#₊˚⊹♡ ─ new moon anon 🌑

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HIIIIIIII!!!!!! How you doing Nic <<3 I haven't been on Tumblr for ages so idk if I missed any new fanfic from you? (Though I guess I'll find out soon enough cause I'm about to stalk ur blog again)

What have you been up to besides simping for Leon? And has the holiday mood hit you yet? I hope you're doing great!!! My days have literally been PACKED with exams I'm so exausteddd. I'm really proud of myself today cause I think I did very well on an exam I literally started studying for this morning (gonna get that stupid degree 🫡🫡) the exam was a nightmare cause the professor was literally like fifteen minutes late and she made it so damn difficult for no reason 🤧🤧 FUCK PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY I'M SICK AND TIRED!!!

But anyway, ur blog always gets my mood up tho!! Even though I don't have a lot of time lately I love binging ur posts whenever I have a second to breathe. I know I've said this before but you're my favorite blog on here! Keep up the good work pookie <33

Also I just got a notification of you saying you want someone to bully you into writing so I guess I gotta make this ask meaner like...

START WRITING RIGHT THE **** NOW YOU ******* PIECE OF **** DON'T BE SUCH A ***** *****🤬😡😤

Did that help ☺️?

Anyhow yeah, just felt like sending an ask cause I haven't in a while. I'm really proud of you btw, don't overwork yourself Nic! Quality over quantity is te way to go <33 byeee lovelieeee ❤️❤️❤️

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MY NEW MOON ANON BABY HI HOW ARE YOU I’VE MISSED YOU!! 🩶

I’m decent, kind of just trying to survive and go through the motions. November’s been rough, December is kinda worse BUT I’m chilling for the most part. I hope you’re doing alright especially with your studies!! I’m super proud of you for focusing on school work and getting good grades. And yes, fuck physical chemistry, but the real bitch in the sciences is physics (I love biology and chemistry lmao, but absolutely can’t stand physics!). I’m sure that you will do great for this semester, I wish you the absolute best on your finals. Take care of yourself, eat well and stay hydrated, and do get your rest. I remember how I was during finals when I was still in school, absolutely tore me apart I was running on lattes like it was water LMAO. But I hope you get your break very soon!

I always love seeing your messages, they make me happy. But I also feel ashamed I haven’t written anything new though I am in the process of getting back in the groove of things. My brain just hasn’t kicked in when it comes to smut and it’s like I know what to write, just never know how?? I have so many ideas, and usually I’m very good at creating intricate hcs or plot points or need be, but when it comes to writing it out it just takes me forever to do it now. It’s a process, but I know I’ll have something for you to read soon. The bullying is working tho, I will say that because the second you sent me that message I actually opened up my computer and wrote something 😭 So thank you!

And btw, I got your longer ask, I didn’t forget about you wanting more sub Leon. I have two WIPs in the process, jumping between them, but now I’m changing the way I’m seeing and writing for Leon so I have to tweak some things out. Don’t worry, I haven’t forgotten. Thank you for the lovely message seriously. 🫶🧡

[frogchiro]

Hiiiii! I've been stalking ur blog again and really loved what I saw. Though one thing got my attention - you always describe characters as these burly, hairy, dominant masses of testosterone - which I'm a sucker for, tbh.

However, (as a switch who swings both sides and misses both times), I do have to ask if sub!141 is something you'd be comfortable writing? Honestly, the sheer amount of NSFW thoughts about sub!Ghost that's plaguing my mind right now is downright concerning. Just the thought of reading something like that for my fav tumblr blog makes me all giddy!

It's totaly okay if this isn't your cup of tea and if you don't wanna write it. But if you do, I'll literally (s)cream!

(Also I saw people signing anon reqs with emojis so I'd like to claim the new moon, please!)

