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搬运：成奇勋角色分析：剥削系统、创伤与决策

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作者：ElephantBear1913

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原文链接：https://www.reddit.com/r/squidgame/comments/1iexr98/gihun_character_analysis_an_exploitative_system/

这篇文章可能会有些观点不受欢迎，我之前一直犹豫是否要发布，但我很想知道大家的想法和观点。这篇文章有点长，大家要做好心理准备。我先声明一点，我认为成奇勋并不是什么圣人。他是个��徒，曾经在经济上很不负责任，做过一些自私或糟糕的决定，也肯定拿不到“年度最佳父亲奖”。但这就是我喜欢他的地方——他复杂、有缺点，会犯错，他是个普通人。

成奇勋一直是一个敢于反抗系统的人。在第一季中我们了解到，在失去长期的工厂工作之前，成奇勋其实是一个普通的丈夫、儿子和父亲。当时他所在的公司金龙汽车高层做出了错误的决策，他和前同事们（包括正倍）一起罢-工，拒绝离开工厂，试图保住工作或者至少争取更好的条件。在罢-工期间，可能是在试图镇*压*罢-工的过程中，一名工友在成奇勋面前倒下身亡。此后，成奇勋被公司列入黑名单，并在2011年被迫“因重组而退休”。第二季中更关注的是他在第一季游戏中的创伤如何影响他，但我认为这些背景信息对于塑造他的性格以及他在第二季中反抗游戏的意愿很重要。

他们对成奇勋在第一季游戏中的创伤以及这些创伤如何影响他、在第二季中如何影响他的性格和决策的展现非常出色。他目睹了455个人死亡。姜晓在已经濒死时被曹尚佑杀死。尽管成奇勋试图放弃金钱，和儿时的朋友一起离开，但曹尚佑还是自杀了，让他赢下比赛。他带着给母亲治病的钱回到家，却发现为时已晚（这一幕让我非常难受），他的女儿也去了美国。他失去了所有，陷入极度抑郁和自我孤立的状态。后来他发现，他在游戏中变得亲近的吴一男，竟然是游戏的创造者。成奇勋试图改变并继续生活，却得知即使在吴一男死后，游戏仍在继续。

这些经历都非常创伤性，也改变了他的性格。我想很多人在经历了他所经历的事情后都会陷入挣扎。首先是金先生（放高利贷的人）提到他没有好好照顾自己，当他给成奇勋送食物和药品时，他这么对成奇勋说。再加上成奇勋对比第一季的外貌的变化，这些都真实地反映了创伤和压力对他身体的影响。他所遭受的噩梦以及他想要结束游戏的执念，突显了他所经历的幸存者内疚，我认为��是他想要结束游戏的最大动力。一个我觉得很有意思、但没怎么看到别人讨论的点是成奇勋的自我价值感缺失以及与他人的疏离感。有两个情节我认为可以很好地说明这一点：当他远远地看着曹尚佑的母亲和姜晓的弟弟，以及他给女儿佳英打电话时。在这两种情况下，他都觉得无法与他们互动，但他又想确保他们都过得很好。他去找经纪人寻找姜晓的母亲，却无法接近她们。他给女儿佳英打电话，却无法开口说话。他知道她们都安全、快乐、被照顾得很好，她们不需要他。他认为自己出现在她们的生活中可能会伤害到她们。他在过去的两年里一直在寻找招募者，购买武器并雇佣雇佣兵和前军人来结束游戏。结束游戏是他最主要的目标，因为内疚和创伤让他无法从游戏中走出来。

现在，重新进入游戏并不是成奇勋的首选。重新进入游戏会让他回到创伤的源头，而且第一季中有很多相似的情节来强化这一点。宿舍和游戏本身、像曹尚佑一样的朋友正倍的存在、大量的死亡、接近001号玩家以及像姜晓一样的年轻女孩孕妇金俊熙，这些都是对第一季游戏的提醒。算命妇人龙宫仙女告诉成奇勋，他感到被困住了，挣扎是没有用的，那些被困的复仇灵魂把他拉了回来。虽然她可能有点疯疯癫癫的，但她说的也没错。成奇勋无法继续前行，他迫切地想要结束游戏，而他第一次经历游戏时所产生的内疚和创伤正是他这么做的动力。当他再次进入游戏时，他不仅在产生新的创伤，还在重温第一次游戏时的创伤。

现在最大的不同之处在于：游戏的设置方式和001号玩家。我认为这些都是有意为之，是为了给成奇勋一个教训。在第二季中，玩家在每一轮游戏后都可以投票离开，并且平分奖金。他们随后被分开，变成了我们和他们，X和O的对立。这立刻在玩家之间造成了分裂和紧张关系，游戏进行得越久，这种分裂就越严重。O队总体上是个人主义者，更具身体对抗性/攻击性，也更贪婪。X队则更具集体主义精神，有更多身体能力较弱/非对抗性的玩家，对金钱也没有那么迫切。这种X队和O队之间的划分，以及O队和游戏的组织者一样坏的想法，对影响成奇勋很重要。因为他更关注这个系统而不是分裂的O或X阵营。这是为了向成奇勋展示人性中的黑暗面，并证明他的事业��无望的，玩家不值得拯救。

然而，这个系统被设计成专门剥-削-社会中最脆弱的人或被排斥的人。游戏组织者关于玩家是垃圾、他们因为债务和参与游戏而罪有应得的说法是错误的，因为他们会去研究并精心挑选玩家。朴永植（母子之子）和正倍被债权人骚扰，他们的生命和家庭受到威胁；智英（姜晓的朋友）是在出狱后被接触的；曹尚佑一直在逃亡；阿里是一名残疾的移民工人；至少有三名玩家需要钱来支付医疗费用；萨诺斯则准备自杀。这些人都是绝望的，被剥削的，处于社会边缘，一无所有，也没有什么可失去的，而且他们往往认为继续玩游戏比面对外面的世界要好。

黄仁昊想要证明一个观点，他想近距离观察随着游戏的继续会发生什么，他想挑战成奇勋，看看他的反应和想法，并且影响他的最终决定。但同时，这也是一种与有共同经历的人的联系，他可以在个人层面上与成奇勋产生共鸣。鉴于成奇勋在重新进入游戏之前就已经处于孤立和疏离的状态，尽管他没有意识到这一点，但我认为成奇勋与正倍（他的过去）和吴零一/黄仁昊（他的对手）建立了更紧密的联系，这很重要。这也展现了他在第一季中的另一面，他曾经是一个友善、温和且富有同情心的人，尽管这些特质被他的内疚和悲伤所掩盖。这一点也很重要，因为他虽然受到了伤害，但还没有被彻底摧毁。

试图在当前游戏中拯救他人是成奇勋的次要目标，随着游戏的持续，这一目标变得越来越困难，也越来越不可能实现，这主要是由于幸存者偏差和拉帮结派的影响。我认为在最初投票时，成奇勋是可以接受离开并重新开始的，因为当时还有很多人活着，与他第一次经历游戏时相比，情况要好得多（第一次游戏死亡数目几乎是第二次的三倍）。这也是他唯一真正有机会成功结束这一轮游戏的机会，但当然，黄仁昊不会让游戏提前结束。毕竟这样一来VIP们得不到娱乐，而且我认为从个人层面来说，黄仁昊也不会对这样草草结束的结果感到满意。

随着游戏的推进，拯救他人的可能性变得越来越小，因为游戏的设计就是为了大量淘汰玩家。例如，“找房间”游戏就是为了将玩家数量减少到100人。到此，成奇勋未能拯救的已经达到356人，他无法说服人们离开，每一次死亡都让他感到沮丧，并且加剧了他的创伤。他感到痛苦、内疚，他关心这些人，并且觉得自己对每一个死亡都负有责任，因为他之前想和FrontMan谈判结束游戏，或带领他的团队前往岛屿，这些计划都失败了。有些镜头很好地展示了整个赛季中暴力和死亡对他心理的影响（图片1-6）。

一二三木头人游戏时

第一次投票时

第一夜的糖饼噩梦以及第二天早上

五人六足游戏和当天晚上

找房间游戏

特殊游戏

每一次死亡都让他感到痛苦，加剧了成奇勋的创伤和内疚。他无法拯救他们。那么特殊游戏的情况又怎样呢？请听我说，我知道这很具争议性，但他已经做出了在现有信息下最好的选择。记住，特殊游戏本就是一场血战，就像一二三木头人或找房间一样，玩家们会为了VIP们的娱乐而战斗和死亡。在这一季中，与上一季相比，游戏更加刻意地将玩家分成X和O两个阵营，让他们相互对抗。这一点很重要，因为这意味着无法避免特殊游戏，尤其是在投票平局和浴室冲突发生之后。

总体而言，O阵营是更强的一方，他们拥有更多身体素质更好、更具攻击性的玩家，而X阵营则有更多身体素质较差、非对抗性的玩家。成奇勋在一开始就提到，在之前的游戏中，玩家们互相攻击，因此他的团队建造了屏障并轮流守夜。他利用自己的经验提前���取了行动，以保护他的团队。他在努力，但他受到了阻碍，人们仍在死去，紧张局势不断升级，尽管周围环境令人恐惧，但他的话并没有说服人们离开。成奇勋不是曹尚佑，也不是蝙蝠侠，这就是他的魅力所在：他是一个被推入绝境的弱者。

在一场混乱中，萨诺斯被叉子刺伤，每个人都带着鲜血和愤怒返回，O阵营现在成为了少数派。在浴室冲突之后，宿舍里的每个人都应该清楚，O阵营会想要占据多数以继续游戏，并且他们中有人会为了达到这个多数而杀人。成奇勋本不需要警告X阵营，这一切都已昭然若揭，就像一个倒计时的炸弹，告诉他们做好准备（睡觉/熄灯）。没有人，即使是O阵营的人，也不应该真的准备去睡觉。

实际上他们也别无选择。吴零一那个主动攻击O队的建议只是一个虚假的选择，试图引发成奇勋内心的冲突，并削弱他与团队的联系。另外，X阵营不能全都躲在床下，因为O阵营会发现没有人躺在床上，然后开始把他们拖出来。吴零一的计划先攻击O阵营也行不通，因为我们看到，一旦灯熄灭，O阵营就会开始攻击。O阵营有优势，他们有更多的能人，也有更具攻击性的玩家。这也是为什么X阵营武装起来或建造更大的屏障都没用。他们处于太大的劣势。成奇勋的团队无法避免X阵营的死亡，因为特殊游戏本就是一场大-屠-杀。他们的死亡并不是成奇勋的责任。就像其他人一样，他们的死亡归咎于游戏本身。挑选他们、剥削他们、分化他们、虐待他们，并最终为了少数精英的娱乐而杀害他们的游戏系统。

成奇勋的主要目标是结束游戏，摧毁那个系统，而他们的死亡为他提供了这样做的机会。他的计划并不完美，他掌握的信息有限，还有一个叛徒，但他正在努力。伏击守卫以到达控制室，希望能够结束游戏，这是他最好的选择。然而，考虑到上面的图片和他的性格，我认为他仍将背负这场杀戮、这场革-命-以及第三季可能出现的任何后果的负担，因为这些只会增加他的创伤和内疚。尽管他的团队成员做出了自己的决定。除了孕妇金俊熙警告李明基（MG Coin）之外，他们集体同意离开X阵营的其他人躲起来。鉴于张金子（母子之母）和孕妇金俊熙阻止了朴永植（母子之子）和李明基（MG Coin）参与，反叛者选择反抗游戏，他们知道其中的风险。将所有责任都归咎于成奇勋，就抹杀了其他玩家的自主性。

至于直接杀死O阵营的人，这并不符合成奇勋的性格。在第一季中，他确实试图利用吴一男，但他对自己的行为感到矛盾，因为他不想成为导致吴一男死亡的原因。这一点有些复杂，因为吴一男本就病入膏肓，而且在他们一边喝烧酒一边聊天时，他还表示自己愿意重新进入游戏，因为��比等待死亡要刺激得多。此外，他完全清楚成奇勋的企图，还在把弹珠交给成奇勋之前称他为“刚布”。而且，吴一男在自我牺牲时并没有真正死去。还有两个更明显的例子。当姜晓奄奄一息时，成奇勋正朝曹尚佑走去，她阻止了他，说他不是那种人。她说得对，即使在曹尚佑杀死姜晓之后，成奇勋也无法在鱿鱼游戏中杀死他。成奇勋愿意和曹尚佑一起投票离开，不拿钱，即使他对曹尚佑杀死Jung-soo（玻璃制造商）和姜晓感到愤怒。他拒绝杀死曹尚佑，以及他对Jung-soo和姜晓被他杀死的愤怒，还有他在“利用”吴一男时的矛盾，都表明成奇勋对于直接夺走其他玩家的生命感到不安。

在第二季中，成奇勋在玩俄罗斯轮盘时并没有杀死招募者。他本有机会这么做，招募者甚至几乎在鼓励他这么做，给他提供了所有必要的信息，并且挑衅他。成奇勋告诉黄俊昊，他不想杀死Frontman，他想和他见面，说服他或抓住他，从而结束游戏。即使在反叛期间，他也说他想通过抓住Frontman来占领控制室，逼迫他结束游戏。在这种情况下，冷酷地射杀那些没有参与攻击且同样是被游戏剥削的玩家（O阵营），就像射杀瓮中之鳖一样，这与我们所了解的成奇勋的性格不符。

他被展现为一个富有同情心、无私且机智/足智多谋的人。在这种情况下直接杀死其他玩家是不符合他性格的。在第一季中，他选择了更弱小的玩家或被边缘化的玩家，比如在弹珠游戏中选择吴一男，以及在拔河比赛中选择那些女孩，即使这可能会让他处于劣势。在第二季中，他再次选择了像老妇张金子和孕妇金俊熙这样的玩家。他通过说服第一季的德秀不要攻击时，能想到通过指出德秀的手下可能会背叛他的心理战。他想出了舔糖饼快速通关的方法。他在最后的鱿鱼游戏对决时，想到用半数通过结束游戏。他宁愿不拿钱就离开，但当他赢了之后，他用这笔钱试图摧毁游戏。这是一个了不起的无私行为的例子，尽管他有个人动机，但摧毁游戏本身是一个无私的行为。是的，我们知道仅仅结束韩国游戏并不能真正摧毁它们，但成奇勋并不知道。成奇勋知道的是，每年有455人，就像他的朋友一样，被VIP们为了娱乐而剥削和杀害。吴一男在1988年左右创造了这个游戏，这意味着在成奇勋第二次玩游戏之前，他们已经杀死了大约15925人。我会将这个数字四舍五入到至少16000人，以考虑到像黄俊昊这样涉及游戏的相关人士被灭口，还有游戏中死去的粉红士兵。所以，如果他不阻止他们，那么每年就会有455人继续死去。鉴于他愿意和他的同事一起罢-工，以及第一季的事件对他产生的影响，我认为他无法在不尝试摧毁游戏的情况下继续生活。

