#@/anzs-stuff

[cvnt4him]

I love how everyone draws deku differently. I love seeing people with like exotic looks for deku like, [it makes me feel better ab not know how to draw his hair]

Shout out to all my exotic deku drawers

And my favourite person ever, anzie she draws izuku so mf good

[lengthofropes]

A scene where Eddie comes to pick Buck up for whatever activity they’ve been planning to do (watch a game or what else), but the traffic was light enough for him to come over for a good 30 minutes early. so when he knocks the door, first he hears some indecipherable noises and then Buck’s face appears in a very much narrow door opening gap, so he can only see a half of it (very much flushed btw).

- heyy Eddie, you’re uh, you’re early

- hey man. yeah, the traffic was light. and I figured-

- yeah, yeah but uh- but we agreed on 7:30, and now it’s only 7

And Eddie’s eyebrows start to rise slowly, cause Buck is just… being weird?

- hey, you okay?

- yeah I’m fine, fine. It’s just you’re earl-

He’s interrupted with Tommy’s hand on his shoulder, who’s face appears silently in the doorframe behind him and just- looks at Eddie. Expression absolutely blank, like, zero emotions at all, he just looks and says nothing.

It goes for seconds before wheels in Eddie’s head finally start turning in the right direction and the clears his throat with:

- uh, yeah. I’m- i’m gonna go grab some coffee then.

and Tommy just closes the door.

[zetterbabe]

Closest to the pin, Hockey Edition 🎯

[anzling]

hi, i’m anz! i’m a minor, and i go by he/him (though any are accepted)! i draw, write, n do a buncha other stuff! just here ta have fun and make some friends n mutuals 👍 i ont bite, so don’t be afraid to interact with me—it’s always welcome! asks are always open for anything (requests, comments, questions, general asks, etc.), and please DM me if ya ever need ta speak to me! tagging me in things is also welcome! i love talking and interacting :) some tags i have for this blog are:

#anz draws — my art #anz writes — my writing #anz answers — my asks #anz does other stuff — anything else that i do that isn’t art or writing

also, i won’t be reblogging anything on this account; this account will be only for my own posts! i do have a sideblog that does reblog stuff, though, which is listed at the end of this post! :)

my main interest currently is yakuza, but i also like a bunch of other things and have a bunch of side interests! there’s way too many to list here, but i may occasionally post or reblog things related to my other interests!

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* if i interact with anyone that falls under anything in this list here, please let me know!

art-related (visual and non-visual):

★﴿ please do not repost, take credit for, or train ai off of my art! ★﴿ using my art as inspiration or making something based upon my art is absolutely welcome! if you want to, you can tag me in it; id love to see! ★﴿ using my art as pfps, banners, etc. is allowed as long as you provide credit! ★﴿ if you wish to use my art for something that i have not covered here, contact me and ask me for my permission!

SIDEBLOG ﴿ @anzlurks AO3 ﴿ anzling

[trinityysantos]

nhlnetwork putting out the worst top 50 list every year is actually so funny to me

[shawtylex09]

⋆˙⟡ Nightmares. Teacher!Izuku Midoriya x Gn!Reader ⟡⋆˙

Warnings; spoilers, smoking mentions, swearing, death.

Masterlist.

Enjoy ✮˚.⋆

🌸🥀

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“Sensei!”

“Deku!!”

“Help!!”

“Help us! Please!!”

“Deku! Deku sensei! Help!”

“Deku!!”

!

Izuku bolted up right in bed, panting heavily, his stomach churning. His heart was pounding in his chest like a drum.

He was shaking, his hands trembling as he looked down at the scars wrapped around his fingers, palm, and wrist, a reminder of the hell he’d put his body through.

Izuku’s eyes then landed on the gold ring on his left ring finger. A band identical to yours. He looked over at your sleeping face, frowning as he reached over and ran his fingers through your hair.

How could he protect you if he couldn’t even protect himself?

His nightmare was reoccurring, occasionally he’d be thrust into a burning UA campus, looking around as villains raided the campus, just like back at the USJ.

Izuku would watch as his coworkers and students were mercilessly slaughtered, all callinf out for him to do something, to be a hero.

But he couldn’t.

He was powerless now.

He shook his head and sighed, peeling himself from the warm sheets next to you, to get up and walk over to his jacket that was hanging on his desk chair. He grabbed out a pack of cigarettes and his lighter before walking to the balcony of your shared apartment.

He walked out onto the balcony, trying to be as quietly as possible, leaving the door open for the breeze.

Izuku took a cigarette from the pack and grabbed his lighter, cupping his hand around the end, and lighting it.

He took a few little puffs from it, before taking a proper drag.

It was gross. He felt gross smoking. But he saw Aizawa do it, and the older man said it worked to relieve stress, Izuku tried it, and got hooked.

