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#’wait a minute i’m dreaming’
roetrolls · 2 years
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Had a dream I lost my phone in the ocean and was freaking out and trying so hard to find it until all of a sudden I thought “Wait a minute, this is a dream. It’s fine.” And then woke up
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kr-yoongi · 9 months
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Welcome to my Merlin wip that I can’t stop thinking about but don’t have the time to paint <3
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numbaoneflaya · 1 month
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Why the fuck did I just wake up from a dream where ramsay Bolton was canonically a woman but people didn’t know about it and I was tumblr posting “when you realize thramsay is canon yuri” *jaw drop meme*. Like actually what the fuck was up with that
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birdy-bird27 · 1 year
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Ena fans wake up!!! New trailer dropped!!
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mars-ipan · 4 months
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you guys have no idea the amt of self control i have exhibited this morning
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belovedrm · 8 months
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strohller27 · 1 year
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#i need to be honest with myself too#it is damn scary leaving the security of my job and the house I’m in right now to try to make it living in Canada#but I have all of the credits I need for my master’s degree#so not only do I feel like I’ve worn out my welcome in the linguistics department here#I’ve started feeling kind of isolated from literally everything#i don’t know who to turn to for help because everybody’s already so busy#i don’t know what to do while I’m waiting around to apply to study at McGill university#i want to write an article and get it published because maybe that will set me apart from all the other people who are going to apply#but I don’t know what to write about. i don’t feel like anyone gives a flying fuck about Canadian dialects of English except me#what could I say about them that would get people to care??#i want to talk about the construction of Canadian national identity; about Canadian Multiculturism and how it’s still quite hegemonic#why is so much of a national identity tied up to place? is that really what gives a group its identity?#I feel like places help to anchor shared experiences across time but do they really give a group their identity?#but why is that important? i don’t know!? why do I have to justify my entire existence??#if I want funding for my research I have to prove to someone that what I have to say matters. what if it’s not that deep?#what if doing this research helps me to follow a dream I have? a dream that the american dream could never promise me?#what if I dream of living in a place where I don’t have to worry about giant medical bills?#what if I dream of living in a place where I don’t have to drive for 40 minutes to get to an ice rink?#what if I dream of being able to go to the beach and eat seafood that doesn’t cost 10000 dollars??#what if I want to listen to bagpipes without being reminded of the redneck-ass piper who threatened to kill me because I’m queer?#or the old guys in the pipe band who basically sexually assaulted me?#what if I want to live in a place where I have room to spread out and not in someone’s storage room??#what if I’m tired of being stuck in the same ‘safe’ place for as long as I have been?? ​what if I want my life to begin already?????#why should I have to justify that? just please let me out of here. let me see the world. let me live.#let me move on
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autistic-katara · 1 year
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8 minutes until WaD airs i am not prepared for this show to end :(
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totebagbisexual · 1 year
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i know i keep saying this and i know i’m a dummy who keeps going back and making the same mistakes but fr i am reaching my LIMIT when it comes to boys
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Do you ever listen to someone speak and marvel at how smooth, free-flowing, and free of pauses it is?
Because I sure do. I can’t do that.
Maybe that’s why I feel like most people’s speech is insincere even when it isn’t… because it sounds like how I would recite or read a script. That explains why I view people who aren’t native English speakers, have a heavy accent, and take long pauses to think of the words they need to say as being more trustworthy… because my cadence is similar to theirs; and we both stumble over words.
#I feel like that little kid “If you ever had a dream where— you want— you wish— if you could— you want….”#I’m not that bad; but I come very close to sounding like that sometimes LOL#I feel like I spoke more smoothly as a little kid…#but that’s probably because my verbal communication is almost at the same level it was at when I was eight years old#Like those people who have a growth spurt but end up being on the short side as adults because they stop growing immediately after#I figuratively shot up to 5’0” in third grade and never grew past that point#(with regard to clarity and flow specifically; not vocabulary… my vocabulary has definitely grown a LOT#but that’s only because I get sick of writing or talking in the same way for longer than a year… which is why I currently sound#like a pretentious 20th century englishman whenever I write fiction)#I have no “real” vernacular because I don’t feel comfortable with having a personal vernacular…#because using the same patterns of words over and over again for the same situations counts as para-scripting and feels fake#(to me)#sometimes I hear someone use a new word I’ve never heard in conversation; and I say “Cool! I’ll use that word myself.” But I later realize#it’s not just a fun one-time usage of a word; but it’s a catchphrase they say all the time and forsake any common synonyms of the word#— I assume — solely for the purpose of sounding smart to others (their behavior usually justifies my assumption; because these people#act like they’re better than everyone else)#And sometimes I catch myself doing the same thing; and I switch to a different word or format than I’ve been using; out of nothing#but embarrassment and twisted perfectionism#Or sometimes I come off the high of using lofty words and want to speak in a more commonplace way#and after awhile of that I start thinking “Wait a minute wait a minute…. Now I’m just trying to sound cool and normal.#This isn’t how I talk.”#But the truth is I really feel spoken language is an insufficient medium for communication.#I want a language in which the speakers pry open each others’ chests#rip out each others’ hearts; and rub them together#But at the same time it kills me that I cannot do the same amount of tonal shapeshifting when speaking#especially when my default (socially-acceptable) speaking voice sounds extremely airheaded#I’ve been trying to use larger words and more archaic sentence structures in speech lately and it feels good#but also like I’m trying to show off (even though I’m not and that’s just how I’d prefer to speak)#even then… all my speech patterns are copied from somewhere#It’s been a years-long identity crisis and I want it to end