他的计划并不是福尔摩���级别的，但考虑到他所承受的精神压力以及持续的噩梦带来的疲劳，根据他所掌握的信息，这些计划并不算差。尤其是偷袭粉红士兵的计划。士兵们似乎对最初的袭击感到非常震惊和毫无准备，而部队长在黄仁昊最终接管之前也显得有些不知所措。现在，虽然我认为部队长可能因为黄仁昊而有所保留，但我认为他并没有预料到反叛会发展到这种程度。我也不认为他能预料到黄仁昊会在反叛中走得这么远（见图7）。最后，我认为他们都没有预料到贤珠会如此厉害，或者她会如此彻底地破坏他们的摄像头。

黄仁昊看向部队长

我认为，在上述所有情况之后，他无法在知道游戏将继续的情况下离开。至少，在经历了这一切之后（见图8），这是他在游戏之前与过去的最后一点联系。然而，我认为他可能会在第三季中被迫做出一些违背他当前性格的事情。

后果，正倍之死

后续讨论：

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♡ 第四天 ♡

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死亡：你最喜欢的凯尼死亡、去墓地的旅行、死神AU、地狱/天堂/炼狱，或者任何你能想象的其他内容！

(重)生日：当然是派对啦！但是……凯尼死后会发生什么？正统的重生以及转世AU也很合适！

♡ 第七天 ♡

自定日：随便什么！如果你想做些没提到的事情，可以随时把这一天变成你自己的！

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阴差阳错出国门（7）

出国留学是人生一件大事，在签证过程中，每个人都投入太多的情感期待，可如今淑君的满心期待却变成了一种无望的等待，更令人沮丧的是没有人知道𤠣年马月才算有个尽头。无望不仅是一种精神上的折磨，还让淑君原本平平稳稳的生活，变得更加的失序和混乱，犹如过山车从高处一下子滑落到了谷底，再没有居高临下的优越可言，���无叹观止矣的景色可看，也绝无人人称羡的资本可谈。

医院认为淑君正准备出国，便调派她去急诊科工作。以前淑君坐班门诊虽说也很忙，但那毕竟是朝九晚五的白班，现在的上班时间改成三班倒，工作量徒增不少倒是其次，光是晩上不睡觉就极具挑战，而且整个晚上都得强打起精神，疲于应付，有时忙得连喝口水的时间都没有。累死累活回到家，躺在床上，依旧精神亢奋，心绪难平，耳边回荡的尽是孩子的哭闹声，根本无法正常入睡，只有依赖安眠药。不仅如此，现在医院把她当成一名编外人员，科室的科务会议，病人会诊，业务进修，院外的学术交流再也懒得叫她参加。同事们也用一种异样的眼光来看她，觉得淑君呆在医院的时间不会太长，再也用不着雍雍穆穆地假装客气，甚至还会遇到遭人嫌弃的目光。对于这些淑君倒没放在心上，只是平时较为投缘的同事的疏离叫人心寒，人们常说人去茶凉，可现在淑君还没走，茶水却已经凉透了。看来医院是指望不上了，它就想在你离开之前，榨干你最后一点剩余的价值，跟过去黑心资本家没什么差别。

当初淑君觉得自己的抗压能力还行，对工作中的挑战不以为然，她一直不断的鼓励自己，就把这当成是一种抗压测试。然而无尽的等待正慢慢吞噬她的耐心，疲倦、烦躁、颓丧、迷惘、空虚一齐向她袭来，让她灰心丧气，不堪重负，心情也愈发变得郁闷。

最难的是淑君还得把这些负面情绪强压在心底，还得强颜欢笑，取悦他人。为什么不能活出一个真实的自己呢？答案淑君当然清楚，在签证未拿到手之前，自己得保持低调，万一走不成，也比较容易回归常态。所以淑君不管是在医院，还是在家里，都得戴上一副面具，尽量用忍气吞声来保平安顺遂，用气定神闲来掩饰自己内心的不安，用积极乐观来表明自己的无怨无悔。这种情感扭曲的生活，让她精神紧张，满心委屈，身体就像是散了架似的劳累不堪。

淑君的这种变化，作为丈夫的冯子健并不是没有察觉，他只是当作没看见。他并不是不心疼淑君现在的处境，可他认为���完全是淑君自己一手造成的，是咎由自取。这回让淑君栽一次跟斗并不是什么坏事，甚至他真心希望这些大使馆永远不要再回来，正好治治淑君自视甚高的毛病。

过去冯子健是出了名的怕老婆，现在老婆一下子变得低眉顺眼，他理所当然的端然接受，这辈子总算可以扬眉吐气一回。现在他在家里不时哼起了小调，买菜，烧菜也随心所欲，根本不用看老婆的脸色，说话声音更是提高不少，甚至连看淑君的眼神都不一样，爱的成分不见了，多了不少责备和埋怨，好像是在说：＂看你，都是你在自作自受，过去的日子不是蛮好！＂只差没添上＂活该＂二𠆤字。

丈夫的这些变化当然会影响淑君的情绪，只是她假装没看见，不计较，用低声细语，温存体贴来回应，似乎把丈夫当成了她的病人。她希望家庭和和美美，不想带着内心的愧疚远走他乡，但从心底里，她越来越看不起这个男人。她满心渴望有一个能挡风遮雨的驿站，一只坚强有力的臂膀，一处春水碧于天的港湾，而现在这个家，充其量像是一处阴云密布单调平静的浅滩。有时她也想严厉一点对丈夫，可刚说了几句，却又后悔了起来，甚至责问自己是否称得上一个贤妻良母？然而贤妻良母是个很宽泛的说词，它本质上是套在女人头上的一个紧箍咒。

正当冯子健沉浸在结婚以来最快乐的时光，忽然传出西方外交人员陆续重返北京，赴澳的留学签证可望提速处理的消息。形势的急转直下，让冯子健有点始料不及，他原本以为可以拖上个一年半载，到时逼得淑君知难而退，不了了之。现在冯子健又开始担忧了起来，奇怪的是忧虑中竟还掺杂着喜悦的成份。欢喜自然是来自于妻子能带给他夫以妻贵的幸福，上一次是他结婚的时候，当年娶回家的是当医生的妻子，让他快乐了好几年。这次他又可以回到从前，饱享别人羡慕的眼光和赞美的声音，可以飘飘然，醺醺然，其乐陶陶。忧的是他原以为一辈子可以占有的淑君，可能真的要远走高飞，就像一只快断了线的风筝，不但会飘出自己的视线，更是飞到十万八千里之外的远方，从今往后，这根线就很难再攥回到自己的手心。

一天，淑君下班之后，顾不上喘口��，喝口水，便急匆匆的赶回家去，一个星期的忙忙碌碌总算熬出了个头。今晩淑君什么都不想做，只想好好陪着儿子玩游戏，讲故事。早上出门前，冯子健说今晚要把儿子从奶奶家接回来，趁明天星期天，淑君想带儿子去西郊公园游玩。前几个星期，儿子看完电视片《动物世界》，便吵着要去公园看老虎、狮子和大象，当时淑君一口答应满足儿子的愿望，这不明天真是个再好不过的日子。

淑君到达静安寺已经是晚上六点。马路上车水马龙，行人如织，到处灯火通明，霓虹灯的市招在夜空中不停的闪烁，各类店铺人头攒动，热闹无比，人行道上撗七竖八停满了自行车，让原本就已狭仄的走道更加的拥挤不堪。淑君只能在靠近人行道一侧的车道上走。她平时很少这样的走路，为了能早点回家，也顾不上那么多了，当然走在行车道上免不了险象环生，汽车的刹车声，喇叭声，自行车铃声不绝于耳。淑君见车辆一溜儿停下等红灯的空隙，急忙横穿马路，来到一家蛋糕店，胡乱买了些儿子最爱吃的蛋挞、蝴蝶酥，接着又赶回家去。

淑君走进昏暗的弄堂，高低错落的邻家窗户透出明亮的灯光，像是一张张温馨的笑靥，给淑君添上丝丝的暖意。这条弄堂不长，住着三十多户人家，有二排三层楼的连体排屋组成。淑君家的那栋楼住有二户人家，淑君他们住在三楼，有前、后二间厢房，中间是厨房和饭厅，二楼、三楼之间有个亭子间，楼顶还有一个露天天台，一家三口住这么宽敞的房子，在上海这块寸土寸金的城市非常难得。

淑君刚一踏进大门，楼道里一股炒菜的爆香味扑鼻而来，只见楼下邻居张阿姨正系着一条白色的围裙，在她自家的厨房张罗着晚餐。张阿姨听见有脚步声，扭头一看是淑君，便笑嘻嘻的说：＂陈医生，下班啦。＂

＂张阿姨，有没有我的挂号信？＂

＂今天是星期六，哪来的信呀。现在你进门的第一句话就是你的信，原来你可不是这样的。＂

＂原来？＂淑君不由的在心里重复这二个字。过去淑君进出楼道，总是把头扬得高高的，不到万不得已，很少主动开口跟人打招���。现在真是改变了许多，这让淑君感慨万千，可她嘴上却敷衍的说：＂都是出国给闹的，我也被整糊涂了。＂

＂你这么一走，家就不管了？＂张阿姨停了一会儿，见淑君没答话，马上又自言自语的说：＂子健也怪可怜的，接下来又当爹，又要当妈的，不知要忙���哪年哪月？年少夫妻能不分开就不要分开。＂

＂现在还没个准呢，真到了那个地步也没什么，他一个大男人可以应付，况且还有他爸妈可以帮忙一把。＂

＂话是这么说，但他最近情绪好像低落了很多，恐怕以后应付起来并不容易。＂

淑君听了有点不快。冯子健还真是个二面三刀的人，在家处处装大爷，可在邻居面前却又扮成一副惨兮兮的样子，更可恶的是他喜欢把家里的私事告诉给别人，听张阿姨的那种口吻，真不知冯子健又跟她说了些什么？淑君越想越生气，可表面上还是不动声色，她说：＂张阿姨，今晚烧这么多菜，是不是有什么客人来？＂

＂没有啦！就烧些家常菜——青椒牛肉片，小排骨汤、清蒸粗扁鱼、还炒二只蔬菜。我家老头子嘴刁，喜欢吃清淡的。＂

＂清淡对身体好呀！＂

＂陈医生三句话总不离开‘身体’二字。哦——子健今天回家蛮早的，说不定他在等着你上楼吃饭呢。＂

被张阿姨这么一提醒，淑君觉得肚子确实有点饿了，连忙告辞上楼。

楼道又黑又窄，淑君走上二楼，在亭子间叫儿子＂宽宽＂的名字，见没人答应，心里不免有些奇怪，要是在平时，儿子小胖墩的身影一定出现在楼梯口，来迎接妈妈，难道儿子不在家？但楼下的张阿姨分明说冯子健在等我回来，真不知道他在搞什么鬼？

淑君又上了几级楼梯，见厨房里黑灯瞎火的，哪有什么热菜热饭热笑脸等着她。淑君一脸狐疑的推开卧室的门，屋里只有一只床头灯发出微弱的灯光，算是迎接女主人的一张笑脸，影影绰绰看见冯子健正在床上蒙头大睡。淑君走到床跟前，见他没动静，还以为是生病了，便习惯性的伸出右手，摸他的额头。说时迟，那时快，冯子健伸手一下子把她拉入怀中，接着又反身把她摁在床上，三下五除二的把淑君的衣服剥了个精光。淑君劳累一天，哪里还有余力去挣脱反抗，只能徒劳挣扎了几下，默默承受强加于人的＂夫妻之爱＂。淑君紧闭着双眼，眼泪顺��脸颊滑落了下来。床头柜的灯光照在她的眼皮上，黑暗里透着一层模糊的光晕，她无力睁开，也不想睁开，只希望眼前的不堪早点结束。淑君真恨不得在他肩上咬上一口，她心中在纳喊，在怒斥冯子健，就是嫁一个再差劲的男人都会让自已歇一歇，喝点水，吃口饭……

现在淑君真的对当初出国的决定后悔不迭，在这之前，冯子健哪敢如此对待自己，现在他简直像一个疯子，冷嘲热讽还嫌不够，又在自己柔弱的心灵上狠狠的扎上几刀。过去淑君对这个家还抱有许多的亏疚，总觉得冯子健这人虽志大才疏，至少品行还不错。今天的事情实在让她忍无可忍，冯子健只想满足于自己的肉欲，根本不管不顾自己的感受。现在他们两人的心灵出现一条深不见底的裂缝，而且越裂越开，变成难以飞渡的深沟天堑。

第二天醒来，淑君觉得浑身无力，昨晚的事她根本不愿意去回忆，全当是一场噩梦。冯子健在桌子上留下一张字条，说他去了他爸妈家，要等到吃完晚饭才带儿子回家。唉！好端端的一个休息日就这样全给毁了，淑君觉得很伤心，很无奈，于是干脆倒头又睡了过去。

等她再次睁开眼睛，屋里的光线变得幽暗，耳边响起了一阵阵滚滚雷声。淑君惊得起栗，连忙下床拉开了窗帘，推窗外望，西边乌云翻滚，前呼后拥，狂风大作，树叶在空中飞舞，邻家竹杆上凉晒的衣服被吹得猎猎作响，大有山欲欲来风满楼的气势。