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I actually did some thirsts where Hackergirl is more dominant but there are only a few of them😭

But I'd be more than happy to try my hand at more subby cod guys! I don't think I'd make them SUPER subby tho but I guess I'll just see what I come up with so if you have any ideas, please go ahead and send me them!!♡

[puriette]

✦ . ♡　 . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . ♡　 . 　⁺ 　 . ✦

🌑🌕 glanmoonic (gl-anne-moon-ick): a gender that feels like looking up at the moon and is related to moon-themed aesthetics! req @ anon! made by emery (hi i'm new!) -> the flag and gender are free to use! /gen (check our dni before interacting)

[chaomother]

OMG IVE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG I DIDN'T GREET THE NEW ANON(s)??? WELCOME WELCOM NEW FAMILY - 🌑

WELCOME BACK TO YOU TOO, MOON♡ ;3

AND MORE MESSAGES FOR BEAR♡♡

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MERRY CHRISTMAS IF YOU CELEBRATE IT POOKIEEE <333

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HEY BOO! Merry Christmas to you too. I really hope you had a good today too. 🫶

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Making Chris suck the strap 🫣

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WOAHH?!?! NEURON ACTIVATED HEAVY LIKE. New moon anon, you are crazy I’ll give you that. But you’re also real af and you get me and that’s why I adore you.

But yeah, just imagine seeing this man on his knees, usually a leader in everyone else’s eyes but you’re the only one who can break his walls, who can see him like this in this position.

He is always head of command, head of the household, in charge of everything and anything because that’s where his strengths lie. He was an alpha through and through, never letting anyone else get the upper hand or risk his superior place in life.

Of course, that rule doesn’t apply to you. He’s at your beck and call like a loyal pet, keeping all the mission shit out of the house and entering your domain in the bedroom. You still grant him the control he needs, what he desires, but for Chris sometimes he just needs to learn to let go, to stop worrying about the superficial.

Hazy brown orbs glanced up towards you as he sucked on the tip of your strap slowly, growing accustomed to the shape and sensation before going lower. You kept one of your hands close to his cheek, caressing his skin as his eyes fluttered closed, growing lost to the sensation of the weight of your cock resting on his tongue.

“Ah ah, keep your eyes on me baby. I wanna see how pretty you look”, you mumbled out to him, the mellow tone of your voice bringing him back to reality as he rocked on his knees. Big hands caressed your thighs, his pupils blown as he looked up directly at your face again.

“Need me to fuck your head empty? Is that it?“, you offered him a solution to the problem, something simple and effective that gets the job done.

“Yeah, please”, Chris replied breathlessly, cheeks starting to redden and his plump lips covered in his own spit. You smirked at him, grabbing the back of his head and tapping the silicone tip against his chin playfully.

“Open up for me, I’ll take care of you”, you said before thrusting back into his mouth, making sure to go deep enough to where his throat constricted around your length, audibly gagging in the process.

You weren’t going to stop until Chris was a puddle underneath you, until he was completely relaxed and not a thought was going off in his brain. He may be known as a leader to everyone else, but when he was with you, you called the shots.

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Random thought.

People underestimate re2r Leon's sexiness so much. Like sure, he's cute. Of course he's pretty and beautiful. He's our babyboy. But that man is also hot as fuck.

I wanna suck him dry so bad :((

Horny thoughts go brrrrrr sorry Nic I'm ovulating and I'm making it your problem <3

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Hey, new moon anon. Hope you’re doing well boo, it’s nice to hear from you. I don't mind you making your ovulation thoughts my problem, I'm happy to feed into those delusions.

To your point, I agree. I feel like a lot of people default to the older versions of Leon because that’s when the “grown sexiness” kind of kicks in, and believe me, I get it. But RE2 Leon has a certain boyish charm to him that makes him sexy. Like he’s always been attractive, by real-life beauty standards he’s considered “pretty”, and has features that can be seen as soft or feminine which differentiates him from other character styles (I mean look at his Karen haircut, literally who thought of that?). I also think that his softer appearance is intentional to highlight how he doesn’t fit in the harshness of this world he was forced into so it’s a stylistic choice that’s done strategically.

