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crystaldivination · 1 year

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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑 𝐇𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔

‹ 𝑃𝑖𝑐𝑘 𝑎 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑑 › ♥︎ 𝑂ℎ… 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢

⤷ Valentine’s special ⁀➷ ⤶

Hello beautiful souls ♡︎ it’s been a while. I’ve planned to go after my pick a card schedule but since it’s Valentines’ Day 💌💘 I decided to squeeze this in between. For those who have already found their other half I wish you a happy Valentine’s Day. Make romantic and beautiful memories with your lover. As for my single souls who is looking and waiting for love especially on this day, don’t worry because there is someone waiting somewhere out there for you already. When the time is right they’ll show up. For now we can find other way to celebrate love that doesn’t involve romance right? I hope you get to spend time with your loved ones on this day and do something fun. Have a beautiful time for yourselves. You deserve it ❣︎

That to be said, I hope to provide you with some lovely messages from the person of your mind or anyone who is thinking about you with this intuitive pick a card reading. In this reading we will be looking at who is secretly having feelings for you and how they feel about you. Check out the 2nd part of this Valentine’s edition here.

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How to choose a pile? Take a few deep breaths ＆ look at each piles separately. Trust your intuition to pick your pile.

The piles ┊

left ➜ right

Disclaimer ┊this is a general reading which may or may not resonate with you. Take what resonates and leave out anything that doesn’t. Feel free to choose another pile if you'd like.

𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟏

"Oh tell me if there is anyone like her. No, there is no one like her."

This person might be someone you know or someone near your orbit. They seem to believe there is a connection between you both right before seeing or meeting you. Love at first sight. They feel something unexplainable when it comes to you. They find you captivating and attractive, not to be said, very intelligent. In their eyes you embody the person of both beauty and brain. You actually are. They are very romantic and a dreamer. They’d want you to notice them if you haven’t already. For some I guess this might be a crush who is too shy to approach you and just like to observe you from afar. They like to fantasize about you and how it’d be like if you guys were together. I heard the word "each other’s" so they might be slightly possessive or just want you guys to belong to each other. It doesn’t seem to be toxic. I just feel like they’d want a love that’s like a fairytale. They have a heart of an artist. You could even be their muse. Their source of inspiration. You literally inspire them everyday. I heard something along the line "You are so beautiful and smart that I could write a million unique poems for you". Aww pile 1 they are so sweet. It’s a shame that they’re keeping it to themself. If they could only show it to you just like how they’re willing to tell me this… I’m also getting that you occupy their mind 24/7. Sometimes you could be popping up out of nowhere and they might even see hallucinations of you in front of them. Omg. They’re that in love with you. I’d even say you are one of the rare people that they admire every bit of. They really want to cherish you with all their heart because they believe you deserve every of it. You’re so kind and just a dream person for them. They’re putting you on the pedestal fr. They wouldn’t want to come out of their dream any soon but they do know that it’s not the reality so that’s kinda sad. If they could be yours they’d want to provide and cater you with love and everything you need. Your desires are theirs to fulfill. They’d want the best out of the best for you. They really seem like a giver.

Some hints to know who they are:

Masculine energy, books, glasses, tall and brown haired, casual looks, notebook with a pen, twirl pen, might like to rest on a bench, connected to nature

The song matches the vibe of this connection from their pov ⭒۟ ׁ

Especially this part ⌵

{It's you, it's you, it's all for you}

{Everything I do}

{I tell you all the time}

{Heaven is a place on earth with you}

𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟐

"They got me thinking about them"

This is a little bit confusing to me because the person I’m getting for this pile seems to be…how could I say…a little bit out of their mind? Maybe they’re quite oblivious in general or they don’t really care about most things. They aren’t the type to chase the high or hang out in groups to be part of something. They prefer to not be influenced by anyone and to be on their own. Not a loner or anything, they just don’t need other people or stimulations to function well or to build confidence. To them those things seem a little "superficial". They know what they enjoy and who they value so they only keep the minimum of what’s important to them and who they want to be surrounded with. Despite that they’re actually quite warm on the inside and do seek sincere connections. They usually appear detached or try to portray a cold demeanor, sometimes out of this un-/disinterest but also to shy away other people from approaching or getting to close to them. This might stem from their past but then YOU came into the picture.

