ofmd s2 one week away..... category 5 autism event imminent
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Betty, need your input on this one….
https://x.com/virtuemoired/status/1741910921251795048?s=46&t=HNsQQQY9yunotjFLm8IJ-A
eye…..
did mole pick THAT? bcz that’s the only scenario that works in my brain here💀 jackie wins the first round of the wedding dress game!!!!
betty flips a table and finally stomps out of the fashun blog scene.
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literally had to explain ofmd and ofmd fanfiction to my therapist this week because I had the most unfortunate "I have zero self-worth but I'm allowed to remedy that" discovery ever
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have you ever fallen in love?
how do i know whether i'm falling in love?
shouldn't it be beautiful? why is this so disorienting.. it's definitely not the right circumstance and quite a hopeless situation
i don't know what's happening to me and i don't know who can i talk to about this irl but it's affecting me a lot more than i expected
sorry this is random, have a nice day
oh, nonnie 🥺🖤 i have fallen in love.
i can't tell you whether or not you're in love (i was hardly able to admit it to myself that first time), that's something you have to figure out for yourself. i will say this, though: films and books and music love to romanticise it, but i can definitely identify with your feelings of disorientation.
the first time i fell in love, it felt like being pulled out to sea by a riptide. like i was caught in some great current. it was terrifying. certainly not beautiful.
i remember sobbing to my friend one night (after a few glasses) "why can't i think of anything else? why can't i get him out of my head?". it felt, helplessly, as if all thoughts led to him. every time i opened my mouth his name slipped out and, like a deluge, there was nothing i could do to stop it.
because i was frightened of the enormity of it all, the power these feelings had over me–and because i was a very insecure person at the time who felt as if there was no way someone could ever love her back, even though all my friends told me he did, and even though there were plenty of signs that he had feelings for me too –i lied to myself.
i told myself i wasn't in love. i told myself that i just wanted to be friends. that i was content to be in his life however he'd have me, which was certainly not as a love interest because there was no way he was into me like that.
but everyone knows you aren't supposed to swim against the rip-current. that's how you end up draining all your energy, by fighting something that is a force of nature. that's how you end up drowning.
and i did.
i don't mean to get all cautionary tale on you. i want you to know that you're not crazy for feeling this way, and if what you're experiencing is love, i don't want you to panic.
my advice to you is the same advice given about riptides. find the thin shoreline of hope and allow yourself to swim parallel to it. allow yourself to imagine what it would be like to give yourself to, not the feeling of love itself, but the person you love. and imagine yourself worthy of love in return, because you are.
i promise you, nothing is ever hopeless.
in any case, if you ever need a place for your feelings to go, my inbox is always open. sending you much love, nonnie 🖤
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You're a domme / If asked, you would dom your partner happily
i’m very fine with this assumption LMAO
what assumptions do you have about me based on my fics?
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