Izuku let out a slow breath, looking out over the city. What was he gonna do if his students were put in danger? He couldn’t stop a villain without a quirk..

Guilt and anxiety swirled in his chest, before he felt warm arms wrap around him from behind.

He leaned back against you, feeling you gently place your face in his hair.

You would have reprimanded him for smoking, worried about your sweet husband..but in that moment, Izuku didn’t need a lecture, he needed someone there for him.

Neither of you said anything, not like anything even needed to be said anyway.

You simply held him and allowed the scent of his cigarette to slowly drift around the two of you as the city below sparkled with life.

Izuku didn’t know if the nightmares were going to get better, but when he felt you gently kiss his cheek, he knew that you’d be there to support him, like you were now.

Mentions; @candiiee @cvnt4him @anzs-stuff

[candiiee]

GUYS DO YOU HAVE ANY GOOD IZUKU X READER FICS IM STARVING

@cvnt4him @dokidokidraft @vonabel @anzs-stuff

yo I swear I'm working on my fics I just need to inhale some izuku cocaine real quick

[pigeonbksimp]

Hiiiiiii I'm alive !!! Have !punk- @anzs-stuff (there isn't a cuz, ure just pretty and fun to draw) and different vers of Katsu, my boy ♡

Idk if I should tag for trad drawings, but im not doing it for now

Uptade of my sickness: I'm still sick lol, but I went to the doctor and turns out I have a pretty bad bronchitis, and now I have special, very disgusting pills, but I'm in fact finally getting better, so, we better guys

[Divider credits to @sisterlucifergraphics]

[skijumpingf1]

Are you flirting with me? (D.Prevc x B. Østvold)

Happy to report that I am finally done with my Domen and Benjamin fic. In my head this was supposed to be way funnier but apparently, I am not that good at writing funny. Also, this was the first time I tried to write third person so I am sorry if somethings feel odd. This is set in Oberstdorf 2025 and features an oblivious Domen, a flirty Benjamin and a hint of desperate team Slovenia.

Wordcount: 4529

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Something always feels magical before the first ski flying weekend of the year. At least it feels like that for Domen. Ski flying is in his blood. No matter how bad he is at ski jumping, ski flying will always work and this time his form isn’t even that bad. The city of Oberstdorf is already buzzing when the Slovenian team arrives with their buses and Domen tries to soak up as much of this atmosphere as he can. He can’t help the smile appearing on his face when he sees a few fans outside his window. “God, I hate how happy you are when we are at a ski flying hill. Makes me miss grumpy Domen.”, Timi states when he catches a glimpse of his teammates face. Domen just shrugs. “As if you aren’t as excited as me.”, Domen counters. He could see the shimmer in his Timis eyes. Those two are rarely on the same page about something but the love for ski flying is something they both share.

Anze is the first to hop out of the car when they arrive at the hill. Domen follows his teammate and is greeted by a cold gush of wind and a pretty blue sky. Almost perfect ski flying conditions. It’s still relative relaxed at the hill. They are one of the first teams to arrive and its only Friday so there is no big media run anyway. “I think Timi is more excited that his girlfriend is here this weekend.” Their oldest teammate wiggles his eyebrows. Domen can’t help the giggle that escapes him. Lovro behind him bursts out laughing. But it is Domen who gets a slap against his arm from Timi. “Ouch!” “Ups, my bad.” Timi puts on an innocent face. “Anze said it not me.” Domen’s teammate just shrugged. He rolls his eyes. Sometimes he hates Timi. He could count on him, sure. If he had an emergency Timi would be the second person in team, after Anze of course, he would call. But sometimes, like now, he would like to throw him in the ditch.

“You are all just jealous that my girlfriend is here or that I even have a girlfriend.”, Timi states and puts on a beanie. The last words are directed in his and Roks direction. Domen ignores the comment like he always does and goes to the trunk to get his stuff. “I think Domen is very jealous. Right Domen?” Lovro appears next to him and smirks. Internally Domen adds Lovros name to the list of people he hates. He turns around out to counter Lovros comment since it is totally baseless. He likes being single. For the most part at least. But before he can answer, Domen spots something more exciting behind his teammate. Or should he say someone? The Norwegians just arrived and a friendly face smiles at him. Thank God. Someone who doesn’t annoy him. Benjamin Østvold closes the distance between the Norwegian and Slovenian busses with a few large steps. “Hello there.”, he announces himself. Domen lays a hand around Benjamins bicep and drags him away from the bus. The Norwegian follows him perplexed. “You are a life saver. My teammates are horrible today.” Lovro snorts loudly somewhere behind them. “I am just concerned that you are alone. We don’t want you to end up as a spinster.”, Domen’s teammate almost screams. Would he be thrown out of the team if he slaps Lovro? And Timi for that matter?

