking requests for requests for Tom Holland and kpop boy groups. (Especially Ateez ;) 

Any of the groups in the tags is fair game. 

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Altschmerz

Idol: Byun Baekhyun ( EXO )

Genre: Angst, Fluff, High School Au, Smut (Maybe if you guys want?)

Warning: None (For this chapter there aren’t any, but it will get a bit graphic in a few chapters. I won’t go into any details for the sake of the plot, but I will be labeling anything that requires any reader’s discretion) 

Synopsis: We’ve all seen that one person in the group that hates anything to do with romance and gag at anything related to love. That hatred doesn’t just appear one day- no- it’s something that accumulates as time goes on. Byun Baekhyun who is the school’s class clown who can befriend anyone within a second and can swoon any girl faster is fascinated by the new girl. She keeps to herself and refuses to bend over to Baekhyun’s usual flirtatious antics that usually have any other girl melting in front of him. What started off as curiosity lands Baekhyun into the new girl's crazy life. 

Altschmerz, not Alzheimer's. Altschmerz: (n)  weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had—the same boring flaws and anxieties you’ve been gnawing on for years, which leaves them soggy and tasteless and inert, with nothing interesting left to think about, nothing left to do but spit them out and wander off to the backyard, ready to dig up some fresher pain you might have buried long ago.

Chapter: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10

‘All happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in their own way’ Tolstoy hit jackpot with just the first line of one of his greatest works, Anna Karenina. In my opinion, this also applies to individuals as well. Everybody has their own story, their own unique sadness that is crippling to only them. My own sadness is derived from the same source for most of my life. Without any hesitation, it hits me like waves hitting the rocky shore. With each splash, it takes a fragment of the rock with it to the depths of the ocean never to be seen again. The constant slaps of the water become unnoticeable after awhile. Pain is felt by someone because of its short lifespan. For example, getting a paper cut will result in a few hisses but it will eventually become barely noticeable and you will return back to your original state. For me, pain is all I feel to the point it has become numb. That numbing pain is my original state because that’s all that I’ve known.

“Babe I’ll see you after first period I promise.” Smack! The brunette says after giving a loud peck to her girlfriend.

Ugghhh… That sound itself makes me gag.

The brunette’s girlfriend wrapped her arms around her neck, “Awww… but I don’t want to go to class without you. I’m going to miss you.”

My chest begins to feel warm as I roll my eyes trying to pass the diabetes-inducing couple. I try to hold back the sigh, but it escapes anyway. I can’t stand these high school couples that think they’re in their own rom-com without any discretion towards the human beings that are trying to live their lives normally.

The sooner I find the main office the sooner I can get out of this orgy of teenagers.

Just as I was about to enter the second building, I bumped into tall, scrawny blonde beanpole. “Ow! Can you not see through those balls on your eyes, or are you trying to get your lipstick on my new white sweater? I swear every time I buy something new someone decides it’s a good idea to ruin it. That it! I will never buy any more new clothes. It’s the thrift shop from now on. Did you know tha-”

“I am so sorry, but I need to find the main office so my ears won’t run down from your blabbing.” Wow… this guy I have no doubt could have gone off for the whole evening if I didn’t say something.

He looked down at me with a raised eyebrow and swung his palm in front of my face waiting for a high five. “I love you. Your sarcastic nature along with that attitude… I can see us being best frie- Are you just going to leave me hanging or…”

I just slipped around him having no time to indulge in any of shit. Still, with no clue as to how to get to the main office, I walked around for at least ditching this beanpole kid. Unfortunately, my neck swung forwards from his arm around my shoulders. “Did me leaving you not give you the hint of me not wanting to talk to you?”

Beanpole just waved his hand around, “Oh please, that whiny voice of yours is begging for affection, and I am here to give just that. I’ve never seen you before which makes your aimlessly wandering around complete sense.” He forced me to walk back towards where I was coming from, “You were going the wrong way Sassy. That my friend is the main office.” He dramatically extended his arm towards the door.

I wriggled out of his grasp and went straight inside in hopes to lose this guy. “Hey, a ‘thank you Jae’ would have been nice… Oh! I just realized I don’t know your name.”

“Yeah, cause I don’t want you to know it.”

“Ok,” he nodded his head, “but know that you will from now and forever will be known as Sassander the first- Sassy for short.”