You might be quite the opposite of that person. You’re social, open and friendly. You might make friends easily. For some reason I’m getting that they might be a new person for you. You guys might've met at school/courses or at some sort of work related places. You might even be a transfer student/worker etc. The first moment they saw you they don’t seem to be interested at all like their usual self but you on the contrary are always curious to meet and get to know new people which led you to approach them first. Tbh your first impression of each other wasn’t really great. They might’ve been quite sassy or even "rude" to you but something might’ve happened later on and I’m getting that it was you who showed kindness to them which made them open up to you more. Over times you guys got more comfortable with each other and seem to be quite close. They didn’t seem to even realize their feelings for you at first but they do noticed a feeling being evoked in them by you. Every time you’re near them or with every encounter with you they feel a shift. You might have recalled a feeling that was familiar to them but it seems like it’s a feeling that has been forgotten for so long that they themself might not even remember what it was. Because it feels so easy and natural with you, all they suspect was them being out of their mind or that something is wrong with them. They noticed that their heart beats faster lately whenever they’re around you, they think more often about you and every symptom one gets when being in love. They slowly realize your effect on them. I heard "Is that her…is she the one who’s making me feel this type of way?". Their close friends might’ve pointed it out to them how they have changed. They could be more lively and their behavior are much more out there. Again I heard "They changed me…?" They start to notice and pay attention to their surrounding more but mostly to catch YOU, to be exact to get your attention.

Some hints to know who they are:

Detached, appear cold and un-/disinterested, athletic style, animal lover, likes to watch birds and the sunset, analytical, great at debates, quite funny or humorous, would like to tease you for fun or to get a reaction out of you

The song matches the epiphany and how their feelings develop ⭒۟ ׁ

Especially this part ⌵

{When you're with me}

{Be honest}

{Let's just be honest}

{You got me in my feelings} …

{Never understood what it feels like}

{Like the way that you're turning me 'round}

Ps. For this pile I felt like I should give some background information since it’s a new person so that’s why it’s a little longer than the other two piles.

𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟑

"Oh heaven please send me to her"

Pile 3, I feel like this person's heart is aching for you. It longs for you but not in a selfish way but more in a protective way. You might have gotten out of a relationship recently or broke up with someone and then heading into a new relationship maybe to ease the pain or to forget about the earlier one, either way there seems to be a third party going on. This person just want to take you in their arm and hold you until you feel okay again. They think they could be so much better than that person who’s hurt or disappointed you. They can treat you better than that. They want you to notice them because you don’t deserve that kind of connections. You should have someone by your side who cares about you, who is there for you and who will always stick with you until the end. Not half hearted or not just for a while. They are tired to see you fall down over and over again searching for the love that you need. They know that all you want and need is someone who can carefully hold your heart and held it dearly without letting it fall when it feels too heavy. That heart will loyally and obediently beat for the one who is willing to mend it. It might take a while but it’s always ready to sacrifice for you. They know all this but they’re angry and frustrated with how you could let yourself feel so worthless just for the sake of love. They just want to run to you and protect you from anyone and any danger that could harm you in anyway. You deserve so much. They are sure of it and if they could they will make sure you get all that. Pile 3, I feel so emotional rn. My heart literally pains a bit. They are really determined to get what they want for you. I’m shaking 😳. Don’t you know who I am talking about? But I feel like they can’t show themself to you rn. There might be hindrance or a distance between you guys which makes it hard for them to get to you. BUT know that they’re watching you, helping you indirectly by sending you positive energy, they really wish for you to be safe and to align with your inner self before anything. They think you’re a little out of balance and drained. Take care of yourself and try to recover first. They want you to know that you should be able to prioritize yourself, do the things you didn’t get to do before. I heard "you can love and be in love with yourself, right?". That’s so thoughtful of them, pile 3. They really care about you and your well-being. And once you’re fully yourself again, they might dare to come closer to you. This seems like a great person, don’t you think pile 3? I don’t get who they are but based on the information I guess it might be someone who is aware of you and knows a lot about you. Could be a one sided crush as well.