Benji raises an eyebrow at his friend, when they reach the ski jumping village and Domen lets go of his friend. “What was that about?” “Nothing important. Just annoying teammates and you are a good excuse to escape them.”  For a second Domen thinks that maybe it wasn’t a good idea to drag Benjamin with him. His stuff appeared to be still in the Norwegian car and now he has to go back to get it. The thought leaves his head as soon as he looks in Benjis blue and understanding eyes. “Glad I could help. I can be your knight in shining armour any time.”, Benji winks und grins playfully at him. Domen can’t help but blush. “Thank you but I hope it won’t be necessary.” Strong emphasis on hope. That his teammates annoy him is a constant in Domen’s life. He looks up to his friend who still has a teasing grin on his lips. Benjamin takes a step forward and lays a hand on Domen’s shoulder borderline to bis neck. With everyone else Domen would find this strange, but Benji is a touchy guy. He likes hugging or having a hand on the back. So, Domen doesn’t acknowledge it. “In what hotel are you guys staying? Maybe we are lucky and can get Dinner together.”, the Norwegian asks. Benji is so close and it’s so cold in Oberstdorf that Domen can feel his breaths on his face.

Before Domen can answer, they get interrupted. “Thank you for getting my stuff, Artti. You are the best.”, Artti Aigros sarcastic voice appears out of nowhere. He shoves a bag into Benjamins hands who let’s go off Domen. “Yes, Artti you are the best.”, Benjamin grins to his teammate. There is a quick pat on Arttis shoulder from Benji. See Benjamin really is a touchy guy, Domen thinks to himself. “I hope I didn’t interrupt something?” “No, no. I just had to flee my teammates. So, nothing new.”, Domen answers the Estonian. He lets his eyes scan over his surroundings. No Slovenians in sight. His teammates already disappeared in their cabin. Shit he totally missed this. Rob will be pissed that he is late again. He shoots an apologising look to the Norwegian. “I am late, so I probably should get going. Was nice to see you again.” “See you around, Domen.”, Benjamin replies and puts on his signature grin again.

Turns out that the Norwegian team and his team are indeed staying at the same hotel, Domen realizes when he steps out of the elevator with Lovro, Anze and Rok. Benjamin and Kristoffer are standing in the hotel lobby with one of their coaches. “Great now you are going to leave us too.”, Lovro comments when he spots Domen’s gaze on his Norwegian friend. “No, no. Seems like he is busy.” Domen looks at his friend with a raised eyebrow. For a short moment he considers going over there to ask Benji about dinner. It was his idea to get dinner after all. But the conversation looks important, so the Slovene decides against it. “Also, I am not a traitor like Timi.”, he smirks at Lovro who laughs and begins to walk into the dining hall. Their teammate has a date with his girlfriend and left the hotel about an hour ago. Not really dramatic except for Lovro.

“I can’t believe Timi is getting a good steak while we have to eat this shit.”, Anze complaints when he and Domen get back to the buffet. Domen snorts and sits down next to Lovro. “You could have gone out too. We are here every year and every time the food is gross.” That’s why Domen has opted for rice with vegetables and no meat. “You could have warned me. I would definitely have gone out if I knew.”, Rok complaints and stares disgusted at his food. He took the chicken. A mistake from Domen’s experience. “Fine then we are going out tomorrow.”, Domen sighs and shakes his head. Why are they behaving like he is their leader today? Anze sits literally next to him. “And here I was thinking I could invite you on a Date tomorrow.”, a teasing voice appears behind him. Domen turns around to find Benji standing behind him with his signature grin on his face. The Norwegian places a hand on the back of Domens chair. He wears one of the Norwegian thin team jackets which snaps perfectly around Benjamins body, Domen notices. “If you want, you can join us. The food here is hideous.”, speaks Domen and looks up at his friend. Anze next to him can’t help but chuckle. “What?”, he turns around to face his teammate. The older just shakes his head. “Nothing.” Domen raises an eyebrow. “Nothing?” Anze shakes his head. Now Lovro is the one to laugh and Domen changes to his other side but not without giving Benji an annoyed glance on the way. “It’s just that you didn’t even ask us. Maybe we want to prepare super-secret tactics.” “Not that you are not welcome, Benjamin. Of course, you can join us.”, slides Anze into Lovros explanation. Domen didn’t even think about the fact that maybe his teammates wouldn’t want to have dinner with Benjamin. Why wouldn’t they? Benji is a great guy. He focuses on the man leaning on his chair again. Benji still has a smirk on his face. “Great than you, your teammates and I have a date tomorrow.”, he winks into Domen’s direction.