I just about had it with this guy, “We’re doing nicknames-fine. Ok, Beanpole I don’t know if my hints for you to get lost aren’t reaching to your head up there, but can you please just leave me the alone so I can figure where the hell I need to go?!”

I turned to the secretary and got my schedule. Unfazed by my outburst Beanpole replied, “I will be your tour guide for this hell ride. Where do you need to go Sassy?” He grabbed the schedule from my hands and scanned its contents.

“Ohhhh…. You’re smarty aren’t ya. Calculus, chemistry, physics, math and THAT’S ONLY THE FIRST SEMESTER!”

Before he could announce the rest of my schedule to our immediate surroundings, I snatched it back. I sighed in defeat. This guy is not going leave so might as well use him. “If we’re going to do this, you’re going to have to drop the sassy and call me by my name. Y/N. got it?”

“Y/N…” He said it as if he’s getting used to the taste of the name. He smiled at me brightly and said, “Ok Y/N, let’s get going. Fortunately for you, I take chemistry with you so you can tag along.”

Before he could push me out of the office I asked, “You didn’t tell me your name. You ok with Beanpole for the rest of the year?” He replied with a snort.

“Park Jaehyung, but the sake of the hundreds of other Jaehyungs in the school, just call me Jae.” He just continued to drag me to a hallway lined with classrooms until he pushed me into one.

There were students already sitting on top of tables claiming them as theirs. Groups of friends that have been already established since elementary made it hard for me find an unclaimed seat.

Jae walked passed me as he waved at a guy with silver purplish hair. He waved for me to follow him and I did. As much as I hate to admit it, Jae is the only person I know from this whole school and the only one I can call a friend at the moment.

Jae sat next to the Silver purplish hair guy and nodded towards the seat in front of him for me. I accepted his proposal without complaint. The groups of people chatting away intimidated me. The fear of not fitting in hit me suddenly. I scoffed at myself. For a person who moves around as much s I do with my family, you’d expect me to be more comfortable with approaching others, but my current anxious state will prove you otherwise.

“Brian, this is Y/N. Y/N this is Brian.” Jae adjusted his glasses as he spoke.

Before I could say anything Brian hit Jae from behind. “It’s YoungK, not Brian. How many time do I have to tell you guys that it’s YoungK!”

Jae just laughed and leaned forward, “This guy has been trying to get everyone to call him YoungK since we started a band a few years ago.” Jae continued to laugh as YoungK kicked him.

“You guys have a band? You and Brian?” I’ve always loved small bands. They have the sincerity to them that most popular artists fail to have. I wanted to join one so bad for years.

YoungK groaned. Jae’s laughter got louder. “Brian…. Oh man… Did I tell you that…I love you?” He tried to speak as he was laughing.

“Anyways can you tell me about your band?” YoungK glared at me while Jae was still laughing his head off.

I knew I wouldn’t be getting any answer anytime soon so I turned around waiting for the teacher to arrive and finally start this day already. With still 10 minutes until class starts, I grabbed my earbuds and closed my eyes as I listened to the traditional Chinese instrumental music.

The instruments were drowning the world around effortlessly. My fingers followed along with the tune.

My relaxation was interrupted my knock on my desk. At first, I ignored it and pretended to not acknowledge the presence in front of me. I could all of a sudden feel someone inching towards my face. The stranger's breath was fanning on to my face by the time I opened my eyes.

A boy with soft dark chocolate eyes was staring at me. The front of his black bangs was fluttering softly against my forehead. His slightly pink tinted lips lifted upwards to a hint of a smile. The way he was looking at me could have melted me without a second thought if it weren’t for the fact that he stopped my little relaxation session. “I’ll give you to a count of three for you to get you large head out of my field of vision.”

Thump! I slammed my forehead against the guy. To be fair I did give him three seconds. The class that was minding to their own social groups had their full attention on the boy on the floor holding his head groaning in pain.

Another guy-presuming this boy’s friend- stepped forward towards me, but was immediately stopped by a shorter boy with a buzzcut. His large eyes were staring at as a warning to not pull any more stunts and I just turned the volume of my phone.

The boy on the floor rose up and plucked my earbuds from my ears and placed his face in front of my face once more. I started learning towards his face and just as I was about few centimeters away from his plump lips, I was pulled back by a hand. “Sassy I need you to hold in any remarks you have about this guy unless you want to be public enemy number 1,” Jae whispered against my ear. It took everything in me to not punch his perfectly sculptured nose, thinking about how I should at least be civil with the people I’m going to graduate with this year. My voice reflected my seething emotions, “Could you please give them back to me.”