Some hints to know who they are:

Muscular body, feels powerless, heart ache, would fight for you, phone, take walks to ease mind, fitness studio, look a little like a "player" but is mindful, might have siblings, quite responsible, a little impulsive but knows how to hold back

The whole song matches their frustration and protectiveness over you ⭒۟ ׁ

Especially this part ⌵

{I know I can treat you better than he can}

{And any girl like you deserves a gentleman}

{Tell me, why are we wasting time}

{On all your wasted crying}

{When you should be with me instead?} …

{I'll stop time for you}

{The second you say you'd like me too}

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allaganexarch · 6 months

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WIP Whenever! ♥

Absolutely blest by the tag from @myreia !!

As some of you may have noticed i have been in the TRENCHES with schoolwork the last few weeks LOL so all I have that is not just barely-coherent 4 am hallucinations is this jkdsfkjnfk. I've been holed up in my room being insane + I'm very eager to share so it's a longish snippet, hopefully tumblr dot website does not DESTROY the formatting.

I was thinking aaahhhh i can't tag ppl again I JUST tagged them in a thing but even if that were a thing it is not true I have been eaten by school for so long LOL @thepapernautilus @yourlocaldisneyvillain @delirious-comfort @eemamminy-art and anyone else who would like to pls feel free to tag me!

Wheel of Time, Liandrin x Reader 🤪🥰

The first time you meet Liandrin Sedai, it is not in your proudest moment.

You are a lady of perfectly average talents. And although you work hard and perform your weaves well, yours is not the sort of power that gets noticed. One must be noticed in order to be offered the trial of the Arches. And so it is that each of your classmates, each of your friends, each of your enemies, becomes Accepted one by one, and leaves you behind.

You have been a novice for nine years when your best and last friend goes through the Arches. And Light help you, you cry. You go out into the abandoned courtyard, you shamble down onto a stone bench, and you cry.

This is how Liandrin Sedai finds you.

“Oh,” says an unfamiliar voice, high and clear, surely put off by your discomposure.

You wipe furiously at your face, but you hadn’t expected to be interrupted. You cannot stop crying.

You feel her approach. “Oh, there now—“ she says awkwardly. You think you feel her hand hovering just shy of your shoulder.

“I’m sorry,” you sniffle. “I’m sorry, I’m just—“ but you have no words for what you are. You are a lady of perfectly average talents. You are a Novice. You are all alone.

In your periphery, you see the red skirts of the Aes Sedai trying to comfort you. This is, to your mind, even worse. At last you get the attention of one of the Red Ajah, and it is for this!

“There now, little sister,” says the Aes Sedai, and she sounds more confident now, as though she has steeled herself against your onslaught. “What’s all this? Surely nothing we can’t fix, yes?”

This is, somehow, the worst thing she could have said. You cover your face with both hands in a poor attempt to stifle a sob. “No!” you wail miserably. “No, it can’t be fixed! I try so hard, but it doesn’t matter! The problem is me! I’m—“

You are a lady of perfectly average talents. A Novice. Alone. Abandoned.

“I’m weak!” you cry, your hands falling uselessly into your lap. “I’m weak, and I always will be!”

Once more you scrub your white sleeve across your face, but the tears won’t stop flowing. The mysterious Aes Sedai sits at your side. “Weak?” she wonders after a long silence. “Weak in the One Power, you mean?”

“Mhm,” you sniffle horribly. “Everyone’s gone through the Arches without me.”

“Ah.” She draws out the syllable, low and rich, knowing. “I see. And you’ve been a Novice for how long?”

“A little over nine years,” you say. Somehow, recounting this information calms you, rather than making you more upset. At last you manage to dry your eyes enough to see.

“And you work hard, yes? You’re sure it’s not your form that’s lacking?” She asks the question without accusation.

You look up, meaning to nod your affirmation, but you are wholly unprepared for the sight. The Aes Sedai sitting next to you has an unearthly beauty about her, something indescribable that you don’t see every day. It’s not any one feature—her honey-blonde hair, her doll’s lips, her prominent cheekbones, or her wild, piercing eyes—but rather something more than the sum of her parts. Awe and apprehension course through you in equal measure, and you almost forget to respond at all.