Later that evening, he and Lovro are laying in their bed. Domen is glad that he can share with Lovro this weekend. Timi would be spilling too much info about his date and Anze would spend half of the night talking to his wife. Lovro is calmly on his phone, like usual, and Domen has a book in his hand. Its late and they should probably head to bed considering there is a day full of ski flying ahead, but Domen can’t put the book down. He barely notices when his teammates shifts so that he is facing him. “Domen.”, he hears a whisper. With a sigh Domen closes the book. He turns to face his teammate, who has his head propped up in his hand. “What?” Lovros face changes from curious to nervous. “Nothing.” Domen can’t help but roll his eyes. “Not again. Just spill it.” “Have you ever been in love?” He expected everything but that. What an strange question? They rarely speak deeper about their personal life. Sure, he knows how wonderful Timis girlfriend is, but he doesn’t know if they ever fight or have problems with their age gap. Lovro tells him about date ideas he has but never tells him how they go.

“How on earth did you get idea to ask me that?” Domen raises an eyebrow and watches his teammate run a hand through his blonde hair. “You never talk about relationship stuff. I don’t even know if you do hook ups or if you are secretly in a long-term relationship.” The truth is Domen never tells something about his love life because there is nothing to tell. He is focused on getting the shape back he had when he was a teenager and that takes a lot of time. It’s not like he never did something. When he still was in school, he experimented a bit with a few cute boys and girls. When he was frustrated after a competition once, he hooked up with a guy in Oslo but that is it.

“Just a few crushes.”, he answers the question honestly. When he freshly got into the world cup, he had a crush on Daniel-André Tande, but he never made a move. “And do you have a crush right now?” Domen snorts. “Nope.” Lovro raises an eyebrow. “Really? Nobody you find interesting?” For a second the image of Benjamin comes to his mind, but he shakes his head. Benji is just a friend who is flirty. Of course, Domen enjoys the attention but that’s it. “Can we go to bed now?”, Domen changes the subject before the blonde can press further. Without waiting for an answer, he turns the light off.

Domen can’t help but look around when he enters the German woods for a quick warm up jog. He hasn’t spotted any Norwegians today which seems odd. Normally they are more than punctal at the hill. Hopefully nothing bad has happened, Domen thinks to himself. The buzzing atmosphere of the hill disappears more with every step he takes into the forest. Lovros question from last night still lingers around in his mind. Was it bad that he hasn’t been in love before? Not really at least. He is 25 already. When he was younger, he always imagined having a partner by now but somehow his priorities shifted. Maybe he should be more open towards the idea of meeting someone. He is on the go a lot. He meets new people. But he never considers if they would be a good fit for him.

Domen comes to a halt at a clearing. He looks up in the blue sky. It’s a beautiful day today, maybe a bit cold. No cloud is around, and he can tell that the sky is getting darker already due to nearing sunset. Weirdly the colour of the sky seems familiar to him. “Here you are!”, he hears a voice behind him. Domen lowers his head and spins around. Benjamin removes his headphones and stops his jog. “Everything alright?”, the Norwegian asks when he comes to a halt next to Domen, who nods. “Everything is perfect. Excited to get a good meal today.” Domen can’t help but make a note to the planned dinner tonight or planned Date as Benji said it. Benjamin smiles lightly at him. “Me too. Good idea from you to leave the hotel. I just wish we were alone.”, he says while running a hand through his hair. Domen is never sure if his hair is brown or dark blonde. In this light, it appears more blondish. “Next time. Rok will never forgive me if I uninvite him.” “I take you word for it. Willingen then? Or is that too full? Maybe Japan?” He loves that about Benji. Benji always takes action. A breeze blows Domen’s hair in his face. “Japan would be cool. The food there is great. I –“ Domen gets interrupted when Benjamin gently brushes the strand of hair out his face. His fingers glide lightly over his temple and Domen can’t help the shiver. “Oh, are you cold? We can try cuddling to warm you up.” The Slovene is too stunt to speak because that seems crazy even for Benjamin. When he doesn’t answer, his friend wraps his arms around. Benjamins smell surrounds him all of the sudden and he can’t help but breath in deep when he hugs the Norwegian back. It feels odd and at the same time it doesn’t. Its Benjamin and him, everything they do feels strangely good. Even when it’s a pointless hug, because he isn’t really cold, in the German woods. Benjamin pulls Domen even closer if its possible and rubs gently over his back. “Better?”, he whispers against Domen’s ear, who can just nod. Benji chuckles and Domen can feel the vibration in his body. As if he just understood what is happening and how close they really are, Domen’s heart begins to race, and his face gets warm. Before Domen can say anything, Benjamin lets him go. A hand still lays on Domens side, though. He misses the heat from the Norwegian instantly. “We should do this more often.” What is that supposed to mean? Domen can feel Benjamins observing gaze on him, waiting for a reaction. But Domen doesn’t know how to react.

