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Fine. I understand.

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it’s genuinely wild how often weak hero gets reduced to "bromance,” like the story is just about a particularly intense friendship and not something far more complicated, far more intimate. this isn't just shippers projecting. this isn't just wishful thinking. you don’t need the director and cast members repeatedly claiming that suho and sieun are each other's first love to interpret that on your own. the narrative already tells you—quietly, devastatingly, and with absolute clarity.

the queer subtext isn’t subtle. it’s not hidden in glances or throwaway lines. it’s built into the structure of their relationship, in every decision they make. suho knew beomseok had tampered with his bike. that wasn’t just bullying; it was a premeditated act of violence. he knew what kind of danger he was walking into when he went to the ring, and he went anyway. alone. outnumbered. no illusions. he knew he could die. but he went. because they hurt sieun. because sieun got hurt for him.

that’s their language. not confession, but action. not sentiment, but sacrifice. die for each other. kill for each other.

and sieun, who had always been defined by his discipline, his detachment, his spotless academic record? he lets himself spiral. he got expelled. stopped eating. stopped sleeping. stopped going to cram school. when he found out suho was in critical condition, he froze in the middle of the street and didn’t move, even with a car speeding toward him. as if life without suho wasn’t a life worth returning to.

he came back from a coma asking for suho, looking for him. suho was already in one because of him. they revolve around each other like twin stars caught in gravity’s pull—self-destructive, unstoppable, and impossibly close. love doesn’t always look like romance, but that doesn’t make it less real. or less queer.

so no, it’s not just a bromance. and if that’s all you see—if you can watch all of that and not feel the weight of what’s being said without words? then i'm sorry, but you’ve missed the entire point.

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thinking about si-eun saying 'yeah, i'm home now' on the phone when he's at the hospital visiting su-ho

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hi. so, i'm back on tumblr after months and posting every single whc post i saved after watching season 2 right as it came out, and... let me tell you before anyone steals my brilliant idea...

juntae + seongje = glasses²

cute little guy + the craziest most obsessed bitch out there = dark romance

j[UN]tae + [S]eongje = SUNGLASSES

sunglasses, guys. they are SUNGLASSES.

yes, i am a genius, i know. i've been calling them that for the past few weeks and my bff @sweetmoonlight7 agrees with me, so...

what do you think? :D

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17. Arcade

october 17 | jegulus | @taylorswiftmicrofic | wc: 286

It's no surprise to anyone that Regulus and his brother had not had a very fun childhood.

In fact, it was common knowledge in their friend group. Due to this his lovely boyfriend had been trying to give him as many "childhood" memories as he could.

They had gone to the pools in summer, ice skating in the winter, apple picking, carved pumpkins, anything that his boyfriend deemed was necessary.

The latest thing on his list was to go to the arcade. Obviously, Regulus wasn't exactly sure what to expect. He had seen them in shows and of course, passed by some on his way to school or work from time to time. However, he had always thought that it would be less...eccentric than what is shown.

Unfortunately, it is not.

Everywhere they passed there were unsupervised kids running around, machines going off, and the distant yells of some kid's parents reminding them not to go too far off.

So yes, this is normally not something he would enjoy.

Normally, he would leave and complain about how bad that was.

Except it wasn't.

Not really.l, because the entire time that he was there James made sure to make him comfortable.

They also ran around like little kids trying to play every game they could. On top of that James made it his mission to win Regulus every single toy they passed by to the point where the mountain of toys was taller than him.

So when they left and James turned around and asked him "How was it" with a splitting smile that threatened to blind him, he could do nothing else but smile back and say it was perfect.

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3. Amber

October 3 - jegulus - @taylorswiftmicrofic - wc: 367

cw: Character death, Grief

Regulus can't remember the day James died.

He can't remember if it was a particularly cold day or not.

Every time he tries to think back- to grasp at any detail, anything he comes out with nothing.

Dora had told him it was his mind playing tricks on him, trying to pretend like that day had never happened.

But even his mind can't keep everything hidden from him.

It's funny, he thinks in a way.

He can't remember what he ate or what he wore, but he can remember James's stupid smile. The way the amber around his eyes shone and Regulus had been certain (like he always was) that he could hear something twinkle.

James always radiated so much light.

Even now, even after being gone.

There were days when Regulus would wake up and have no will to get out of his bed. Every time he could hear a small bright voice in the back of his mind that whispered to him. Letting him know that it was okay, he should get up and keep going.

