Blue Salvia - Think of me
Ushijima x reader, Matchmaker Tendou - for my Haikyuu Request Game - requested by S.
You know the plant was meant for him the moment you lay eyes on it.
It’s purple, distractingly so, thousands of tiny purple blossoms tickling your hands as you sweep them over it.
You buy it on instinct alone and keep it on your windowsill until it grows so big you have to make cuttings, plant one in the garden and prepare the other one to be gifted.
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“Ushijima-kun.” You approach him in the hallway after class, too aware of your surroundings, the people, the noise, the eyes moving over you.
Tendou is right by his side, big eyes under flaming red hair, always leaning on something like you’d grown to know him.
“I thought you might like this.” You hand him the plant, safely hidden from curious eyes in a simple brown bag.
You turn and leave without another look back, hoping against hope that he might take it the way it was intended.
Blue Salvia means I think of you.
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Only two days later a chair scrapes against the floor next to you, Tendou falling into the free space, draping himself across the table dramatically.
“Blue Salvia, huh?” He asks, big eyes watching you.
“Yes?”
“Don’t you think it would suit me too?”
“The color or the smell of it?”
He pouts.
“The meaning, of course.”
You blink, heat crawling up your neck.
“I am not sure what you mean.”
He laughs, turning his head in an almost impossible manner, to look up at Ushijima who’s approaching the table, eyebrows scrunched like you know them to be.
“Am I the only one who knows Flower Language here?”
“I am not aware of that language,” Ushijima says and you can feel the vibrations of his words in your ribcage, your heart thrumming with it. “What does it entail?”
You turn back to your food as they talk, well aware that it’s a rare feat to have them at the table with you, well aware that time with Ushijima Wakatoshi, the ace, is a treasure to hold up.
-
If you were someone else, you might have laughed with your friends about the fact that your confession failed spectacularly.
But being who you are, you just smile and shake your head when your classmates ask you who you like. You tell them of your new-found love for gardening when they ask you about the plant - somehow nothing ever stays secret in Shiratorizawa, and offer cuttings to those who want them.
Being who you are it comes as a surprise to find Ushijima and Tendou sitting at your table more regularly, the former presence as soothing as the latter is amusing.
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“What are you doing over the weekend?” Tendou asks, always the one to start the conversation, while Ushijima and you share a comfortable Silence.
“I was going to start the upcoming assignments. You?”
“Oh,” his smile is as bright as it’s teasing. “Which means you can come over and watch a movie with us?”
“A movie?” You ask, warmth already crawling up your neck.
“You know, moving pictures with sound? I’m sure you heard about that before. I am trying to develop Ushiwakas knowledge and you sound like you could benefit from that too.”
“Don’t call other people boring, Tendou,” Semi calls him out and takes a seat at the same table. In a matter of minutes, the second years of the Volleyball Club are crowding your table and it’s not the first time it has happened.
“It’s okay.” You reply softly. “I am aware that I’m boring.”
“You are perfectly interesting.” Ushijima’s deep voice cuts through the chatter at the table and you lower your head to stare at your food, heat now burning in your cheeks.
It’s not surprising that Tendou uses your sudden shyness to get you to agree to the movie night.
-
The lights are dimmed safe of some fairy lights that are draped rather aesthetically over the bunk bed Tendou and Ushijima share. Semi and Ohira wave from the top bed and there’s just enough space to squeeze in between Ushijima and the mountain of pillows that separate you from Tendou. He’s lying in them like they’re his thrown.
“My bed, my pillows.” He tells you before starting the movie.
It’s a good movie, you’re sure it is. It’s hard to focus when you can feel Ushijima’s warmth burning through your layers of clothing.
You try to sit more comfortably and fall against him and the soft mattress does nothing for you when you try to right yourself, just falling further into him until he raises one arm and pulls you upright by your shoulder.
His arm stays where it is, a heavy, yet grounding weight on your shoulder.
“What are they doing?” Ushijima’s voice is a deep breath in your ear, a rumble you can feel in your side that’s still pressed into him.
“I think they’re climbing a mountain?” You tell him, not sure either what’s happening in the movie, but you’re distracted for a different reason.
“Why?”
You’re just glad that the room is dark, you wouldn’t be able to take any jokes over this.
His question sparks a conversation that’s you pointing out plot holes and him asking questions that neither of you can answer until the movie ends, the light goes on and Tendou watches the two of you with eyes that are sparkling.
“So?” He asks, excited in his own way. “What do you think?”
“Why were they climbing that mountain?” Ushijima asks and you’re torn between listening to Tendou’s explanation, all with over-exaggerated hand movements, and the sensation of still sitting too close to him. He’s not bothered to peel you off him now that the light has turned on.
-
Months before you all graduate, Ushijima approaches you after class, a brown bag in his massive hands.
“It has grown a lot.” He says. “I wanted to know what you’d like me to do with the cuttings.”
“You can gift them to others.” You tell him, your heart clenching at the thought of that. “Or throw them away if you have no space.”
He thinks about that for a moment, his pondering face not unlike his normal face.
“Is it true?” He asks. “What ‘Blue Salvia’ means?”
Your tongue turns dry in your mouth, fingers finding purchase in your own uniform, rubbing the hem of your blouse as if the answers are hidden in the fabric.
Maybe it’s the fact that you’re alone, that gives you courage, or the aromatic smell you seem to detect even through the paper bag, or the color of his purple jersey peaking out of his bag, but you gather your heart in your hands and nod.
He stretches out his arm and offers you the bag, his face turning soft in a way you haven’t seen before.
“You should take them then. There’s no one else I’ve been thinking about.”
“Not even volleyball?” You joke and he furrows his brows again, the familiar sight easing your nerves.
“You cannot gift flowers to a sport.” He reminds you.
-
It feels like everything’s been said and nothing has been cleared at all.
Does he like you? Do you like him?
Is anything going to happen between the two of you?
The bees are dancing outside in the bed of blue salvia that’s growing and growing in your garden and the mother plant on your window sill is a bright, cheerful purple, but your own heart tumbles over questions you have now answers to.
-
It’s Tendou, again, who drapes himself over the chair next to you. Who tries to steal food from your Bento, who invites you to their room to study, who brings up the topic of Colleges so subtly, you only realize you’re talking about it when you’re already in the middle of a sentence.
As it turns out, you have been accepted at the same College as Ushijima.
As it turns out, Tendou has no plans on staying in Sendai, or Japan.
He laughs at your shock, and coos at the way you admire his courage.
“It’s a good thing that we have you.” He says when it’s time for you to leave. “I’ll entrust Ushiwaka to you. Take good care of him.”
He pushes his friend out of the room at these words, tells him to walk you to the bus stop like a gentleman, and winks at you knowingly.
Tendou, you realize, has known all along.
As you walk, Ushijima's hand haltingly brushing against yours at first, then gently taking your hand in his, you wonder what flower you’d give him.
Hydrangea. Gratitude for being understood.
My Kofi if you want to tip me
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