He gets saved by the ringing of his phone. “Sorry, I have to take this.” His voice feels raspy. He steps away from Benji, who still looks at him with that damn understanding face. As if he knew that he caused confusion. Domen doesn’t even look at his phone to see who is calling him when he answers. “Hello?” “Hello to you too. I just wanted to wish you safe flights today.”, Cene speaks. Another odd thing to add to the list of things that happened today. His brother normally never calls him. Well not never but rarely. “Okay thank you?” He can hear a chuckle from Benji next to him. “Who is that?” Apparently Benjamins laugh was audible over the phone. “Benjamin.” Cene pauses for a second and mumbles something quietly, which Domen can’t grasp. The Norwegian’s gaze is still on him, and it makes him nervous. So nervous that he doesn’t even ask what his brother meant. “Alright than have fun with Benjamin.” His brother sounds amused. Another thing that confusing him right now. First the whole Lovro questioning him, then the hug thing, then the call from Cene and now this answer. It feels like he is missing something. Something big that everyone around him has figured out already. Domen doesn’t get to say something back to his brother. Cene already hung up.

 A look at this phone tells him that he should be already back in the cabin. “Fuck. We are going to be late.”, he says in Benjis direction. Benjamin snaps out of comforting look or what ever and curses. In unison both of them start to jog back into the direction of the hill. Neither fully warmed up. When they reach the village, they nod to each other and disappear in their respective cabins. Lovro is already on his way up the hill, which makes Domen even more nervous. Even Timi is already starting to change. “I was a minute away from being worried.”, the younger one says. “Forgot the time.” Domen slips in his suit and grabs his back. The rest can be done in the waiting area or in the lift up. “I can tell. Did you have fun in the woods?” “What?” The hug with Benjamin comes to his mind again. The way the scent of the Norwegian surrounded him. Timi rolls his eyes. “Just go Domen.”

The smile on his face doesn’t disappear. He finished 3rd. His first podium of the season. Timi finished first but Domen is too pleased with himself to be jealous. They are already back in the hotel, getting ready to go out for Diner. Well, Domen is getting ready while Lovro is sitting on their bed and playing on his phone. “I think I will go to the lobby and wait for the others.”, his roommate says and gets up. “I will be down in five minutes.” In Domens opinion his hair looks extra messy after using the helmet. A bit more time to fix it, is just necessary. “I hope so. The reservation is in 15 minutes.” With that Lovro leaves the room and lets Domen alone.

It takes Domen four minutes until he is pleased with his hair. He grabs his wallet and looks around the room to see if he, or Lovro, forgot something. His gaze lingers on the bouquet he got on the podium. Timi gave his to his girlfriend. Domen never knows what to with his flowers. Sometimes when his sisters or his mom are around, he gives them his flowers. He should really find a good use for them other than throwing them away.

Domen takes the two flights of stairs down to the lobby. He can spot his teammates instantly. They are standing in a circle a bit away from the front desk and talking. Rok looks borderline distress. Anze, who has his back to him, shakes his head repeatedly. With a few short steps he gets over to them. “Do we think he really doesn’t know?” “Oh, come on. You know him. Of course he doesn’t.”, Lovro and Anze say before they notice Domen. He raises an eyebrow. “Who are we talking about?” A guilty look appears on Roks face. So, they talk about him. Anze pats him on the back. “Oh, just Timi and how everyone still talks about his girlfriend.” This supports his thesis even further. Anze never talks like that about Timis relationship.

“What do I not know?”, Domen speaks up. Lovro lowers his head and Rok bites his lip. Dare he say they look caught. He lets his eyes wander between his teammates. “So?” They exchange a quick look that he of course notices. What on earth is going on? Did he forget something? Did something bad happen? “Benjamin is flirting with you.”, Lovro bursts out. All heads turn in his direction. Domen opens his mouth but closes it again. What did he say? Benjamin is flirting with him? Surely Lovro has gone insane in the last five minutes. “No, he isn’t?” Because there is no way his friend has been flirting with him. At least not in a way his teammate is thinking. Benji is a flirty person. From time to time, he makes a comment, but not just with him. “Lovro, why did you say something?”, Anze hisses. The blonde points at Domen, who still shakes his head in disbelief. “He doesn’t even understand it now that I presented it to him on a silver platter. If we won’t tell him, he will never figure it out.” “You are all ridiculous. Benji is just friendly.”

Now Anze turns around to him and raises an eyebrow. “No, he is not just friendly. He literally called the diner a date.” Rok nods in agreement. “They way he smiles at you is insane and he clearly searches your presence. Like yesterday when he leaned on your chair.” Maybe Rok isn’t too far off, Domen thinks. Because Benji is always in his personal space, not that Domen is complaining, but he notices it. And the Norwegian is always smiling around him. But doesn’t he do that around everyone. He lets a hand glide through his hair. Shit now its probably all messy again. Anze puts a hand on Domen’s shoulder. “And if we are right and he is flirting with you. How does it make you feel?” How does he feel? Confused that is certain. If Benji, if Benji really flirts with him, does it mean that the Norwegian is interested in him? Domen thinks back to the hug and how Benjis hand lingered on his waist. He thinks back to all the comments Benjamin made. God. Maybe his teammates are right. Probably not but maybe there is truth in it. “I need to talk to Benjamin.”, he blurts out. Lovro laughs a bit. “Go on that date. We get some takeout.”

