I hard lesson I have had to teach myself, and continually have to remind myself, is to let your friends love you.
You may be in a state where that love feels undeserved. You may feel you have tricked or coerced the affection and attention of these people. You may feel it wasted on you, or selfish on you half to accept how they love you.
Let them anyway.
Let them show you, in whatever way they can, how they care. Let them ask about your day, even if you've done nothing. Let them show you things: funny things, interesting things.
Let them try and show how much they care.
Because believe me, Not letting them? Only makes you both upset. So even if you don't care about yourself, even if you think you're not worth their time?
That's their time to choose how to spend. And they're choosing you.
I don’t think I’ve ever put more love and effort into a singe piece of fanart ever in my life, and this is literally the first ISaT related thing I’ve made. I just needed a Siffrin to stare at me from my desk since I was too late to get the plush.