#/v/ tan (tk!)

[yallmakemyassitch]

May I have lee!Cancerlord hcs with (from the tickly alphabet list) B, D, G, L, and U?

Bet.

@jav-animations this is all your fault you got me into the fandom (⁠ノ⁠｀⁠Д⁠´⁠)⁠ノ⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

Headcanons ✨

B - How do they react to bondage, do they enjoy it and if yes, what is their favorite pose?

Bondage for him is a difficult topic. While he wants to reduce his enemies, aka lees, to the lowest so they can't defend themselves, he won't rely on merely rope or restraints. Cancerlord is all for a challenge and wants his victim to put up a fight. It's much more fun and gives him a HUGE power trip once he inevitably wins

D - What is their most ticklish spot?

Underarms 100%. He's gonna double over and shriek, so be prepared for some pretty impressive reflexes and all (also known as a fist through the face) Cancerlord doesn't seem to understand the concept of wearing more protection once in a tickle fight but the dumbass doesn't care and just assumes he'll win. Take him off his high horse will ya'?

G - How do they react to gentle tickles?

They annoy the hell out of them; it itches to an infuriating amount and he will do whatever he can to get you off of him. Even while restrained, he will fight to his final breath, well aware you're just toying with him and his spots. Now his reaction is a little different when it comes to his underarms. Thrashing, yes, but with a sort of strained grin going on for him. It's so wide, it might as well be a wolf grinning

L - What does their laughter sound like when they are tickled?

Very hearty and very nice to listen to, albeit guttural and that will only increase the longer/harder you go at him. Somehow, if he's a pile of mush beneath your fingertips, Cancerlord will...scream. His laughter being so damn baritone and loud, it vibrates off your eardrums

U - Do they have some unusual tickle spots? Where?

Right behind the ears and on the palms of his hands. The lightest touches there, especially if it is a light tool such as a feather will make him jump 50 feet

[pastery1]

Hi, its me again, can you this time do UNDEAD tk hc?

Love my previous hc of eden, so if you can i would be glad

Love u 🌹❤️

A/N: Tysm bestie, I kinda like when u guys give me asks since I'm having writer's block. So yh, I will do "Undead".

Enstars Tickle Hcs (Part 9)

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UNDEAD:

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Rei Sakuma:

He's a giant tickle monster when it comes to his little brother, Ristu, but he is extremely ticklish himself. His teammates got him good one time, even his brother helped a little.

"Ugh close my coffin, u pests."

"Not until u come hang w/ us, Rei!" Koga exclaimed.

"Come on u vampire," Karou tried to pull him out of his coffin, but he wouldn't budge.

"U guys r so fucking noisy, let me rest in peace."

"They have a point Rei. Come out and tan. Yk, live a little." Adonis agreed as well.

"Ugh..." Rei tried to roll over on his side, but failed due to little space.

"I actually know what will persuade him to get out of the coffin. Believe it or not ur little brother told me," Koga smirked.

He ran his fingers up from Rei's thighs to his sides, and squeezed them, earning a squeak from the latter. "ACK!! No... Don't..."

"Boys..." Koga motioned to the other two.

"On it," They complied.

They all started scribbling everywhere on the lee's torso, even managing to get his feet from time to time.

"AHAHAHAHAH!!! STOP!"

Ritsu walked past their room, js staring at them. "U should get his knees, that'll make him fold." Then he walked off.

'That damn brat. Oh he will get what's coming for him.'

"His knees, u say?" Adonis did js that and squeezed his knees, "U gonna come chill with us now?!"

"YEHEEHHEEHEHEHEHHEHEHESSSSSSSSS!!! PLEASE ST-STO-STAHAP!!! *Wheezes* Can....CAN'T.... BREATHE!!! *Snorts*"

Rei hates tickling anyone besides his little brother js bc Ritsu is the only one who giggles while being tickled, and it's fucking adorable. Plus he has this whole thing that he hates noisy things, so tickling ANY of his teamates is out of the question. The only time he actually will consider tickling them is when he tickles their least ticklish spot js to make them giggle. It's like music to his ears. He also hates being tickled as well bc he giggles pretty loudly, more like laughter if we're being specific. His death spot is his knees, ofc. He's the second ticklish person out of his group, may I remind u. And everything abt him being ticklish is adorable.

Karou Hakaze:

Him having nightmares and being ticklish is the best thing that ever happened to him. His older brother, Hiroshi, and older sister, Hana, (completely different names, dk they're actual names), would always cheer up the younger when he comes in their room, crying, saying that he had a nightmare.

Karou woke up sweaty and out of breath. He checked the time on his clock and noticed that it was 11:24 pm. He got another terrible dream so he was gonna descretly walk into his older siblings room to see if they're awake.

He quietly knocked on the door to not wake up his parents, with Hiroshi on the other side telling him that he can come in.

He walked in v shyly, like he always looked after having a nightmare, and his older sister noticed this, "Hey, Karou... did u hv another nightmare?"

He nodded his head with a quite, "mhm."

"Alr... come sit by me and we can watch a movie." Hana patted the empty space beside her, as Hiroshi walked over to sit by Karou on Hana's queen size bed."

"What do u wanna watch?" Hana grabbed the remote from Hiroshi.

"Hey!"

"Karou had a nightmare, he can choose what he wants to watch."

"He better be glad I don't hit 6 yr olds," Hiroshi mumbled under his breath, but was still audible for Hana to hear.

"What was that?!" Hana squeezed Hiroshi's side

"*Gasp* Nothing nvm."

"That's what I thought," But then it clicked to his older sister, the thing that always cheered him up.

She quietly squeezed Karou's side earning a squeak from the youngest.

"We know how much u like getting tickled, so do u want us to do it to u?"

Karou looked up at the two, and relaxed, "Yes... please..."

Hana lightly traced Karou's chubby stomach, squishing and playing w/ it.

"Heheheheheh......" Karou giggled.

Hiroshi continued to put on Spongebob so he can watch it while the other two was playing.

Karou leaned more into the touch, giggling his adorable heart away, "Thahahahnks guys..."

"It's no biggie. We'll do anything to make our cute little brother happy." The girl said, continuing to tickle his belly, but sliding up to his neck.

Karou pushed the offending hand away, js to bring it back to his stomach, "Js my... tummy... big sis."

"Oh, sry mb."

The night ended with giggles, and an awful tickle attack on the older brother.

Yes he was 6 yrs old, but he still likes getting tickled. Not necessarily where he asks for them, no, too embarrassing, but he will js instigate a tickle fight amongst his band. He will wreck ur shit if u get tickled by him, unspoken by the other three on his team. His death spot is his neck, obviously, so that's the only place he won't allow u to tickle him. He usually tickles his older brother when he sees them again, but afterwards he gets wrecked like usual, but he secretly doesn't mind it either. His laugh is v melo and chilled, but if u get his neck it's very loud and chaotic.

Koga Oogami:

(I js realized I fucked up his whole personality on Rei's hc, so js bare w/ me on this one.) Koga... Koga.... He's fucking ticklish, the most ticklish may I remind u? He got wrecked once as well, by Karou and Adonis, sometimes Rei if he's feeling it, heck even his roomate tickled him too.

Everyone was chilling in Koga's room, Rei, Karou, Adonis, and Tatsumi. Koga went to go take a shower while the others played mario kart.

"Where is Koga? It's so boring," Karou signed.

"He went to take a shower, dumbass." Tatsumi replied in a hateful tone.

"Watch it."

He later came out, with a towel covering his downstairs, and his exposed abs drenched in water.

Rei was mesmerized by the latter, "Wow, how r u more jacked than me?!"

"I work out dumbass."

Karou went to go slide his finger down the others' abs, ideky...

"Hey! Did I give u permission to touch me?!"

"Sry, Koga, ur abs js felt like steel."

"That's so fucking weird..."

Now that Karou mentioned that, Tatsumi wanted to feel it to, so he squeezed the men's side to see if it felt rock hard, only to be caught out of his trance by a startled yelp.

"CUT IT OUT! U MORONS!!!!"

"I think we have a ticklish person in here~"

"That's ridiculous, everyone in here is ticklish, Tatsumi!"

"Yh, but ur more ticklish, Rei. Karou barely touched ur abs and u js jumped a mile away. I barely squeezed u, and u Squealed!!!"

Adonis and Rei were now staring at a worried boy.

Ofc, Rei wanted no part in it, so he js sat on the bed.

Karou took Koga's arms under his arms, and Adonis and Tatsumi started to tickle his sides and stomach.

"Wow, dude, did u not dry off? Ur soaking wet." Tatsumi asked, sliding a finger around the outlines of his abs.

"Stahahhahap!"

"Wow, u feel so smooth," Adonis squeezed his sides.

"Pleehehehehease, stop guys!"

"Nope we're having fun with u~" Karou cooed.

No matter how much I like this guy as a character, he is a complete dick when it comes to tickling w/ this men. He hates it, like legit. Since he hates anything that's cute, and tickling is considered cute and adorable to most ppl including him, he only tickles ppl when he wants to torture them. Like, wreck their worst spot until they either cave, piss themselves, or pass out. U should run, and run fast, if u find out he's in a ler mood for the wrong reasons. He hates it when other ppl tickle him though, hypocrite. His worst spot is his abs (Ik his abs is like his stomach, but all u gotta do is trace them and he'll be laughing non stop). His laugh is v high pitch and adorable, which is another reason y he hates being tickled, he js doesn't like being called cute.