正在这时，弄堂口公用电话里的王阿姨在楼下高声喊道＂陈淑君——电话—— ＂

淑君赶忙下楼去接听电话，其实她早料到这是母亲来的电话。在电话的那头，母亲半是关心，半是责备的说，为什么这么长时间没回家来看看？淑君只好答应晚上回家一趟。说心里话淑君实在是不想回去。一年多前哥哥交了个女朋友，听说他最近张罗着要筹备婚礼，母亲希望淑君能出点钱帮哥哥一把，可淑君现在哪有什么多余的钱？她得为今后的出国留点余地，除了要还佳丽的钱之外，还得换些美元带出国，然而工资就百十多来块，帮助哥哥实在有点力不从心。再说，哥哥又不是在家吃闲饭的人，他有一份工资收入，平时还得到母亲的暗中支助，节省点办个婚礼应该问题不大，可他偏是个不成器的浪荡子，给他再多都满足不了他的胃口，所以淑君刻意少回家，免得哥哥又要开口借钱。

淑君从张灯结彩的四川北路拐进了弄堂，昏暗的弄堂里只有几盏晕黄微弱的路灯，下午的一场雷雨，像是把弄堂给洗刷过一遍，坑坑洼洼的积水，与路灯交相映照，发出渗人的亮光。她走到家门口，习惯性的抬头看了一眼自家的窗户和佳丽家的窗户，都是黑灯瞎火的，佳丽最近去杭州参加某杂志召开的笔会，还要过二个星期才能回来。可家里怎么连灯都不开？母亲为什么老是这么的节省用电。

母亲见到淑君跨进家门，满脸堆笑地又是倒茶，又是削苹果，嘴上还不停的嘘寒问暖，一个劲的说：＂闺女，怎么这么长时间没来看我。再重要的事，哪有老妈的事重要？＂

＂妈，不瞒你说，这三班倒的工作可真不是人干的，每天都忙的要死，根本没时间常来看您，等这阵子忙完后，我再过来好好陪你。＂淑君说完，从包里拿出刚从泰康食品公司买来的一盒点心递给母亲。

母亲笑迷迷看着淑君，怜爱之情写满了脸上，她说：＂小君啊，你急症科上班才一个月，人却瘦了一大圈，这又是何苦呢？＂，她用右手轻轻撩开淑君的鬓发，好像是要确认她刚才说的话。母亲凝神一会儿，又说：＂本来在门诊呆着挺好的，人虽忙，但生活正常，现在说什么都晚了。唉！你这不是在自讨苦吃吗？＂

＂妈，您不用担心，我还年轻吃点苦没什么。＂淑君边说边紧握着母亲的手，这时她忽然觉得一阵心酸，责怪起了自己的不孝，真不该让母亲担惊受怕成这个样子。她望着母亲那张苍老憔悴的脸，不忍心再往下说，连忙换了个话题，说：＂……妈，你刚才为什么不开灯呢？＂

＂看电视不用开灯。＂

＂以后看电视可一定要开灯，黑灯瞎火下看电视，眼睛受不了。＂淑君一边回答，一边四处张望的问：＂妈，怎么没见到哥哥，晚上还往外面跑。＂

＂我在这儿呢！＂

淑君猛然一惊，回头一看，原来哥哥伟君站在了她身后。

淑君说：＂鬼鬼祟祟的吓死了我，这么晚去哪里了？＂

＂还能去哪儿，就在弄堂口转转。＂伟君完全是一副嬉游浪荡的样子。他看了一眼妹妹，忽然想起什么似的，说：＂听说澳洲大使馆重新开张，积压的学生签证都将加快审理，是不是这样？＂然后把脸转向母亲说：＂看来你的宝贝女儿要去天边放牛放羊了。＂

淑君对着母亲说：＂别理他，嘴里没一句正经话。＂

＂妹子，说真的，你要的美元搞定了吗？我有个朋友是个‘��桩模子’，到他那里去换汇又合算，又安全。＂伟君像是学生背口诀表一样熟练的拉起了生意。他说话总是捡大的讲，一面之缘说成是好朋友，见过几次的就说成好哥们，真是一个不靠谱的主。

淑君深知哥哥这副德性，所以没好气的说：＂美元已经换好了，用不着你操心。＂其实她哪有多余的人民币来换外汇，而且现在连签证的影子都还没有，哪来换外汇的需求？再说这种事交给哥哥去办，大概率连美元的影子都见不着，淑君才不愿意做这种傻事。

伟君听后，不觉一阵高兴，马上接过话头说：＂既然你美元已经搞定了，那你一定还有多余的钱，借点给我结婚之用。＂

淑君听了后，觉得很委屈，上个月刚给他拿走五十元，现在又要来这一套．气的她连话都说不出来。淑君妈只是在一旁唉声叹气，然后冲着儿子说：＂你妹妹虽说是个医生，但赚得也是辛苦钱，看她三班倒的样子，你真不应该再向你妹妹伸手。＂说完之后，母亲又对着淑君说：＂淑君啊，如果你手头宽裕的话，就再通融一次吧，毕竟他是你的哥哥。＂

淑君真不愿意看到母亲两边受气的样子，母亲含辛茹苦的把三个孩子拉扯大，到老了还活得这么憋屈，这叫淑君情何以堪？想到这里，她从皮夹子里抽出二百块钱，气冲冲走出了家门。

[fangjuexias]

Welcome To The Nightmare Game Audio Drama || Theme Song, "My Days Will Never Be Peaceful"

出品：猫耳FM 原著：薄暮冰轮 监制：等待苍老 红线 阿仓 演唱：镜Lea 作曲/编曲：陈一哲 作词：骆栖淮 吉他/bass：王二小 混音：王二小 鸣谢：OCIR·字幕组

当恐惧，在蚕食，当意志，被吞噬 赤手走进这异世 当欲望，在放肆，当生死，被蔑视 存活的法则需要克制 真切的自我却丢失 以亡灵起誓 告诉我你的名字

我曾穿越荒野与城池 也曾念过祈祷的诗 奔赴朝圣者奉为理的偏执 我曾造访冰雪与遗址 也曾无惧旁人窥伺 自由的心无休无止 而在此刻永无宁日

当探试，变诚实，当沉默，都稀释 难免沦为你人质 当对峙，变坚持，当呼吸，都蓄势 恶魔的引诱无可抑制 让我放纵最后一次 黄昏与落日 溺毙背离的影子

那漂泊流浪的圣子 埋葬着爱人与旧日 向天主谢绝了恩赐 那燃烧自我的勇士 为何还要若无其事 却已在我心间创世 黎明终有降临之时

爱人心上细刺 抵住咽喉的利齿 永无宁日

那漂泊流浪的圣子 埋葬着爱人与旧日 向天主谢绝了恩赐 那燃烧自我的勇士 为何还要若无其事 却已在我心间创世 黎明终有降临之时

[yuexuan]

[Review] 欢迎来到噩梦游戏1

Title: 欢迎来到噩梦游戏1 Welcome to the Nightmare Game 1

Author: 薄暮冰轮

Length: 135 chapters + 3 extras 

Rating: M

Tag: infinite flow, supernatural, horror, romance

Summary [taken from novel updates]:

Qi Leren had just cleared the bad ending of «The Nightmare Games» when his laptop died well before its time. His luck seemed to follow him as he was transported, along with the other passengers, to a hospital following an accident between his bus and a truck. Upon waking in a transfusion hall rather than a ward, QiLeren felt a familiar sense of dread as he took in the hospital that held no trace of other people…

Novel | Novel [translated]

Comments **contains spoilers**:

This is part of a tetralogy, but I’ve only managed to read the first book and part of the second one before I couldn’t go on anymore. The translation said MC’s name is Qi Leren, but I preferred to read it as Qi Yueren. Anyhow, I started reading this because a) I love infinite flow stories, and b) the author’s other story 彩蛋游戏 is one of the first few danmeis I read and what introduced me to infinite flow. That said, the writing of Welcome to the Nightmare Game reminded me a lot of those cheesy fanfictions, which was why I eventually dropped the novel.

The premise of the story is simple: Qi Yueren was transmigrated into the Nightmare Game that he was playing. There, he had to enter different missions or do odd jobs to earn additional living days. He also joined the tribunal within the Dusk Town and vowed to fight the dark demon side with ML (Ning Zhou), who is part of the church. But what if ML’s father is the old demon? And what if MC has the special power of reviving himself?

Highlights:

MC and ML’s first meeting is…hilarious lol They joined a sacrificial priest mission, where both of them entered the mission as women. Ensues hilarity when they mistook each other’s gender and fell in love, only to learn the harsh truth after the mission that the both of them are men. That truly upset the ML’s worldview since he was brought up under the strict guidance of the church.

Some of the missions are very thrilling, and all of them are somewhat connected to the mystery of ML’s birth and MC’s unique ability to connect to his laptop within the game world. 

I actually like the pairing Red and A-Xi, even if Red is just MC’s disguise. It’s such a sexy pair hehehe

Shortcoming:

The first book is pretty exciting, with all the mysteries and different missions. However, once MC and ML confirmed their romantic relationship (book 2 onward), the romance section became too overbearing. Every single chapter ended with some sort of cheesy narrative of the grandeur of their romance, and it’s just too much D:

[quazartranslates]

Welcome to the Nightmare Game II - CH1

**This is an edited machine translation. For more information, please [click here]**

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Chapter 1: Resurrection Overture (I)

{E/N: The first section is recap, the rest is new. If you wish to skip the recap, scroll down to the &&& scene break.}

{cw: mention of miscarriage, religious homophobia}

Welcome to Nightmare Game I. A review of the story:

1. [First People's Hospital of X City]: Qi Leren, the protagonist, downloaded a computer game called the Nightmare Game on the Internet. After the first BE ending, his computer broke down. He took his laptop to repair it, but the bus he was riding was involved in a traffic accident. He and the injured passengers were taken to the First People's Hospital of X City by ambulance and he met Dr. Lu in the ambulance.　　

After waking up again, Qi Leren found himself in the empty People's Hospital and he had received his own task system, which asked him to survive in this hospital until dawn, and got an S/L skill card: [S/L Data] (binding skill card): the holder can set a save point at the position where his body is located. If he dies or suffers fatal injury within 10 seconds after saving, his body will automatically return to the position and state where the save point was set and will immediately trigger the second use. One save point can be used three times continuously and the cooldown time is 1 hour. Anyway, if you want to use it, you will die.　　

In order to survive, Qi Leren had to commit suicide frequently in this haunted hospital to save his life. He met Dr. Lu and Xue Yingying, who were also involved in this game, and learned that there was a murderer in this hospital who was killing any survivors like them. With such an unexpected factor, the task of surviving until dawn became more difficult. The three people also met another mysterious player, Su He. With his help, the four people and the murderer fought bravely and killed him and cracked the secrets of the hospital from more than 20 years ago, successfully avoiding the earthquake before daybreak and surviving until dawn.

2. [First Arrival at the Village of Dusk]: After the mission, the four people came to the players’ homebase in the main world of the Nightmare Game - the Village of Dusk. There were many ordinary people here who had the same experiences as Qi Leren. They received "survival days" by constantly going to other worlds or performing tasks in the main world, and they would die once the survival days were exhausted. In the Nightmare World, apart from a few human settlements where the status quo of peace has been maintained, other places were ruled by demons. Qi Leren was very surprised, because he found that the Nightmare World had the same story background as the Nightmare Game he had played before entering here, but no one else had played this game, so he had to keep the secret and think about whether the tasks done in the Nightmare Game could be triggered in this world. Su He, who had been very mysterious in the first mission, also confessed his identity. It turned out that he was a Game Master from the Village of Dawn who went to investigate a bug in the Novice Village. Not long after settling in the Village of Dusk, Qi Leren triggered the compulsory task "Witchcraft Sacrifice" from the dead because of a murder case on the road.

3. [Witchcraft Sacrifice]: Qi Leren had to perform the "Witchcraft Sacrifice" task, but during the task, male players were given women's appearances, because the background of the task was that a small village that sacrificed thirteen girls to a demon every three years in order to seek refuge from the Devil. These girls killed each other in the forest, and finally a winner became a witch who served the Devil. Qi Leren, who had become a girl, met an iceberg, Ning Zhou, and fell in love with her at first sight. He pursued his beloved goddess while struggling to perform his task. The goddess seemed to have a good impression of him. After a series of adventures where they shared life and death, they finally defeated the powerful enemy and completed the task. The NPC Isabel finally became the witch who served the Devil. The two players met on the steel bridge in the Village of Dusk, but unfortunately he found that his goddess was also a man, and the undying love shared between the two people in the task quickly died.

4. [Seed of Slaughter]: After his failed first love, Qi Leren suffered a great blow and unfortunately met a player who had been parasitized by a seed of slaughter while flying in an airship. This player went mad because of the seed of slaughter’s outbreak, killing innocent people on the airship, but Qi Leren was parasitized by the seed of slaughter after killing him in defense, and then was taken away by the Village of Dusk’s judicial Trials Court. In order to remove the seed of slaughter, he made a deal with the Trials Office and became an undercover member of the crazy society that worshipped the Devil of Slaughter. Chen Baiqi, a businesswoman whom Qi Leren had met in the Village of Dusk, invited him to visit a common friend's grave on the Undead Island. After every player died in the Nightmare World, a tombstone was automatically generated on the island. As a result, Qi Leren found a large number of his own tombstones on the Undead Island. He had thought that his S/L skill was simply activated in the instant before he died. He felt very scared and questioned if he had already died, or if he was just a copy with his memories. On the Undead Island, his friend Chen Baiqi told him the story of Ning Zhou. Only then did Qi Leren know that Ning Zhou was an exorcist of the Nightmare World’s Holy See, and homosexuality was forbidden in the Holy See. Therefore, Ning Zhou was very pained after learning that he was a male, and Qi Leren felt very guilty.

5. [Castle Cry]: Qi Leren and his good friend Dr. Lu activated a copy task called "Castle Cry". The background of this copy was that three couples came to the mountains in the suburbs to watch the stars in the middle of the night for the once-a-century meteor shower. There was a European-style old castle built on the mountain during the Republic of China, which was said to have been built by a German couple who came to China to do business, and was later abandoned after a fire. The local government had repeatedly tried to repair the old castle, but accidents had occurred. No one had set foot on the old castle. At midnight that night, the clear night sky suddenly covered with dark clouds, raining heavily, and the six people were trapped on the top of the mountain. The rain was getting heavier and one of them proposed to take shelter from the rain under the eaves of the castle...

