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I think we needed this.

Shout out to people with Complex Dissociative Disorders (parents edition):

If your parents genuinely changed and improved overtime

If your parents were absent when you were a kid because they were sick / ill / working / otherwise indisposed

If your parents were not your abusers

If your parents would have acted differently if they knew you were being abused

If your parents didn't have the resources or knowledge to help / understand you

If your parents were loving and yet still neglectful

If your parents inadvertently invalidated / didn't believe you, but now do

If your parents weren't your primary caregivers when the abuse happend

If you weren't abused at all and your trauma was medical / environmental / etc

Had emotionally and physically present parents but you still had disorganized attachment with them as a kid because of your delusions / paranoia / etc.

If your parents regret how they treated you

If your parents loved and love you but acted the way they did because of substances / mental illness

If your parents are not completely bad people, or bad people at all

If you still get along with your parents regardless of what they did

If you ever invalidated your own traumatic childhood experiences because your parents were "too nice"

Your trauma is not less valid if you get along with your parents today. Sure, you needed disorganized attachment to your primary caregivers as a kid to develop a CDD. But that can take plenty of formes, and they don't all include your parents being monsters.

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Babyre :( 💭

Lil babyre crawling n babbling . Teething n nursing . Feeding n making the softest smallest lil noises :( soft lil coos n babbles . soft cries n whines :( needing its carer always . Just a tiny dependent little thing :( 🤍 when it reaches its little hand towards its carers finger and its whole hand wraps around one of its carers fingers and its carer just melts :( their hurt full of so much love 🤍

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★⠀⁺⠀about me⠀⸝⠀☁️

﹟⠀names; cloud , vamp

⸝⠀pronouns; they , it , shark

﹟⠀terms; nh , masc , neu

⸝⠀extra; osdd 1b system

★⠀⁺⠀byi & dni⠀⸝⠀🪽

﹟⠀DNI ; basic dni, radqueers , pro endogenic / endogenic neutral / pro nontraumagenic , anti agere / petre

﹟⠀BYI ; not a huge people person but ill do my best to interact , please be patient — we are 18 almost 19 years old , I'd rather not interact with anyone younger than 16 / 17.

★⠀⁺⠀interests⠀⸝⠀💭

﹟⠀my fandoms ; mha , ffvii , sanrio , ffxv , ocs , studio ghibli , loz + lu , vocaloid , synth v , utau & more , just ask

⸝⠀my likes ; sharks , stuffed animals , cavetown , coffeecat12 , uptown-p , shadow the hedgehog , agere

﹟⠀my dislikes ; bugs

★⠀⁺⠀hosts & sign offs⠀⸝⠀🗡

﹟⠀cloud , 21 ; ☁️

﹟⠀vamp , 18 ; 🦋

﹟⠀wild , ageless adult ; 🔇

﹟⠀blurry ; 🐠

★⠀⁺⠀links⠀⸝⠀💤