Adonis Otogari:

Adonis isn't really ticklish anymore. I mean, after he got tickled every hour of every day by his 3 older sisters, he kinda js grew out of it tbh. His sisters r really bummed out abt it too, bc they loved hearing his giggles and laugh. He hated being tickled though, js bc they would constantly do it, tag teaming him, making him look like a fool infront of all his friends, and they basically wouldn't give him enough time to breath, nearly passing out one time. His friends tried tickling him once, but realized he didn't give enough reaction towards it, so they stopped doing so. He would tickle everyone and likes being the ler more than the lee, so he's kinda glad he's not ticklish anymore. He would only tickle u if u ask for it bc he likes making peace and making everyone happy, but u can't be happy if u hate tickling. Though, later on he realized ppl can be v shy or insecure of asking to be tickled, so he will js tickle u, but if u show any signs of hating it he would automatically stop. And, if u like being tickled but can't stand it for a long period of time, he will give u a safeword in case u need it. He js rlly respects ppls boundaries and don't wanna make them uncomftorable. When he was ticklish, his worst spot was his wrists leading up to his palms. And he was more ticklish than Koga, which was not good for anyone who hates being tickled. And his laugh was always bubbly and contagious, Idcy u wouldn't wanna tickle this cute, little, adorable lee.

[giggly-argent]

Can you tell us more about your human OCs? and their weak spots-

P much All of them are just meant to fill basic character archetypes v quickly, so none of them are as developed as the ones I usually draw :0

Descriptions under the cut!

Zahir: mean mean ler. Super snooty n smug rich boy, his bastard energy knows no bounds,, he's not very ticklish, but a couple squeezes to his sides might get him to crack before he turns the tables on ya (I actually posted him once in the Polaris tk pic but as a placeholder ler bc I was feeling Uncreative💕)

Yuki: tomboy failgirl 💜 (she's literally just a version of Gattina but in a different body and less violent sjgnd) 50/50 switch, with her sides n thighs being pretty bad spots

Desc: 5'2, Medium length messy black hair, red eyes, pale skin. Usually wears shades, oversized baggy black tees, and v short shorts

Mori: dumb jock (rude variant) he is a Grade A dickhead but that just makes him better to wreck >:) his underarms are his absolute worst spot

Desc: 6'4, shoulder length kinda messy black hair, green eyes, fair skin. Black muscle tank, grey sweatpants, flip flops, n black choker

Evi: sweet farmer guy!! Very innocent, doesn't do much other than taking care of his animals, but he still ends up getting tickled half to death soo often 🫠 His feet are the worst for him, but honestly he's dreadfully ticklish everywhere

Desc: 5'10, fluffy brown hair, brown eyes, tanned skin. Black denim overalls, white tee underneath, and work boots

Harper (last name I used for him iirc): dumb jock (kind variant). Like just your run of the mill himbo, all beef and heart, minimal brain :') His pecs, ribs, n thighs are all super ticklish!

Desc: 6'0, blond hair with messy bangs (usually in a low ponytail), green eyes, tanned skin. Compression top, gym shorts, and high top sneakers

[youngnrutas]

pronos v E n comas us

Inimaginable, ¿en verdad lo hicimos bien, en verdad todo fue verdadero, en verdad nos extrañamos en un 100? parece serlo, es tan adversativa la confusión, como en 2 compases una canción, 3 obras de baile a 4 pisadas por cada pie, una oración, como gritarte que no cambie y que ya no soy el mismo ser, esencia pura y algo de suturas, tu sonrisa la recuerdo con locura, hace minutos que la vi, pensé en hacerlo cada que la luna me hablaba de ti, meditando hacia el cielo, hablándole a tus cabellos, aguante el abrazarte como el ver un filete y no morderlo, hoy tengo paz, te tengo a ti pero aunque ya nada es igual, hay una sonrisa voraz por sentirte caminar a lado de mi pasar. Tk, ayer, hoy y no dudo que mañana también.

it was a good day, dijiste.

dvy

[whockeywhore]

Captivated feat. Nolan Patrick

“And he gave Madison the last rose but I think he really wanted Emily. The chemistry between them is insane and- are you listening?” 

“Hmm? Yeah. Of course.” Her eyes narrowed before she continued, waxing on about some reality show I couldn’t care less about. 

The music wasn’t loud enough for me to tune her out so I nodded, sipped my beer, and took a look around the room. TK walked in with two girls in tow and waved me over. Grateful for the excuse to leave, I mumbled a quick goodbye to the girl who’d cornered me by the fridge and slipped by her. 

“Hey man, you know Nina.” She leaned close for a quick hug and a kiss on the cheek before stepping aside. “And this is-” 

He stopped and turned to her, waiting for an interjection that never came. She crossed her arms over her chest instead and raised an eyebrow. 

“You forgot already?” 

“No,” He chuckled and shook his head, eyes glassy from drinking. “Didn’t forget.” 

“From the door to the kitchen! It’s what, twenty feet?” 

“I know it! Gimme a minute.” He squinted at her for a moment before snapping his fingers. “Texas!” 

“Nope.” 

“Louuuuuuuusiana!” He drew it out with a grin and she returned her own, turning to look at me. She gave me a wink with the most beautiful hazel eyes I’d ever seen. “Maine?” 

“You’re so close, Travis.” 

“Is it Travis?” 

“Okay, why don’t we go get some water.” Nina wrapped an arm around him and led him away, leaving the two of us alone. I shoved my free hand in my pocket and looked towards the cooler on the island. 

“Can I get you a beer?” 

“That’d be great.” I grabbed two bottles and uncapped both, handing her one as I sipped my own. She shuddered after taking a drink and apologized.  

“Not a fan?” 

“Just haven’t had a drink in a while.” 

“Why not?” She shrugged and took one of the stools under the counter. I snagged the one next to her and leaned back, watching her as she downed another sip. “How do you know Nina?” 

“I renovated her loft back in New York and we kinda hit it off. You?” 

“She’s does media for our team.” 

“So you play hockey?” I nodded and she crossed one leg over the other. “How long have you played?” 

“Long time. Fifteen years or so.” 

“That is a long time.” She finished her beer and sat up to grab another, setting a new bottle in front of me. “You like it?” 

“Love it.” 

“Isn’t it dangerous?” 

“That’s the best part.” The corners of her eyes crinkled when she smiled. “What do you do?” 

“I flip houses.” 

“Really? You must have some strong arms.” 

“Original. I haven’t heard that one in,” she checked her watch and rolled her eyes, “an hour or so. Aren’t you a bit young for dad jokes?” 

We fell into a back and forth, banter sharp enough to cut glass, and an hour later I was hooked. She was sweet and witty and had me wiping at tears in my eyes from laughing so hard as she held her hands on top of mine. 

“You gotta focus.”

“I am!” 

“You’re not.” Her knee was touching the inside of my thigh and that proved to be all-consuming as I lost another round. She shook her head and leaned in even closer as we switched positions. 

“I’m gonna teach you the trick, okay? But you can’t tell anyone.” 

“I won’t.” 

“Promise?” The few inches between our faces gave me an opportunity to really look at her. Her eyes were a brilliant swirl of colors and gold lined her iris, brought out by tan skin and a smattering of freckles. I stole a glance at her full lips, as quick as I could, but she caught me, a blush on her cheeks as she shook her head. “Promise?” 

“I swear.” 

“Good. Now, the key to winning is to distract your opponent any way you can.” She bit down on her bottom lip for a second and smirked. “Anything you can do to shift their focus.” 

“Anything?” 

“Anything.” She drew her elbows in a bit to push her boobs up and I fought to keep my eyes on her but failed miserably. The deep v-neck of her shirt called to me like a Siren and she slapped my hands as soon as I shifted my gaze. I pulled them back and scowled as she downed the rest of her beer. 

“That’s not fair!” 

“I just hope you’re better at hockey than you are at this. If not, Thursday’s gonna suck.” 

“You’re coming to the game on Thursday?” She opened her mouth to answer me but Travis cut her off as he came into the kitchen yelling. He had an empty bottle in his hand and he held it over his head like a trophy as he did a lap around the island. 

“Spin the bottle! Anybody wanna play?” He stopped next to us and raised a brow. “You guys coming?” 

I slid off of my chair and reached out to her, crossing the fingers on my free hand in hopes that she’d say yes. There was a moment of hesitation before she nodded. 

“Yeah, okay.” 

There were eight people around the coffee table, including the two of us, and I weighed my odds. The idea of kissing her swayed my decision and I took an open spot. Travis noticed her and shouted with a grin. 

“New girl! Come sit by me.” He patted the ground and she obliged, wincing as he leaned in. “It’s Travis, right?” 

“Sure.” 

“Alright guys, lady Travis spins first!” She opened her mouth to argue but he wasn’t having it, looking to Nina to goad her on. She finally relented, keeping her eyes on me as she spun. 

It seemed like an eternity before it came to a stop, right between me and the guy next to me. He gave me a sideways glance and scowled as I reached out and pulled it in my direction. 

“That’s cheating!” 

I waved him off as I got to my feet, holding out a hand to help her up and pull her towards the closet. There was a bare bulb over us and she flicked it off as I shut the door behind us. Her cheeks were pink and she rose to her tiptoes, stopping just short of kissing me and furrowing her brow. 

“What?” 

“I don’t know your name.” 

“It’s Nolan.” She said it once before leaning back in but I stopped her this time. “What’s yours?” 

“Georgia.”

