#★-murr

[snaillock]

noo, bc i fucking feel yall. bc a fic i read thr other day?!? "gn!reader" the next line is "reader could arguable be considered afab" and then out of no where the fic uses female anatomy terms??? the reader is not "arguably" afab. it is afab, and a warning tag like "afab!reader, but no pronouns used" would have been a better explanation for your fic.

i fucking DESPISE when people do that and refuse to put the actual gender of the reader in the actual post or the tags. its really not that hard. as someone who writes both female and male readers, i know how to tell my viewers which one they are so they csn steer clear of something they dont like. its just female readers r considered "the standard" or "the default" with both female and male characters. (finding fem char x male reader is the hardest thing on earth omg but anyways)

and untagged drabbles are the WORST at this. there's no gendered tag and no warning at the top of the post so i assume the reader is gender neutral only to ve bombarded with fem terms. even if a creator doesnt want to put the reader's gender in the fic warnings, but it in the tags. it really isnt that hardddd. all tumblr writers need to have a seminar about tagging fics correctly and stating what is actually in your fic. or we all need to learn a03 etiquette or smth. bc being a male reader sucks😭

(srry sbout this rant. i just needed to say it)

nsfw mentions for anyone else reading!

dude yesterday i saw a fic that was legit tagged “gn reader, reader is called mama.” like how is that a coherent statement. it’s almost comical to me. one of infinite examples of what it’s like to look for fics on tumblr. like im BEGGING and PLEADING to people to think about what the neutral part of gn means.

i hate also when writers do “gn!reader that could be seen as female” when 90% of the fic makes it so so obvious like shut up that’s totally fem reader.

when people use afab as some cool fancy ass synonym for woman also irks the shit out of me but that’s a whole other conversation.

i fucking wish putting “character x female reader” or whatever gender in the actual tags itself was a much more common practice so filtering would actually do something. unfortunately the only people who actually do it consistently are of course the ones who write male reader fics.

like people shouldn’t be allowed to leave their fics untagged if it isn’t 100% gender neutral. like give me some indication god please. it’s even worse when i’m going through the blue lock tag so most of it is just untagged fem smut drabbles so it’s like a double smack in the face for me. like give me a heads up at the very least.

honestly i should just start fining people whenever they screw up with their tags. like straight up start demanding money for emotional damage charges.

(speaking of fem char x male reader, once i transition into more multifandom, i’m for sure gonna start doing those as well. the lack of them just makes me so so sad)

also don’t worry about ranting bc im so glad i have yet another chance to complain about this for the second time today. being mad about this stuff is like the whole reason why i even made this blog

[eternalgardens]

MISC MAHOYAKU HEADCANONS ★ — PRIDE ICONS

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[mur4qw]

:: INFO POST !

★ hello! my name is mura/murr, any pronouns. i'm omnisexual + genderfluid ; hypersexual + adhd + depression + fictionkin. use tontags pls !

¡ my fictionkin :

mammon

reo mikage

hikaru (the summer hikaru died)

ivan (alien stage)

¡ my fandoms :

john doe

nagito komaeda

honkai: star rail, alien stage, chainsaw man, bandori, blue lock, error143, obey me + obey me nightbringer, the summer hikaru died, idolm@ster million live! theatre days, john doe, the price of flash, boyfriend to death 2, 14 days with you, ZENO remake, danganronpa, the promise of hope, cry of fear and etc.

!! dni :

basic criteria, pro/comship, rarepair/selfcest antis, support for aggressor countries.

let's be friends !!!

[glossedup-mal]

about me - Mal

just a rlly esoteric entity ⋆★ 17, capricorn⋆☀︎ pisces.⋆☾⁺ virgo⁺↑.⋆ {he?,she?,they?} ⋆★ i only exist on the internet ⋆★ music - charli xcx, lana del rey (+ may jailer), frank ocean, fiona apple, mazzy star, alice phoebe lou, rihana, tha dare, fka twigs, imogen heap (+ frou frou), janet jackson, lorde, diana ross, dominic fike, mount eerie, cornelia murr, björk ⋆★ movies/shows - donnie darko, the virgin suicides, priscilla, ladybird, moonlight, tomboy, waves, ginger snaps, fallen angels, paprika, gone girl ⋆★ i moodboard, listen to music, sleep, and lie ...poetry, moodboards, thinks ive made, my idols, fashion, what im listening to, random thoughts

ⓧ DNI - racists, misogynists, neo n@zis, p0rn blogs, p3dos, homophobes + transphobes, zionists, anti-semites

[desideratm]

❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . // accepting !!