After entering the castle, Qi Leren and others dug up the old castle’s story. It turned out that a noble lady with a family history of hereditary mental illness had married her sweetheart, but her sweetheart loved her maid Adeline. The noble lady poisoned Adeline because of jealousy and married her sweetheart as she wished. After marriage, they came to China to do business and built the old castle. Her husband did not want her to give birth to children who might also suffer from the hereditary mental illness, so Nina, the housemaid, was instructed to add mercury powder to her diet as a contraception. After learning the side effects of the mercury powder, Nina secretly reduced the dose. Finally, the wife became pregnant. After Nina heard that the child would be deformed, she was very afraid, worried that the wife’s mental illness would be triggered if she gave birth to the deformed fetus, and she accidentally caused her to fall down the stairs and miscarry. After the miscarriage, the wife’s mental condition deteriorated sharply and she was often paranoid, suspecting that everything was caused by the ghost of Adeline, the maid she had poisoned, and the relationship between husband and wife almost broke down. In order to save her love, she began to sacrifice to the Devil, and finally became demonized herself, killing everyone in the castle and setting fire to it.

During the mission, Qi Leren found the laptop computer with the Nightmare Game, but the computer had run out of battery. He put away the computer and prepared to bring it back to the Village of Dusk to find someone to make a transformer so he could connect the power supply and try to play the ending. During the mission Su He reappeared, saying that there were some abnormal reactions in this mission, and it was suspected that demon energy had polluted the task’s world, which led to the plot confusion and difficulty increase. This mainly manifested in the fact that the crazy lady sacrificed to the Devil and gained demonic power after her mental illness worsened. This mission should not have had such a plot. With the help of Su He, Qi Leren and Dr. Lu successfully solved the problem of the crazy lady and finished the task, then returned to the Village of Dusk, but the laptop mysteriously disappeared from Qi Leren’s item storage.

6. [Slaughter Secret Society]: After returning to the Village of Dusk, Qi Leren received a notice from the Trials Court asking him to disguise himself as the secret lover the former head of the Slaughter Secret Society (deceased), and seize the Slaughter Secret Society’s memento ring to gain the command of the Slaughter Secret Society, so that the Trials Court could catch all those crazy believers. Qi Leren approached the members of the Slaughter Secret Society as the coquettish gay "Red". During the mission, he was unfortunately attacked by Ning Zhou and both of them were shocked. During the undercover mission, Ning Zhou helped him get out of trouble several times. Both of them vaguely felt that they still liked each other. Although they were not women, they were still attracted to each other. After successfully seizing the Slaughter Secret Society’s memento ring and handing it over to the Court, Qi Leren had the seed of slaughter removed and triggered the main task "The Dream of the Holy Nun".

7. [The Dream of the Holy Nun]: The Dream of the Holy Nun was carried out in the main world, involving the past where the old Devil led the demons to invade the human world more than 20 years ago. At that time, the Holy City where the Vatican was located was unsustainable, and the Holy See evacuated urgently to Neverland. The Holy Nun Maria couldn't bear to see the people of the Holy City slaughtered by the Devil and created a powerful field, sheltering the whole Holy City in her territory. After the war, the old Devil was killed and the Holy City was left with serious destruction. After more than 20 years, the Holy City was still protected by the remnants of the Holy Nun and was shrouded in fog and inaccessible. Qi Leren got the Holy Nun Maria’s memento in the Village of Dusk, and he could enter the Holy City with it. At the same time, he also learned that Ning Zhou was the son of Maria and a player. In order to fulfill Maria's last wish—to liberate the closed and dying Holy City—Qi Leren, Ning Zhou, Dr. Lu, and Su He went to the Holy City together.

At this time, the Holy City is still peaceful, unlike the nightmare of the outside world. However, Qi Leren and his party had found an abnormality. No newborn had been born in the Holy City for more than 20 years and, from a certain year, every night of the new moon the citizens had to fall asleep before midnight and sleep until dawn, otherwise they would disappear. In order to explore the truth and fulfill Maria's last wish, the group of people began to investigate the cause of the abnormality. Finally, it was found that a surviving witch who had followed the old Devil King was accumulating strength to unlock the Holy Nun’s seal, which caused the sleeping people to change from human beings to demons because of the influence of demon energy on every lunar night, while the humans who remained awake became the targets of the demons, who hunted, brutally killed, and ate them. Qi Leren and others opened the seal on the site of the Vatican and acted separately.

When Qi Leren came to the cathedral where Holy Nun and old Devil had fought in the war, he found that his good friend, Su He, who had always been mysterious, gentle, and powerful, turned out to be a Devil. After the death of the old Devil, he gained part of the Devil’s power and had been secretly planning something. When he was in the Novice Village he had discovered Qi Leren's uniqueness, so he had been deliberately approaching him and using him, successfully following him into the Holy City protected by the Holy Nun’s power, and reached the old Devil as he wished. Su He let Qi Leren choose whether to degenerate into a demon or die. Qi Leren pretended to obey and died with Su He after saving, but failed because of the great disparity in strength and was finally killed by Su He, who was summoned by a messenger of the Devil of Power to leave the Holy City.

Because he had an item that would resurrect him in seven days, Qi Leren wrote a 7 on the ground in blood before he died, trying to tell Ning Zhou that he would be resurrected in seven days, but suddenly remembered that 7 means I love you in the Nightmare World. After Ning Zhou arrived, Su He had already left, leaving only Qi Leren’s body and a misunderstood confession. Ning Zhou realized that he was deeply in love with Qi Leren, regardless of gender, and that he loved this person's soul. So Ning Zhou returned to the Vatican in Neverland after the funeral, confessed his sin of falling in love with the same sex to the Pope, and left the Holy See.

So ends the first chapter.

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As the sun rises and the moon sets, the days and nights change. Seven days are fleeting.

The Garden of the Holy Tomb was wrapped in a gentle barrier.

Here, the sun was blazing, and it was also hit by an afternoon rainstorm. Countless monsters lingered outside the enchantment, showing malicious curiosity about the scent of a human inside the enchantment. But because they can't destroy the enchantment, they left disgruntled.

The breeze blew, tossing up the blue and white petals on the branches and they fell in great numbers to the ground, as well as to the hollow tree that had become a tomb. In just seven days, layer upon layer of petals had covered the man sleeping in the tree tomb, letting him be buried in this annihilated city together with the fallen flowers.

[Countdown to resurrection: 0 days, 0 hours, 0 minutes, and 0 seconds.]

[Easter Egg has taken effect, all skills and items are returned.]

[Player Qi Leren has completed The Dream of the Holy Nun. The task completion rate was 117%. Obtain special task clues, and reach the Purgatory deep in the Underground Ant City within 23 days for the next task to auto-trigger. If it becomes overdue, it will be regarded as giving up the task.]

[The reward is 90 survival days, and the unexpected factors interfering with the task progress have given an additional reward of 10 survival days.]

[Player Qi Leren has completed the achievement of "Deceiving the Devil of Fraud". The reward is the skill card "Secretly Observing".]

Qi Leren opened his eyes.

Stiffness, soreness, heaviness... Countless negative states superimposed on him, making him almost think he was paralyzed. The world consisted of mottled floating light and shadow, but the fresh scent of flowers and plants entered his nose.

The heart was beating again, the blood was flowing again, the lungs were filling again, and the Qi Leren was gasping for breath. The body that had been suspended in death for seven days seemed to have just been lifted out of an ice coffin. All of the organs in his body had almost forgotten how to operate, so they could only restart with difficulty as they let him change back from a dead person to a living person.

It took him a long time to remember everything, including his own name, but the next thing went smoothly. Qi Leren quickly recalled where he was and what he’d experienced—he was killed by the Devil of Fraud and the murderer had gotten the demon crystal of the old Devil before he left, but he’d concealed the fact that he would be resurrected in seven days.

Ning Zhou!

Qi Leren suddenly sat up from the tree tomb. He was dizzy because of insufficient blood pressure, and his spine made a scary "click" sound which made him almost think it was going to break. Fortunately, it held up strongly. Because of lack of oxygen in the brain, Qi Leren lay back again, staring at the blue sky and white clouds overhead.

The Dream of the Holy Nun task had been completed, that was to say, Maria's field had been solved. There was no doubt that the person who completed it was Ning Zhou, not Qi Leren who had won by lying down. Now that the task had been completed Ning Zhou had left the Holy City, but he had stayed in the Garden of the Holy Tomb because Ning Zhou had left his "corpse" here.

Thankfully, Ning Zhou didn't cremate him. Thank you customs of the Holy See!

Orthodox Vatican people usually put corpses in open coffins, covered them with cloth or other materials, and then buried them in the coffins after they decayed into bones. Because if a corpse was buried directly in the ground, the power of faith couldn’t dissipate, and the corpse often couldn’t rot for several years, so it needed to be placed in the open air to wait for the power of faith to collapse naturally. This process was also considered as the process of the soul ascending to heaven.

Although Qi Leren was not a member of the Holy See, Ning Zhou followed this custom and left him a whole corpse.

His body recovered some strength, and Qi Leren's thinking recovered from the initial delay to his usual state. He sat up and drank some water, and recalled his "death".

Death was like sleeping to the extreme. He had no longer been able to feel anything externally, but he had started "dreaming".

A looming dream that made him feel lost.

He had dreamed of Ning Zhou's mother, Maria.

She sat on a swing in the Garden of the Holy Tomb, which was on the big tree that was later broken by lightning while it was still verdant. At that time, Maria was not the famous Holy Nun. She was just a young girl, swinging on a swing in the warm afternoon, enjoying the beautiful time of youth and leisure.

Qi Leren walked towards her. Maria saw him and nodded to him with a smile. Her blue eyes seemed like the blue sky.

The sky... Qi Leren's consciousness was shocked by this deep blue. He suddenly flew, as if his soul had detached from his body, rising higher and higher, and the Garden of the Holy Tomb grew small beneath his feet. Together with the old site of the Holy See, it all became far away. The whole Holy City was brought before his eyes, and then the distant mountains and rivers... Countless demons were wandering, human beings were experiencing unprecedented suffering and struggling to survive, all of the cruelty of this world was shown to him.

He seemed to be a god overlooking the world, staring at the devastated land with compassionate eyes, but he could do nothing but grieve. This pain lashed his soul and great sadness tormented him. He desperately wanted to do something for the world, but found himself as weak as a worm.

"Look, when you stand at this height, you will find that you are even smaller and weaker than you think."

A gentle female voice came from behind, and Qi Leren "saw" Maria behind him. He understood why there was always a lingering pity and sadness in her eyes.

"But such fragile human beings have to fight against this world persistently, control their own destiny and the destiny of the world, and we never give up. Let the Devil go back to hell, let human beings dominate this human world, and let foreigners like you return to their own world—the martyrs who are gone worked hard for this, and one day, this dream will be realized."

"Ms. Maria, why did we come here from our own world?" Qi Leren asked.

Maria shook her head gently. "This is something that the will of the world decided. We suspect that it was only an accident at first. Later, it deliberately introduced more foreigners and wanted you to maintain this unbalanced world. Unfortunately, there are too many variables amongst you, and the fallen foreigners have aggravated this imbalance... It still has not given up... You have to be careful, you are already the object of observation."

The feeling of being secretly watched made him uneasy, and Qi Leren wanted to ask more questions, but he has already started to fall.

From the sky, dropping rapidly and falling to the earth!

This feeling of weightlessness was like being awakened every night by his nightmares, when he woke up in horror at the memories of his deaths, sweating profusely.

There was only Maria's gentle but regretful voice in his ear: "I can't tell you any more. Come to the church. I have something for you."

The dream of Maria had ended, and the Qi Leren who had come back from the dead recalled this strange dream. He understood that this was not an ordinary dream, but the residual power of Maria’s influence on him. It seemed that he must go to the church at the top of the former site of the Vatican again.

His body gradually recovered its strength and Qi Leren gawked at the Vatican uniform on himself, and the white roses that had already withered on him. Those thoughts about Ning Zhou that he didn’t dare to dwell on rushed back to his mind.

Love at first sight, feelings amidst danger, life and death before disaster... The beauty in these memories was deeply buried in shock when they had met again, but his death was the key to awaken everything, and the mistaken confession of that which should not be said was the straw that crushed everything.

He shouldn't have said anything, he should have died in silence.

If Qi Leren could go back in time and choose again, he would not write down the 7. He would rather swallow this overflowing love silently and would rather let Ning Zhou think he was really dead, so that he wouldn’t be forced to go down this blind alley that would only lead him to the fire-lake of hell.

He couldn't tell the person whom he loved, who maybe loved him, that he loved him.

Because this was an impermissible and sinful love.

He was not afraid to fall in love with Ning Zhou, but he was afraid that this love would bring pain to Ning Zhou. He was even afraid of himself, who was full of hope and longing in his heart—how could he expect a saint to admit his guilt over such a love?

This secret expectation was selfishness and even sin.

How was Ning Zhou now? And where was he? Would he return to the Holy See? Could he go back?

When love broke taboos, how could a devout believer face the reality that he had deviated from his faith? He was destined to give up one of them.

Qi Leren shook his hand and picked up the bunch of white roses on him.

The roses had already withered, and fragile yellow petals fell from the stems that had had their thorns shaved off, just seven.

That is Ning Zhou’s silent answer.

Qi Leren slowly showed a smile, but his eyes were wet-

On the ring finger of his left hand, there was a ring made up of grass stalks. It was so rough and humble, like a craft made by a child. If it fell to the ground, no one would look at it again.

It just so happened that it was placed on Qi Leren’s ring finger, a symbol of love, commitment, and eternity.

Therefore, its destiny was not to be a toy woven by a child, but to be the most faithful and brave answer given by a devout believer after he had tortured himself and subverted his faith.

A pair of lovers who shouldn't fall in love, at both ends of life and death, spoke their own words from the soul.

I love you.

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Editor’s Notes:

Welcome back! A little bit of housekeeping to begin:

[Here] is the NovelUpdates page for part 2.

I made up a little [list of significant characters] who appear in part 1, including which skill cards they have, for anyone who would like a refresher. This is also linked at the top of part 2′s TOC page.

As was the case for most of part 1, I intend for chapter updates to be every second day. I will mention if this is ever subject to change.