[aj521z]

EVERY SINGLE QUESTION! ANSWER THEM NOW K PLZ TKS

(I HATE YOU MA’AM)

1. What is you middle name? - Crackhead

2. How old are you? - apprx 8

3. When is your birthday? - April 7 

4. What is your zodiac sign? - Dumb bitchasaurus 

5. What is your favorite color? - Blue. Like turquoise/aqua 

6. What’s your lucky number? - I have no luck Im gay

7. Do you have any pets? - 2 beautiful fucking dogs that the loml and I die for them immediately and kill everyone to defend them. Also a cat who is a wack boy 

8. Where are you from? - SoCal 

9. How tall are you? - 5′7 

10. What shoe size are you? - 10-11 (lol big feets)

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? - probably like 10 and they’re all converse 

12. What was your last dream about? - sleep paralysis shadow demon(:

13. What talents do you have? - falling for girls who leave me 

14. Are you psychic in any way? - No im an oblivious fucking fool

15. Favorite song? - I have 69420 (two that have a VERY special place in my heart though in memory of my little brother are “Comfortably Numb” by Pink Floyd (his fave song) and “Since I’ve Been Loving You” Led Zeppelin <3 

16. Favorite movie? - oooooofff The Lion King is fave disney. Star wars and LOTR are some of my faves

17. Who would be your ideal partner? - Christen Press (only requirement must love dogs)

18. Do you want children? - Pending, but yes dog children

19. Do you want a church wedding? - LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

20. Are you religious? - yes @tobinheats-me-up​ and I have our own religion, bless JVN

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? - YES YIKE im an injury mess

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? - I got chased by the popo but escaped HAHAHAHHA

23. Have you ever met any celebrities? - Lindsey Horan and CP hello ma’ams

24. Baths or showers? - Showers I dont have time move im gay

25. What color socks are you wearing? - none hahaha

26. Have you ever been famous? - Im famous for being a stupid ass clown

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? - fuck no ( @frankarnstein said “no not even a smol” and im dead)

28. What type of music do you like? - mmmm mostly everything but especially rock (indie, classic, industrial, punk, grunge, folk, all of it)

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? - yes 💀

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? - one to two

31. What position do you usually sleep in? - back or side I toss and turn bc I have anxiety lol

32. How big is your house? - I live here so infinite abyss

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? - usually fruit and eggs

34. Have you ever fired a gun? - yes once at a shooting range

35. Have you ever tried archery? - yes! my aunt actually competes and she taught me hahahha 

36. Favorite clean word? - gay and yikes

37. Favorite swear word? - fuck

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? - 78 hours i hallucinated 

39. Do you have any scars? - too many hahaha physically and emotionally 

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? - soranon (only OGs will remember hahahaha)

41. Are you a good liar? - Depends, but usually no hahahah

42. Are you a good judge of character? - I thought I was but I dont know anymore tbh. Ppl are unpredictable

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? - Yes ask @hvafaenerdette​ I love accents ahahahah

44. Do you have a strong accent? - I’ve been told by internationals that i have a strong american accent but idk ahahaha

45. What is your favorite accent? - Tobin Heath skater girl

46. What is your personality type? - Dumb bitch 

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? - idk like shoes?

48. Can you curl your tongue? - 😏 please

49. Are you an innie or an outie? - why is this a question wtf ahahhaha  

50. Left or right handed? - Right hand, Left foot

51. Are you scared of spiders? - No. Unless they fly down from my fan while I’m trying to play guitar and I’m very drunk and feel attacked

52. Favorite food? - All of it

53. Favorite foreign food? - Everything 

54. Are you a clean or messy person? - depends on my mental state((((((((:

55. Most used phrased? - for fucks sake and dumb bitch probably 

56. Most used word? - clown

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? - 5-10 minutes 

58. Do you have much of an ego? - No, I’m a clown I know my place 

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? - suck I aint tryin to break my teeth lol

60. Do you talk to yourself? - bitch pls ahahahah ofc 

61. Do you sing to yourself? - Yes hahahha

62. Are you a good singer? - Maybe? hahaha

63. Biggest Fear? - Jill Ellis 

64. Are you a gossip? - Nope. I am bearer of all secrets hahahah

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? - Tournament of Nations 2017 USA vs. Brazil

66. Do you like long or short hair? - long on me but I dont care on other people

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? - I cant geography, but think I could get most ahahaha

68. Favorite school subject? - bio

69. Extrovert or Introvert? - Depends who I’m with, but usually introvert unless I fuck w you ahhahaha

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? - Snorkling yes, but not scuba diving

71. What makes you nervous? - WHAT DOESNT LOL

72. Are you scared of the dark? - No 

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? - only if it’s serious 

74. Are you ticklish? - Not really hahaha

75. Have you ever started a rumor? - No 

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? - Yesssss

77. Have you ever drank underage? - Lol do you know me

78. Have you ever done drugs? - 🥦 💨 @tobinheats-me-up

79. Who was your first real crush? - Gwen Stefani I think? ahhahah I love No Doubt

80. How many piercings do you have? - 0

81. Can you roll your Rs? - yes ma’am

82. How fast can you type? - very fast 

83. How fast can you run? - I cant, but I can walk very fast, move bitch im gay

84. What color is your hair? - light brown

85. What color is your eyes? - depends on lighting either blue or green

86. What are you allergic to? - homophobia 

87. Do you keep a journal? - I write songs instead hahaha

88. What do your parents do? - judge my “lifestyle” 

89. Do you like your age? - yes hahahah

90. What makes you angry? - men

91. Do you like your own name? - yes it’s v gay

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? - Christen and Tobin 

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? - ive been laughing at this for a minute a “a boy a girl” 

94. What are you strengths? - being gay

95. What are your weaknesses? - girls

96. How did you get your name? - my parents gave it to me? hahahaha

97. Were your ancestors royalty? - cereally 

98. Do you have any scars? - This hasnt changed but again yes both physically and emotionally (:

99. Color of your bedspread? - blue with anchors bc it’s 

100. Color of your room? - tan and one dark blue wall

[yungcharro]

sabes que estas viviendo un momento muy intenso en tu vida cuando todas las canciones crees que hablan de ti, eso me esta pasando en Barna.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgE4TgXBeYQ

me vine hace algo mas de un mes para rodar una pelicula sin conocer practicamente a nadie en la ciudad y en dos semanas se que me volvere a Madrid con el corazon en un puño, desde que llegue no han parado de pasarme cosas bastante raras, desde un lio tremendo con mi primer alojamiento a plantearme que igual era una buena opcion quedarse a vivir aqui un tiempo. De esto ultimo tienen culpa un numero impar de personas que han echo que mi estancia aqui se convierta en una de las mejores experiencias de mi vida.

es la primera pelicula en la que soy el unico auxiliar y tengo un meritorio a mi cargo, algo a lo que no estoy acostumbrado, bastante tengo con sacar mi trabajo adelante como para pensar en delegar o incluso instruir a otro tipo que no esta muy alejado de mis conocimientos, todo esto habria sido bastante tedioso si este tipo no hubiera sido Alex Miñarro. hacia tiempo que no me encontraba un tio asi, con el que haya podido compartir sin apenas conocernos momentos tan intensos y que solo con un amigo de verdad puedes experimentar. acabara la pelicula y yo habre aprendido mas de ti que tu de mi. miñarro tk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoBr4x-hF_M

una de las cosas “raras” y que normalmente mejor llevo de mi trabajo es entablar relacion con los actores, ya que paso mucho tiempo con ellos. siempre antes de empezar una produccion me gusta buscar todos los actores que estaran en la pelicula y asi “stalkear” de alguna manera para buscar puntos en comun y asi facilitar mi trabajo. no fue dificil con Alex Monner, supe desde el principio que podriamos llegar a tener buena relacion, lo que no sabia es que semanas despues se convertiria en una especie de hermano para mi y que en pocas semanas conseguiramos una complicidad terrible y un amor el uno por el otro tremendo. alex tk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBR2VlbQGz4

yo llevaba muy bien la pelicula en la primera semana de preproduccion, jamas habia estado tan motivado con la ayudantia ni tan centrado en mi trabajo, todo esto se fue a la mierda cuando se incorporo Anna al rodaje. Anna a sido seguramente la cosa mas extrema y loca que me ha pasado en los ultimos años de mi vida, junto a uno de los mejores intercambios que he hecho, por informacion sobre salidas de actores me he llevado una de las personas mas importantes de mi vida. creo que es imposible tener tantas vivencias tan potentes y tan intensas como las que hemos tenido Anna y yo en apenas un mes, se que despedirme de los dos tipos de los que hable arriba va a ser dificil, pero se que despedirme de ti va a ser imposible, anna tk, espero servirte muchos años.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQiri13YoeM

no se que posibilidades hay de irte 2 meses a otra ciudad por curro y volver con 3 amores nuevos, gracias Barna.

[professortennant]

Forgive me if anyone has already asked this, but can you explain what BA Test Kitchen is, exactly, and what platform it's on? It looks so fun but I can't figure out if it's a tv show or a short clip show or if it's fictional or reality TV... I just want the low-down 😉

Okay! No, no one has asked me and I am so glad you did!

BA Test Kitchen is a YouTube channel featuring the food editors/writers of Bon Appetit. It’s non-fiction! Think of it as a dash of instructional cooking videos, a whole lotta chaos and hilarity, and a gigantic heaping pile of personality. 

(If you want instructional, how-to videos to actually learn how to cook something, stick to the From The Test Kitchen videos). 

In a world that’s pretty shitty rn (seriously, the news....Yikes), BA is like a shining beacon of wholesome delight. Everyone is having a good time, even when they’re stressed and panicking. It’s 100% worth your time and effort, even if you’re not super into food media. Just watch for the personalities because you will inevitably identify with some or all of them and cling to them like a baby bird. 

The main editors you are probably seeing around Tumblr are:

Claire Saffitz: Light of my life, actual pastry queen, baking universe opens and bows before her. She’s beautiful and smart and talented and we stan (plz, DM me so we can just talk and swoon about her). Her show is Gourmet Makes, which is an 11-48 minute video (depending on the topic) wherein Claire tries to replicate and/or gourmet-ify junk food. She has a cookbook coming out in Fall 2020. That’s not super relevant to the YouTube videos, I’m just really excited. Claire also has a Baking School series (which only has 1 season rn, but fingers crossed for s2 soon!) This series is great if you want to learn about baking and the science of baking (gluten development!). 

Brad Leone: Probably an actual Golden Retriever trapped in a human’s body, severe ADHD, biggest heart (and hands) in the biz. His show is It’s Alive/It’s Alive: Going Places. His shows focus on foods and drinks and condiments that are fermented or use cultures. The editing on this show is superb and half the fun, the other half being Brad. Just....just Brad. He’s pretty indescribable, so just check him out. In the words of Claire, Brad cares about everyone’s emotional state and is just the best. 

Carla Lalli Music: Actual mom of the kitchen, totally cool, and silly. Her Twitter is pure gold. Her show is Back-to-Back Chef where different celebrities cook back-to-back with her and try and recreate a dish by just following her instructions. She’s a total spitfire and I love her and wish she was my mom (except not really bc i love my mom, sorry Carla). Also has a cookbook out now!! 