@sirsharp​ asked : [ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc . [ from murr to curly! ]

—  It’s the pull at first that brought Curly’s eyes to widen as he felt those familiar hands tug him close towards the other. It wasn’t so much as something to be surprised by, but he felt that familiar pull within his very own chest as he watched Murr’s gaze fall to the zipper of his jacket. The damn thing had been stuck, and after tugging at it a few times with no way of getting it undone at ALL, it seemed like his friend had taken up the task himself of helping Curly out. Yet. . . As his fingers firmly tugged at the piece of plastic, holding his jacket in place to get the thing unstuck, Curly found himself staring. 

It was a sort of transfixed gaze, one that had been all too sudden as he kept still at that moment as Murr did his best to help him. Yet, with a tug downwards, the thing came undone almost instantly, a brief laugh of annoyance leaving the two as Curly broke his stare and reached down to zip up the thing by himself now. Yet, before his hands could reach, he found himself suddenly at a standstill once again, as Murr was already tying up his jacket for him. Up and up, Curly’s eyes watched Murr’s fingers travel, until they reached the base of his neck with a firm tug, which brought his gaze to once more slowly focus upon his friends. 

Silence, is what followed. Briefly caught in a moment of nothing but stillness as Curly did little to move at that very moment. He’d always stood shorter than Murr, always having to look up at his stature, but the overcast of his gaze brought what felt like a sudden wave of color to his very own cheeks as he quickly pulled himself away from the other’s hands. He laughed. Nervously, he tugged back at the zipper, pulling it down slightly as he walked towards the door. ❝ Haha !! You didn’t have to zip it that far up !! Jeez, what are you trying to do ?? Choke me ?? ❞

Silence once more, before he quickly opened the door, and hurried outside. ❝ A-Anyways !! Let’s go !! ❞

[starplinko]

࿐ྂ₊˚✩ —  ❛ Was this a part of my plan ?? EH. . . PROBABLY !! I mean, I’m so incredible, even I don’t know everything I do !! ❜

@sirsharp​ // starter call !!

[eulaties]

MAHOYAKU FIC RECS ★ CAIOWE ★ #31

fics that have an asterisk (*) in front of them are my personal favorites!

this list was last updated on 7/9/23.

NOTE: these fic recs contain the ship cain/owen.

if you want general mahoyaku fic recs click here

if you want ozfiga fic recs click here

if you want lenofau fic recs click here

*rather, its base and apex are curvilinear • one-shot

SUMMARY: "owen has done part of the stealing, an eye for an eye, a gift for a theft. and it is the humans, as ever, who plunder the rest. no man could be a knight and a wizard, and no man ever wanted to be near a wizard. so the knight is knight no more.”

TAGS: non-linear narrative, recurring references to owen’s past, owen taking cain’s eye, angst, blood and injury, meeting again, developing relationship

*get a hold of you • one-shot

SUMMARY: “owen is still staring in on him from the other side of the window, and all cain can see is a reflection of himself. it’s his own face, angular and boyish, and his own hair, red in a manner that whispers of shattered pasts, but the smile that sits atop the illusion of himself is wide and close to sickening. the eyes, his eyes, are the same, but it has been that way for years. it’s familiar now, against his will.”

TAGS: set before 1st anniversary story, developing relationship, eye trauma, cain working through his feelings and owen being a little bit of a cunt (the usual)

*at the point of the sword • one-shot

SUMMARY: “you also forget, mister knight, that i am a wizard of the north.” he violates cain’s space, as he delights in doing: his breath ghosts over cain’s face, cain’s own caught in his throat, his eyes locked on this unwanted matching set. “i could kill you,” owen whispers, barely moving his mouth, much less his body. it feels like his gloved finger has slowly traced cain’s jaw.”

TAGS: character study, developing relationship, a fic revolving around owen’s deaths and subsequent revivals, the sheer homoeroticism of sparring with your mortal enemy, owen-typical blood and injury, wanting someone you love to kill you can actually be so personal

*axis, tilting • one-shot

SUMMARY: "hey, owen," murr asks one day, eyes wide and voice lilting, sing-song. "what’s it like to die?"