The restaurant is just a few minutes away from the hotel. Domen spots Benjamin instantly. The Norwegian is standing there with his hand in his pockets leaning against a streetlight. Apart from the light its already dark outside. Benajmin wanted to stroll around town a bit after the competition, that’s why he is supposed to meet Domens team there. Just that Domens team isn’t with him. He swallows hard. He will probably make a fool out of him if just straight up asks Benjamin. But what else is he supposed to do? Before Domen can think more about all of this, Benji notices him. With a swift motion Benji stands up straight and a big smile is making its way onto his face. Domen can’t help but smile back. Not as bright as his friend, though. “Where is your team?”, Domen gets asked when they are in earshot of each other. He just shrugs and keeps walking towards the taller one. When he is within a meter of Benjamin, he stops in his tracks. “They are not coming.”, he finally answers. His voice feels shaky. Quickly he rubs his hands over his jeans to try to calm himself down. Benji smirks at him. “Even better.” So far Domen hasn’t dared to look into the eyes of Benjamin but now he peaks up. Trying to see the reaction to all of this. Benjamin does the same. Fuck. What is he supposed to say now? He barely even registered what the Norwegian said.

“Are you flirting with me?” Benjamin takes a step towards him so that they within 30 centimetres of each other. He leans his head to his right side and smirks at Domen. “Took you long enough to notice.”, he almost whispers. Domen inhales sharpy. “You are flirting with me? I thought Lovro was crazy.”, shakes Domen his head. Suddenly every interaction with the Norwegian is painted in a new light.

Benjamin brushes a strand of Domens hair out of his face. Slightly he brushes over his temple. Domen shutters again. Like he did that morning. “Oh, are you cold? We can try cuddling to warm you up.”, Benjamin repeats his words with the right corner of lip raised, forming a half grin. “Oh my god.”, the Slovene mumbles more to himself. How did he not get this? He would like to slap himself for that level of obliviousness. “If it helps you, it makes you even more charming.” “It doesn’t.”, Domen laughs and put his gaze towards the floor. His cheeks are getting hot meaning he is probably blushing. He can feel Benjis finger under chin, raising so that he looks at him again. Benjamin is still smiling, like he always does when he is around Domen. “This doesn’t have to change a thing between us, if you don’t want to. I have been your friend, and I will still be your friend, if you are not interested in me like that.” Like most of the time, Domen doesn’t know how to respond. He takes in the man in front of him. With his blond brownish hair that Domen always wanted to run his hand through. The blue eyes that always remind him of something he can’t grasp. Then he knows how to respond. Without thinking too much about its Domen closes the gap between them completely and kisses the Norwegian. Benjamin doesn’t even need a second to react and pulls him closer. Hand on his hip. The feeling is electric. Better than flying down a ski flying hill. Domen wraps his arms around Benjis neck, while he still kisses the soft lips of the Norwegian.

Out of breath Benjamin is the one to end the kiss. Not without giving him another short peck. Domen can feel his heart racing and he already misses his lips. Benjamin has a look on his face that he rarely has seen. He looks pleased, satisfied. “Finally.” Domen can’t help but lick over his lips to get the taste of Benji back. “How long?”, he dares to ask even if he doesn’t really want to know the answers. Too embarrassing. Benjamin shrugs. “Two years. Give or take.”  Domens eyes get big. “God. I am so sorry.” “I mean at first, I was more subtle, but it was my new years resolution do finally really act on this. So, it took you less than a month.” Domen hides his face behind his hands. “Lovro had to tell me. Who knows, how long I would have taken.” Benjamin wraps his hand around Domens and forces them out of his face. “I will say thank you to him, when I see him the next time. But now we have a date.” He intertwines their fingers and presses another short kiss on Domens lips. “Well, if they still take us. We probably missed our reservation.”, Domen smiles at him. “If so, we can just go somewhere else. But that Date in Japan is still on too, right?”

[the-empress-7]

My completely made-up tin-hat theory about the aquamarine ring is this -

Meghan was lent that aquamarine ring for her reception as something of Harry's mum (Diana) to wear for the big day, and also a sweet nod to something blue. I think William may have had a hand in this decision and it was mainly something nice he did for his brother. Meghan and her PR then ran with it and said she inherited the ring as Harry's wife. The products cycle around that was massive and may have put William and the BRF on high alert with the way Meghan was claiming to now own that ring. There may have been some difficulties getting that ring back from Meghan after that.