He's not proud of it but a lot of days he ignores that voice. Pretends it's not there and drowns it out with music or a movie.

Today's one of those days.

Maybe it's pathetic. To be this sad for this long but he can't help it.

Somedays he gets so caught up in what he doesn't remnant that it brings anxieties of what he could go on to forget.

When the years have passed will he not only forget the day but also James? His smile? or maybe his laugh? The way it was always so loud and obnoxious even at things that were not that funny.

Regulus likes to think that maybe it's not so bad he has days like this. Days where he plays out every moment he got to spend with James over and over again.

He thinks it's good because he knows that tomorrow he'll get up and go to their cafe and bring home dinner and listen to the small voice whisper how proud he is of him.

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1. Married

October 1 - jegulus - @taylorswiftmicrofic - wc: 210

Marriage.

The word had never had any real meaning to Regulus.

It wasn't a declaration of love or at the very least happiness. No, most of the time it was a show of power, wealth, and position. Nothing that actually had meaning.

His parents had gotten married young with the only purpose being that of preserving and continuing their pure blood.

Regulus (and his brother) were expected to do the same. To marry someone with enough status and of course a pure-blood heritage to continue on the Black family legacy.

Regulus thought it was stupid.

He would rather never marry over getting married to someone he didn't care about especially just to save face.

Marriage was unnecessary.

For 20 years he continued thinking that way.

Then he met James... or well fell in love with him.

He woke up to see James every morning and fell asleep beside him every night.

And it was perfect. He was perfect and beautiful and all of a sudden getting married didn't seem horrible.

He thought about getting to keep James as his and in turn be James's for the rest of their lives. It was a constant thought in his head.

So he gave in. He went out with Sirius (unfortunately James's best friend) and Pandora and picked out a ring.

It was perfect he thinks and from Sirius's expression his brother thought so too.

Now he just had to figure out how to give it to James but when he thought about that it didn't worry him because he knew James would say yes. He knew that James loved him as much as he loved him and that their idea of marriage was the same now.

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29. confess

September 29 - jegulus - @taylorswiftmicrofic - wc: 210

Regulus wishes he had noticed the change.

It happened gradually he thinks, or hopes.

Maybe it was when he started looking across the great hall expecting, hoping to see him.

Or maybe it was when he noticed soft brown eyes staring back at him.

Although if he is honest with himself it probably started before that.

He wishes he could rule it off as gratitude for taking him and Sirius in, but even that seemed too resentful to signify why.

James was cocky, sarcastic, and honestly very annoying at times. But he was also fun and smart and so so so kind.

Being around James is so energizing. He makes Regulus happy and excited in a way he's sure James hasn't noticed.

If James did notice he hasn't said a word, which Regulus is very thankful for.

He can't imagine how uncomfortable that conversation would be. Having to come to terms with the object of his affection letting him down and then having to spend the summer with him.

Regulus can't help but thank those small mercies. Maybe one day he will confess, when he is sure James likes him back but for now he is happy to just relish in his newfound feelings for now.

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5 things (I love about you) - jegulus - wc: 406

Time and time again James had been asked why he loved Regulus.

What was it about the other boy that made him fall so hard?

It always came to the person's amusement when he described something...not conventionally good...

Sure there are things that anyone would be attracted to. Regulus was intelligent, beautiful, and talented in many things. But those things had never been what first came to his mind (well not always).

No, what first came to his mind was...

1. How grumpy Regulus was. He could listen to the other boy argue for hours. How anything could cause him to shift into a bad mood. Running out of toothpaste at night, his favorite coffee being out of stock, or even how the weather shifted.

2. Then there were his insults. It really shouldn't come as a surprise given his past track record of people he liked but it always caused people to look at him funny. Even if most of the time when Regulus insulted him it did genuinely sound like he had no care for James. But James knew otherwise so it didn't matter.

3. How bratty he was. This one had come as a surprise to James when they first started talking. Although of course, it made sense with him being the youngest in such a prestigious family. Regulus was so unbelievably bratty.

4. How hardworking he was/ How he ignored him. This one came as a surprise to James more than anyone else because with it came long periods of Regulus ignoring him. Surprisingly though James didn't always mind it (emphasis on always). After all, how could he when he looked so good focused on his work or reading his books? Plus even when he wasn't paying attention to him James never felt alone.

5. This leads him to his final point. His presence. Regulus has always had a certain aura that follows him. A lot of people would be intimidated by it but James loves it. He loves that even when they are silent and just sitting next to each other he never feels alone. He loves that on days when he has a bad day he does not have to pretend around Regulus and talk or try and be in a good mood. He loves that through it all Regulus understands him and he doesn't need to show him with words because just being there is enough.