“It’s true,” says the mystery woman, “this Tower often values raw power over actual skill. And I expect it’s also true that you’ve reached the limits of your raw power for the time being. And so I suggest—“ Without warning, she reaches up and wipes the tears from your cheeks. “—you stop wasting your energy on the things you cannot change.”

You are too stunned to speak. She inclines her head, as though studying something, but there is something off about the gesture. “After all,” she says. “There are so very many things that you can change.”

There is something unsettling about her, a distinctive undercurrent of unrest you don’t see in most Aes Sedai. You are reminded of a cat poised to spring upon an unsuspecting mouse.

“You know your weaves well?” she asks you. “If I were to test you, I would not find myself disappointed?”

“Yes,” you nod, perhaps a little frantically. “I mean—I know them well.”

The mystery woman nods, as though to say, exactly as I thought. She stands and brushes her hands over her bright red skirt. “Take a few days to collect yourself, little sister. Come and find me when you’re ready to make a change.”

You stammer. “Oh, but I—“

“Liandrin Sedai,” she clarifies. Then, just shy of turning to leave, she amends, “Oh, and keep this between us, hm?”

You nod, dumbfounded. And then she is gone.

You take Liandrin Sedai’s advice, and you spend the next few days in deep contemplation. You know you have not overstated your familiarity with the weaves, but you worry she will still be disappointed. In your heart, you yearn to move forward, but you worry that you are being prideful, that being a Novice still has something to teach you, and that you are ignoring it. You write to your mother, a letter that reveals little but says much, if one reads between the lines. You are profoundly lonely, deeply self-conscious, and yet you know you cannot possibly refuse Liandrin Sedai’s invitation.

Liandrin does test you, hard. In a way it feels good to finally show the full breadth of your dedicated practice. But you are unused to such rapt attention. Yours is not the kind of power that draws a teacher’s eye. You weave what you can with practiced precision, but what you can weave is not impressive, and it takes hard work every single time.

But Liandrin watches you anyway, her gaze piercing, her stance not a little unsettling as she prowls about the small room like a hunting animal. She doesn’t say much, just tells you what to weave and then watches, again and again and again, until you’re sure you just simply don’t know anything else you could possibly show her.

“Good,” she says, with a curt nod.

You drop your weave and stagger a little, out of breath and reaching for something to lean on. Your hand finds the hard stone wall behind you, and you take in a gasping breath. You’ve worked yourself to exhaustion before, but never quite like this.

“I think I see what you mean,” says Liandrin contemplatively. “You perform the weaves well, but it’s not the kind of thing that catches the eye. Pity, really. Raw power is all fine and well, but it’s nothing next to perseverance. One would think the Teacher of Novices at least could appreciate that.”

Your vision refocuses, but your mind is slow. You’re still stuck on ‘you perform the weaves well.’ You smile foolishly.

Liandrin regards you with an unreadable emotion. She squints as though studying you, but again there is something off about it, just like before. Half-consciously, you think that she is only affecting the mannerism of studying you, pretending to contemplate something even though she’s already made up her mind.

“No matter,” she says at last. “Run along and rest up.”

You hold a moment, baffled, waiting for something else that will explain what she is thinking.

She raises her eyebrows. “Go.”

You do not need to be told again.

#exciting tag for writing things #wheel of time fanfic #liandrin x reader #liandrin #wheel of time #sorry for preparing to become the x reader tag menace this is my villain arc sdkjfnjfkf #i have like a whole plan for the fic it is not sane #i am also picking and choosing my liandrin lore bc she deserves to be a misandrist in peace #i was gonna say ty for coming to my ted talk but this is decidedly not my ted talk #you will KNOW when it's my ted talk

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carnal-lnstinct · 1 year

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Hi! I hope I'm in time to request for the Valentine's event! 💜💘💌 with Goku? I don't have a detailed scenario in mind, but I just want to see him in a fwb/no strings attached relationship, and realizing he's in love + the confession! It can have smut if you want or you can just leave it implicit, whatever works for you! Thank you ♥

Goku | love confession

content: ( canon divergent. world tournament champion!goku, established friendship, secret friends with benefits, love confession ) warning: ( M / 18+. MINORS DNI. implied sex )

I just can't say "I don't love you", 'cause I love you. - "Die For You"