Chris Morocco: Supertaster, everyone wants Chris’ approval, knows what he’s about, always has a pencil, spoon, and timer at the ready. V prepared. His show is semi-new and is called...well idk if it has an official name but “Chef Recreates” is what I’m going with. He basically recreates complicated, intricate dishes using only what he can taste, smell, and feel. He’s a legit supertaster so it’s pretty awesome. Chris is like the coolest guy in the kitchen, v laidback and chill and knowledgable. Always smells his food first.

Other notable editors who pop in and out of the kitchen but who don’t have like their own ~show and just guest on the above or do From the Test Kitchen vids (videos with actual recipes):

Gaby Melian: test kitchen manager!!! actual ball of bouncing energy!! she took over for Brad as the TK manager and now rules the kitchen with a smile and an iron fist. always available for tastings and hugs (for claire only).

Molly Baz: actual sunshine. Molly seems to be the pasta queen for some reason. But she’s adorable and fun and shortens her words and loves caesar salad with a passion. Seriously, she got shoes with “cae sal” on them. 

Alex Delany: actually does have a show but it’s like an ‘on the street’ kinda show where he chows down and eats the menu at local NY spots. is the faux enemy of brad (delany!!!). He’s probably a labradoodle trapped in a human body. His instagram game is v strong and his social life exhausts me. if you’re extroverted and love cocktails/wine/beer, this is your man.

Christina Chaey: christina is lowkey new-ish to the vid scene but i love her. she’s very blunt and i could watch her twix commercial reenactment all day. 10/10 bike tan line, too. 

Rick Martinez: another pastry god! i love rick’s baking vids (especially his blackout cake which i just made this past weekend and it was PERFECT) #InRickWeTrust. He ALSO has amazing nails (mostly electric blue nail polish) and has never met a shirt button that he liked.

Andy Baraghani: pretty good at making sure the BATK doesn’t get too.......white. lotta the spiced up, interesting (usually mediterranean) recipes come from andy. he’s kinda the self-identified queen and bitch of the kitchen. i think he calls himself satan at one point. but he’s got fans!

I know I’m missing people, but those are the biggies! There’s another great series, Making Perfect, where all of the main editors come together to make a perfect dish (so far there’s Pizza and Thanksgiving). 

These are all real people who all just have amazing chemistry with each other! They’re clearly (mostly) all friends who have worked together a long time. They’re sometimes harsh and hard on each other, but ultimately are all working to ensure the best possible outcome can be achieved. 

There IS a fandom out there for them here on Tumblr and on Twitter, so snoop around, watch some videos, find your fave editors and go make friends and join the BATK Fandom!

[queeniewriteshockey]

can u pls write about tk tonight (flyers v. devils game) and getting into fights and u take care of him after him getting home and seeing all of his bruises and cuts

When he got home, you knew what to expect. The bruises were still eggplant and plum colored and the cuts were angry. Made worse by the fights he’d had on the ice in the Islander Game. It could have been worse, Nolan had gotten hurt but it wasn’t malicious which meant Travis wasn’t on the ice trying to avenge his best friend. He’d been away two games, both of them hard fought. You’d watched both, grimacing the whole time. He was so much smaller than most on the ice and yet he was one of the biggest scrappers. He contributed to most of the chirps and hard feelings. It really was a wonder he didn’t limp off the ice more often. 

You loved him for it. His larger than life attitude was what drew you to him in the first place. He was a one-man wrecking ball on and off the ice, but sometimes, even the wrecking ball meets a wall it can’t break through. At least not without a few tries. Every now and then the wrecking ball needs a little repair. 

It was clear, from the moment he walked through the door, that he needed a little repair. His touches were light as he held you against him, which told you plenty about the state of his chest and his knuckles were raw. The skin was missing, scraped off by the hits delivered in the fight over Nolan’s injury. It was always for Nolan. 

“You are going to be the death of me,” you tell him with a sigh. 

He just gives you a knowing smile before he drops his bags. “You love me anyway,” he counters and he knows its true. 

“Doesn’t mean you don’t stress me out.” That point doesn’t get challenged because there is no way it could be. “Can I see?”

He smirks and says, “You just wanna get me naked.” He pulls the shirt over his head and misses the roll of your eyes. Normally your response would be dry and filled with snark but it’s cut off by a gasp. 

“Travis,” you say softly, eyes raking over the bruises and the bandages that littered the normally fit and tan chest. 

“I’m fine, babe. Promise.” He drops the shirt to the floor and moves in to hold you. “See, fine.” 

You huff softly has your arms go around his midsection. It lasts only a moment before you’re pulling away and telling him to lay down. You need to change a few of those bandages. You can tell he did them himself... or worse had Nolan do it in the dead of night in their hotel room. Foolish idiots. All so that he could keep playing. 

“Do we get to play nurse?” He asks as he walks over to the couch and lowers himself onto the cushions. 

“We’re going to play coroner if you don’t get your hands to yourself while I take care of you.” 

[nemzetinet]

Megerőszakolták, majd lovakkal tépették szét a szovjetek

Hét évtizeddel a második világháború vége után még szerencsére még élnek emberek, akiknél hitelesebben senki sem tudná elmondani, mit tapasztalhatott egy civil a budai oldalon 1944-45 telén.

(Magyar Nemzet)

Ilyen kortanúra a perbáli Bauerné Palányi Mária, aki tizennégy évesen látta meg a háború legborzalmasabb arcát.

Kilencszáznegyvennégy december 24-én délelőtt, amikor a Budapest körüli szovjet ostromgyűrű már majdnem bezárult, a városlakók szürreális módon karácsonyi bevásárlásaikat intézték. November eleje óta megszokták a közeli ágyúzást, de legalább az angolszász légierő felhagyott a terrorbombázásokkal. A küszöbön álló apokalipszis azonban távolinak tűnt számukra.

Így volt ez a perbáliakkal is. A Lánchíd budai hídfőjétől huszonhat kilométerre, a Zsámbéki-medencében fekvő települést a háború utáni erőszakos „lakosságcseréig” svábok és tótok lakták, mindössze két magát magyarnak és egy zsidónak valló család volt a kivétel. A félig tót, félig sváb családból való Bauer Antalné született Palányi Mária akkor még csak 14 éves volt. Félárvaként anyai nagymamája és bácsikája nevelte, de új családjával élő édesapja és rokonai is mind falubeliek voltak. Kivétel nélkül gazdálkodók, borosgazdák, mesteremberek. Ő ma is Perbálon él lányával, teljes testi és szellemi frissességben. Az ostrom és a kitörés napjaira hetvennégy év távlatából is tökéletes pontossággal emlékszik.

– Szenteste délelőttjén tíz magyar huszár érkezett Szomorról – idézi fel Palányi Mária. – Bevezették lovaikat az istállónkba, ahol ellátták őket, a nagymamám pedig felkarikázott kolbásszal, szalonnával, kenyérrel és lila hagymával, valamint itteni borral kínálta meg a „vitéz urakat”. A valóban úriemberként viselkedő magyar katonák nem akarták összepiszkolni a tiszta szobát, felkérezkedtek a padlásra aludni pár órára, mielőtt szürkületkor továbbindultak Nagykovácsi felé.

Bauerné Palányi Mária 14 évesen volt szemtanúja a februári harcoknak

Az akkor 14 éves Marika felült az egyik katona mögé, elkísérte őket a malomig, ahonnan már csak a hegyen átvezető erdei utat kellett követniük. Visszafelé gyalogolt már, amikor feltűntek a falu határában a szovjetek. Harckocsival elöl, mögötte Katyusákkal (teherautóra szerelt rakétasorozat-vető) érkeztek a Zsámbék felőli úton.

– Ekkor az egyik udvarról két motoros magyar katona farolt ki, pánikszerűen próbáltak menekülni Piliscsaba felé, de az oroszok a harckocsiból tüzet nyitottak rájuk. Mindketten meghaltak, majd utánuk másik kettő is erre a sorsra jutott. Én ijedten szaladtam haza, de kisvártatva bejöttek hozzánk is az oroszok. Két szobánk volt, a nagyobbikból kizavartak minket. Behordták a málhájukat, pokrócaikat. Sokan voltak. Reggel felé hallottam a felnőttektől, mit csináltak mindjárt az első éjjelen.

Sok nő az ablakon kiugorva próbált menekülni, bele a téli éjszakába, isten tudja, hová, de elkapdosták őket. Én vékony, fejletlen kislány voltam még, szerencsére sem engem, sem a nagymamát nem bántották. De ettől kezdve minden este elmentek. Sejtettem, mit csinálnak, ami utólag bizonyossággá is vált. Amíg ott voltak áprilisig, megerőszakolták szinte az összes nőt, aki olyan életkorban volt.

Palányi Máriát még ma is felzaklatják az emlékek. Miközben mesél, kezét tördeli az asztalra terített csipketerítő alatt, majd remegve mutatja meg kevés megmaradt tárgyi emléke közül nagymamája portréját: jellegzetes kendős falusi nénike tekint ránk a fényképről, aki emberségből jelesre vizsgázott – mint megtudjuk később. Ahogy azt is, hogy az asszonyok megbecstelenítésén túl az oroszok a házakat is kifosztották. Náluk osztották el a lopott holmit egymás között.

– Ahogy ott válogatták az összehordott dolgokat, belestem a szobájukba, és felismertem a pap ruháját, meg másokét is. De volt ott mindenféle érték, ezüst, órák, hasonlók. 1945. február 11-én, a kitörés napján este az oroszok bezavartak minket a házba, és ránk parancsoltak, hogy nem jöhetünk ki. Nagy volt a harci készülődés. Nagymama éppen kelesztette a kenyeret a teknőben, másnap reggel vitték volna el a pékhez kisütni, de ezt sem engedték az oroszok, hiába könyörgött, hogy különben tönkremegy!

