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if ur screwing up ur life cuz u are a perfectionist with major anxiety who procrastinates and spends way too much time on the internet clap ur hands

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ready

its finally time for me to go. finally time to end all the pain. im so sorry. but i have to do this. goodbye

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Suicide?

Locked behind my bedroom door.

I've cried enough, but i wanna cry more.

I put on a smile and make believe.

Today my task is to simply deceive.

They say they worry about be.

But i don't think they really do.

I try to be happy, and to have fun.

But reality i'm close to done.

The scars on my wrist?

i can tell you why but, i'd have to wright a list.

My towel has a big red stain.

That was the night i split a vain. 

My hospital bands line my shelf.

Anymore i feel all by myself.

Constantly wanting a way to die.

And waiting for the day i say goodbye.

But tonight its already getting late.

Tonight i will seal my fate.

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sorry

i know im nothing but a fuck up. And the family and my friends would be better off without me in their lives. The cutting only continues to get worse. I would be better off dead im sorry.

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June 20, 2013

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Me in 5th grade: I will never smoke or drink or do any drugs ever

Me now: I probably wouldn't do meth