Leon as a character gives me the impression that he doesn’t know that he’s attractive, or considers himself desirable, but RE2 Leon in particular is just completely oblivious, which is expected from a 21-year-old man who probably just developed a sense of stability and independence. I mean he’s corny for a reason, it’s to make up for his insecurity because he’s just a guy.

I think that obliviousness is what makes him attractive, plus the fact that he’s a sweetheart and kind of has that puppy-dog type of vibe, it just makes you want to do whatever the hell you want with him because you know he’ll just take it. Leon is pathetic and a loser in canon, but he just comes off as so sweet it’s like a “let me suck you off” because that’s his reward.

He’s just cute, and sexy at the same time, and his actual physique is slim-fit. He’s still carrying biceps and has a nice back, which gets more broad as he gets older with the added muscle mass. But I’m with you, RE2 Leon holds a soft spot in my heart cause all I want to do is top him, but then that’s me with every version of him LMFAOOO.

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Valentine's ay for all us sad bitches who got no D today :(

(ps love the new fic and Chris playing matchmaker is my spirit animal)

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Happy Valentine’s Day boo ❤️ Don’t be sad, we have fictional dick to feen over so the world still works!! (I am sad tho just a little but we move!)

And thank you I’m glad you liked it. I wanted to add Chris into the fic for shits and giggles, love that big man lmao.

[ovaryacted]

My input probably isn't needed, since much more intelligent people have already spoken on this, but here are my two cents:

Dark content is okay. It is totally fine if you take interest to it and like it. However, there's a BIG difference between dark content and straight up crimes. Incest and stepcest? Morally and ethically questionable at best, straight up wrong at worst. Not my cup of tea, in fact, I find them very repulsive. But someone else might like it and that's alright - as long as both characters are consenting adults.

What isn't okay is rape and pedophilia. I've seen a rise in both in all fandoms recently, Resident Evil and Call of Duty being ones that hurt me the most. I don't know what's causing it, but it needs to stop ASAP. The first blog I ever followed on Tumblr turned this way recently, and I was so disappointed and sad. A person who used to write eye-catching stories and amazingly written smut turned out to be someone who now almost exclusively writes non-con. It hurt me to press that unfollow button. Rape is never okay and should never be romanticized. People need to accept that.

Pedophilia? Y'all are just disgusting for that. There are young and impressionable people on this app, and no amount of minors DNI warnings will make them go away, because they're hormonal kids and they like what is forbidden. I know from my own experience, I was very much underage when I first started Wattpad, then AO3, then Tumblr. I read smut at the age I shouldn't have. Thankfully, I was a bit more self aware and emotionally mature than mist people my age, so I ended up fine, thank God. I knew what was kinky and what was wrong and the distinction between the two.

But the vast majority of kids aren't like that, and when they read fanfics that romanticize grooming, pedophilia and rape, they will get the impression those things are normal IRL and it's okay to do them and/or it's okay if it's done to you. SOME OF Y'ALL'S WRITING IS ACTIVELY PUTTING OTHER PEOPLE ***AND MINORS*** IN DANGER, AND THAT SHOULD NEVER ***EVER*** BE NORMALIZED, ***YOU SHOULD STOP***!!!

I know this isn't what I usually leave in your inbox, nic, but this needs to be talked about every chance we get, because it's unfortunately getting normalized to sexualize minors and victims :(

Y'all stay safe out there, please <<3

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Hey New Moon anon honey, I've missed you and thought about you recently. I saw this when you first sent it to me, and I've been meaning to answer this for a while as well as my other messages in my inbox but I was just so exhausted as a whole I couldn't give you a proper answer. But I have enough brain power now to respond lol.