Lastly, while this chapter does not have an author’s note, I wanted to include a note from part 2′s summary section since it gives some fun hints of what’s to come:

“PPPS: Inspiration comes from horror movies and games such as the Alien series, the Silent Hill series, the Resident Evil series, Bloodborne, Dark Souls 3, etc. There are also a number of documentaries used, specifically when it comes to time periods.”

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[foitins]

hello tumblr just here to share my welcome to the nighmare game manhua eng trans (from chapter 22)

[lansizhuis]

Have you read anything good lately?

Quite a lot! I personally recommend my favs that I don’t think I’ve rec’d before:

1) Welcome to the Nightmare Game (欢迎来到噩梦游戏) by BMBL (薄暮冰轮) — this trilogy is currently my top 1 favorite novel amongst all i’ve read!

2) QQGK (全球高考) by musuli (木苏里) — which i talked about here

3) Laws of the Otherworld (异世之万物法则) by JTDG (焦糖冬瓜) — a personal gold mine i stepped into and def did not expect when i dived into jjwxc haha

Links for those above and the other novels I have finished with super short insight on each are HERE! If there’s something specific you’d wish for me to expound on, just lemme know~

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Danmei Roundup

I suddenly realized that ever since MDZS opened the doors, I’ve steadily gone through a good amount of danmei. 👀 Since I’m apparently doing anything except write my final paper, I compiled a list of stories I’ve come to know either through their novels or audio drama adaptations (or both). Any of them look familiar? lol

Adding/updating the list as I go + highlighting some of my favs.

Period Fantasy: Wuxia, Xianxia

人渣反派自救系统 — 墨香铜臭 (Scum Villain’s Self-Saving System — Mo Xiang Tong Xiu) *system/transmigration*

魔道祖师 — 墨香铜臭 (Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation — Mo Xiang Tong Xiu)

天官赐福 — 墨香铜臭 (Heaven Official’s Blessing — Mo Xiang Tong Xiu)

铜钱龛世 — 木苏里 (Copper Coins — Mu Su Li)

二哈和他的白猫师尊 — 肉包不吃肉 (Dumb Husky and His White Cat Shizun — Meatbun Doesn’t Eat Meat)

Sci-Fi/Survival (? idk what 无限流 is called)

全球高考 — 木苏里 (Global Examination — Mu Su Li)

地球上线 — 莫晨欢 (The Earth is Online — Mo Chen Huan)

Modern Setting

Crime/Mystery

犯罪心理 — 长洱 (Criminal Psychology — Chang Er) 

默读 — Priest (Silent Reading — Priest)

破云 — 淮上 (Breaking Through the Clouds — Huai Shang)

皮囊 — 潭石 (Skin — Tan Shi) 

Gaming

你师父我人傻钱多 — 莫晨欢 (Your Shifu is Stupid Rich — Mo Chen Huan)

网恋翻车指南 — 酱子贝 (How to Fail at Online Dating — Jiang Zi Bei)

你亲我一下 — 引路星 (Give Me a Kiss — Yin Lu Xing) *celebrity* 

Schoolyard Romance

我喜欢你的信息素 — 引路星 (I Like Your Pheromones — Yin Lu Xing) *abo*

伪装学渣 — 木瓜黄 (Fake Slackers — Mu Gua Huang)

信息素说我们不可能 — 毛球球 (The Pheromones Say We've Got No Chance — Mao Qiu Qiu) *abo* 

Celebrity/Entertainment Business

我嗑了对家X我的CP — PEPA (I Ship My Adversary x Me — PEPA)

情敌每天都在变美 — 公子于歌 (My Love Rival is Getting Prettier Every Day — Gongzi Yu Ge) *system/transmigration*

我只喜欢你的人设 — 稚楚 (I Only Like Your Persona — Zhi Chu)

营业悖论 — 稚楚 (Fanservice Paradox — Zhi Chu) *boy group*

小行星 — 微风几许 (Little Asteroid — Wei Feng Ji Xu) *abo*

落池 — 余酲 (Falling Into the Pond — Yu Cheng)

迪奥先生 — 绿野千鹤 (Mr. Dior — Lv Ye Qian He) *crack/amnesia*

职业替身 — 水千丞 (Professional Body Double — Shui Qian Cheng) *rebirth*

没钱 — 吕天逸 (Broke — Lv Tian Yi) *system/supernatural*

营销号说你喜欢我 — 螽斯 (Clickbait Media Accounts Say You Like Me — Zhong Si)

Supernatural/Fantasy

论以貌取人的下场 — 月下蝶影 (The Consequences of Judging a Book by Its Cover — Yue Xia Die Ying)

我开动物园那些年 — 拉棉花糖的兔子 (Those Years I Opened a Zoo — La Mian Hua Tang de Tu Zi) *system*

临时保镖 — 绿野千鹤 (Last-Minute Bodyguard — Lv Ye Qian He)

Slice-of-Life/Other

飞鸥不下 — 回南雀 (Flying Gulls Never Land — Hui Nan Que) *adopted brothers*

安知我意 — 北南 (Know My Heart — Bei Nan)

刺青 — 不问三九 (Tattoo — Bu Wen San Jiu)

燎原 — 不问三九 (Wildfire — Bu Wen San Jiu) 

烧不尽 — 回南雀 (Eternal Burning — Hui Nan Que)

腹黑和腹黑的终极对决 — 羲和清零 (Behind the Scenes Hunter — Xi He Qing Ling) *corporate battle*

… … …

And then there are some more I started to various extents:

这题超纲了 — 木瓜黄 (Beyond the Outline — Mu Gua Huang) *schoolyard*

不要在垃圾桶里捡男朋友 — 骑鲸南去 (Don’t Pick Up Boyfriends from the Trash — Qi Jing Nan Qv) *transmigration/system*

魔尊也想知道 — 青色羽翼 (Mo-Zun Also Wants to Know — Qing Se Yu Yi) *period fantasy/system*

可爱过敏原 — 稚楚 (Adorable Allergen — Zhi Chu) *schoolyard/adopted brothers*

欢迎来到噩梦游戏 — 薄暮冰轮 (Welcome to the Nightmare Game — Bo Mu Bing Lun) *sci-fi/transmigration/survival?*

恶性依赖 — 金刚圈 (Unhealthy Attachment — Jin Gang Quan) *modern*

营养过良 — 芥菜糊糊 (Nutrition Overload — Jie Cai Hu Hu) *cats*

S.C.I. 谜案集 — 耳雅 (S.C.I. Mystery — Er Ya) *crime/mystery*

嚣张 — 巫哲 (Audacious — Wu Zhe) *schoolyard* 

穿成反派总裁小情人 — 林盎司 (Transmigrated as the Villain CEO’s Little Lover — Lin Ounce) *transmigration/entertainment business*

一不小心和醋精结婚了 — 一枚纽扣 (My Accidental Husband is Full of Vinegar — Yi Mei Niu Kou) *modern*

碎玉投珠 — 北南 (Sui Yu Tou Zhu — Bei Nan) *80s/90s setting*

兼职无常后我红了 — 拉棉花糖的兔子 (After I Started Working as a Wu Chang, I Became Popular — La Mian Hua Tang de Tu Zi) *modern/supernatural*

新时代，新地府 — 林知落 (New Times, New Hell — Lin Zhiluo) *supernatural/modern/crack*

两A相逢必有一O — 厉冬忍 (When Two As Meet, There Must Be One O — Li Dong Ren) *abo/schoolyard*

破云2：吞海 — 淮上 (Swallow the Sea — Huai Shang) *crime/mystery* 

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10 Characters, 10 Fandoms, 10 Tags

(tagged by @returning-spring oh ur finally active in here haha)

1. Seizing Dreams（多梦） — Chen Yekai. Please I do not have to explain why. Have you seen him?

2. Bad Buddy — thisisveryhard...Ink. I love her so fucking much. So gentle and chaotic at the same time. I never doubted her from the very first time she was introduced.

3. Stranger Things — ohcomeonnnnnn NANCYWHEELERANDROBINBUCKLEY sorry i cannot just separate them. Nancy has been my favorite character since season 1. Robin is the best addition in season 3! Hot take: They should be endgame.

4. The Sandman — this game is quite hard isnt it? How do I even pick one from the fruit basket? Death.

5. The Gifted — Punn. I'm not being biased just because I love Gun Atthaphan's acting so much. But Punn's ability is fascinating and dangerous at the same time. I haven't heard Kise speak since Punn breathed.

6. MDZS — Jiang Cheng. I really have a soft spot for fellow Scorpios and angy pomeranians.

7. Welcome to the Nightmare Game （欢迎来到噩梦游戏）— Dr. Lu Cangshu. You are sorely missed. Come home soon.

8. Jujutsu Kaisen — Nobara Kugisaki and Maki Zenin. I have two hands for a reason.

9. ErHa（二哈和他的白猫师尊）— Mo Ran. He's my baby.

10. ATLA — Zuko. I know I'm basic. Lol.

these aren't 10 characters but hey, I tried. tagging all the users whose names I can remember. But it's ok if u don't do it hehe :) @pizzaqueen @ninasaysmanythings @lyopinkmoss @ninjasteve @anuwrites also for everybody who sees this u can do it too!

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隱形人～《The Invisible Man》(2020)年夏天線上看| 最新電影| 小鴨影音|~hd1080p

隱形人～《The Invisible Man》(2020)年夏天線上看| 最新電影| 小鴨影音|~hd1080p

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Welcome to the Nightmare Game - CH136 (Final)

**This is an edited machine translation. For more information, please [click here]**

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Chapter 136: Goodbye, Neverland (Extra)

{cw: religious homophobia}

Would you fall in love with such a person? You have the same sex and different beliefs. It is a sin to love each other.

For the former Ning Zhou, this was unthinkable.

But fate had played a cruel trick on him, making absurdity become reality.

Neverland was in a world of ice and snow. The shortest day had not yet arrived, but the coldest time of the year was almost over. Ning Zhou, who had just stepped out of the spiritual barrier, knelt on the glacier in exhaustion, and the hot tears that had just flowed out of his eyes froze into ice. Neverland was just around the corner, but it seemed as if he would never reach it.

In the face of the coldness of death, he had finally put aside all his hesitations and concerns and shouldered his guilt, even if he would fall into hell after death and bear the punishment of eternal fire.

Ning Zhou slowly stood up from the glacier, watching the bright lights that were like the eternal kingdom of heaven was on the ground. Amidst the ice and snow the Vatican stood on the ice sheet, majestic, holy, and ethereal.

He knew that this was the last time he would see Neverland.

Ning Zhou walked down the glacier and walked into the Vatican with awe.

Through the row upon row of buildings, the noise of the world rang again in his ears. Several children ran past him laughing and frolicking. Because they ran too fast, they almost ran into Ning Zhou. Ning Zhou took a step back, avoided the children, and watched them run away laughing.

Ning Zhou could hardly remember what he was like when he was as small as them. He was thirteen years old when he’d come to the Vatican, and Maria had just died. According to her last wish, he was sent here by his teacher Arnold and met the Pope for the first time.

He was a kind old man, his eyes were full of wisdom precipitated by years, and he had taught him a lot of things, not only the knowledge of survival, but also the truth of life. It could be said that after Maria died, it was this wise old man who had shaped his personality. In Ning Zhou's eyes, he was not only God’s speaker on earth, but also an elder whom he respected from the heart.

But today, he wanted to tell the old man who had raised him that he was in love with someone whom he was not allowed.

Ning Zhou passed through the city of ice and snow without a face. In order to welcome the residents of the Holy City who would come here soon, this polar city was expanding. It was like the projection of the divine world onto the living world, full of prosperity and warmth everywhere, far away from all the evils in the world, just like the home he dreamed of.

But after everything, he was going to leave this pure land, and from then on he would wander in the wind and rain all his life.

Stepping into the border of the Vatican, bathed in the power of ethereal and holy power, Ning Zhou's abdominal wound once again burned with pain, which combined with a stabbing pain all over his body. He frowned and strode forward regardless of the pain. Through the huge snowy square, countless ice sculptures silently guarded the heaven on earth, soaking in the cold air together with the guards patrolling back and forth.

Ning Zhou looked toward the deepest part of the Vatican, a magnificent cathedral, where the Pope was standing as he completed a prayer alone under the huge cross, the Canon spread out on the podium at his side. Gold and silver points of holy light were faintly visible in the cold, fluttering up and down.

Ice benches ran on both sides and in the middle was an aisle covered with gold and red carpet. Ning Zhou walked along it towards the Pope and looked up at him from the base of the stairs.

The Pope turned around and gazed at Ning Zhou kindly: "A few days ago, the will of the blazing angel returned to the Holy See and told me that your faith was shaken. Son, tell me what happened?"

Ning Zhou bowed to him and said calmly, "Under the crown of the Pope, I... fell in love with someone."

"You are embarrassed about this." The Pope saw through his heart.

Ning Zhou replied honestly: "Yes. The person I fell in love with is a man like me. He comes from another world and is an non-believer."

The Pope's voice suddenly became severe and solemn: "The Lord said, 'Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination'; If a man sleeps with a man, just like a woman, they have done an abominable thing and so they must be put to death, and the sin should be attributed to them. You know this is a sin, and if you blindly obey these rebellious feelings and desires, you will be punished by eternal fire."

"Yes, I understand," Ning Zhou calmly replied.

"Then repent. God will forgive sinners who are willing to repent. Tell me, are you willing to repent?" the Pope snapped.

Ning Zhou raised his head and looked him in the eye: "No, I cannot repent under the crown."

The Pope was silent for a long time, and the high crown on his head and the red vestments on his body seemed to overwhelm the old man. He said wearily, "Your mother chose to entrust you to the Holy See before she died, not to let you go the same way as her. You kept the last name of your foreigner father, the name your mother gave you, and... a heart lost for love like hers.

"Ning Zhou, my child, I give you one last chance: give him up and confess to the Lord."

Ning Zhou closed his eyes and a wind seemed to blow past him. He seemed to return to the Garden of the Holy Tomb in the afternoon, quietly staring at the lover sleeping in the tree stump full of petals, watching while every minute and second his heart was suffering in the fires of guilt, a kind of desperate pain, yet it happened that he felt the sweetness of sin.