Éjszaka iszonyú lárma volt. Az ablakon át torkolattüzek, robbanások fényeit láttuk. A falu határában csata bontakozott ki, még másnap is tartott. Éjjel behoztak egy sebesült orosz katonát, aki meglepetésemre magyarul is tudott. A mi szobánkba került, így kikérdeztük. Azt mondta, „nagy baj van”. Tőle tudtuk meg, hogy a nagykovácsi erdőn keresztül és Tinnye felől is özönlenek a kitörni próbáló mieink, akik el akarnak jutni Szomorra, mert ott van az első német alakulat. Éppen nálunk állták útjukat. Éjjel hallottuk, hogy az oroszok rohamoznak: hurrá-hurrá! Utóbb tudtuk meg, hogy Perbálnál csak 16-17 ember jutott át a több ezerből.

Később Palányi Mária megtudta, János bácsikája – akit, német lévén, a Volksbundba soroztak be – szintén Szomorig verekedte át magát valahol. Onnan társával oldalkocsis motoron Sárisápra hajtottak, majd az utolsó percben menekültek Németországig. Ő a budapesti csata szerencsés túlélőinek egyike. A németeknél várta be a háború végét, munkát vállalt, aztán egy év múlva hazatért.

– Perbálon másnap reggel kilenc óra tájban csendesedett el a harc, ekkor kiengedtek a házból. Én csak azt láttam, hogy fönt, a pincesornál volt a németek és a magyarok arcvonala, a másik oldalon, a Szamár-hegyen az oroszoké. A falu határában lévő Békás-patak partja tele volt magyar és német halottakkal, de máshol is feküdtek elesettek, akiket a kertünkből is láthattam. Amint ott nézelődtem letaglózva, láttam, hogy megmozdult az egyik „holttest”. Intett, hogy menjek oda hozzá.

Nyilván sebesült volt, és segítséget kért volna tőlem. Sajnos ezt az integetést egy orosz, aki a ház falát támasztotta, szintén észrevette. Felemelte a puskáját, és messziről belelőtt a sebesültbe. A foglyokat nem kímélték. Volt egy 17-18 éves fiú. Szegénykém, ő csak egy levente volt, ma is emlékszem az arcára. Úgy kínozták, hogy órákon át mezítláb kellett állnia a hóban. Aztán hozzávágták a bakancsát, hogy menjen a többiekkel. Úgy tettek, mintha szabadon engedték volna őket. Futott szegény fiú is minden erejéből a temető felé, ott aztán már várták, és legéppuskázták valamennyit. A temetőben nyugszanak ma is.

Ezek a hadifoglyok még aránylag „olcsón” megúszták azzal, hogy golyót kaptak. Palányi Mária számára a legfelkavaróbb emléket mindmáig annak a fiatal nőnek az esete jelenti, akinek a példája nem egyszerűen idézőjelbe teszi a „népünket felszabadító dicsőséges Vörös Hadseregről” szóló legendákat. Esete ép ésszel egyszerűen felfoghatatlan.

– A csata másnapján feltartott kézzel közeledett egy magyar katonaruhában lévő nő, karján egészségügyi karszalaggal. Azt kiabálta, hogy „nekem jönni kellett!”. Az oroszok elfogták, elvitték a parancsnokukhoz. Ezek után többé nem láttam élve, de harmadnap az utolsó háznál, a patakban ott feküdt a széttépett holtteste, tanúja voltam. Az emberek, akik tudták, mi történt, azt suttogták, hogy rengeteg katona megerőszakolta, majd, hogy ne mondhassa el senkinek, a két bokájára kötöttek egy-egy kötelet, azok végére pedig két lovat. Még élt, amikor a lovakat ellenkező irányba elindították. Rettenetes kínokat élhetett át szegény! Állítom, ezek beteges, kegyetlen, elfajzott emberek voltak!

A többi fiatal nő, akiket az orosz katonák egyszerűen „csak” megerőszakoltak, szintén sok borzalmat élt át. Őket sokszor pincékbe vagy istállókba rángatták be megbecsteleníteni, de sokakat szervezetten vittek az erdőbe. Volt ott egy földbe mélyített állás, oda vitték ki legtöbbjüket Perbálról és a környékbeli falvakból. Két nőt is ismerek, aki teherbe esett, és ki is kellett hordania a gyereket. Az egyikük úgy várta haza a férjét a fogságból, hogy volt egy gyereke egy ismeretlen, aljas férfitól.

A perbáli ütközetben elesett holttestek közül az oroszok csak a sajátjaikat temették el. A magyar és német katonák elhantolását a helybéliekkel végeztették. Többségüket vagy a temetőben helyezték örök nyugalomra, vagy az erdőben, sokukat sehol.

Amikor a harcok végeztével kezdett ocsúdni az élet, a helybeli asszonyok gyalog, vállukon túróval, sajttal és más terménnyel megrakott batyuval indultak Budára, hogy kereskedjenek. A hegyi utakat róva még hónapokkal, sőt évekkel később is botlottak az avarból előbukkanó holttestekbe. Valószínű, hogy a budai hegyek földjében mindmáig százak nyugszanak jelöletlen sírgödrökben.

Megerőszakolták, majd lovakkal tépették szét a szovjetek a Nemzeti.net-en jelent meg,

[yallmakemyassitch]

hai

may i have ler!cancerlord hcs from the tickly alphabet with A, C, E, F, K, and J pls?

Your wish is my command, mon amour (∗˃̶ ᵕ ˂̶∗)

Headcanons ✨

A - What is their aftercare like after a heavy round of tickling?:)

He won't be gentle or soft with you after such an intense session. He'll just leave you on the ground, watching as you regained your breath after such a merciless session. The most he would do for you is squatting down right in front of you, like a dear friend offering advice and complement you for your efforts, giving you a hard pat on the shoulder to congratulate you.

"You suffered a humiliating loss, but I must say, your endurance is quite impressive~ The next time you challenge me to...such a childish activity, be ready. Have a nice day, good sir~"

The guy would shockingly leave you alone, ending it with a sort of ambiguous grin; does he await your rematch or is that just his pride, glad he reduced you to such a level?

C - What are their chances in a chase, both as a lee and ler?

If you happen to be the one targeted, you'd better be a fast runner; Cancerlord would never hold back on a challenge. Initially, when you proposed the idea, the concept made him scoff but he agreed. And boy, he had fun. Cancerlord would allow you to get a headstart, the scariest game of hide and seek you'll ever play. He will prowl around the area, taunting you, growling sinisterly. Cancerlord knows exactly where you are, he just wants to relish in the chase. Once he gets to you however, it might as well be a jumpscare, he would just appear out in the corner of your vision, you won't notice until it's too late. It's game over for you at that point

Cancerlord, being such a powerful man, isn't used to being targeted. So once it's time for the tables to be turned, he would be slightly confused. Does he hide like a coward or does he just wait for an opportunity to ambush you? It's going to be the latter option. You can look up and down everywhere and you'd never find the guy...most of the time. The moment he's caught slipping would be the best opportunity to sneak up on him and ambush him from behind.

E - How do they express their wish to tickle/be tickled?

Being king and all, Cancerlord would beckon one of his many subjects closer, appearing completely innocent with a somewhat innocent smile. It is only when you get a little too close, he strikes, grabbing you quickly and pinning you before absolutely destroying your shit. The little beckon with his finger would be your only warning he wants something more. Worst part about it, he uses it regularly for requesting the most benign of things, so you're never gonna know if he's gonna ask you something completely unrelated or attack you so fast, the wind in your lungs is wiped out.

Cancerlord, when he first heard of the concept of tickling amused him to such a degree, he asked one of his subjects to purposefully tickle him. Lifting his arms to make access to his body easy and quick. That's how he found out his underarms are a very sensitive spot, along with some others. Needless to say, he hates being tickled now.

F - What is their behavior in a tickle fight like?

While prideful as hell, he won't hesitate to play dirty. Headlocks are his strong suit, using his other hand to wreck the shit out the lee, but will occasionally pin them down using his body weight. I wouldn't recommend engaging in a tickle fight with them, he will use every underhand tactic in the book, but if you manage to break apart from him and confront him head-on, he would be very impressed. You guys might as well be actually fighting since the guy likes to throw punches and blast people with his arm guns (what lol).

K - As a ler, do they have special skills to use against their lees and drive them crazy with?

Two things: his analytical teasing and fingers. If the guy has you pinned but as a hand free, he would make the experience unbearable in the worst kind of way. Always speaking of how you react to certain touches, able to read you to a tea. Somehow this guy is able to learn everything about your body with just his fingers, so anything is new to him. Meaning he will never shut the fuck up. Next up is his hands, the guy has strangely hot hands, it won't burn but when they touch bare skin, it leaves a pleasant tingling, so even after he's moved on to a different spot, ghost spiders are roaming and skittering all around.

J - Their absolute favorite thing about tickling?

Power trip, the authority it gives him with such a stupid, childish thing. While Cancerlord would mostly establish this through demonstration of his powers or intimidation, he can't help but feel smug a few wiggling fingers can get someone to beg and plead for their life. Sometimes, the lee will ask for more, confusing and amusing the king, but he won't fulfill this, letting the lee soak up in all their lee-mood. He knows damn well you're thirsty for more, so he'll subtly touch you, adoring the way your face turns red and how you wrap your arms around your sides.

"Such a silly way to tease, is it not?"

[bangtan-translations]

【POPTEEN ENERO 2016】 Entrevista de POPTEEN a BTS

P: ¿Qué les hizo sentir que habían crecido en el 2015?

RM: Cuando ganamos Primer Lugar en el show de música. Pensé “wow~ hemos crecido”.

J: Cuando subí mi cover de canto de ‘Mom’, estaba contento de que le podía agradecer a mis padres a través de mis covers.

SG: Siento que crecemos cada vez que tenemos un concierto. Cada vez me siento diferente.

JH: Cuando estaba componiendo para ‘화양연화 pt. 1’ [The Most Beautiful Moment in Life pt. 1], que salió en Corea.

JM: Creo que mi corazón ha cambiado. No me siento igual de ‘rudo’ que antes.

V: Nuestra presentación mejora.