TAGS: set before 1st anniversary story, owen character study, tension, developing relationship, owen pushing others away but slowly learning to open up.....we love to see it, i really like the pancake scene bc i could totally envision it happening, fluff

*dust and gold • one-shot

SUMMARY: “cain, who’s an idiot and will probably die soon, who comes asking for magic tips even if his teacher is supposed to be the stronger wizard alive. owen looks at him, auburn in his hair and spring in the way his lips curve upwards, and thinks fool, and also dunce. it’s full of fondness, which scares and irritates him in equal parts.”

TAGS: owen character study, fluff, angst, developing relationship

NOTES: i love how this fic discusses owen’s past in regards to his life after he was “set free” and before he was summoned as a sage’s wizard!! its rare to see caiowe fics focus on that

*ceux qui rêvent • one-shot

SUMMARY: "if you need saving, i'll come running, you know." there isn't a smile on his face, but there's something glimmering in his eyes, owen notices. "i'll be by your side, owen. i told you i would be." 

TAGS: spoilers for 1st anniversary story, fluff, light angst, comfort, owen singing, trust, mutual pining, true love right here...

NOTES: i could literally go on and on about this fic its perfect and i love it so much. highly recommend

*the heart of a ghost • one-shot

SUMMARY: “a moment of silence trapped both of them, with nothing but the faint sound of the music seeping through the cracks. a slow but beautiful song meant for lovers, its tranquil tempo highlighting cain’s erratic heartbeat. maybe cain would get blasted off the balcony and would end up ruining arthur's gardens below, but the proposition so easily rolled out of his tongue like it had been kept safe somewhere, tentatively waiting.”

TAGS: fluff, romantic ballroom dancing, mutual pining, soft vibes, i always imagine a pink evening sky when reading this

NOTES: this fic is amazing omg.....made me feel like i was the one pining

*a farewell, to all woes I was meant to sow • one-shot

SUMMARY: “cain decides to confess to owen everyday until he gets a proper answer.”

TAGS: character study, owen-centric, angst, they both go on a mission to the north, first kiss

NOTES: the sequel to “the heart of a ghost”!

*everything is a western wizard’s fault • one-shot

SUMMARY: “every time he waved at owen and tried to approach him, owen scowled and cast a teleportation spell right away, leaving a mystified cain behind. bradley and mithra also seemed awfully keen on gifting him alcohol and inviting him out to drink, both with knowing grins on their faces. just what in the world happened last night?”

TAGS: fluff, mutual pining, the wizards drinking in the lounge, cain being a little dum, flustered owen, humor, so cutee

*a moment of peace • one-shot

SUMMARY: "owen scoffed, ignoring him. 'o so brave mister knight got bit by one of the poisonous spiders in this area. isn't it hilarious?' yet owen's voice seemed to lack any humor. cain thought it was quite soothing when owen talked so close to his ear, like a whisper. or maybe he wasn't thinking straight anymore.”

TAGS: established relationship, fluff, cain sleeping on owens lap and owen singing to him....real disney princess moment

*there's nothing for the sky to offer • one-shot

SUMMARY: “don’t go,” those words slip past cain’s lips before he could think, like a plea he had been holding back, a phrase he failed to swallow down his throat and bury deep inside him where no one can reach. just like that day. their eyes meet, a mix of blazing ruby and shimmering gold, a blend of conflicting desires that neither of them understood, remaining at the tip of their tongues to rot. and almost like a moth drawn to a flame, owen stays.

TAGS: prose, relationship study, set around winter holidays (festive season), spoilers for 2nd anniversary story, mutual pining, i love the vibes of this fic, also the yearning here....... 

NOTES: deadass this fic made me cry like. its not even supposed to be sad but the writing was just that good

*bittersweet • one-shot

SUMMARY: “i’m saying that," his voice is unusually quiet as he continues, "i have two eyes, but there's only one of you.”

TAGS: the mortifying ordeal of being known, emotionally repressed owen, confessions, first kiss

*lent lily • one-shot

SUMMARY: “owen has never been one to indulge in emotional desires. except for when he's around the knight.”

TAGS: character study, developing relationship, fluff, comforting hugs

*kiss with a fist • one-shot

SUMMARY: “of course i know how to dance, you dumb knight,” owen scoffs, taking cain's hands off the sage and grabbing his wrists.

TAGS: developing relationship, romantic tension, owen is good at waltzing

crisis mess • one-shot

SUMMARY: “the day after the tree was set up, the sage furthered owen’s misery by announcing what they called a secret santa.”

TAGS: secret santa, light angst, fluff, i especially liked the restaurant scene it was so cute, they care about each other......

la di dah • one-shot

SUMMARY: “the courtyard is a good place for singing and dancing.”

