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I HATE IT HERE

my brain is melting. ALL i can think about is Miguel O’Hara. wtf am i supposed to do now?! my mind has been muddled and i can't think straight. 

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Dear class,

I would like to inform you all that I read and finished beasts of the briar book 1. AND BOY HOWDY! It was fucking marvelous! It was everything I loved in a book but not only that, the main character grew so much throughout the novel!!! Which is something I always wish to see. She was amazing and I hope to be like her. And the love interests?! I can’t even begin with them! They’re all so marvelous in their own right! It feels similar to a court of thorns and roses but even better! The thing I loved about acotar was the love interests and the morally grey character, but honestly I feel like the author of beasts of the briar did it better….DONT COME AT ME THATS JUST MY OPINION!!!!! Idk I truly loved this book and recommend it to all who wish to read something similar to acotar….but also I read acotar in highschool so I have no idea what it feels like to read it as an adult….so my point is! Go and read this bloody fantastic book!!! 🫶🫶🫶🫡🫡🫡🫡

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk,

Strudelzz

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Cat died a while ago :( it was really sad and now Skip might die soon too....i dont think ive ever loved a family this much before. Also that last pic is Skip with Luna (her grandbaby) I’ll upload the family tree too just so that it makes sense. 

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(Dawn of onyx-not really spoilers but if you haven’t read it then maybe don’t read this)

Dear followers of this app,

I am formally writing this statement that a dawn of onyx….kinda sucked? It wasn’t terrible and it was definitely readable HOWEVER I would dare say that the side characters were far more interesting and likeable than the protagonist… this is upsetting for several reasons. One being that I was super excited to start this book (don’t know if it’s a series) and was madly disappointed when the main character didn’t have a lot of definition. NOW! Though I say this u can definitely like it and ignore my post! I just feel that both the love interest and main character felt a little undercooked. BUT THE TENSION BETWEEN MARI AND WHATS HIS FACE?! OH MY! Though, I will say that even that felt out of no where. Kinda like she hit us with a truck from our blind spot. Anywhos that’s my opinion…do what you will with it!

P.s. this is not to deter you from the book! You may very well like it! I didn’t. so it’s up to you if you want to read it.

Sincerely your dearly beloved,

Strudelzz

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Why is Cat just staring at the gate like that? very cat like if i do say so myself! 

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i know this isn’t what i usually post anymore BUT look at the house i built!!!! i love it so much. It’s for my sim called Skip and her cat named Cat. Love them both so much and maybe i’ll post more of the house and their shenanigans...I’m thinking that she’s gonna have a robot as a house mate and just adopt one or two kids...or maybe she’ll have a one night stand and that’s how she’ll have kids...not sure but i’m super excited about it!  Also, that’s Cat in their dragon costume! 

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there is no shame when ur young

I was just remembering that when I was in high school, I would read smutty fanfics in class!!!???? I wonder if anyone would read over my shoulder?? I really hope not hehehehe. Anywhos it was totally worth it tho! 

sincerely smutty,

strudelzz

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Reading, reading, reading

I have been having some trouble diving into stories again...it sucks because its not that i don’t want to read, but more so that my brain is jumping from thing to thing. It’s like my brain doesn’t know what rest is? idk maybe you have felt this before which is why i’m posting this. I would like to know if anyone has any tips on what to do when you can’t focus? Anyhoo, i hope to anyone who reads this has a wonderful and magical day!!!! 

saddened, 

strudelzz

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I’ve been reading the third book in the dreamland billionaires trilogy!!!! It’s so good 😊 I really think this might be my favorite one! I think Lauren Asher does a really good job writing characters and plot. She keeps me so engaged with the story! I genuinely love these characters!!! Idk man I LOVE AND LIVE FOR THIS SERIES!!! But not as much as zodiac academy. No one has my heart as much as blue lance and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I’m literally giggling like a maniac over here thinking about those two. Hehehehhe

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I took a break from reading zodiac academy and read loathe to love you by Ali hazelwood!!!! It was such a good break and what stupendous book! I truly loved it and felt my heart soar with wonder. But now I’m continuing my journey with ZA and loving every second of it! Well except when bad stuff happens in which case I’m crying my eyes out. :( hehehhe

To the love for books!,

Strudelzz

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I’ve tried to communicate to people how being alone hurts me but no one really seems to care :(

lonely people are like nooooo i love the silence i love being by myself and then you ask them how their day has been and they tear up a bit

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I have the incessant urge to twiddle my thumbs and giggle like a maniac when I read blue and lance scenes in ZA. They have my heart twisted and torn!!! Love those bitches 🫶🫶

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Every waking thought I have is consumed by zodiac academy. I’ve even started to have nightmares about it!!???? It’s literally plaguing me not knowing how it’s gonna end! I need peace so I think I’m gonna read a big chunk of my book tomorrow. Omg 😱 wish me luck cus i think it’s probably gonna get worse from here. :-(

Tis the season for getting ur heart sledge hammered,

Strudelzz

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Why is this book so fucking gut-wrenching????!!!!!

hey-ho, 

I've learned a couple of things from the zodiac academy. for one, I could kiss anyone who bares the resemblance to lance Orion and/or Darius acrux. for two, I need a friend like Grus. three I want to talk like Grus. and last but certainly not least, is that I should never underestimate the power of a good book. This series has literally torn me to shreds and assembled me with my heart at the pit of stomach and with tears the size of the ocean. I plan on giving a finagling to these slippery eels for their treasonous words and melodious poetry. I hang in balance of these two authors and I don't think I’d have it any other way. I have still two more books but then after I'm gonna read the spin off series and see what other twisted ways they can puncture my lungs. 

lots of hate/love, 

strudelzz

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I cut my hair yesterday, at a salon not myself hehehe, and Jesus Christ! I look horrible!!! My hair is too fucking short. It doesn’t suit me at all and now I’m not leaving my house so that no one ever sees my stupid fucking hair :-(

Sadly bald 👩‍🦲,

Strudelzz

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My heart has been ripped to shreds

I LITERALLY just finished shadow princess and oh boy howdy do I wanna scream and cry!!! I'm onto the next book but my heart has seemed to leap out of my chest and drag itself into the hell that is zodiac academy. IDK if I've ever experienced such pain while reading. It as if this is all happening to me. And, I'll be honest I love my baby boy Darius but I think I almost had an aneurism with what happens with lance and Darcy. OK well I'm gonna go keep crying and evaluating my sanity after reading this series. 

lots of heartbreak, 

strudelzz