JK: Pensé que no había crecido, pero revisé mi estatura, ¡y he crecido un centímetro!

P: ¿Quién piensan que es el miembro más activo en 2015?

RM: Jimin. ¡Jimin está recibiendo mucha atención este año!

J: Rap Monster. Él es muy conocido así que ha popularizado el nombre del grupo también.

SG: Rap Monster. Estuvo activo en shows de televisión y parecía ser el más ocupado.

JH: Rap Monster. Lanzó su propio mixtape, tuvo actividades de solista, y también cuidó por el grupo. Está pasando por mucho trabajo fuerte.

JM: Jungkook. Es el más activo en el dormitorio, siempre me está molestando, es divertido.

V: Jimin. Como es el que más brilla en el escenario, está recibiendo mucha atención. ¡Jimin es el más cool!

JK: Rap Monster. Grabó un CF por su cuenta, es el más activo.

P: ¿Cuál es su momento más feliz del 2015?

RM: Cuando ganamos Primer Lugar en el show de música en Corea con ‘I NEED U’.

J: Concierto.

SG: Todos los conciertos. Si tuviera que hablar sobre recuerdos, tomaría años hablar solo de conciertos. (risas)

JH: Cuando ganamos Primer Lugar con ‘I NEED U’. ¡Ganamos Primer Lugar por primera vez así que estábamos verdaderamente felices!

JM: Hay tantos [momentos de 2015] que es difícil escoger uno del cual hablar. [Para mí] La felicidad es cuando estoy en la tarima, cuando estoy jugando con los miembros e incluso cuando estoy comiendo.

V: Por supuesto que fue haber alcanzado el Primer Lugar con ‘I NEED U’.

JK: Cuando hice bungee-jumping para una transmisión. Lo hice de noche, estaba demasiado oscuro para ver… es una pena… (risas)

P: ¿Cuáles son sus noticias personales más grandes de 2015?

RM: El lanzamiento de mi mixtape ‘RM’ en marzo. ¡Espero que todos puedan escucharlo!

J: No tuve que retomar ninguna prueba de la universidad. ¡Es grandioso! (aplaude)

SG: Haber ganado Primer Lugar con ‘I NEED U’ fue la noticia personal más grande.

JH: La noticia más grande es que fuimos escogidos como el ‘Mejor acto’ para los MTV EMA 2015.

JM: Perdí mis abdominales. Desaparecieron completamente así que ahora tengo una pancita linda (risas).

V: Primer Lugar con ‘I NEED U’.

JK: Ahora tenemos un lugar para componer [canciones] en el dormitorio. Cuando quiero componer me puedo sumergir en él, así que son noticias personales.

P: ¿Con qué están obsesionados en 2015?

RM: He tenido muchas actividades de solista este año por lo tanto me pregunto, “¿cómo puedo hacerlo bien por mi cuenta?”

J: A mí me gustan los juegos de TV.

SG: Mueblería. Cuando nos mudamos de dormitorio compramos algo de mueblería y el sofá es mi favorito. El diseño es muy bonito.

JH: Baile. Este año volveré a mi propósito original e indagaré en el baile.

JM: Encontrar un pasatiempo. Todavía no he encontrado uno.

V: Yo estoy coleccionando zapatos.

JK: Hacer covers de las canciones de otros artistas. En estos momentos, mi canción favorita es ‘I’m in Love’ de Ra.D.

P: ¿Cuál es el momento más memorable cuando están interactuando con las fans en 2015?

RM: Cuando ganamos Primer Lugar con ‘I NEED U’ y las fans alrededor del mundo celebraron y lloraron con nosotros.

J: Solía no poder mirar a las chicas a los ojos durante las promociones de ‘I NEED U’ pero quise arreglar eso así que me desafié [a superarlo]. ¡Ahora puedo mirarlas a los ojos por más de 3 segundos!

SG: Conocer a las fans durante los conciertos son los momentos más memorables.

JH: Interactuar con ellas por las redes sociales fue divertido.

JM: Al interactuar con las fans sentí que había muchas fans genuinas.

V: Cuando tenemos conciertos.

JK: Cuando recomendé canciones por redes sociales y la reacción no fue tan buena como esperaba… (risas)

P: ¿Cuál es su lista de tareas para el 2015?

RM: Hay muchos shows de música grandes en Corea; quiero que ganemos Primer Lugar en cada uno. Esa es nuestra tarea.

J: Aprender idiomas y dominar la guitarra. ¡Le estoy pidiendo a Jungkook que me enseña ya que él es bueno tocándola!

SG: Terminar los conciertos de arena en Japón sin incidentes.

JH: Lo mismo que Suga - 화양연화 en la tarima.

JM: Practicar el baile y canto, también quiero jugar baloncesto y que viajar junto a los miembros… ¡Hay tantas cosas que quiero hacer!

V: Tener mi licencia...

JK: Yo también quiero tener mi licencia de conducir. ¡Esa es mi meta para el próximo año!

P1: ¿Cuál es tu canción favorita de BTS?

P2: Si tuvieras que hacer tu propia caja empacada [bento?], ¿qué plato de comida tendrías?

P3: ¿Cuál es tu pasatiempo?

P4: ¿Qué 3 cosas llevarías a una isla desierta?

P5: ¿Cuál es tu color favorito?

P6: ¿Cuál es una palabra o frase japonesa que has aprendido recientemente?

P7: ¿Cuáles son las palabras o emoticons que más usas cuando hablas por mensajes?

P8: ¿Cuál es tu outfit diario?

P9: Si pudieras tener un superpoder, ¿cuál sería?

P10: ¿Qué sería algo esencial para quedarte en un hotel?

RAP MONSTER 1994.9.12 /181cm /Tipo de Sangre: A

R1: ‘I NEED U’. Creo que todos escogerán esta. R2: Carne (cualquier tipo de carne está bien), vegetales, un maduro y caqui suave. R3: Comprar ropa y leer libros. R4: iPad, cargador y agua. R5: Negro. R6: Lo que J-Hope dijo horita, いなりずし (bolas de arroz frito de Tofu). ¡Lo memoricé! R7: ‘으하하’ (eujaja). Lo uso a menudo. R8: Hay un estilo de moda llamado 다크호야, ese es mi estilo. (ropa oscura/negra?) R9: Quisiera ser invisible. ¿Qué haría si fuera invisible? ¡Eso es un secreto! (risas) R10: Una Notebook (computadora) para componer.

JIN 1992.12.4/179cm/Tipo de Sangre: O

R1: ‘I NEED U’. R2: Langosta, costillas estofadas y pollo picante sazonado... R3: Empecé a tocar la guitarra hace unos días. Es un poco frustrante… (risas) ¡Quiero poder tocarla! R4: Jungkook, un supermercado y una estufa de gas. R5: Azul y rosa claro. R6: Aprendí あがりました de mi profesor de japonés. Lo puedes usar para expresar que has “terminado”. R7: Tengo un hábito de poner el nombre de la persona, dejar una rayita y luego, escribir el mensaje. R8: A mí me gustan las camisetas grandes. Me gusta la ropa holgada. R9: El poder del fuego porque me gusta el personaje de ‘One Piece’. R10: iPod, consolas de juegos de TV.

SUGA 1993.3.09/176cm/Tipo de Sangre: O

R1: ‘I NEED U’. R2: Arroz integral, carne y sushi. R3: Baloncesto, lo juego desde que era estudiante. R4: Un teléfono con señales, agua y un helicóptero para escapar. R5: Negro. R6: Llamé a nuestras fans, ARMY網(web/net) pero luego me enteré que ARMY en japonés significa 그물(net). (risas) R7: ㅇㅇ (ung-ung). Es una abreviación de ‘Ok entiendo’, ‘sí’. R8: Moda brava. Me gusta la ropa como los jeans rasgados. R9: Teletransportación. R10: Notebook, ¡es esencial para quedarte en un hotel!

J-HOPE 1994.2.18/177cm/Tipo de Sangre: A

R1: ‘I NEED U’. R2: Bolas de arroz frito de Tofu, kimchi y jamón. R3: Colecciono figuras. Me gusta Bearbrick y otros. R4: ARMYs, comida y agua. R5: Recientemente me gusta el azul celeste. R6: “あがりました” (terminado). ¡Lo acabo de aprender así que quiero usarla! R7: Hay emoticons de BTS así que los uso muchísimo, también ‘@_@’ porque se parece a mí. R8: Depende de mi ánimo. Hace un tiempo, me gustaba mucho la ropa colorida, pero ahora me gusta la ropa sencilla. R9: El superpoder de convertirme en una persona diferente. ¡Quiero ser una persona cool! R10: El cable para conectar la Notebook a la TV.

JIMIN 1995.10.13/175cm/Tipo de Sangre: A

R1: ‘I NEED U’. R2: Mondongo de cerdo, arroz frito de kimchi y gimbap. R3: El ciclismo es un pequeño pasatiempo. R4: Un acompañante (para charlar), un cuchillo y comida. R5: Me gustaba el negro y el rojo, pero en estos días me gusta el amarillo, el anaranjado, el morado… ¡No puedo escoger! R6: Antes no sabía la palabra “涙” (lágrimas), por lo tanto usaba “目水” (agua de ojos). (risas) R7: ‘오이야'. Es satoori (dialecto) de Busan para cuando entiendes lo que la otra persona está diciendo. R8: No tengo un estilo en específico así que siempre pruebo [los estilos] sin rumbo. R9: Viaje en el tiempo. Quiero volver a mis días en la escuela. R10: Ropa, adaptadores de enchufes y una taza de ramen. ¡Es importante!

V 1995.30.12/178cm/Tipo de Sangre: AB

R1: ‘Dope’. Es la canción más divertida. R2: Salchicha, kimchi y arroz blanco. R3: Me gusta conducir. Cuando era niño, me encantaban los juguetes eléctricos como los autos y las motocicletas. R4: Comida, comida y una cobija. Escribí arroz dos veces así que puedo comer mucho, ¿cierto? (risas) R5: Negro, blanco, gris, rojo. R6: 場所 (localización), 海外 (al extranjero), 涙 (lágrimas). R7: 빠세. Es una palabra recién creada, tiene el mismo significado que 파이팅 (Fighting). R8: Estilo dandy. Me gusta mucho usar accesorios que me vean lucir más masculino. R9: Quiero tener el poder de mover los objetos. R10: Notebook, audífonos, teléfono. ¡Puedo escuchar mucha música!