TAGS: fluff, dancing in the courtyard to happy music, friendship, set before 1st anniversary

my dove • one-shot

TAGS: owen transforms into a dove to visit cain, fluff

irreplaceable • one-shot

SUMMARY: “what cain could remember about his very first impression of owen, even before the attack started, was laying his eyes on the man and some part of his brain telling him very clearly that’s a corpse.”

TAGS: cain’s pov, developing relationship, character study

behind these golden eyes • short drabble

SUMMARY: “owen always hated the color gold.”

[noxcomnia-a]

Minecraft username for my muses. It’s important to me (UPDATED NOW)

owen: wolvesbound faust:  cursemaker snow: noscomnia shylock: blessedrink heathcliff: settingsunshine riquet: divinelight mitile: southernpride murr: moonbound chloe: queenscrown oz: coolestdadever (arthur named his account) happy: happiesthappy theodore: teddybear jocelyn: witchofroses luka: dragonwhisperer gale: swandance talia: tba cordelia: tba julian: tba rene: tba ritsu: slumberborne leo: composing♪tune tsukasa: knighthearted anzu: belovedproducer (someone else named her account) natsume: magic★spark rei: lunareaped aira: heartsloved subaru: shiningstar mayoi: abyssviewed hiyori: princesshiyori yuuta: 2wink★star kaoru: summerwind

[jojoingjoseph]

🔶 (Ren to Joseph oops ;P )

Ultimate sinday meme 🔶 My muse decides to wake yours up with oral sex

Goddess of Love, please take me to your Leader..

The slivers of light filtering through the crevices of curtains alluded to the onset of a sun that had yet to reach it’s highest point, hardly a detail that needed much elaboration as opposed to the pleased murrs that slid through the air. A burly forearm rested over the man’s own eyes, the lingering hold of sleep still laden yet that lazy smirk gradually widening betrayed the facade of slumber.

★“ ..Bloody Hell, Ren. ” The brunet breathed out in a croaked hush, muttering out a string of heated nothings soon after. Christ on the Cross he was already at half mast, a shuddering groan touching upon vocal chords as a coy tongue licked at the underside of his shaft, trailing upwards, and flicked at the head. Joseph would not complain in the least, laying completely complacent underneath the mercy of that wily Android.

A thick swallowed bobbed at the man’s throat, grounding out another pleased hum when knowing fingertips traced along the furred trail lining the space underneath his navel. Heated flesh flourished in color with the rush of blood, each drawn breath exhaling in a growing huff once Ren’s lips had began to encircle around the tip of his stiffened cock. Underneath the cover of his arm, the man’s eyes scrunched closed, spine arching with every contour and valley of his sculpted figure showcasing itself underneath the stretched, sun-kissed skin. A small buck of his hips twitched itself, a simple reflex that earned itself the longer Ren took her time in tormenting him with that mouth, spurring nerves to scorch with an icy fire in the wake of every touch and brush of her teases.

What a way to start the today’s routine, not that Joseph was complaining in the least…

[eulaties]

MAHOYAKU FIC RECS ★ GENERAL ★ #30

fics that have an asterisk (*) in front of them are my personal favorites!

this list was last updated on 7/9/23.

NOTE: this is an assorted collection of fic recs for mhyk, including ships such as bradnero, shymurr, misuruchi, and shinoheath. not spoiler-free!

if you want caiowe fic recs click here

if you want ozfiga fic recs click here

if you want lenofau fic recs click here

*fault lines • multi-chapter (2/2) • bradley/nero

SUMMARY: “how is it that their relationship has been reduced to this stupid, childish masquerade, where every single thing that bradley does seems to be stepping on nero’s toes?"

TAGS: relationship study, angst, pining, relationship status: its complicated

NOTES: the summary excerpt i put does not do this justice so just do yourself a favor and read the fic!!! the bradnero characterization is so amazing incredible showstopping

*wishbone • one-shot • bradley/nero

SUMMARY: “early as sin, and nero was already fighting a panic attack over a room full of stolen objects worth pounds more in diamonds than he was. fuck’s sake, he thought, slightly hysterical, the mirror’s embedded with rubies. it’s 13th century, the hell is it doin’ in a room with me?”

TAGS: canon-compliant, character study, cooking, found family, fluff, light angst, intertwined paths...

*you’re the reason i believe in ghosts • one-shot • bradley/nero

SUMMARY: “nero wishes he could go back.”

