La prochaine Conférence Mondiale des Radiocommunications (CMR-23) porteront notamment sur l’éventuelle réaffectation des bandes de fréquences actuellement utilisées pour diffuser la TNT. La pérennité de cette dernière n’est donc pas assurée au-delà de l’année 2030 et de l’engagement des Etats Européens à la maintenir en activité jusqu’à ce terme.
Faut-il militer pour sa prolongation ? D’un point de vue historique, la TNT aura eu le mérite de faire entrer la télévision dans l’ère de l’audiovisuel élargie
I’m in a battle with myself mentally and I don’t want to be. I’m going to be happy. I’m going to get everything I want. I’m going to grow and okay maybe publishing a three book series based off what I was so sure was my own life story isn’t that bad. Maybe sharing it with another person who chooses to believe it was anything more than a beautiful accident is the tragic love story that solidified for me that I’ve ever even been in love before.
Because I didn’t walk away. The energy transformed and it was because of moments where I wept with someone who I knew was a made up character in my head, and realizing that if he was a real person I’d love him so hard he’d never question himself again.. the way I mourned over the choice of which character to let go of, and couldn’t simply leave that memory behind..
But the books over. I didn’t sell out venues, concerts, stages, multi platinum records. I simply told a story of the pain I experienced, and hoped it would help others like me learn that there is more to life than heartbreak.
Love stories don’t always have a happy ending but fuck have I always tried.
I was toxic for attaching and attaching an image to a face to cope. People are genuinely their own people and I never contemplated what emotional damage I could’ve been doing to what I was so dangerously connected.
Now I know it feels like to be alienated and have your pain broadcasted to the world.
So dear current self:
You’re not hungry. You’re in more emotional pain right now than the last eleven years combined. Conversations with my 13 year old self are blaring but honestly you can’t see that little girl with both pair of glasses. You’re not blind to it, it’s just she’s trapped inside of her pain. (Trapped inside these dreams of mine, just trying to get some peace of mind.)
You have the means to go grocery shopping but you’re too heartbroken to eat.
You did this to yourself. Like Donald said because the internet, mistakes are forever and if we fuck up on this journey, at least we’re together.
If the only way I can find it in my heart to feel enough is by carrying the weight of my heart in your shadow because I’m too dumb to learn how to get over it.
Then I guess I get to experience the entire eleven years of coping and learning and forcing myself to find the only happiness that kept me going in my dark days.
I’m genuinely gutted by my own thoughts and let’s be honest, it’s been eleven years and my heart still aches.
But it’s not about me anymore.
What does it matter anymore. People don’t read this and wonder if they should say something. And that’s exactly how he was so why would I ever expect my brain to conjure up the imagination to just say “okay. I can be fine now.”
I’m never gonna be fine because I constantly fantasize about how if I hadn’t chased after him, and went to twice as many shoes on that tour, I probably would’ve came home carrying joy. But the way I got kicked out of that festival because of some white boy calling a beautiful black woman a “nigger” brought the fighter out in me. No one helped as I was escorted out of that venue but I’m used to walking alone after a serious fight. Not until I get a chance to make things right in any way I know how but I don’t know how. I guess I’m just gonna shut up, mind my own business, and potentially scrap a project that could’ve ideally been another source of irreparable brain damage.
Coming out of retirement to allow my brain the time to create feels like it was a mistake. The wound is so fuckinng fresh it’s like it was yesterday all over again.
Just off the work bench, ACFX 44622, an ACF 2-bay covered hopper from Atlas. Graffiti decals from CMR Products, Gold Medal Models brass walkway, Micro-trains trucks and couplers.
Special thanks to @hbp14 for helping me extract these. These files are adequately scrubbed so if you're good at making models and such off of MRI data, hit me up.
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