First, I do appreciate and value your input, I agree with everything you said and also relate to you heavily. I was also in the COD fandom for a while when I first came on to Tumblr before I formally transitioned into the RE fandom, and I saw that same trend with people who wrote for Ghost & Konig in particular. I can write essays on the correlation of the fantasy behind sexual violence and military propaganda but then we'd be here all day. It's also difficult to read characters that have a canon history of sexual abuse (Ghost/Simon Riley) inflict that same level of harm onto other characters even if it's fictional. There are a lot of layers to violence and aggression in sexual culture, particularly in environments where the military is involved since that's something people who are in the military go through, but I don't want to dwell on that too much.

Personally, being someone who started engaging in sexual content and material at a very young age because I got too curious on the internet, I know how dangerous it can be. I know how it can fuck with your head when you see something online and get too engaged in it that you want to recreate it out of curiosity. Minors often have this experience, especially when they reach an age where they want to replicate or mimic what they consume. It happens at all ages, it’s not their fault, and with the hormones that run through their bodies, it's inevitable. That's why I'm emphasizing just being safe on the internet with what we as creators release to be shared and spread around when we live in an age of unrestricted internet access across all platforms regardless of how hard you try to use filters and warnings.

I hope that at some point, the content we see when it comes to smut writing or writing as a whole kind of calms down in the RE fandom, but until then all you can do is block tags, spread awareness, and keep it pushing.

[ovaryacted]

OH MY GOD NIC I NEED THAT MONSTER!READER X LEON FIC SO BAD!!! LIKE??? I'M CONCERNED YOU'RE SPYING ON ME ATP BC YOU ALWAYS SOMEHOW COME UP WITH EXACTLY WHAT I WANT TO READ!!!

I really wonder what kind of monster you mean. Vampires are my personal favorite thing to write for monsterfucking, followed by werewolves. But like!!! There's so many options!!! Fae? Merpeople? Just plain old undefined monsters? I can't wait!!!

And this is not at all to hurry you up, I'm just expressing my excitement bc I appreciate you and your writing very much <33 I know whatever it is and whenever it comes out it'll be great <33

Any hints you're willing to drop about what the fic is about? >:3

Sending lots of love and kisses MWAH!! 😚💋🩷

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Heyyy new moon anon, hope you're doing well!! Sending you love and kisses as well! 🫶

I'm glad my random idea of Leon x monster!reader sparked your interest lol. I have no idea where I'm even going with my idea but I'll go ahead and give you some hints as to where my thought process is going.

So, I know I don't want to do the well-known occults like vampires, mermaids, sirens, etc. I think those are overplayed, even though I personally am a huge fan of vampires, I've just seen enough scenarios involving them that I want to do something different. This doesn't mean I won't consider them in the future by the way, I just don't want to do them right now. I like werewolves too but it would remind me too much of the omegaverse and personally that's a cringe phase I have outgrown so I don't want to revisit that LMAOO.

I wanted to do actual monsters, and I was leaning more toward a plagas reader who's completely mutated like the Verdugo (love their design) or a lycan reader. I want the reader to have claws and a tail and sharp teeth and bright eyes and shit. If I write this fic, I'd want it to be more gory, leaning more towards dark-ish content but not too violent or distasteful. I know the lycan reader is a bit more far-fetched because that's more of a RE8 thing given the context of the game, but I would still consider that "monster" as an option. I was also looking at monster-like beings instead, like pyramid head but I'm not too sure so I'd have to do more research and planning.

A fic like this would probably involve a mission gone wrong where the reader gets hurt and contracts whatever illness or virus is needed to cause this mutation. They'll become a monster, deformed but still carry that personality Leon loves. He'll find himself conflicted on what to do, on why he still has this attraction despite the underlying fear. He should feel sick, should feel ashamed that he'd still even look at you that way when you obviously don't look or act like yourself anymore. Still, he just can't help himself and it's a very primal feeling on your end where you just want to sink your teeth into him. Horror and arousal are two opposite sides of the same coin, so the fic would embody that to the best of my ability.

