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Maybe loneliness is the only company I will ever have.

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Currently 26 y/o. Good to know I only have one year left. 27 club, here I come.

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I wish someone would be proud of me for getting out from bed. But nobody ever is. Because for everyone it's just natural thing you do in the morning. Nobody ever see how much effort I have to put in it.

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I just don't want to exist anymore. I'm just so very lonely. I am so fucking lonely.

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“your trauma doesn’t define you” no actually it does. it dictates every aspect of my shitty life.

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What do y'all know about being in a room full of people but still feeling invisible?cuz I know a lot lol

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keep thinking about not wanting to wake up

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People say it's easier to deal with bpd when you don't have a fp but

i'm empty inside if im not obsessed with someone

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im so scared theyll all leave me

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This made me laugh cuz it's too real.

going insane again over someone who doesn’t care or like me in the slightest

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REAL

I'm always fucking up everything, no matter who I talk to and no matter what I do. I'm sick of this.. Can someone please just bash my head already?

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I'm so tired of being alive

I'm so tired of feeling like this.

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Real.

relapsing is not enough, i need to die.

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what are you even supposed to do when youre angry.  cant scream at anyone cos im not a dick. cant break anything cos i paid money for that. cant rip my hair out cos i need it on my head. literally what now

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Me when I woke up in the hospital instead of not waking up at all..m

„but you survived“ but i didn’t want to lol. i wasn’t supposed to. i hate that i did. i’m angry that i did. i want the pain to go away so badly.

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Can one of you buy me a house.so i can be alone