No one expected their champion to fall today, but for the first time in years, by ring-out, Goku had lost the final fight in the World Martial Arts Tournament. There was a silence in the crowd before the new champion's name filled the stadium in an uproar of cheers, music and confetti rising over the arena. Once you were able to break out of the shock from it, you quickly rushed out toward the outer area of the ring where Goku had gotten back on his feet. There was a brief smile on his face as he looked into the ring, then as he noticed you approaching an expression of pain took over and he held his hand to his chest. Having congratulated the new champion's side, the announcer approached Goku for a few words on the fight and you couldn't help but notice the instances of his posture correcting itself and the boisterous laugh from his chest that "bothered" him just a few minutes ago as he admitted his defeat with a content demeanor.

As his publicist, you stepped in and ended the brief interview, escorting the supposedly injured Goku from the arena to get him back to his private waiting area. Just before the crowd of media interviewers could bombard the public fighter's waiting area for him.

"Alright, why did you throw the fight?" You immediately began to press for an explanation once the door shut and you locked it behind you. Never mind the partnership offers that were waiting for him to win the tournament again, looking at this as a long-time friend of his quickly set you on alert for the sudden change in your friend. Going back over the fight in your head now, it was like Goku didn't even try to win.

He lives for the Martial Arts Tournament and people love to see him fight and win them. Especially after the battle with Piccolo years ago. Certainly battling foes like his saiyan brother and company, and then the battle on Namek may have taken the difficulty curve out of competing with the average Earthling martial arts fighter, but Goku still never lost his spark of wanting to participate when he could. Even when it became obvious he'll win, the idea of the new competition never failed to deter him. So now that he's exposed his intentions to not win, you needed to know why.

You folded your arms as you stood over him, somewhat cornering him in the small bench he sat on. "What happened?" You further pushed for answers.

"What do you mean? I lost. Fair and square." Goku answered, pleased with his admittance and grinning. You narrowed your eyes at him in clear disbelief but he didn't flinch at it. "He's just that strong! Guess it's time for someone else to be Champion. At least for a while." He shrugs and shifts his gaze to his complimentary food spread that's been waiting for him. He stands up to move around you and makes a beeline for the fresh food. "Looks like I got some training to do for next time!"

Growling to yourself, you followed behind him and surprised him when he turned back around with an apple between his teeth and hands filled with rice and meats. You swatted his chest with the back of your hand and watched his reaction. Nothing. At first confused by it, Goku quickly realizes and starts to feign the pain as he hunched and donned a dramatic expression of agony. Peaking at you through his bangs, he can see you weren't buying it. He pouts having officially blown his cover and lets out a defeated sigh. "Okay, it's true. I did throw the fight." He talks through the apple and goes to set his plates on the table.

"Why?"

"There will be other tournaments to win, (Y/n). I'm sure it'll be okay if I'm not the Champion for a while."

"Goku, I've seen you do things no human on Earth can! And it's not easy to cover up a lot of that for you! I'm supposed to believe you just gave up a fight because you didn't want to be the world martial arts champion anymore?" You huffed. "Hate to break it to you, but with all you've done to defend the world you're the champ whether you like it or not. Throwing a tournament is not gonna change that. Why even compete if you didn't want to win?"

"Well...I know how important it is to your job that I still gotta fight." Goku started, flinging the finished apple core in the trash before sitting at the table. "You work really hard to make sure everything goes well for me and I can keep doing what I want. But if I'm the Champ, then I can't really do what I want. Besides, there are still the androids I need to keep training for." He adds, starting to stuff his mouth. "I can't do that either if I have to keep making appearances at big parties and stuff."

Such was the price of fame that came with being a worldly icon. With the whole world at stake from that looming threat as well, you couldn't really argue with the grand scheme of things right now compared to a single tournament. There wouldn't be another one to look forward to if those wild androids get to have their fun. You'll lie to your boss and the sponsors for him, again. For Goku's sake. You wandered over to him as he cleared his plates, setting up for another helping. "Okay...Well...What was it you wanted to do, Goku?" You asked amicably. He slows his pace as he looked up at you, emptying his stuffed cheeks with a big gulp.