The dark haired boy gave me no reply and just kept his hint of a smile on his face- mocking me. I turned my head sidewards towards Jae, “Who the hell is he?”

“Byun Baekhyun, just the most beloved person in school. I’ll tell you everything later, just don’t do anything stupid.”

I reached out towards the dangling earbuds, but he pulled them back. Now I had just about enough with this guy.

Three loud thuds echoed through the room. The sound came from the stick held by a middle-aged man in front of the teacher’s table. The students bolted to their seats without any objections. Baekhyun kept dangling my earbuds playfully knowing I was watching him as he took his seat.

The teacher began introductions about senior year and important information for students, but all I could zone in on was Baekhyun staring back at me with his small smile turned into a smirk. I knew I was playing right into his tricks with me being annoyed and giving him the attention he craves, but I couldn’t resist. There was a part of me that just wants to grab him to give him a sucker punch and at the same time stare into those soft chocolate eyes.

(A/N: I don’t know why but I couldn’t get this gif out of my head when I was writing this part :D)

Determined to not give into his mind games I returned my attention back to the teacher in front of the class. Even though I wasn’t staring at Baekhyun anymore, I couldn’t help but replay the way he was staring at me and the way his breath was fanning across my face. One thing is for sure, this boy Byun Baekhyun is going to get a piece of my mind sooner or later.

A/N: Hey guys, this series has been in my drafts for a long time (along with my other series rotting in there). After some time, I decided to post this up cause why not? If people read this and like it, fine, but if they don’t, that’s fine as well. I just decided this to be my way of doing at least of the things I love again. Thank you so much to anybody who decided to read this. Even a little tap to like this would mean the whole world to me, and if you don’t want to flood your likes list with this crap, maybe message me or something? (Just so I know some like this?” 

I was wondering if I should write some parts of the story in Beakhyun’s point of view. Although this series itself is centered on Y/N, I also wanted to bring out some of Barkhyun’s thoughts into some of the situations throughout the story. If you guys have any thoughts on this, give me a message or an ask. 

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If you are scrolling through Tumblr trying to distract yourself from something you don’t want to think about, or you’re looking for a sign. It is going to be okay. Just breathe. You are alive and you matter. 

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So can we like…start normalizing the idea that not everyone dates or has their first boyfriend/girlfriend in junior high or high school?

There are plenty of people who go into college with little to no dating experience. There are tons of people who go into college having not had their first kiss yet. It’s not wrong; everyone experiences things at a different pace, and that’s okay. Don’t feel pressured into doing things you’re not comfortable with at the time just because you feel like you have to fill some sort of “quota.”

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Announcement

Hey guys, I just want to say for the hundreds of people that decided to follow me thank you, but I haven’t been uploading much for months to repay you guys. I have a reason for that. I knew I had some form of depression for a year now, and never got around to address it. However, I feel more pressure than I had ever before. My anxiety level skyrocketed. The faith and trust I had for my family and friends slowly disappearing because of my anxiety. It is a living hell to have both anxiety and depression. You’re worrying too much and not caring at all at the same time. It is exhausting!! 

I’m sure you guys are aware of these conditions, and maybe some of you have it yourselves. 

I wanted to post this because I keep getting likes, requests, and followers and I felt guilty for not posting anything

Don’t worry I will post eventually (Hoping to get some requests posted by the end of the month). 

Anyways the underlying message I wanted to give or rather what I wanted to ask was... what are your guys’ thoughts on anxiety and depression. Do you have any experiences in it? Have you ever gotten better? Please do comment or dm me because I want to talk. 

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This post is from me. I’m just too lazy to reupload it to this blog. 

SF9 COMEBACK!! I didn’t even know about it!! Check them out, guys. They’re really good. BTW my bias (previous bias wrecker) is Taeyang. The one with 

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OMG!!! Have you guys listened to Day6′s new song? If you haven’t you have to!! I stopped my wagon full of assignments cause this song is so good and I wanted you guys to hear it!! Please give these guys a shot; they are so good you won’t regret listening to their music. They are hardworking and dedicated artists that are determined to be recognized for their music. They have a comeback every month so you can always look forward to each month and I guarantee you will fall in love!! I wanted to upload an audio file for you guys but Tumblr won’t allow it and I understand. These artists work so hard to make their music and it wouldn’t be fair to them. Enjoy you guys!!