JUNGKOOK 1997.9.1/177cm/Tipo de Sangre: A

R1: ‘I NEED U’. R2: Pollo sazonado, carne de pato ahumada, y cerdo agridulce. R3: Hacer covers de las canciones de varios artistas. R4: Comida, lanzas para protegerme, y amigos. R5: Negro, blanco, me gustan los colores acromáticos R6: ‘ハタチ’ (20 años de edad). ¡Tengo 20 años! Es broma (risas). R7: La carita feliz ‘:)’. Si giras tu cabeza hacia el lado es una carita feliz~. R8: Moda negra y simple. O una camisa XXL con unas botas. R9: El superpoder para poder hacer todo, que no haya nada que no puedo hacer, quiero ese superpoder. Primero… ¡haré una billetera con ese superpoder! R10: Teléfono. Para escuchar música o usar las redes sociales. ¡Si no tuviera un teléfono sería muy inconveniente!

Esp. Trad: TK

Eng. Trad:kimmy-trans

[sanoelove]

oh baia baia que buena oferta 7u7 XD ok no y gasterro io quiero mi p+to abrazo exigo mi abrazo >:v// *corta los hilos mirandolo*

Gasterro: tks no te rindes tan facilmente *saca su gaster blaster*

[chischan]

Vài suy ngẫm về Sailor Cosmos

Nhân dịp đọc được 1 bài viết khá hay phân tích về nhân vật Sailor Cosmos trong Bishoujo Senshi SailorMoon, mình đã dành cả 1 đêm thức trắng để suy nghĩ phân tích các thể loại bla bleo rồi lăn khò ra ngủ :v nhưng bù lại là nhờ vậy mà mình đã phần nào tháo gỡ được cái khúc mắc vẫn luôn đeo đẳng suốt 10 năm nay về nhân vật này =))

Sailor Cosmos, nói sao đây ta. Lần đầu tiên mình gặp nhân vật này là hồi xem tập cuối bộ truyện Thủy Thủ Mặt Trăng vào năm học lớp 4. Cũng như bao người khác, mình vẫn luôn tưởng Chibi Chibi - hiện thân của Sailor Cosmos khi đến gặp Sailor Moon, là cháu nội cháu ngoại của Neo Queen Serenity hay gì đấy, nói chung là có gia phả với nhau. Cho đến khúc ẻm trở về hình dạng thực là Sailor Cosmos - Thủy Thủ Vũ Trụ (SC) và tự xưng mình là hình thái tối cao của Thủy thủ Mặt Trăng (SM) trong tương lai (???). Với bộ não mang trình độ logic của 1 con bé tiểu học lúc đó thì mình đã cảm thấy vô cùng khó hiểu, ko phải hình thái cuối cùng của SM là Neo Queen Serenity rồi sao? Mà Neo Queen Serenity ko phải là Nữ hoàng Mặt Trăng đó sao? Làm nữ hoàng rồi thì còn phải mặc váy ngắn đi biến hình làm chi nữa vậy? Hay là chị này (SC) là tiến hóa từ Eternal SailorMoon mà thành? Ủa nhưng mà nếu vậy thì tiếp theo phải làm Nữ hoàng Vũ trụ hay gì đó hoành tá tràng hơn chứ sao lại chỉ làm Nữ hoàng mặt trăng? Eh vậy rút cục là xao hông hiểu gì hếtttt~~~~

Nôm na thì cái logic của mình hồi đó có thể được hiểu theo cái diagram như sau:

Đấy thì là thế. Hồi đó mình chưa có coi những bộ kiểu như Mahou shoujo Madoka Magica này nọ đâu nên là thể loại mahou shoujo trong mắt mình nó vẫn còn hường lắm.Với đầu óc của 1 đứa tiểu học thì dù có đem màu bi kịch trét lên mặt nó thì cũng sẽ bị vô hiệu hóa bởi 2 cái đít chai màu hường mà thôi. Mà thật, đêm qua sau khi nằm suy nghĩ chán chê mình mới chợt nhận ra, thật ra Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon không hề thắm thị như mình tưởng. Bi kịch len lỏi trong từng chi tiết của bộ truyện nhưng đã hoàn toàn bị ánh hào quang che lấp mất. Bây giờ mà liệt kê ra thì dài lắm nên mình chỉ tóm tắt thế này, những chi tiết như Princess Serenity tự vẫn, rồi cả Moon Kingdom bị hủy diệt vốn dĩ nó đã chẳng vui vẻ gì. Nếu như trong Madoka các cô gái chấp nhận trở thành mahou shoujo để đánh đổi 1 điều ước, thì ở đây họ trở thành chiến binh hoàn toàn là do vận mệnh sắp đặt, không hề có 1 sự đổi chác gì ở đây cả, việc họ chấp nhận trở thành chiến binh thủy thủ, đánh đổi cuộc sống yên bình và thậm chí là mạng sống của mình để chiến đấu lại được xem là nghiễm nhiên, vậy xem như là cho và không nhận lại được gì. Okay đừng xem thường cái cuộc sống yên bình của bạn nhé, nếu bỗng 1 ngày mình bị bắt phải đi làm mahou shoujo liều mạng không ăn lương cái kiểu này thì cho mình kiếu, mình chả ham cái năng lực bắn magic chíu chíu ngầu lòi đấy để làm gì đâu, mình quý cái mạng của mình hơn. Thế, thì ý mình là, đây chẳng phải là bi kịch đó sao? Phải chiến đấu và sống 1 cuộc sống được định sẵn như 1 lẽ nghiễm nhiên, bạn có từng thắc mắc có bao giờ họ đã nghĩ “Giá mình đừng phải là chiến binh thủy thủ thì tốt hơn.” chưa? Mình cam đoan là có, nhưng vì mục tiêu lớn mà họ phải gạt cái suy nghĩ đó ra khỏi đầu để ko bị phân tâm khi chiến đấu. Tại sao? Vì khi mọi người cũng đang cố hết sức chiến đấu thì suy nghĩ như vậy chẳng phải là quá ích kỷ hay sao? Và nếu như họ ko làm thì sẽ không một ai khác làm cả. 

Quay trở về vấn đề chính là SC, bản thân nhân vật này cũng là cả 1 tấn bi kịch bị ánh hào quang vùi lấp.

Cô ấy đến từ tương lai, để tìm kiếm sức mạnh trong quá khứ của cô ấy. Cô ấy là người chiến binh huyền thoại, là thứ ánh sáng hy vọng vĩnh cửu. Đối mặt với vũ trụ được cai trị bởi cái chết và sự huỷ diệt, người chiến binh đó đã chạy trốn trong đau đớn và sợ hãi: “Mất đi những người bạn quý báu đó rồi thì tôi còn chiến đấu vì ai?“

Nói chung sau khi đọc bài viết đã nêu ở trên thì mình hiểu nôm na thế này, cho phép mình đề cập đến 1 vấn đề hơi hack não là dòng thời gian và vòng luân hồi vô đây để tiện giải thích, mà thật ra khái niệm không gian và thời gian trong bộ này vốn đã chẳng phải là vấn đề đơn giản: Mỗi tinh chủng (star seed) đều được sinh ra và mất đi theo chu kỳ vòng luân hồi đã được định sẵn, mỗi 1 vòng luân hồi được xem như 1 cuộc đời của ngôi sao đó. Để đảm bảo cho sự cân bằng của 1 chu kỳ luân hồi thì Cauldron - nơi các vì sao sinh ra và tắt đi sẽ đảm nhận nhiệm vụ sản sinh và phân loại các ngôi sao thành 2 thái cực Ánh sáng và Bóng tối. Hai thái cực này đối lập nhau sẽ tạo ra sự cân bằng cho quá trình luân hồi.

Ở đây mình muốn bàn về chu kỳ luân hồi của Usagi để giải thích cho sự tồn tại của SC. Theo manga thì SC là ‘hình thái tối cao của SM trong tương lai’. Mình xin nhấn mạnh tương lai ở đây không phải là tương lai sau hay trước khi trở thành Neo Queen Serenity, mà là tương lai ở chu kỳ luân hồi tiếp theo. Nói theo ngôn ngữ thông thường thì là tương lai ở kiếp sau của cô ấy. 

Cụ thể hơn, thì manga Bishoujo Senshi SailorMoon đã đề cập đến ít nhất là 3 chu kỳ luân hồi của Usagi:

- Chu kỳ I: Khi cô còn là Princess Serenity tại Moon Kingdom, đem lòng yêu vị hoàng tử Endymion của Trái Đất và kết thúc cuộc tình trong tấn bi kịch là cái chết của cả 2 và sự diệt vong của cả vương quốc.

- Chu kỳ II: Đây là chu kỳ mà manga Bishoujo Senshi SailorMoon xoay quanh. Cô không còn là công chúa Serenity của Moon Kingdom mà là Usagi Tsukino của Nhật Bản. Vận mệnh đã sắp xếp để cô trở thành Sailor Moon, chiến đấu bên cạnh những đồng đội và người cô yêu thương từ kiếp trước. Tại chu kỳ này, cô đã tiến hóa từ Sailor Moon thành Super Sailor Moon, rồi Eternal Sailor Moon và cuối cùng là Neo Queen Serenity. Mốc thời gian của chu kỳ này khá dài (từ TK 20 đến TK 30), nhưng nhờ sự cân bằng của vòng luân hồi đã được định sẵn mà chu kỳ này cũng phải kết thúc, bằng cách nào thì mình ko biết, có thể là nhờ sự ra đời của một thế hệ những ngôi sao mới mà các ngôi sao cũ phải tắt đi, hay là do 1 biến cố nào đó, cái này thì phải đi hỏi Takeuchi-sensei =)) *Edit: Mình vừa suy nghĩ xong và ko chắc là chu kỳ thứ 2 này có phải là kết thúc sau thời kỳ Neo Queen Serenity ko? Hay là đã kết thúc sau khi cô đã hoàn tất quá trình Eternal Sailormoon nữa :o Nhưng theo mình nghĩ là chu kỳ này kéo dài đến hết thời của Neo Queen vì thật ra King Endymyon đã đưa ra lý giải cho việc này từ trước, tuy ko rõ ràng.

