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I haven’t been active that much lately cuz smh my head suddenly wanted to recover kind of. I don’t want to recover from my Ed cuz it’s not that easy but lately I’ve been trying to lose weight in a healthy way and that I’m allowed to eat 2 or 3 meals a day but I am still eating healthy. It’s been working like that for me smh cuz rn I just want my body to be toned and nice looking so yeah. The disordered mind just kinda went away like that for now cuz I had a diff goal in mind. It feels good cuz I haven’t binged since and I can’t believe that it just worked that good for me after 4 years with this Ed that I finally made a switch. I know it’s only been like 2 weeks or so but atleast I feel better now, atleast for now lol but yeah I just wanted to share that reason why I’m not active on here anymore.

Love yall xx

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Imagine doing this but with bodychecks to see the progress. Would be pretty cool

I love doing this shit so much

just some old photos of what I had to try this but ill be doing this a lot now hehe

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Omg can i ask how you got to becoming a chef? From your vio you said you're 18 which is awesome that you have that job so young 😯🩷

Well in my family my parents made me cook for the whole family at the age of 8 or smt as I can remember and I had to do that a lot of the time so that kinda made me grow up learning to cook cuz my parents were never home that much so me and my brother had to fix ourselves some food. That’s always been the way I grew up with just me most of the time cooking for my whole family cuz I’m the youngest and they had jobs so yeah that’s that. And then about a year ago my brother and mother decided to take over a restaurant out of nowhere lol so I get to work there now and as a chef cuz I’ve got those cooking skills and I’m not that social to be a waiter lol so yeah that’s kinda it ig. So it’s kind of a family business and it’s quite fun especially with my big brother cuz we’re best friends

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I bought this cheap ab trainer but holy moly you def can feel that shit burn. It’s a bit painful but the pain feels good. I have a feeling this is rly gonna make me atleast less bloated and hopefully remove my pouch belly 😜

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Bodycheck cuz my back is the only part of my body that looks good 🙃

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Apple’s front flash is so bad tbh, but hey bodycheck

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Does anyone maybe have groups to join or wanna be friends in StepUp??

It’s this walking app if u don’t know where u see how much everyone walks and who’s on top with the most steps.

It rly helps to get me back to walking like omg

I hope the link works

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Here’s the recipe:

It’s very simple with only 4 ingredients and for a normal portion it’s 86 cals + your preferred milk. (Those r cals with the things I used)

I love my homemade cereal/granola

Don’t know the exact calories cuz I’m too lazy to count but it is very healthy and tasty tho

If u want the recipe just ask.

I might also try to count how many cals it would be for a portion so maybe I’ll edit and put the cals lol.

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I love my homemade cereal/granola

Don’t know the exact calories cuz I’m too lazy to count but it is very healthy and tasty tho

If u want the recipe just ask.

I might also try to count how many cals it would be for a portion so maybe I’ll edit and put the cals lol.

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Hate having to end this fast today cuz I’m gonna work and I’m a chef cook so I def have to taste things.

I’ll try not to eat anything extra like a meal there cuz my brother who’s the boss gives food for free ofc but I’ll try to resist cuz most of the times I end up binging on all the food in the kitchen and then I feel so sick while working.

I hope I can make it through and not faint or wtv 😜

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Suddenly my hands look skinny, but I’m def not complaining 🤭

Don’t mind the frickles above my lip that look like a mustache 👹

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So bloated and sick from yesterdays munchies.

How can I stop the fucking munchies when high pls tell me

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Probably going to study in a different city so that I can have my own dorm and my fridge will only be filled with Diet Coke and milk for my coffee addiction 😜

Can’t wait to live alone and just starve all the time hell yeahhhh

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I dont need to be skinny for summer. I will be skinny in summer. Cuz my parents will be on vacay and now that I don’t have a gf to see or buy food for I can finally be on my own and starve. I will save money now and be able to buy cute stuff.

Oh yes I will.

U just gotta believe in it and manifest bitchess

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Me and my almond and coffee addiction against the world 🤘

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Back on the starving grind, now that exams r starting.

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Just swagger bodycheck ig