~Ava

P.S: I have gotten some requests for DAY6 and I’m so happy they are getting recognized!! I’m sorry I haven’t been posting them but I want them to be good and I’ve been swamped by physics!!

These are from their new mv

You guys have no idea how hard it was to post this!!! I posted this on the wrong blog at least 3 times and had to re-do it 3 times!!!

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BTS Reacting to Their S/O Being Almost 9 Months Pregnant and Being Insecure

Request by Anon:  BTS reacting to their s/o being almost 9months pregnant & him thinking that she’s even more beautiful because she’s carrying their child??

I love this scenario! Honestly, it was kinda challenging to write something different for each one beacause the boys would love you so much if you're carrying their child and think you are always beautiful so I decided to make it a mix of a dabble and a reaction. I love this reaction so much and giggled the whole time to myself while writing this that my parents had to check up on me three times! Anyways enjoy you guys!

Taehyung: This guy… (sigh). He is the perfect definition of an over worrying expecting father. This guy will follow each step you make thinking even stepping too hard might you and your baby. He would ask you what you’re craving until he will be the reason you lose your appetite. JK ( not Jungkook. See what I did there). Seriously though he will do anything you ask of him and tell you how beautiful you are and that you guys should have more babies to keep that bright glow on your face. (You know he wants to have a lot of kids). You wouldn’t even have the thought of having any insecurities because he will erase them before you even have them (by flowering you with kisses). Overall, this guy is going make an amazing father and a husband. (Is it obvious that he’s my bias?)

Him grabbing your face randomly to show you how much he loves you. 

Jungkook: This guy being the maknae, he will most likely have a child after at least some of his hyungs have their own families. He would take that as an advantage and ask his hyungs everything he has to do while his S/O is pregnant. The rest of BTS who have faced the various mood swings, cravings, and morning sickness will tell him the most important thing was to make sure she still feels beautiful in his eyes. Then he would be like, “But she’s always beautiful to me.” The rest of BTS will be like, “Yeah, but she needs to hear it from you idiot!” He would tell you you’re beautiful at least 10 times a day after that. He would say it to the point you would be creeped out, but he just wants to make sure he does everything right. (This nervous bunny. He acts confident, but we all know him that he’s a cute little bunny on the inside)

When Jimin tells him to never come empty handed when his S/O is craving something, and Taehyung’s like oh yeah I totally forgot about that, and Jungkook is like “wow seriously?”

J-Hope: Another follower. This guy would have a smile plastered on his face the minute he heard you were pregnant with his baby. He would comfort you whenever you have morning sickness and make sure you ate healthily. If you start having any doubts about how you look to him because you have a baby bump? You are in for it. He will go on for at least an hour on how much he loves you no matter how you look. In fact seeing your baby bump makes him fall more in love with you. This sweetheart will make you cry from how much he loves you.

His excited face every time you go get an ultrasound. 

Namjoon: I don’t know why, but I’m picturing him with glasses the whole time (I have a weird interest towards guys with glasses- you know the ones that idols wear a lot). He would be writing some lyrics (about you) as you sigh and rub your belly. At first, he wouldn’t notice, but as you seem to smile less and less as the months went, he would understand that you’re feeling insecure (with the help of the other boys and the internet). I think he would be the most direct about how he feels from all the boys. He would straight out tell you how amazing you are, and he loved the fact that there’s going to be a half Namjoon and half you running around the house. He would then show you the new songs he wrote to serenade you. (I don’t know why but I’m imagining this in a study room)

He looks so good with glasses!

Jin:J I can imagine it. You suddenly not eating because you think it will add to the weight you gained from the baby bump. He would notice immediately because you normally eat his food in one mouthful. You wouldn’t even have to tell him he would just know. He would kneel in front of you, make you face him, and hold your hand. “I love you. Thank you for taking care of our baby. He/she is so lucky to have a wonderful mother, and I’m so lucky to have such a beautiful woman to call mine. Now, what are you craving for? ” He would say it in a way that you wouldn’t feel he said it because he noticed your insecurities, which is even better.