His memories suddenly fast-forwarded and came to an abrupt end in the Garden of the Holy Tomb at dawn. His lover had returned there again, but was never to open his brown eyes again... He suddenly understood that his heart, which he’d tried to persuade, cheat, and block, had already fallen into hell.

He was guilty of a crime for which he did not wish to repent.

"I'm sorry, crown, I can't. I tried, but I couldn't. He sacrificed again and again for me, refused the temptation of the Devil for me, and died because of it. I’ve failed his life once, and I can't fail his love again. I am willing to accept eternal torture in hell after death, but please allow me to be loyal to my heart in the short time when I still live in this world." Ning Zhou opened his blue eyes and spoke succinctly and firmly.

"Even if you will lose everything the Vatican has given you, even if you must leave this country forever?" asked the Pope.

Ning Zhou lowered his eyes, untied the buckle, put aside the dagger and the pass order given by the Holy See. He knelt in front of the cross on one knee: "I am ready."

After the anger reached its apex, it became a deep disappointment. The Pope came down from the high platform with a scepter in his hand. The cross-shaped scepter inlaid with gems pointed to the top of Ning Zhou's head: "The glory given to you by the Lord will be fully recovered."

Ethereal music came from the cold air and the golden light fell from the sky like raindrops. Behind Ning Zhou, it painted and wove into the shape of a blazing angel with six wings. He watched all this sadly, spread his wings silently, flew to the ice sculpture of an angel in the church, merged with it, and was no longer inspired by him.

The holy power flowing in his blood was taken out a little at a time, and the pain of it being torn from his soul made Ning Zhou sweat like rain in the extreme cold of tens of degrees below zero, feeling as if he were dying.

The scepter left Ning Zhou's head and the Pope sighed, "Is it worth it for a dead foreigner?"

Ning Zhou struggled to stand up, his face pale, but his eyes were still bright: "I can't deceive my heart. Does love dissipate when its object dies? No, the Lord said love never stops. From the day he died and every day from now on, this feeling will be precipitated by time and memories. The longer it is, the stronger it will be. I can't pretend that I’ve let go. This would be the most unforgivable shame."

He seldom said so much, but every word came from the bottom of his heart: "Under the crown, love should only be love. I have never lost my piety because of love. I will only be stronger because of it. It should not be a sin. If it is a sin, please let me bear this sin and fall into hell after death... I don't regret it.

"I still believe in my Lord, I abide by all the commandments except that one, and will continue to fight against the Devils. My heart will always belong here no matter where and when."

This was the last sentence Ning Zhou said before he left.

He left everything given by the Vatican and left alone. The Pope watched his distant back and sighed deeply: "Those who fight against the Devils should be careful not to become a Devil. 'If you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.'"

Ning Zhou didn't answer again. At this moment, he firmly believed that he wouldn't fall in the current, because his soul had already docked in his own harbor.

The road to leave his hometown was longer than the one to enter it. He had lost the power of faith. It was tantamount to seeking death to trudge through the extreme cold with human frailty alone. Only a body that had carried out severe training all the year round could cross the vast ice sheet by its own strength.

Ning Zhou walked alone in the extremely cold ice and snow. Under the vast expanse of the starry sky, he recalled the scene when he’d passed through the spiritual enchantment of the Holy See not long ago - while walking through this heavy enchantment, everyone would be eroded by past memories and those distractions contrary to faith would be magnified hundreds of times. If you couldn't wash yourself of it here, you would be lost in the ice sheet forever.

Ning Zhou thought he would get lost here. However, when he really set foot on the ice sheet under the starry sky, an illusion he’d never imagined appeared in front of his eyes.

He saw that the ice sheet was covered with white roses, from one end of the world to the other, and the overwhelming white under the pure starry sky seemed to announce that the love between them was pure.

It was not evil, it was not immoral, it was not unnatural, it was not perverse - this desire, it was just love.

The deep and remote green aurora danced on the horizon, illuminating this empty and cold wasteland. From stepping into the spiritual barrier to finally leaving this white rose sea, Ning Zhou never saw Qi Leren again, not once.

-He was no longer his distraction, he was his whole world.

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The author has something to say:

PS: Some lines refer to Christian teachings, but they are not the same religion, just refer to it; The man who fights the devil... This sentence is Nietzsche's; In the face of cold death, he finally put aside all his wandering worries and shouldered his guilt, and turned to Yeat's "The Cold Heaven": And I took all the blame out of all sense and reason.

PPS: a little nonsense after the end. When conceiving the Nightmare Game, the author wanted to find out the feeling of writing this kind of piece before completing the Egg Game and prepared to write a simple story of a fast-paced horror game, in which the attacks are coming from the environments and the victim is constantly dying.

However, when the story of Novice Village was gradually perfected, when the predetermined characters were getting fuller and fuller, and when the brain hole was getting out of control, the author couldn't help but want to dig down. So the world view became bigger, the setting became more complicated, and the emotional drama became more tortuous. Finally, I finished the outline of the first Nightmare Game with the idea of exercising how to write emotional drama. At that time, the author thought: Yes, I just want to write such a story.

When conceiving the end of the first part, the author seriously considered several options, and also thought about setting it so Qi Leren wouldn’t die, and instead Ning Zhou would share his life with this person forbidden by the Holy See and take him to Neverland; or he would become a demon, follow Su He to the underworld, and they would both love and kill each other from now on. But in the end, I chose this ending, which is actually the best ending and the best beginning for these two people. They can abandon their stubbornness, face up to themselves, and start over. This is death and a new life, which perfectly conforms to the aesthetics of the author.

Qi Leren is not dead (those who will be resurrected are certainly not dead), but Ning Zhou has firmly established that his love was swayed in the end, and with this in mind + all alive + destined to be together = HE, so please touch your chest and tell every little friend loudly that this is a happy ending full of love and hope. As for why it doesn't end with the two people meeting again after seven days, it’s because the two people can't meet for the time being even after seven days, as Ning Zhou went to Purgatory... This is the second story.

Although it's my first time writing CP*, when I look back, all the sugar I sent is poisonous… But it doesn't matter, we have the second one! In the second part, Chen Baiqi's sister has a saying "God assists", which she likes very much. She announces in advance: "How much courage does it take for a person to deny his past, destroy his present and future with his own hands, and make himself struggle to abandon his faith before and after his death, just for his right to love. From now on, you are his God and his sin. You should heal him, redeem him, be his scabbard, be his armor, and become his faith. Qi Leren, you should take good care of him."

*{EN: Character Pairing}

I give full marks for this assist.

Thanks to the readers here, I really appreciate your support. Sometimes I am really not a good author, and I often write willfully regardless of the market. However, the author thinks that although I can't make readers like every work, at least I can make myself like it. If my brain waves are lucky enough to keep pace with the readers while satisfying my cute point, it is the greatest fate.

Here, once again, I love the master reminder with a stupid face. She must regret dating me because of the Nightmare Game now, but it's too late to get on the false boat.

The plan for the second half of the year is tentatively set as Egg Game 3 and a silly white sweet medium-length brain hole. The outline of Nightmare Game 2 will be carried out synchronously, and the second one will be opened as soon as possible. In addition, the manhua of Nightmare Game 1 is also being done. The pre-sale time depends on the progress of the two artists, the art being set, and my writing. You can pay attention to my Weibo @ 薄暮冰轮, or directly pay attention to the @ secret newspaper in charge of agency.

The text has been roughly revised, and I'll pack a TXT and send it to Weibo later. Goodbye until the next story, love everyone, Mwah~

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Editor’s Notes: 

We still have one non-canon extra left, but I know not everyone reads those so I will put my final comments here. 

Thank you to everyone who has read, commented, and spoken to me directly! I’ve really enjoyed working on this and have appreciated the engagement my little pet project has gotten. With that said, I will be taking a one month break before I begin posting Nightmare Game II, so the first chapter will be up on May 10th, mark your calendars and check back here then. If the date changes for whatever reason I will announce it both here and on [my twitter]. Sorry to leave you all on such a cliffhanger ending.

To fill the Nightmare Game-shaped holes that I know must be in all of your hearts, I have two novel recommendations. The first is that I want to once again urge you to read BMBL’s other trilogy The Easter Egg Game if you haven’t yet, as its connection to Nightmare Game will become more prominent in Part II. It is much shorter so I promise it won’t take as much time to read as this one has. My other recommendation is Kaleidoscope of Death, which is actually the reason I started reading Nightmare Game in the first place as I had finished reading Kaleidoscope and was desperate for something similar. I would say the horror in Kaleidoscope is honestly much better than in this, though I prefer Nightmare Game’s overall story. (A warning though that it includes quite a few crossdressing jokes.)

Thank you again for sticking with this series and my editing of it all the way! I hope you’ll continue reading in the future. Until then, farewell ( *・∀・)ノ゛

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[lansizhuis]

sharing mine here! hehe

1. MDZS! 2018 was such a blast bc of MXTX and will forever be grateful to that crowd haha

2. Saw an MDZS gifset on tumblr for the donghua PV, searched it, and the rest is history

3. I don’t really have one? I don’t really base (?) on authors haha

4. Welcome to the Nightmare Game Trilogy 欢迎来到噩梦游戏 by BMBL 薄暮冰轮, Cancipin 残次品 by Priest, Laws of the Otherworld 异世之万物法则 by JTDG 焦糖冬瓜

5. WEILAN (*gasp as if surprised*), Nightmare Game’s NingLe, Huangjintai’s YanFu

6. TGCF’s Shi Wudu, Cancipin’s Lin Jingshu, Fantasy Farm’s Yin Xun (lol look at how out of place yin xun is at this trio but sshhh this boy has a soft spot in my heart OK)

7. 君吾/白无相 (天官赐福)

8. Fantasy? I’m a hoe for anything that has great world-building!

9. Laws of the Otherworld 异世之万物法则 by 焦糖冬瓜! i should really do a proper pitch for this hhhhh anyhow, check the links here and Welcome to the Nightmare Game Trilogy 欢迎来到噩梦游戏 by BMBL 薄暮冰轮! this is my current all-time personal favorite novel rn and i was even hesitant st first to start it bc it’s a trilogy with book 3 still ongoing in jjwxc and yet i finished book 1 and 2 in like 10 days haha throws my pitch and link here

(shamelessly throws my finished danmei list and a very brief non-spoilery take on them hehe)

10. “我命由我不由天” — forever THE line that has me on its grip and always at the top of my mind haha

WHAT ABOUT YOU GUYS? Share some of your answers! ❤️

[ririsan12]

烛压切

1.压力爆发

长谷部从不会主动找人抱怨什么，至少烛台切初来本丸时是如此情形。他只抿着薄而锋利的唇，把一日一日的焦头烂额都挽成沉默的结挂上眉头。烛台切看在眼里并不言语，背后却偷偷向主上请求一场与长谷部的手合，在演练场上用并不熟练的傲慢几近挑衅之能事，直逼得长谷部迫出搏命的气势。木刀丢在三米开外，两头桀骜的野狼撕咬着滚在一起。热汗蒸腾，血花起落，对视的瞬间炽金风暴摇撼藤影幢幢。一招之差，长谷部翻身跪骑在烛台切身上，手肘已压制住他的喉咙。长谷部俯下头颅，灼热的气息打在烛台切鼻尖，他露出天真又邪气的笑，将烛台切先前笨拙的挑衅出神入化地重演一番，而烛台切欣赏着他恢复清朗俊逸的眉峰，一概不还嘴，只在最后鬼使神差地扣住他的后脑，强硬地吻了上去。

那次手合以两人昏迷着被送进手入室而告终，而现在，让长谷部恢复精神的方法只需最后那一步——烛台切用悠长而缠绵的吻堵上长谷部的唇时，怀里的人反抗似地扭动起来，终于还是配合他一同加深了这个吻。烛台切忽然怀念起过去独自生闷气的长谷部，但遗憾只是一闪而过：果然还是现在会向自己喋喋不休抱怨烦恼的长谷部君更可爱吧。

2.Can’t take my eyes off you

政府开辟了新战场，长谷部也久违的从行政工作中抽出身来提刀出阵。敌人的低吼燃起喧嚣的战意，血液升温，心跳加速，长谷部抢先冲出。他扫视眼前，六双晦暗阴冷的眼睛齐齐锁定自己，握刀的手心浮起一片潮湿，而背后那道不时跟来的灼热视线也没有缺席，同往日一样，像系在风筝尾部的细线，恰到好处地提醒他收敛过火的杀意。但今日似乎停留得太久了，长谷部甚至开始分心，这样过分的关注是否会让那振帅气的太刀忽视他自己身边的危险。

“从刚才起你就一直在看我，”长谷部利索地斩落敌军的头颅，忍不住回身看向烛台切，他抹去溅在脸上的血迹，藤色眼眸中沸腾的杀意还未停歇，“是我的刀法生疏了？”

烛��切深吸一口气，逆光使他的眼前浮现瞬时的空茫，他笑着向长谷部摇头：生疏的是我的眼睛。圣洁如使徒，肃杀如修罗，对于长谷部的战姿他总是贪得无厌，甚至对长谷部刀下的敌军亡魂燃起隐秘的嫉妒心：能丧生在如此美丽的锋刃下，你们应当怀有多大的感激！而他并不准备向长谷部过多解释，这不是保护，亦非约束般的提醒，那是自战场上被长谷部寻到带回本丸起便落下的病根：“我无法在你面前移开眼睛。”

3.学会了你擅长的事

餐厅长桌的正中心摆放着一盘枝豆饼，是午餐前的开胃甜点。

“每次品尝烛台切先生的枝豆饼都觉得十分惊艳呢，兼先生，要不要再来一串？”

“嗯嗯，糯米团软硬适中，毛豆也不会太过甜腻，今天也细心照顾到了老年人的口味，哈哈哈，甚好甚好。”

“呦，不愧是光坊，在门口就闻到熟悉的香味——喂，你们这群小鬼给我留一点！！”

“可，可我记得烛台切先生一早就去远征了啊……他还说会给小老虎带零食回来。”

“那今天的厨当番是？”

“没记错的话……”

众人把目光转向角落里正摆放餐具的长谷部，他呆愣片刻，挤上前来，拿起盘里最后一串枝豆饼，咬下一个使劲嚼了嚼，半晌皱起眉，狐疑地看向左右：“味道真有这么像？”