I've thought this because very soon after this, during the aus tour, there was an article (in the Times maybe?) that said William had banned Meghan from ever borrowing any BRF jewels. At the time I thought what was this decision based on? Apart from the wedding tiara Meghan had not been lent any other BRF jewels, except for Diana's aquamarine ring. So was there maybe some problem in getting that back from her?

Then she wore the blood diamond earings and made a big deal about how she owns them. And she wore them twice just to make a statement. So who was she making this statement for? The public didn't know the full story then. The staff didn't even know she was going to wear these, so why would she have travelled with those earings all the way to Australia? My guess was that she was showing the middle finger to whoever had said no to loaning her BRF or Diana jewels.

My guess is that because of Williams' position and him being the eldest son all her estate was inherited by William and not infact divided 50/50. When he turned 30, his sisters and brother (who had probably been the caretakers and keeping it at althorp) gave it to him.

Sometimes last year, karen Spencer said as much in her comments section on insta on a Diana related post.

Because of the provenance of her jewellery, it may have gone in bulkto William as part of the estate (ie , inheritance). Harry may have just inherited the money and trust fund. And some smaller keepsakes for sentimental reasons. He likely did not mind this earlier, but Meghan, once she got to know, took offence. But neither of them would say anything against the Spencers and what is likely a perfectly legally binding inheritance situation. .

Talk about stories that are a blast from the past! I think your aquamarine ring theory is pretty solid. If we know anything about Meghan, it's that if you give her an inch she will take a mile.

I do think William banning her from borrowing royal jewelry had to do with Tiara Gate and the appalling way she and Harry treated everyone as a result of it. Also remember that things went south very quickly after the wedding. By the time the Sucks left for ANZ, William had already started the process of kicking them out of the Royal Foundation. The stuff that we the public know, is just the tip of the iceberg.

If Meghan really did still have some of Diana's jewelry in her possession there is no way in hell that she wouldn't be wearing it all the damn time. Instead she is left cosplaying her outfits.

[cvnt4him]

Seen someone talking ab giggley sex n my mind went to izuku thanks to a special little mutual of mine

Js thinking ab izuku trying to seduce you or something and making you laugh, he'd get so embarrassed that he'd end up giggling and snorting with you. He'd lie you down on the bed and crawl on top of you slowly holding in his little chuckles trying to escape, peppering kisses across your body as he makes his way up to you.

Just messy kisses being shared through breathy laughs and small mewls and moans. You're both smiling so hard your teeth accidentally clash against each others erupting more laughter from you both.

Thinking ab zuku struggling getting inside without making any noise, his moans strangled and huffed out as he shoved himself inside. He waits for you to adjust to his thick girth and breathes heavily, his eyes shut and brows slightly together as he sighs and looks up to you, you were smiling hard trying not to giggle but the funniness of this sweet and intimate moment gets to you, and soon your lover as well.

With a wobbly smile and a snicker in his throat he leans in and places his forehead on yours as he moves. His movements are bumpy and slightly unsteady as if he were a virgin again, but it was so sweet and wholesome you enjoyed every odd little moment you both had.

Bonus!!

Lit fixating on his shaky moans leaving him as he breaths heavily on top of you. His eyes squeezed closer and his thrusts speeding up ever so slightly. He's slowly losing his composure but he wants this to be as good for you as possible. He couldn't help the strangulated moan that left his throat, all whiney and full of air he groans lowly in your ear and boy does that do things to you.

“ oh.... ohhh~ fuck.. nnggghh... shit y/n..”

“is it—....fuck.. is it good? am I doing..- good?”

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@/wttcsms [inspo

[lengthofropes]

Seven Sentence Sunday

tagged by @evanbi-ckley 🩷✨ thank youuuu! I have no idea what I'm doing but here (that's hopefully gonna be 'what if Tommy never left 118' au piece):

“Not everyone wants to fuck you, okay? You’re thinking too much of yourself, you’re not that special.” Buck tightens his jaw but doesn’t reply to that. And if his face turns somewhat petrified, that’s exactly what Tommy was aiming – for that imp to shut up for once. He turns around and walks out of the locker room, but there’s one more thing he needs to add. Without slowing his pace, he throws his final over the shoulder: “In fact, you’re nothing special at all.” Burn baby, burn.

no pressure tagging @neverevan @steddielations and I'm too shy to tag anyone else but please feel yourself very much tagged if you want to share 😌❤️

[crusheddstars]

Top individual results from the team comp:

1st round

🥇 Jan Hörl - 150.9 (137m)

🥈 Karl Geiger - 148.2 (136.5m)

🥉 Maximilian Ortner - 146.7 (136m)

2nd round / overall

🥇Anze Lanisek - 159 (144m)

🥈 Jan Hörl - 157.1 (141m)

🥉 Daniel Tschofenig - 154.1 (135m)

just because i’m always curious about this stuff

[psychonautswebarchive]

I'm excited to see what rare merch their bidding off, it looks like they have an XBOX ANZ sweepstakes bag, and some psychonauts 2 merch I haven't seen before (maybe some old test/prototypes they decided not to sell?) Theors definatly some things in the little card they posted I don't recognize that I'll have to add to the merch archive when it's revealed... and that's just the psychonauts stuff!