- Chu kỳ III: Vào chu kỳ này, cô vẫn tiếp tục sống cuộc đời đã được định sẵn là một chiến binh thủy thủ, chiến đấu bên cạnh đồng đội và người thương yêu (là các chiến binh Inner, Outer gì đó, những người này vẫn tiếp tục ở bên cô là vì họ có chung 1 chu kỳ luân hồi, và do cái duyên đã được định sẵn). Nhưng lần này có thể cô đã không còn là SM nữa, mà là một chiến binh thủy thủ với danh hiệu gì đấy (again, cái này thì phải đi hỏi Takeuchi-sensei). Trải qua bao phen thăng trầm để tiến hóa lên thành SC. Nhưng đây là vấn đề của cô ấy cứ ko còn là của Usagi Tsukino, SM hay công chúa/nữ hoàng Serenity nữa. Vậy nên chu kỳ III này là 1 câu chuyện hoàn toàn khác của 1 cô gái hoàn toàn khác, cô ấy không phải là Princess Serenity, không phải Usagi Tsukino hay là SailorMoon, cũng không phải là Neo Queen Serenity. Cô ấy là Sailor Cosmos.

Vì sao mình lại nói nhân vật SC là 1 tấn bi kịch? Theo như manga, SC trở về quá khứ, tức chu kỳ luân hồi trước của mình nhằm mục đích sửa chữa sai lầm của mình là đã ko phá hủy Cauldron - nơi cư ngụ của Chaos. Theo như lời cô kể thì những người thân yêu, bạn bè đồng đội của cô đều đã bị Chaos cướp mất, và cô ấy đang đau đớn khổ tâm tột cùng: “Mất đi những người bạn quý báu đó rồi thì tôi còn chiến đấu vì ai?”. 

Thế thì, Usagi (tạm gọi thế này nhé) ở chu kỳ III đã bị cuốn vào cuộc chiến với Chaos cùng những đồng đội của mình. Ở đây nếu bạn để ý 1 chút về tạo hình của SC thì sẽ thấy trên chiếc váy của cô là những vệt đủ màu sắc cùng hướng vào 1 ngôi sao. Theo giả thuyết của mình, do 1 biến cố nào đó mà cô đã hấp thụ tinh chủng của tất cả các ngôi sao trong Thái Dương Hệ, và có khi cả Vũ trụ một cách không mong muốn để trở thành Sailor Cosmos. Tuy nhiên, cuộc chiến với Chaos vẫn chưa kết thúc, nhưng SC đã bị nỗi đau mất mát giày vò quá sức chịu đựng. Cô dù là SC nắm giữ quyền năng của Vũ Trụ nhưng lại không thể hồi sinh được những người thân yêu - vì đó vốn là năng lực của Cauldron. Cô chợt nhớ lại thuở trước đã từng chiến đấu chống lại Chaos tại nơi ấy với thân phận là Eternal SailorMoon, rồi tự hỏi liệu ngày ấy quyết định ko phá hủy Cauldron có phải là sai lầm hay không. Nghĩ mãi nghĩ mãi vẫn không có câu trả lời, cô quyết định vượt dòng thời gian quay về khoảng luân hồi trước để tìm đáp án.

Logic của toàn bộ vấn đề trên có thể được hiểu theo diagram như sau:

“ Khi nào tôi lạc lối, khi nào tôi đau đớn, tôi đều nhớ cả. Trận chiến ở ngay đây. Ngay tại chính nơi này. Nếu tôi phá huỷ nó, có khi nào nỗi đau này, cuộc chiến này sẽ kết thúc? Sau khi hối hận rất nhiều lần, tôi quyết định tới đây, để đưa ra một lựa chọn đúng đắn. ”

“ Tôi ở đây, đã vô cùng đơn độc. Luôn luôn đau khổ. Vậy nên tôi đã luôn bên cạnh cô ấy, hỗ trợ cô ấy. Tôi tới để giúp cô ấy đưa ra một quyết định hợp lý…”

Tuy nhiên, vì cuộc chiến giữa Ánh sáng và Bóng tối là không hồi kết. Cuộc chiến đó phải luôn được diễn ra để duy trì sự cân bằng cho quá trình luân hồi, nên như mình đã nói, việc các chiến binh thủy thủ được sinh ra với trách nhiệm phải chiến đấu là lẽ đương nhiên bởi nó là yếu tố cần thiết để duy trì sự cân bằng ấy. Nên dù có đau khổ, có đơn độc, có trải qua bao nhiêu quá trình luân hồi đi nữa thì SC cũng vẫn tồn tại vĩnh viễn với thời gian, cô là người nắm giữ sức mạnh của Vũ Trụ, là hiện thân của Ánh sáng, và nghĩa vụ của cô là phải chiến đấu chống lại Bóng tối để bảo vệ trật tự ấy. 

Đơn độc. Vĩnh viễn.  

Đến 1 lúc nào đó, trong cô sẽ chẳng còn lưu lại bao nhiêu ký ức về quá khứ, về các khoảng luân hồi trước của mình. Cô sẽ chỉ nhớ mang máng rằng mình đã từng có bạn bè, có đồng đội, rằng mình cũng từng yêu một ai đó, rằng mình đã từng vô cùng hạnh phúc, Thế nhưng, tất cả những ký ức đó sẽ chỉ như một làn khói nhạt nhòa chực tan biến khỏi tâm trí mà thôi. Thời gian vốn dĩ tàn khốc mà. 

Đến đây, bạn đã thấy được cái bi kịch mà mình nói chưa?

Vậy nên, khi ngộ ra được những điều trên, mình cũng đã nhận ra rằng Madoka ko phải là bộ Mahou Shoujo đầu tiên khai thác cái concept nhức não này. Chỉ là nó phơi bày 1 cách chân thực rõ ràng hơn so với cái kiểu cứ úp úp mở mở đầy “tinh tế” của Takeuchi-sensei mà thôi =)) Nhưng cũng nhờ việc đã xem Madoka mà mình mới có được kiến thức nền về cái khái niệm hack não này. Nếu bàn thêm về vấn đề nhân vật chính biến thành thực thể có khả năng tái tạo lại trật tự thế giới (như trong Mirai Nikki và Madoka), thì lại có thể đẻ ra thêm 1 giả thuyết nữa còn khủng khiếp hơn. Lỡ như, chỉ là lỡ như thôi nhá, ngay từ đầu SM ở chu kỳ II đã chính là SC từ tương lai quay về, thay vì chấp nhận thì lại muốn trốn tránh hiện thực nên đã tự xóa đi ký ức bản thân để làm lại từ đầu, nhưng đến cuối cùng vẫn quyết định ko phá hủy Cauldron, và kết quả chỉ là lặp đi lặp lại tấn bi kịch của chính mình 1 cách vô vọng mà thôi. (Fan Mirai Nikki điểm danh :v )

Mà mấy bạn còn nhớ trong Mahou shoujo Madoka Magica, vì Homura quay ngược thời gian cả trăm lần để cứu Madoka nên kết cục là Madoka ở vòng luân hồi cuối cùng lại được sở hữu sức mạnh vô song ko? Mình thấy bên đây cũng có khái niệm tương tự ấy. Này nhé, sau khi kết thúc chu kỳ I, vì muốn sửa chữa hậu quả từ sai lầm trong quá khứ mà các chiến binh thủy thủ đã phải thức tỉnh ở chu kỳ II, để đánh thức công chúa và sức mạnh pha lê ảo ảnh, và xuyên suốt chu kỳ II (và cả I), nhiệm vụ của họ cũng chỉ có 1: là bảo vệ công chúa cùng viên pha lê ảo ảnh. Chưa kể quá trình luân hồi của Usagi từ trước khi bắt đầu chu kỳ II đã bị can thiệp khá nhiều: thay vì để nó diễn ra tự nhiên theo quy luật của Cauldron, thì Nữ hoàng Serenity (tức mẹ của công chúa Serenity) lại chủ động đem tinh chủng của cô gieo xuống Trái Đất để đầu thai làm Usagi Tsukino. Thêm nữa là chính SM đã vượt thời gian trong phạm vi chu kỳ luân hồi II (trong arc Black Moon clan), và trong thân phận SC vượt ra khỏi cả phạm vi chu kỳ III nhằm mục đích thay đổi vận mệnh của mình. Những sự can thiệp vào quá trình luân hồi của Usagi như trên, từ ngữ nhân gian ng ta hay gọi là “nợ”, hẳn các bạn đã nghe câu “Có duyên gặp nhau thì ắt phải có nợ từ trước.” Vậy nên, những cái “nợ” đó, trải qua các quá trình luân hồi đã chồng chất lên nhau, và kết quả là sự ra đời của SC. Đây chính là kết cục mà cô phải nhận lấy vì đã vô tình “nợ” quá nhiều. Trớ trêu thay bản thân cô lại là ng góp phần tạo nên tấn bi kịch của chính mình.

Bày đặt phân tích lảm nhảm vầy thôi chứ thật sự ra thì cái mớ ở trên cũng chỉ là suy diễn của mình, đúng dc bao nhiêu thì phải chờ official confirm mới biết dc =)) dù gì thì mình cũng rất thích cái concept cũng như kiểu nhân vật như thế này ~ sau khi tự thẩm xong thì mình càng thích SC hơn nữa XD hy vọng 1 ngày nào đó sensei hoặc các producer sẽ đủ siêng năng để làm 1 cái spin-off về cuộc đời của SC ;w; chắc chắn sẽ dc các fan ( trong đó có mình) mong chờ lắm ~