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Isn’t it strange,when you hide all your darkness and sorrows in a character that is full of love and happiness,depression got the best of me yet I don’t show it

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Any advice to help with art block?

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I don’t think I’ll be loved or visible by anybody at all….i don’t see that day not now nor in the future.

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Audrey Hepburn hair and makeup test shots for Mayerling (1957)

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Its not my fault that no one understood my heart

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You see I have 0 interest in a love story when it’s about a nonchalant boy who plays games,

I want a man to love me and do his rule as a man by making me feel like I’m everything he ever wanted.

Why is this so hard to get? Damnnn

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Why did it end like that

I thought everything was so perfect and going just right

But I was let down

Like always

I alone hope for more

Others get it all easily

Losers have to cry by themselves

Tell me

Why you ended things like that

You left me to drown in blues

But I turned your blues into a beautiful blue sky to fly in

And You flew,became free out of your chains,and left me here stuck on them

And All I do is fixing..

Has someone ever tried to know my heart?

Never

Am I that unloveable?

It seems yes

Or I guess I’m just in the the wrong place

But god never make mistakes

So I’ll wait for what’s coming for me

I mean…there must be someone who will love me….at least one person.

I hope so

But in the meantime

I feel alone

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Please don’t go

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I love april.

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This cannot be real I’m invisible in here and irl,I’m invisible everywhere

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“Good conversation turns me on. A connection between two people, a mental one first.”

— Brian Molko

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You can't go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending.

— C.S. Lewis

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I actually forgot about this app tbh wow

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Life’s fucked up recently like more than it ever was

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