[steelminds]

waddles in with the intent of hearing about the kugiesara thoughts

HIII I LOVE YOU ... this. basically walks straight into headcanon territory i think. but generally speaking, sara & kugie are both very headstrong (which isn't bad, and doesn't mean they're Doomed to never work) and sara often gets overwhelmed in the face of intense anger. she doesn't know how to handle her own emotions, and kugie tends to get angry when she's upset, which is difficult for sara to navigate because. she's not used to it! and she would never really get the chance to open up that sort of communication with kugie because being vulnerable is just. stupid difficult. and it doesn't flow as well as it would with, say, literally anyone else in the group (besides ranmaru, who shuts down in the face of his negative emotions. but that's for another rant) -- which is the main reason i say it wouldn't last!

of course, that doesn't mean they're not close!! in the future, i imagine they're very close - not physically, because kugie is. bad at initiating that stuff. but they would probably help each other hide a dead body if that situation ever arose. they do genuinely mean a lot to each other, and just because they don't click romantically doesn't mean their dynamic means any less to each other.

more thoughts below but ... it veers a Lot more into the headcanon territory. heavy warning for transphobia & grooming in regards to kugie's character/past.

i've established this already, but. kugie is genuinely so difficult to be vulnerable with. there's a lot of deep-seated trauma with her to address, all very recent, and she doesn't know where to start. in my headcanons, ranmaru & kugie briefly dated back in junior high, before ranmaru transitioned socially; it was very brief, very awkward, and in the present they don't really talk about those days unless it comes up while they're alone -- and to get to the point, not even ranmaru really knows the full story.

kugie got a lot of shit for being openly transfem. she really loved playing soccer and basketball for her school's teams, but always hated to play with the guys because she felt out of place. the school itself let her play on the girls team, which was significantly more underfunded and therefore more 'laidback', but the girls on the team didn't feel the same way. in addition to being bullied, kugie straight up lost her opportunity to be on any sports teams at all, which was very isolating. while ranmaru had been there by her side the whole time, there's only so much he could do and he wasn't ever good at comforting people anyway, so. very unfortunate situation.

she didn't particularly like confiding in her parents either; i do think the kizuchis are like, much more normal in comparison to other parents in yttd, but they don't come without their flaws. this was around the time kugie and kanna's relationship was still very rocky, and she genuinely hated how much effort her parents were putting into making sure kanna felt welcomed and safe and adjusted, without ever really checking on kugie - and with no one to confide in really, well. she ended up turning to a different adult, one with very ill intentions.

with ranmaru having moved their final year of junior high, kugie had pretty much been fully reliant on that adult. it's not really until stuff improves with kanna and her own parents that she really comes to terms with what's happening, but even then, that emotional connection is really hard to dismantle once it's there. going into high school, things weren't much different, but having that fresh start changed things for kugie, and that didn't sit well with her groomer. ironically, it's when things started getting bad between them that kanna found out, because she caught kugie (uncharacteristically) anxiously pacing, and kugie opened up a little bit out of desperation.

around the middle of her first year of high school would've been when the lady finally cut contact with kugie. it's around the time she met anzu, who then introduced her to... all the other high schoolers. so she'd been going through a lot, everything is still ridiculously fresh, and the more time passes, she's realizing how bad everything was. fun!

so, to circle back to kugiesara specifically: sara, being demiromantic, likes to know people front and back before she ever considers dating them. of course, sara doesn't come to that realization regarding her preferences until much MUCH later, so when they start dating initially - for jokes, of course, because it'd be funny - sara just goes along with it. but it never really feels like either of them imagined a romantic relationship to be, but maybe they're just both inexperienced.

they ended up fighting a lot, especially as sara opened up about her family at home. while ryoko and joe tend to gently push on mr chidouin's behavior, kugie is just. very blunt with it. and it really upset sara, being in a place where she's not ready to deal with it yet (as in she still actively defends him, even where she's been made uncomfortable by him). then it just sort of branched onto other things, then they got some space from each other, and well. they never 'officially' broke up but there was just some kind of consensus between everyone like. Yeah okay it's over. and after a few weeks it all just kind of dispersed . . . so they're normal now! and no one ever wants to talk about that single month between them.

but yeah tldr in my headcanons they make each other deeply worse. the funniest thing i could see out of it is pissing off shin if he and kanna ever reconnected and whatnot, but that's about it. <3 they are number one normal core

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