TAGS: drabble, hurt no comfort, angst, bittersweet ending

*(our) time is running out • one-shot • bradley/nero

SUMMARY: “sometimes it feels like bradley has a pit in him that burns hot where nero’s feels empty, cold.

TAGS: pre-canon, relationship study, memories, hurt no comfort, angst

*drunk off this sweet mood • one-shot • shylock/murr

SUMMARY: “murr's found something new that catches his eye: the barkeep at the bennett bar.”

TAGS: even more pre-canon, murr’s pov, back when shylock and murr first met, bantering, enemies to ???, murr before his soul shattered (loathsome murr), reading this makes my heart ache....

*capulet garden • one-shot • shylock/murr

SUMMARY: “he jests at scars that never felt a wound. all shylock can do is watch.”

TAGS: pre-canon, passive aggressive flirting via shakespeare, romeo and juliet references, prose, soul shattering, angst

*odds and ends • one-shot • shylock/murr

SUMMARY: “murr seems to consume all of his thoughts; and so, shylock knows it is love.”

TAGS: present-day canon, shylock’s pov, character and relationship study, the amount of pining here is off the charts, shylock waxing poetic about his love....classic western wizard things!

*how easy you are to need • one-shot • shino/heathcliff

SUMMARY: “so heathcliff keeps himself in check, muzzles his hypothetical non-platonic feelings, and smiles gratefully when shino appears at his door. that’s the safest option.”

TAGS: heathcliff's pov, fluff, yearning, childhood friends mutual pining you all know how it goes

*3 different ways to annoy heathcliff blanchett • one-shot • shino/heathcliff

SUMMARY: “his first thought was: ah, shit, he’s pretty. his second one was: wait, since when has he worn glasses?”

TAGS: shino’s pov, he is down bad, mutual pining, fluff, humor

a couple’s room • one-shot • shino/heathcliff

SUMMARY: “there's only one free room at the hotel, and you know how the story goes. they only had one bed.”

TAGS: mutual pining, fluff, they r so silly

unexpectedly • one-shot • shino/heathcliff

SUMMARY: "when he had stepped into that room earlier, the last thing heath had expected was to get confessed to.”

TAGS: sickfic, accidental confession, fluff

what words cannot say • multi-chapter (1/2) • shino/heathcliff

SUMMARY: “when you can't apologize, what else is there to do?”

TAGS: character/relationship study, bittersweet, unresolved ending

you, who are no one • one-shot

SUMMARY: “in his quest to understand desire, nero learns it.”

TAGS: pre-canon, nero character study, angst, set shortly after his departure from the bandit gang

requited but unequal • one-shot • bradley/nero

SUMMARY: “nero has no shortage of dissent, and almost he speaks it, but of the many things time has taught him, utmost is: he cannot expect bradley to ignore the thrill of life no more than he can expect to get drunk off water. for all they share in common, the sharp divide in how they each see life is too big to surmount. he tries not to think about it.“

TAGS: pre-canon, the fracturing of their relationship, angst

beast • one-shot • shylock/murr

SUMMARY: "shylock nudged his way through the open door, eyes wide with disbelief. if the figure hunched before him was murr, it was a version of murr that looked as though it had been dragged straight through hell and back. murr's bedroom was made nearly unrecognizable. the blueprints and sketches for new creations that usually hung on every open inch of wall were torn down, laying on the floor, reduced to shredded piles.”

TAGS: pre-canon, a fic exploring what happened when shylock found murr after his soul shattered, angst, hurt/comfort, fall from grace?, pain.......

CW: the descriptions of what happened to murr both mentally and physically after his soul shattered may be a little distressing to read

our final night alive • one-shot • shylock/murr

SUMMARY: “the night before murr’s soul shattered.”

TAGS: canon-compliant, relationship study, bittersweet, inspired by west rhapsody

familiarly unfamiliar • one-shot • mithra/rutile

SUMMARY: “it feels warmer lately.”

TAGS: drabble, fluff

warmth • one-shot • mithra/rutile

SUMMARY: "with rutile by his side, all mithra could feel was a lot of emotions and things that he has rarely ever experienced. but mostly, warmth.”

TAGS: drabble, fluff, i love how both misuruchi fics here are about warmth, btw i think this is an auto-translated fic so there may be grammar inconsistencies

the bandit’s kitchen • one-shot • bradley/nero

SUMMARY: “after barely managing to escape from figaro and the twins, bradley ends up at nero’s doorstep.”

TAGS: pre-canon, hurt/comfort, past memories