4.发现信件盒子

长谷部桌上有一个专门的盒子用来保存审神者示下的文书与信件，烛台切为长谷部整理书桌时从不会动它——当然，眼下这种情况除外。烛台切把五虎退的小老虎从散落一地的文件里抱起时，忽然被几张画风格格不入的纸张吸引住视线。

他拿起那些密密麻麻涂满正字和红圈的纸张仔细端详：纵向标注了各处战场，其后便是用作统计的正字，偶有几处笔画用红色圈出，旁边细心附加脚注，写着“几月几日、重伤”的字样。这记载似乎已经持续了几年，乍一看摸不着头脑，烛台切直接把目光拉到最近几处记录，文字在脑海里翻滚一圈，他下意识屏住了呼吸——

纸张上的记载与自己近来的手入情况完全相符。

而在这样详实的数据面前，即使年幼的孩子也能归纳发现某‪一时‬期受伤概率最高的战场与时段。

出阵的人选都由审神者指定，长谷部哪怕身为最受信任的近侍也无权干涉。但近侍手中仍然握有一些权力，比如刀装的分配，比如内番的工作安排。烛台切的心突然柔软得一塌糊涂，薄薄几张纸的重量竟压得他喘不过气：原来那些苦战前悠然安闲的非番时光都是刻意安排，原来几次在紧急关头发挥效用的特上刀装也并非全是运气使然。长谷部在并没有多少余裕的工作中为他特意保留的小小私心，直到今天才以这样意外的方式闯入他眼中。他的手指抚过最初那些已然模糊变浅的字迹，越往后重伤的红色标记越发稀少，“什么嘛，真是不够帅气”，烛台切状似不甘的喟叹里回荡着幸福而满足的余音：“原来我变强的理由，从来只是有你存在啊。”

5.睡前故事

“小光！我想听你昨晚讲的睡前故事！”

蹲在田埂上休憩的伊达短刀眨着金瞳，向正采摘蔬果的另一振太刀兴致勃勃地提出请求。一期一振远征时烛台切会代为督促粟田口的短刀们按时休息，被拜托着讲些睡前故事也是时有发生的事，而由于故事情节过于热血帅气通常第二天还会加开连载故事会就是后话了。烛台切转身抛给小贞一个圆润透亮的番茄：“昨晚我并没给藤四郎兄弟们讲睡前故事哦。”

“不是给他们讲的，是给长谷部。”小贞看烛台切眼中浮现疑惑的神色，拍拍屁股站起身，把番茄塞进口袋里兴奋地比划起来，“我昨晚夜战回来经过你们房间，明明听见长谷部惊呼‘太棒了’，要求接着再来的！一定是相当华丽刺激的故事吧！”

是很华丽，也很刺激，可惜少儿不宜。烛台切笑着应下来，转身扶上额角，一边在脑中飞速构思能暂时应付小贞好奇心的故事，一边盘算着晚上回去得再把两人房间的门加厚一层了。

6.‌酩酊大醉

作为本丸里负责收拾残局的专业人士，烛台切和长谷部许久前便在酒席上养成一种奇怪的默契：两人从不会同时喝醉。烛台切喝醉时，长谷部总庆幸自己还保持清醒，烛台切枕在他大腿上，小孩子一般扒住他的腰不肯撒手，黏黏糊糊地把“长谷部君”叫出十来种声调，长谷部只有集中精神才不至错过藏在其中的那一声短促的“喜欢”。而当长谷部喝醉时，烛台切却总懊恼自己还清醒着，长谷部粉扑扑的脸上罩着一层薄汗，他双手挂上自己的脖颈，酒精令呼吸发酵出甜腻的味道。在那双水光迷离的藤色眼睛前，理智和矜持最为无用，可他非得受着清醒的折磨，瞻前顾后��考虑‪一时‬冲动的胡来会给长谷部的身体造成怎样的负担。他给长谷部喂了醒酒茶，又把热毛巾搭上他的额头，最后撩着他耳边的碎发，好笑地看他躺在被窝里手还不安分地摩挲自己的手腕：“真是的，你对我到底有多放心啊？”长谷部咯咯地笑起来，眼睛舒服得眯成一条线。因为酒精也只能把你变成大猫而非野兽，那清醒状态的你又有什么可顾忌的呢？长谷部迷迷糊糊如此想着，又转头咬上了烛台切未及撤回的指尖。

7.‌冷水澡

夜战归来，长谷部排在短刀后面最后一个进了浴室，水已经半凉了。他草草冲了澡，裹紧单薄的浴衣回到房间，烛台切傍晚刚结束一场长途远征，想来已经睡熟了。他轻手轻脚绕回自己的床铺，喉咙突然一阵发痒，一个喷嚏未及阻拦便抢出声来。

接着就有一只温暖宽大的手摸了过来，拽着他的手腕把人拉进相邻的被窝，烛台切半梦半醒间力道大的惊人，话语里还揉着浓重的睡意：“手怎么这么凉？”

话说完烛台切就彻底清醒了，长谷部的身体实在冷得不像话，湿漉漉的发丝搔着他的下巴，像冬雪融化后冒出的令人欣喜的草尖。烛台切舒展开肢体，从背后重新包裹住他，长谷部漂亮的蝴蝶骨嵌进他胸间的谷地，像久远前就已在这落地生根。脚踝相叠着擦出电火，两人脑中同时落下惊雷，而后的云雨来得心照不宣又理所当然。烛台切在背后一次次顶入，像春风一样刺骨又温柔，长谷部柳枝一般坚韧的腰身在风中起舞，烛台切俯下耳朵，只觉得长谷部喉头漏出的呻吟比莺丸房里那只翠鸟的呢喃还动听百倍。

旖旎的长夜以两人响亮的喷嚏结束，这次他们洗了一场彻头彻尾的冷水澡。

8.‌初见回忆

烛台切是在战场上被长谷部寻到的，睁眼看到的第一幕便是飞雪中凛然绽放的红梅，再定睛细看，原来是鲜血溅落在那雪亮刀刃的飞烧刃纹上，而那是他感知到的最后一抹亮色，因为刀的主人，不，是那振名为“压切长谷部”的刀随后走进眼中，便折煞了天地之间所有色彩。

后来伊达组其他几振刀陆续来到本丸，烛台切都显得兴奋异常，长谷部回想两人初见的光景玩味地提了一句：“总觉得当年见到我时你一副很遗憾的样子。”

“我是在遗憾。”

“哦。”长谷部平淡地应了一声，眉毛挑起一个微妙的弧度，“遗憾迎接你的不是伊达家的刀？”

烛台切凑过去，愉悦地欣赏着爱人努力藏起的小小别扭，却又分心想起两人那次见面前更为久远的“初见”。织田家的库房只有一种灰蒙蒙的颜色，而最初闯入视野的鲜活色彩是那双骄傲又剔透的藤色眼睛。

“我那时在想，以前我有两只眼，却只能站在远处望你的侧影，现在的我终于能够好好注视你，为什么偏偏只剩一只眼了呢？”

9.‌你的手还是那么冷

烛台切即便在最炎热的暑天也是黑色手套不离身，偏偏下雪那几日总光着手浇花做饭洗衣服。晚上长谷部雷打不动地坐在书桌前写报告，一双冰凉的手掌从身后伸进他的上衣口袋，烛台切顺势圈住长谷部，下巴搭在他肩膀上，又得寸进尺地要了一个吻。

“你的手还是那么冷啊。”长谷部装作没注意到烛台切白天的小动作，嘴角勾起一个无奈的笑，紧接着又板起脸清清嗓子，握拳敲了敲烛台切的头：“暖好了就起来，别打扰我工作。”

10.Follow me

长谷部厌恶失控的感觉，无论那是来自浓雾密布的战场，还是鹤丸出其不意的惊吓游戏，而烛台切有幸成为了例外。

“长谷部君实在太拼命了。”

一双手掌覆在眼前，视野突然陷入黑暗，长谷部绷紧嘴角像要发火，最终只是轻叹一口气，认命地放下手中的笔。烛台切换用单手捂住长谷部的眼，另一只手环上他的腰把他从堆满文件的矮几前捞起来。他从背后拥着他走出房门，步伐交叠像踏起默契的舞步。

“跟我来。”烛台切的言语轻飘飘降落在长谷部耳侧，像一根羽毛搔过心尖，长谷部因连续工作而变得僵硬的身体渐渐融化在温暖的怀抱里。他偏头躲开烛台切的炙热的呼吸，却没能躲开不知不觉间酝酿起的期待。“你要带我去哪？”——长谷部不会这么问，他放心沉入眼前的黑暗，后面的选择不再属于他，但他享受这一刻的失控：无论是厨房里一桌丰盛的甜点、还是穹顶下一汪温柔的星光，只要有这个人在身边，结果从不会令他失望。

11.没有言语的夜

睡前铺床时，烛台切把自己原本紧挨着长谷部的床铺向外拉了半米远。长谷部走进屋正好看到这一幕，他眉头皱起又立刻松开，随后若无其事地跨过烛台切的被团，跳过一切日常的夜间亲昵，利索地吹灭灯烛，拉开被子躺下，自然是背朝烛台切。

他们吵架了，为大俱利伽罗昨日出阵时的负伤。最近审神者重点提升新刀的练度，满级的大俱利伽罗赋闲在本丸，有段时间没有出阵了，昨日他填补手入队员的空缺被调入第一部队，出阵地点敌情不算险恶，结果唯独他重伤回归。长谷部做战后总结时板起面孔，点名批评他懈怠日常锻炼，有辱原主之名，大俱利伽罗一概沉默接下。旁听的烛台切似有异议，他打断长谷部：“长谷部君，这话说得有些过分了吧。”

“怎么，你还要袒护他？”

“我只是觉得在事情调查清楚前，这样做结论未免有些武断。”

“大家上交的报告里并没有提到异常情况。”长谷部又打量一眼大俱利伽罗，把手中的文件递给烛台切，“他本人也没有异议。”

烛台切趁接报告的时机贴近长谷部悄声说：“我听大家说战斗后半程他们被敌人冲散，那里的战场接近村落，或许小俱利是为了搭救偶然路过的平民才身受重伤。”

长谷部也压低声音回复：“这只是你的猜测。果真如此，他刚才为什么不反驳？”

烛台切信誓旦旦：“我们毕竟共事多年，看他的眼神就知道一定有事隐瞒。”他转而轻叹一口气，“我了解小俱利，这种事他根本不会辩解。”

“哦——”长谷部拖出别有深意的长音，他挑起嘴角笑笑：“那真是遗憾，我不像你一样了解他。”他夺过烛台切手里的纸张，提高音量，“看来你是宁愿相信自己奇怪的直觉也不愿相信我的判断了。”

“私人角度上我愿意无条件信任长谷部君，但事关他人名誉，尤其关乎伊达家的声誉，还是放下私情，谨慎为好。”

“我可不觉得你放下私情了。”长谷部面孔上浮现出怒气，“既然如此，也有必要提一提鹤丸国永与太鼓钟贞宗的训练态度。把手合场当做游戏场所，嘻嘻哈哈，毫不正经。”长谷部回忆起什么，眉头皱得更紧了，“放蛇？简直胡闹！我完全有理由怀疑你们的训练效率，看来伊达刀果然都是些只注重门面的刀。”

烛台切脸上一直挂着的温和笑容消失了，他的声音隐隐透出一股寒意：“长谷部君，这话说得更过分了。”

“现在不督促你们，是要我未来对着一堆碎片说教吗？”

“明明长谷部君重伤手入的次数更多吧。”

“你手入次数减少还不是因为我——”长谷部突然截断话头，换上另一种悻悻的语气，“占用你宝贵的时间来照顾我真是对不住了。”

“如果长谷部君把我的关心看作多余，那我以后还是不白费力气了。”

“……”

大俱利伽罗和其他队员看着两人从公事公办的态度一路向小学生吵架的套路演变，都识相地离开了房间，来到不久的小龙景光似乎还想留下看热闹，被药研果断拉走了。

小龙走在��上，手扶着下巴若有所思：“光忠前辈和长谷部先生吵架竟然是这种风格，都说恋爱中的人头脑……嗯。”小龙吞下即将出口的词汇，“原来是真的……药研，他们吵架一般谁先低头道歉？”

药研拍拍小龙的后背，脸上露出一副“你还是太年轻”的老成表情：“首先，他们不是恋爱中，是已婚；其次，有打听八卦的时间，不如去做做心理准备。”

小龙好奇地追问：“什么心理准备？”

“明日晨练慢跑增加三公里，回来还要接着面对一顿有失水准的早餐。”

12.第四次晚归

这次冷战比预想的时间要久。

往日争吵总有一方理亏，冷静下来后理亏的一方也总会认错道歉，而这回偏偏双方都觉得问题并不出于己身，他们在一切事情上都有默契，就连疏离也不例外。

白天他们各自为事，趁此机会长谷部才意识到他们的分工原本没有太多交集，平日密集的接触全靠烛台切刻意找理由与他见面，除此之外，他们最多碰面一两次，如果有心，连这一两次也可以规避。但毕竟同住一室，到了入眠时间总归要单独相处，而那时的沉默足以变成酷刑。为此长谷部一反常态，这几日总是早早入睡，他合眼假寐，耳朵敏锐地支着，计划等烛台切归来入眠后，再爬起来去做未完成的工作。结果直到他昏沉地失去意识，烛台切也没有出现。

长谷部后几夜便努力维持清醒，发觉烛台切都在凌晨近两点左右回到房间，接着天没亮又起床离开。他先前旁敲侧击地问过其他人，有人回答夜晚近凌晨时分在手入室见过烛台切的身影。长谷部焦躁起来，出阵指令他都有过目，烛台切不可能参与夜间的战斗，他白日神色如常，又看不出什么异样，反倒显得自己像个疑心疑鬼的傻瓜。

冷战后第四天夜晚，长谷部躺在床上辗转反侧，盘算着明天干脆开门见山直接询问烛台切。鼻间突然涌来一阵血腥味，随后耳边响起纸门开合的声音，他忽得坐起身，声音绕开意识的阻拦抢先飞了出来。

“烛台切！”

“长谷部君，你还没……”烛台切显然被长谷部的反应吓了一跳。长谷部听他的声音不似往常中气十足，他没能掩饰好自己的慌张，急忙去点亮火烛：“你最好给我交代清楚你都干了些什么！”