Goku takes your hand into his own, turning around to face you with a gentle smile. "I want... to-"

"-I-It's better for your image if you keep up your prospect as a young bachelor." You quickly interrupt with the mechanical answer you've uttered to yourself time and time again, snatching your hand back from his grasp. "And not be seen dating your agent." You turned away, holding yourself at the surge of emotions that flowed through you. You thought you had managed to redirect his feelings from you already, along with what you felt for him. It was fortunate enough that your professional relationship got away with your friendly history, but you couldn't complicate it further by pushing that boundary. Dallying with clients was forbidden and it could hurt their public appearance, spreading negative whispers of credibility. Even for someone like Goku who has been famous in the tournament scene since he was a kid.

It's been risky already, all the times you've been with him and trying to keep it from even your friends. You can't further damage his reputation than he has today or put your job on the line because you enjoy his attention and sleeping with him.

"But I am not the World Champion anymore," Goku gently argues, frowning. You hear him stand up and you make a move to put distance between you. However, his large arms quickly closed around you, pulling you back against his frame. In his familiar warmth, you couldn't find the will to struggle. "Listen, please. Those rules don't have to apply to me anymore, and I already like being with you. I don't want to hide it any longer. Don't you feel the same?"

Your heart began to race in your chest and you let out a frail sigh, turning in his arms to look up at him. "...Please tell me you didn't give up being the world champion for me." Now looking into each other eyes, his unwavering stare gave truth to your words and you weren't sure if you loved the intentions of the gesture or hated the blatant carelessness of your client. Goku gives you a shameless but proud smile, further proving the lengths he would go through for those he cares deeply for. No risk seemed too great for him and truthfully it was enough to win your heart over. But it didn't change the nature of your professional relationship. Wanting to return his smile, you only frowned and look away.

"I...I-I can't. You're still my client." It pained you to say.

Goku was quick to give a solution. "Then quit. I'll give you my prize money for taking second place so you don't have to work." Your jaw dropped.

"G-Goku! That's still a hundred-thousand zeni!" He only shrugged his shoulders.

"Well I don't need really it. I still have plenty of money from the other tournaments and companies that give it to me." His eyes started to light up as his smile grew. "And as soon as we defeat the androids then I'll be sure to win us more money." He confidently declared, as if he had it all figured out already. A plan he's been carefully leading everyone on with that meant so much more for him than just giving away the role as the World Martial Arts Champion.

"I'm...I'm not taking that kind of money from you, Goku." You stated plainly, wiggling around in his arms to fully face him. With a pensive expression on your face, your shoulders dropped and you lower your gaze from him. You managed to work your hands up to his chest and bit into your lip for a moment trying to contain yourself. The furrow in your brow then softens and a smile starts to grow on your lips. You give a soft laugh. "-But if you tell me that you love me, I'll see things your way." You swear you could feel his entire body vibrate with excitement as his hold on you tightens. Trying to keep your emotions from overflowing with the same euphoria, you shoved your face against the exposed skin of his chest, fingers clinging to the fabric of his gi. "Do you love me, Goku?" Muffled against his top.

Goku nudges your head with his nose and squishes his cheek to yours when you lift your head up. "I do love you, (Y/n)." He confesses proudly, nuzzling you further and almost squishing your body to his own, releasing your repressed emotions with tears starting to build in your eyes. "With all of my heart!" You turned your face to his and pressed your lips together. Goku released your body only to cradle your face in his hands and return the affection, deepening the kiss. You pulled away in a breathless gasp.

"I love you, too." You quickly spouted before he claims your mouth again, wasting no time gathering you up in his arms and carrying you over to the sofa. You reached in your pocket for your work phone and threw it across the room before Goku lays you down on the cushioned seat, fitting his body to yours in its luxurious embrace.

Somewhere between stripping each other and wrapping yourself around him came multiple knocks at the door. Obviously the rush of reporters wanting to get a statement from the former champion on today's events but you both able to tune it out, sinking deeper and deeper into the throws of love.