Hopefully, someday I will write something like that cause I actually think it would be fun and a challenge for me, also adds more diversity to my current work and plans. If it really is something people want to see, I'll add it to the WIPs list and revisit it when I fully want to flesh it out!

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The "Death Island Leon" post is giving is giving "I am not insane" -Juliette Ferras or "Jude" -Cardan Greenbriar lmaoo

(pls get at least one of those references)

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LMAO I think I understand the Juliette Ferras reference. Isn’t it from Shatter Me where she literally writes I am not insane over and over again on the page and crosses it out? If that’s the case, it is me except I actually am insane and I’m crazy over this fucking white man I can’t DEAL! 😭 She real af for that.

He’s ruining me again LIKE FAWK.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICCC <<<333 MAY ALL YOUR DELULU BECOME TRULULU ❤️❤️❤️ I WISH YOU A GORGEOUS YEAR OF HAVING A LOT OF FUN AND WRITING SMUT >:3 LOVE YOUUU I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A GREAT DAYYY!!!!!

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AWEEE THANK YOU BABYYYYYYY. I'm sorry I didn't answer yesterday when you sent this, but I appreciate the lovely message. I did have a good day and had a fuck ton of fun, I love being drunk and sipping a fun bubbly drink. Thank you so much, and I also hope all those wishes work in my favor in terms of smut writing lmao (I need it). <3

I hope you're doing good too hun, and that your studies aren't stressing you out too much. Take care of yourself boo! :)

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Well I'm not one of the haters so may I perchance know some more about those plans of yours 🫣🫣

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LMAOO. I can’t say much cause I’m just brainstorming for now and need to flesh it out for a bit longer cause I don’t think it would be just one single project.

But I’d like to write about RE2 Leon pulling some milfs. He deserves to be taken care of, and I get to write about milfs whom I love and aspire to be in the future if I ever have kids LOL.

MILF NATION RISE!

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WDYM DO WE WANT THOSE?? YES!!!! YES OF COURSE WE WANT THEM!!

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Hehe I was just wondering is all boo. Love the enthusiasm. 🫶

This whole AI business for Tumblr lowkey making me nervous cause the site may or may not survive that bs, and it makes me want to post on AO3 exclusively but I like the feeling of community and interactions on here for the most part. As long as there are people who still want to read my stuff, I’m down. I just thought the fandom was dead or some shit but really it just feels like there’s a serious drought of fics on my end (even though I’m adding to the mess lolz).

I also want to write for other characters so there’s that too but I’m not sure lol. Chris Redfield is currently on the roster (cause duh), so is Dante Sparda from DMC and possibly Pedro Pascal characters but still not too sure. I need more character analysis on them to really feel them out but if anything changes I’ll say something.

I’ll start working on it then. :)

[ovaryacted]

Awwwe nic, I just saw your rant. I'm so sorry you're going through a rough patch. People truly underestimate how time consuming a nine to five job is. We want you to know that you shouldn't feel any pressure from our side, we'll read whatever you write and whenever you write, even when we have to wait for it. Don't overwork yourself because that'll help no one. Now I do understand all the frustration and dread you're feeling if you want to write but just can't. Trust me, I've been there. I am there. With college and me being a procrastinating little piece of shit, I haven't written anything in ages, even though writing is my truest passion and I wish I could be an author some day. The dread felt when you're stopped from doing things you want to do over an extended period of time is so valid. Now, this little ask of mine can't magically make you a few more hours to spare nor can it make your job any easier, but I hope you at least feel heard. Take your time, write when you have time for it. Even five minutes, just put something in that word document - that's better than nothing. You'll continue later. It'll help with the feeling of depression to at least type something, even if it's just one paragraph. And when it comes to feeling like it's a waste of time, I don't think there's a writer in the world ho hasn't felt that at some point. We see you, and we know how much hard work you put in to give us those yummy fics. Know that your following is standing right behind you and we'll eat up whatever you put out there. As someone who's been writing since I learned how to hold a pencil, I can tell you that the feeling sadly never truly goes away. But it comes less often and becomes easier to deal with. And, If you really need something to keep you going, know that hundreds, if not thousands of people would be really sad to see you go if you decided to give up on the blog. I don't know how much this helped, or even if it helped at all, but the point of the story is that we're here for you, no matter what. Love you pookie, take care!❤️❤️❤️