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Autumn Leaves- Jeagulus Microfic - wc 370

Autumn has always been the best season.

This was a truth that Regulus had carried with himself since he was little.

It was the perfect temperature and had the perfect atmosphere. There was always something so comforting about getting up in the morning to the biting cold.

It was comfortable and reliable.

So it came as a surprise when things started falling apart.

When his nights started growing colder and quieter.

Finally, James stopped meeting his eye when they did talk.

It was hard to grasp. He had spent so much time loving James. Thinking that they would last forever. That nothing could bring them down.

Now the longer he held on to him the more he could feel him floating away.

It was selfish of him, he knew that. He just could come out and bring himself to end things. Regulus loved James... even now.

And he desperately wanted James. He wanted to have him back, the version of him that was still in love with Regulus. The one that looked at him and lit up.

Autumn had once been the best season, except now Regulus didn't really know how to get it back.

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to moving forward

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Okay, I've got a lot of asks from people in Gaza/Palenstine asking for support for their families' gofundmes. Here is a list of requests I've received which are said to be vetted.

Please feel free to do your own review, I just feel like I would be remiss to not at least bring attention to the asks I've received:

@amira-world - link 9K euro away from goal.

@hadeelmekki - link 23K euro away from goal

@m0hammed1 - link 16K euros away from goal

@ahmedabuomar - link 28k euro away from goal

@amlanqar - link 43k euro away from goal

@emanzaqoutt - link 20k euro away from goal

@4-zien-yousef - link 10k euro away from goal

@mahmoud0hilles - link 49k euro away from goal

@lenarafat15 - link 27k euro away from goal

a quote from an ask I got from @ahmedabuomar:

“A cup of coffee might give you a moment of pleasure, but its taste fades quickly. ☕️ However, your donation and support create a profound and lasting impact on our lives, easing our suffering and bringing true peace to your heart. ❤️”

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💌 sinegard four doodles from the dragon republic (i miss them)

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Sinegard era!

Side note: what color is the sinegard uniform 😭😭😭 I made them white bc Rin mentions they made her white lore armband out of leftover uniform fabric + white makes the most sense for students?? But I have no idea

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5. Burnt

@jegulus-microfic | july 5: burnt | word count: 214

He knew that James meant nothing by it.

Regulus had spent all his life being spoiled by servants and nannies and even Sirius at times.

So he didn't know how to cook.

or bake.

He knew James didn't mind that he was fine cooking for them because Regulus helped with other things around the house.

So it wasn't like he didn't do anything.

But during their last date, night James joked about Regulus probably burning down their kitchen during James' next trip.

Naturally, this made Regulus want to prove him wrong.

Except...

Well except the fact that he has been home all day trying to cook something.

But everything he tries to make just doesn't turn out correctly.

He thought he would start with something simple.

It's not like he's failed horribly.

But everything he tries tastes just a little wrong.

And now he's over overstimulated sitting with his back against the cabinets of their kitchen contemplating calling James in hopes that he will help him understand where he went wrong.

Maybe he just needs to sleep it off and try again tomorrow.

He's sure that by the time James gets back from his trip, he will be able to come home to a decently made meal.

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2. Doctor

@jegulus-microfic | July 2: Doctor | word count: 271

He shouldn't have come.

In between the crowd of sexy nurses, doctors, witches, and whatever else people were dressed as he had never felt more uncomfortable.

It hadn't really taken much to convince Regulus to come to the party.

Although it had taken a lot to allow himself to be dressed up by Barty and Pandora.

In the end, they compromised (went with whatever those two wanted) and he was sent on his way.

He tried not to look for James.

But he had invited him so eventually he would have to go over and talk to him right?

It was just the nice? thing to do.

Even if when he had voiced the idea to his friends all he had received was a chorus of laughs.

For as much as he tried and succeeded to appear nonchalant and uninterested his friends had always been able to see right through it.

Especially, when he was pretending to not be interested in James.

It wasn't his fault that whenever the other boy was around he would inevitably find his way to him, or that when he was the topic of conversation his interest seemed to show through, least of all that even when he was alone studying his thoughts seemed to wander away into brown hair and gold-rimmed eyes.

It was difficult not to.

Even here in a room full of people, he could zero into where James was with an almost concerning precision.

And if later that night he finally found his way to James and they left together it really couldn't be something he could be blamed for.