Imagine him doing this while he cooks for you. (I’m cringing, but happy just thinking about it)

Yoongi: He would totally take you to his studio and play music for you and your baby to listen. He would want his baby to know his passion towards music and want his child to share the same passion. If he feels that you feel bad about your pregnant self, he would write songs about how beautiful you are to him no matter what. He would be upset that he thinks that of yourself, especially with your child approaching. Although he’s not a guy that expresses himself externally, he will make sure you know how much he loves you and your unborn child. (This guy… he’s a romantic underneath all that sarcastic layers).

Imagine Tae was your child. (I just love this gif. Yoongi looks like he’s so used this that he gave up being annoyed. Well if you can beat em, smile at their cuteness) 

Jimin: If you’re pregnant with his child, I’m sure your relationship with him would be public. He would want to take walks with you to take a break from life and low-key (more like high-key) show off his wife carrying his child (because you’re so beautiful and he wants others after you to get the hint). You would refuse because you’re self-conscious about your weight and that it would embarrass him. He’d start laughing when he hears that. “You’re kidding me right? I think we need to take you for an eye check up,” he’d lift your chin with one hand and place his other hand on your belly, ”because all I see is a radiant goddess standing in front of me”

His smile (Swoon!!!!). You’re one lucky person if you end up with this fluff ball. 

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I fell in love all over again 😖💕😍

Song : I Would

Artist : DAY6

Album {Single} : Every DAY6 March

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I fell in love. I honestly haven't love a band this much in my whole life!!

How Can I Say by Day6

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BTS Reaction to You Being Passionate About Social Issues

Request from @red-hood-love :BTS and Day6 reaction to you (gf) being really passionate about social issues (like racial issues and feminist things) and ranting alot?

I honestly don’t know if I did this correctly, but I promise the Day6 one will be better. If you want me to redo this. I’ll post another one. Also I’m sorry for posting this a week later than I intended (stupid physics!!). Enjoy!!

Taehyung: I can imagine you ranting on about social issues we have today and he would just smile at you as you kept ranting. If you’re sensitive about the subject, he would comfort you every time you see someone being degraded. He tries his best to support you, but he would have no idea what he’s doing. He would ultimately follow you and encourage to take action pursue your passions.

Suga: He wouldn’t say anything express it physically, but he would be so proud of you. I think that he would actually collaborate with you to write a song to spread the awareness of the social issues you talk to him about. I honestly feel like he would be that type of artist to spread awareness about the world’s issues in his songs. Just imagine you guys in his studio recording the song, and when he’s performing it live he calls you up to tell his fans you were the reason he wrote the song. (Swoon!)

Namjoon: He would join you and help you in anyway he can to support you. I feel like he would use his popularity to help spread the word and tell the world that his girlfriend is an amazing person that cares about the world. He would just show you off. (This puppy of destruction would do anything for you :P)

Jin: He would go to events that highlights these issues with you, and maybe even get you an opportunity for you to host an event (Because he can get everything he wants from his good looks :P)

Imagine you were Namjoon (don’t we all) and at an event. 

Jungkook: The minute you say you want to take action, he will join you. He will go with you to countries in need and volunteer with you. (This would be you guys’ dates) Just seeing you talking about your passions would make you more attractive to him. It will just make him fall more in love with you than he already is.

This is him after a long day of volunteering to build schools in Africa. 

Jimin: He’s going to be a mix to Taehyung and Jungkook. He would love how passionate you are about what you believe and be inspired himself. He normally wouldn’t have given a second thought about these issues before you and I can see him being inspired by you. Everyday he would insist on you to talk to him about and try to come up with solutions. You guys would frequently visit countries in need and volunteer.

The way he looks at you as he listens to you. 

Hobi: I think he’s a strong feminist himself (not that the other boys aren’t). He would support like all the other boys, but I think he would apply equality in gender more in your relationship. He would respect your boundaries as a person, but still somehow clingy and a puppy boyfriend. 

Imagine you’re Taehyung

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Hello! You are an amazing person!! I just wanted to let you know that!! :) and also may I request BTS reacting to their s/o being almost 9months pregnant & him thinking that she's even more beautiful because she's carrying their child?? ♡

OMG! I’m so sorry! I didn’t see this until today, which is like 10 days later. Also are you sure you sent that to me? Cause I just started my blog. If it was for me, thank you, and I will post the request by the end of today.