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theworstcreature · 1 year
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WHEN I TELL YOU I AM SHAKING BECAUSE OF THE FUCKING OWL HOUSE FINALE I MEAN IT!!!!!!!!!) IT WAS SO SO SO SO GOOD I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT THE COLLECTORS STORY WAS PERFECT IN WVERY WAY IM SCREECHING AT FREQUENCIES ONLY GODS CAN HEAR LIKE OH MY GOD IM SO SO SO SO SO GLAD IM NOT TRAUMATIZED FROM THIS FUCKING SHOW I THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE SO MUCH SADDER LIKE I WAS IN SHOCK WHEN LUZ “DIED” LIKE I WAS GOING TO SELF DESTRUCT AND TITAN LUZ??????????????? THAT WAS SO COOL LIKE SHE LOOKED BADASS AND THE POWERS WERE SO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE COLLECTOR GOT REDEEMED IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE AND THE ENDING???? EVERYTHING WAS SO PERFECT THAT WAS SUCH A GOOD WRAP UP TO THE STORYLINE IM GOING TO BITE SOMEONE! KING WAS SO SO SO PRECIOUS I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM!!!!!! RAINE YOU DID SO GOOD IM SO PROUD OF YOU!!! EDALYNE CLAWTHORNE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST MOTHER YOU ARE SO AMAZING TO KING AND LUZ YOU ARE THE BLUEPRINT NOBODY WILL BE BETTER THAN YOU!!!! AND- *starts mumbling incoherently*
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samuraisharkie · 1 year
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girl help I’m experiencing that common yet elusive late night motivation to get my life together knowing it will fall apart in the morning </3 girl fucking help me
#I hate ittt#I’m always like ‘I’m gonna start doing this’ or ‘I’m gonna finally try and get myself in a place where I can maybe take college classes’#and ‘I’m really gonna try and fix my sleep schedule and stop getting distracted instead of getting something accomplished’#and then in the morning evil me is back and they hate me and everything else#and would sell the world to hell for five more minutes of sleep#and my executive dysfunction has its claws in me again#man it sucks being so behind. I don’t want to like complain and make it sound like I’m worthless bc I’m not but man it’s hard#it’s hard watching ppl younger than you achieve your dreams of learning and getting better and breaking through that mental fog#they’re not always much younger either just like. two years is enough to make me wonder what would have happened if I was there#I know it’s not all in my control why I’m here either— there’s a lot of factors at play#but one of them IS that growing up I couldn’t never beat that executive dysfunction plus mental fog and procrastination#and then I shot myself in the foot by saying I waited to long and shouldn’t even try#and now I’m realizing I could but the years I spent fighting with myself weigh me down now and then#I can’t let it get to me because if I let myself get weighed down by it all I pull others down with me#but sometimes it does make me sad. and frustrated. when I feel this motivation when im lying in bed tired at some ungodly hour#suddenly struck with wanting to change my life and not having the daylight nor the physical/mental ability to get it done right then#not to mention the privacy. if I chose to get up at the buttcheeks of midnight and morning I would be not only destroying my own schedule#but disturbing a bunch of others too#anyway this wasn’t supposed to turn into a rant sorry#I haven’t talked a lot lately so it’s all bubbling inside I guess
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gnfthinkr · 1 year
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this is probably what everyday is like for them. being comfy in a home together and laughter ☹️
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rosiehunterwolf · 2 years
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HOLY CRAP. PLOT TWIST! WHAT A STREAM.
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clonememesfrikyeah · 2 years
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My brain coming up with the most vivid dreams with excellent graphics and complex story telling involving my favorite characters especially now that I’m on antidepressants:
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Me waking up in the morning trying to interpret why I talked to the sun, went to the afterlife of a past life, met god, the author of reality and the god of dreams which I didn’t know existed until last night, time traveled, dimension hopped, died, was late for work three times, had accurate visions of the future, ripped my chest cavity open and preformed surgery on myself, was captured by a reality warper and saw everything to ever happen and not happen, lived life from a plankton and a buttery’s pov, met a fortune telling angel who gave me a marble of jasper that I woke up with in my hand, ran from the monstrous human embodiment of Neptune, working at a snake infested water park, fist fought Gomez Addams, went to hell, dug up my great grandmothers grave, accurately remembered the consultations of the northern hemisphere, subdued an army of zombies, carved spells into the sea floor of Jupiter, almost got murdered like 4 times, was hunted by the ghost that lives in the walls of my old childhood room, keeps going back to that damn woods that looks like the woods by my house but it’s bigger and different and I’m pretty sure I almost got my soul eaten by fairies and a kelpie, the characters in my dreams keep telling me to remember and pay attention because it’s important I bear witness to… something I’m not sure exactly, waking up in the swamp where the ghosts in the cemetery keep drowning me, all with Kix, Hardcase, Wolffe, and captain Rex at my side:
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disfrutalaisla · 2 years
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Dream hates me (REAL)
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