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This ask made me emotional in the morning, and I’ve been reading it over and over the past few days. I’ll admit, I’ve been in a rough patch for like a month, I genuinely forget how my mental health can get around January-February, which are relatively rough months for me in general because that’s when my depression spikes the most. I guess it’s a combination of the pre-birthday blues and the existential dread of getting older lmao, but idk it’s always a stressful time for me and it’s been that way since I was 16. My home life is also not the best right now, which just stresses me out more cause now I’m stressed at work and at home thanks to my inconsiderate family. (Eldest daughter things feel me?)

Honestly, I’m really thankful I have a 9-5 job and a good one at that, it gives me financial stability I’ve never had before. It’s also a job I prayed for, in the field I studied and with reputable nice people. I got very lucky, especially with the current economy in the US dealing with hyperinflation and how hard it is to get a job right now I’m very grateful. But it is a busy job, I mean I work with people who are essentially government agents and have ties to the FBI so I have pressure to do well at work. I did underestimate the amount of time I’ll have for myself working a full time job, especially after coming from a shitty part time job I had more time to do things throughout the week. I feel like I took all that free time for granted, and at least when I was in college I had several days off, now I only have like 5-6 hrs after work plus the weekend to myself and the cycle gets exhausting at some point. Usually when I come home, I have the mentality and the creativity to want to write, but lack the energy. Literally the moment I rest on my bed, I just put on Netflix and doze off, or won’t have enough brain power to make cohesive ideas so I end up hating what I write or starting over (which has happened so far). So I have the weekend to relax and write, but now I have to start studying for a big legal exam later on in the year which is my ticket to law school for 2025. I just have a lot going on right now and to prep for (adulthood I guess).

Believe me, I’m trying, and I want to create, I’ve been writing since I was 12 so this is a hobby and a skill I want to build up. I’ve been taking some time out every day to just write stuff out, and so far it’s worked. And with asks, I use the morning and my lunch break to prepare responses and edit them at home to post when I have time. I just want to upload multiple things at a time, and then I get indecisive about what to start, and end up posting nothing lmao. Plus with all the bs going on in the tags and the fandom in general, it’s annoying the hell out of me cause it’s just constant drama. But I appreciate your kind words honey, I always do, they’re encouraging and make me feel better. Adore you, I hope you’re having a good day though and taking care of yourself. ❤️‍🩹

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Hiii nic, just saw ur post about Brittany Broski, what's the problem with her if you don't mind me asking? I haven't watched her in a bit, but I always thought she was chill. Is there a controversy or something? Sorry if I'm living under a rock lmaoo I'm just curious. Also disappointed bc I used to think she was funny as hell :(

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Hey there honey boo, I didn't answer this earlier and forgot omggg. But essentially, I stopped liking Brittany Broski in like 2021 I think when she critiqued the Black Lives Matter movement in the United States, and it came from a place of ignorance cause it isn't her place to speak on the movement as a white person.

She also did the same recently by commenting on people telling influencers with larger accounts to speak up on Palestinians in Gaza suffering through genocide by the Israeli occupation. Brittany essentially posted on her close friend's story on instagram I think saying that it's not her job to speak up on the issue and that her doing so wouldn't have any impact, yet she has a very large platform on tiktok, where most people are, so it would've helped. The video got leaked on twitter, and she doubled down and apologized, but I don't buy it cause she's done it before, she only apologized because she got caught.

She's just very weird to me and says a lot of stupid ignorant shit when she's better off keeping her mouth shut. I also don't really consider her funny anymore, but that's just me obviously.