#*MH4U #goku x reader #son goku x reader #goku imagine #dbz imagine #dbz fics #My writing #lemon #nsft

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quantum-nymph · 2 years

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By the way, I love you

Characters: Xiao

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Warnings: angst, cult behavior, reader is manipulative

♥　♡　♥　♡　♥　♡　♥ 　♡　♥　♡　♥　♡　♥　♡　♥　♡　♥　♡　♥

Ever since you had been thrown into this world or better known as Teyvat, people have chased you back and forth for your blessings. The last few days have been rough on you so you decide to take a break. Staying in your teapot will help you relax, especially after so many acolytes offered help to decorate it so neatly.

Having alone time is what you needed the most right now. You enjoyed your peaceful moments while sitting on a bench. The sun slowly setting, creating a perfect golden hour, just you and the tea that Zhongli made for you this afternoon. The silence was disturbed, when you felt a gust of wind. Great, you think to yourself, another visitor.

You keep your eyes closed as to not acknowledge the visitor standing behind you. Even though you gave certain people permission to enter as they wish, you still felt annoyed.

“Your Grace”, a quiet voice calls out for you.

Taking a deep breath and turning around, you see Xiao, kneeling on the ground not daring to make eye contact or get up without your permission. He was the last to expect coming into your teapot.

“Yes, Xiao? Do you need something?”

“Your Grace, everyone is asking for you. You have been isolating yourself for weeks now.”, he speaks.

“Didn't I ask to not be bothered? Xiao, I never knew you would be so quick so disobey, what a shame. I thought you were my most loyal acolyte, no?”, you smile.

He snaps up looking at you with wide eyes “I am deeply sorry, I will refrain from questioning you further.”

You raise from your seat and stand in front of Xiao, who is still kneeling. You bend down to pick the qingxin beside him. Gently tucking it behind his ear, you admire his face. Its crazy how he was just a 3D model in a game and now hes a real person who has opinions, desires and emotions. A mind of his own. Is that what you are so desperately searching in him? Perhaps everything is a dream waiting to find its end? Yet, you long for these moments with Xiao. You wish to take him back to the world you were born in. The ’real’ world. You lift his chin up and look into his eyes. If you ever bring him into your world, would his eye color change? The pretty shades of yellow and gold reflect nothing but loyalty to you, would they stay?

“Xiao, if I disappeared one day, don't bother to search for me. When the day of departure comes, I promise I will leave a sign behind.”, you whisper.

Xiao says nothing. But the way you see him close his eyes and lean into your touch, he understands. You never wanted to get too close to any of the characters yet here you are, caressing Xiao's face. If he only knew how much you loved him. You let out a sigh and sit back down on the bench.

You give Xiao a quick glance “You may sit if you wish”, and resume on drinking your now cold tea.

Looking at the sunset once again, you hear footsteps approaching. From the side of your eye you see Xiao, quietly sitting down next to you as to not disturb your peace. Silently you pour a cup of the for him too. The tea might help him relax for a bit. He bows in response to you pushing the cup to him. Poor boy, if only you could see him so shy every day.

“If you disappear one day, will you take me with you?”

“I would if it were possible. The world I was born in would maybe be easier on you as there is no need to fight monsters. Even if it was possible to bring someone with me, I would take you with me because you are my favorite.”

He stares at you as if you said something stupid. You were technically speaking the truth but would you really drag him out of this world for your selfishness?

You begin to cough as to break the silence. Xiao still stays silent until he feels your hand on his shoulder. He looks at your hand and back to you. You can tell he is confused, how cute, you think to yourself.

“Xiao, the reason I would take you with me is because I love you.”, you smile awkwardly. This is so embarrassing to you, a god, confessing their feelings. Not just to any normal acolyte but to the most loyal one.

“Your Grace, I-”

The sudden feeling of coldness jolts you awake. You're back where you fell asleep. The dream felt too real for you and the overwhelming feeling wash over you in an instant. A bright screen catches your attention. Right, you forgot to turn your laptop off. You look closely and it seems like you left Genshin Impact open. As you try to log off, a notification pops up. New mail? At this time? Deciding to check it out, you open it.

An eons long promise

Sender: Xiao

Time/Date: 2022-XX-XX 05:55

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[MESSAGE NOT AVAILABLE] I love [LOADING..] you.

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A/N: yaaay im back! exams finally finished and i can rest now <3 i left an angel number for youuu mwah <33 also thank you everybody for liking and reblogging my last post :D it means a lot to me <333

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