“原本想在回来前去手入，但今天手入室已经没有空位了。”烛台切显得有些沮丧，“还是被你看到这副不帅气的模样。”

灯火照亮下，长谷部看清烛台切身上的伤痕，虽然有些凄惨，但并不带有致命的杀意。

“你到底去了哪里？”长谷部几乎听见了自己话语里的妥协，他永远无法对这种状态的烛台切冷漠，他回身去翻药箱，不让烛台切发现自己的动摇。

“是演练场。”烛台切试图活动肩膀，扯动伤口还是忍不住吸了一口冷气，“我额外向主上申请了特殊训练，希望她对你保密。”

“演练场？一对六？你一个人大半夜跑去发什么疯？”长谷部小心翼翼剥去烛台切沾血的衣物，拿起工具为他上药。

“冷静下来考虑，长谷部君说得不无道理，刀剑的归宿最终还是战场，虚有华丽的外表而无相应实力，才是折损伊达和长船的名声。如果我一直享受你的保护，只依靠长谷部君的私心变强，那连我自己都要唾弃自己。”

“咳，你已经……发现了……”长谷部躲开烛台切的视线，干脆直接把药扔给他背过身去，“我并没有小瞧你的实力，即使我不那样做……”长谷部的声音低了下去，但字字咬得清晰，“你依然是这个本丸不可或缺的优秀战力。”

烛台切轻笑出声，他从背后靠近长谷部，把脑袋搁上他的肩膀：“本来想趁这段时间提升实力，让长谷部君刮目相看，虽然现在的样子不算帅气，但能听到这样的话，也算意外之喜。那长谷部君承认自己对伊达刀的看法有误了？”

“就事论事而已，对于其他几位我还是持保留意见。”

“长谷部君真是严厉。OK，那么把他们也加入后续的训练计划中，总有一日我们会用战绩让长谷部君亲口承认自己的错误。”

长谷部无奈地笑笑，“果然还是爱面子的伊达男啊。那么，我无比期待这一天的到来。”

13.旧疾复发

右眼又在隐隐作痛了。

烛台切捂住右眼，手撑在桌角上，脊背弯出一个不易察觉的弧度，他缓缓调整呼吸，捱过这一波疼痛的攻击。右眼上烙着过去的火焰印迹，以前偶尔也有灼伤般的疼痛感，他只是咬牙挺过去，并不过多在意。他全盘接受了身为烧刀的现实，便不会再被这偶尔闪现的过去的幽灵动摇心神。

“身体不舒服吗？”长谷部在烛台切身边放下餐盘，他摘下手套别进腰间，没有去动筷子，反而伸向他的眼罩。“我没事。”烛台切握住长谷部抬起的手腕，垂下眼睛，肩膀轻轻抖了一下，“别在这里。”

长谷部闻言直接拉着烛台切的手走出餐厅，回到自己的房间后，他又伸手去摸烛台切脑后的别扣，动作更加轻缓，像怕惊扰沉睡之人的梦境。

“这里，还会疼吗？”

“偶尔。”

“是什么样的感觉？”

“是火烧过皮肤……”烛台切顿了顿，停下描述，他用手指抚过长谷部额头上光洁的皮肤，靠近身体轻轻印下一吻，“我不太想让你知道。”

烛台切先前只在夜晚退下过眼罩，光线昏暗，长谷部看得不真切，此刻他右眼上的疤痕再一次暴露在视野里，长谷部沉默而犀利地凝视着它，像与恶魔对峙。“我本该了解的。你的噩梦也曾出现在我的梦中，你想逃出来，我却想跳进去。”

“我已经成功逃出来了。因为你在这里。”右眼的疼痛终于消退，烛台切扶上长谷部的肩膀，再次给了他一个吻。这次是嘴唇，他吻得慢而仔细，像是倦鸟归巢，疲惫却心怀感激。

长谷部闭上眼睛，同样凝视着内心那道已经结痂的伤口，庆幸道：“啊，因为你逃了出来，所以我才留在了这里。”

14. 人群里你的气味

演练场的入口挤满了队伍，等待的时间里大家凑作一堆互相交流。恰巧几支队伍里都有烛台切光忠，作为消磨时间的助兴节目，有人提议玩“仅凭外表分辨自己本丸的烛台切”的游戏，很快得到了大家的响应。

烛台切胸有成竹，长谷部也在今日的演练队伍中，他不可能失手。然而前面几家本丸的成员都纷纷失利，烛台切也莫名心虚起来。——的确，他们打乱顺序站成一排，一样挺拔的身姿、同等耀眼的金瞳，着装方式毫无差异，就连发梢翘起的弧度也相差无几，如果不说话不动作，想在无法展现性格差异的情况下识别出自己本丸的烛台切，其难度不亚于在一棵树上找到两片相同的树叶。

轮到长谷部分辨时，他表现得气定神闲。他一一走过几人面前细心观察。烛台切有一瞬间想给长谷部提示，但最终忍住了，他甚至开始尽力抹消微表情，因为他发觉自己比任何人都期待得知长谷部能做到何种程度。长谷部再次折返，毫无意外地在他面前站定，伸手把他牵出来，在烛台切给出正确与否的回应前，就平静且自信的向大家宣布：“这是我的烛台切。”

没人在意长谷部措辞里“我”与“我们”的区别，其他几位烛台切光忠宣布了结果，他们惊讶于长谷部如此快速且准确地分辨了出来。长谷部用“直觉”搪塞过大家的好奇，烛台切却不相信这种理由，回归本丸的路上，他还在锲而不舍地追问。

“一定还有其他的原因吧，莫非情人眼里的我看起来会更帅气吗？”

“自恋。”长谷部哼笑一声，故意放慢脚步，留到队伍最后，他拽着领带把烛台切的脑袋拉近，深深吸了一口气，又贴着他的耳朵呼出来，“是气味。”

烛台切闻言嗅了嗅袖口，他不用香水，自觉没有特别明显的气味。他疑惑地看向已经继续向前走去的长谷部：“我身上有什么味道吗？”

“你身上有我的味道。”长谷部回过头，语气里含着堪称骄傲的占有欲。烛台切在这一刻忘记了呼吸，他看见逆光里长谷部扬起下巴，向他露出一个眩目的微笑。

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由于中国政府对社会的设计和影响，罪恶和畸变已经从小孩开始了。

事实上从90年开始社会就开始这样。

——以下是新闻————

就在上个月，唐山打人事件发生的当天，一位博主在某博上爆料了几张截图，据说来源自某条巷子内的监控视频。

视频内容的震撼程度，同样丝毫不输唐山事件。

据报料人表示，她是在无意中看到了这条监控视频，

却发现视频内容是一个看起来年纪不大的男孩，将一个模样身形都像是小学生的女孩拉进小巷子里，并和她发生了性关系。

看完视频后的她大为震惊，觉得有必要曝光这件事并扩大影响，所以才选择将这件事私信给了该博主。

由于视频内容比较敏感担心会被和谐（删除），博主便将视频主要内容截图传到了网上。

可仅是几张视频截图就已经让看到的网友心情复杂。

视频中我们只能看到小女孩瘦小的背影，看不到她的表情，

但是从她被扯着的手臂和微低着的头，似乎能感受到她有些许的不情愿。

与她迟缓的反应不同的是，扯着她手臂的男孩看起来十分急切，拽着她的手臂就把她向巷子里带。

在到达“预期”地点后，小女孩便俯下身子，手在裤腰那边摸索着什么。

虽然有马赛克的遮挡，但是不难猜到马赛克的背后是女孩正在脱裤子，而男孩则在旁边紧盯着她的动作。

随后，男孩一把拉过女孩在她身后动作了起来，这是在做什么我相信大家都能不言而喻。

在整个过程中，女孩没有丝毫挣扎，仅是保持着双手扶膝的动作一动不动。

不知过了多久，男孩停下了身下的动作，而小女孩则在站好提起裤子后和男孩一起消失在了监控画面外。

截图中的两个孩子看起来年纪都不大，感觉还是小学生，

可就这般大的孩子却在阳光下的小巷里做出这般与他们年龄不符的行为，实在是让人震惊。

随着这件事在网络上的传播，越来越多的网友关注到这件事，并纷纷发表了自己的看法。

还有的网友看到视频中的女孩如此顺从熟练，便猜测：

这女孩是不是被男孩威胁甚至是已经被“教训”了不知多少次所以才会如此配合。

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2020年5月27日，在陕西蓝田的一所小学里，发生了一件耸人听闻的恶性事件。

4名小学男生趁着课间休息时间，将一名小学女生拖进了男厕所轮奸。

教学时间、学校厕所，这群半大的孩子居然敢对一个女孩做出这样的事情，让人既感到震惊，又感到可怕，更多的还有气愤。

得知这件事后，校方很快通知了女孩的家长。

得知此事的家长顿感晴天霹雳，立刻报警想要为自己的女儿讨个公道。

可最终得到的却是“不予立案”的通知书。

因为这四个男孩中，两名男生11岁，另外两名男生12岁，

他们都未满14周岁，属于无刑事责任能力范畴，所以不追究其刑事责任，

4个犯下滔天罪行的“孩子”，却不用承担任何责任，就这样逍遥法外。

得知这一消息的女孩父亲更加崩溃，本想为女儿讨回公道，没想到却让她再次承受了致命的打击。

更可气的是，事发后这4个男生的父母没有一句道歉，第二天便直接将自家的孩子转入西安工读学校，从此销声匿迹。

受害人还没有走出伤痛，甚至可能一辈子都活在那场噩梦之中；

施害人却已经更换环境，继续迎接他们光明的未来。

针对这一案件，白岩松曾经说过：

“未成年人伤害未成年人，我们现有的法律，其实是在保护伤害了别人的未成年人，

而被伤害的未成年人，却成了保护未成年人法律的受害者。”

“未满14周岁”就这样成为了某些孩子犯罪的免死金牌。

既然只要不满14周岁便不会受到法律的制裁，那么会不会有孩子觉得，只要未满14岁，什么都可以做？

这让我想起了2019年“大连13岁男孩将10岁小女孩诱骗至家中虐 杀致死”的案子——

左为凶手蔡某，右为受害人琪琪（化名）

那一天，13岁男孩蔡某把10岁女孩琪琪带回家后，企图对琪琪实施强奸，但是遭到了琪琪强烈反抗。

恼羞成怒的蔡某某，掐住女孩脖子，猛击她的头部，随后连捅琪琪7刀将她杀死，之后为了逃脱惩罚将尸体抛到家附近的灌木丛中。

被逮捕归案的蔡某如实交代了自己的罪行。

但是在整个交代过程中，蔡某没有露出丝毫愧疚或害怕，甚至在警察询问一些私密问题时面带笑意。

不仅如此，蔡某在杀害琪琪后，为了摆脱自己的嫌疑，还曾经出门问候正在焦急寻找女儿的琪琪父母“琪琪找到了吗？”，

与此同时，他还在班级群里编造了一些谎言以证明自己的“清白”。

字里行间都透露着狡猾和算计。

而最让人感到毛骨悚然的，是这个13岁的凶手，在被捕那一刻所说的一句话：

“我才13岁，不用负刑事责任！”

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中国人不会生孩子的，而且我们必须和别人抢女人，不然我们的族群会毁灭。

假如中国政府总是控制我，那中国社会就会崩溃，刘慈欣，这就是兽性啊。

你的家人处于一个这样的地方，蛊术师阻止我解决问题，把策略毁灭，保护恶魔横行的社会，这就是他告诉你的善，这就是中国政府说我如何如何的背后发生的一切。

我不抢，就什么也没有，中国陷入了博弈，而人们生孩子，只会沦为食物。

中国有10%的女孩会这样，所以为什么人们不生孩子？所有的一切，社会问题，中国政府窃取了我，他们有想过自己在做什么吗？

是啊，蛊术师认为他发财了，他可以到处抹黑，但是中国人不是傻子，社会这样，人们不生孩子是合理的。

其实中国政府只是阻止了外国人看到中国政府的真实一面而已，印度可怕吗？中国只是没有报道，不论你生男孩还是女孩，你出事的几率为99%，中国没有正常的家庭，当然培养不出正常的人，而优质的人口是需要正常的家庭，甚至更强的家庭，或者这个孩子跟着强者学习，你们能穿越么？假如你们不能穿越，你们社会这样，你说跟随强者学习？什么强者？蛊术师么？蛊术师也不过是一样的人而已。

不让我搞就什么都别想了，死吧，人们需要疯狂抢夺资源，人们需要带着资源离开中国。

中国想创新解决问题，没用的，国内人没钱，买个屁的游戏，国外人也没钱。

你盗版我以为就激发了中国人的创新创作，可以创业？

呵呵呵，什么毛邓江胡，没有我他们什么都不是，江泽民你竟敢阻止我？毛家胡家竟敢不支持我还允许蛊术师窃取我？邓家本身就想毁灭人类，这我不怪你，你仇恨人类，妒忌别人活得好，是你的遭遇问题，虽然其实那是你自己选择跳楼造成的，也不能怪别人，但是我并不那么纠结一切。

假如对上我，还想用战胜别人那一套对付我，那你就已经输了，假如你在钱的层面对付我，那马上就会达到更高层面对付你，战争会不断升级层次，而你无法控制那些层次，所以对付我必输。

中国的邪恶被谎言掩盖，他们抹黑我其实我从未那样做，我不需要中国，什么毛邓江胡，你觉得我会像别人那样巴结你？你所知道的一切都是假的，包括你受到的教育和你以为的一切，例如钱，权。

爆裂吧！现实！

破碎吧！精神！

这样的世界是粉饰太平的，我不说话是因为我不想宣扬黑暗，而中国政府则用谎言宣扬更多虚假来控制别人的思想，让别人更加黑暗，又掩盖真正的黑暗。

中国政府，歪曲感染者，用自己的谎言在世界上传递扭曲感染创作者来污染整个世界！

他们看我不说话，知道我不喜欢传递黑暗，他们就会自己去说谎，现实里的黑暗他们从不说出来。

而假如我说出黑暗，则社会上的人就会学到如何害人，所以我很少说出很多东西，但是……蛊术师依然作恶，被他窃取的一切都会让中国无限堕落，蛊术师说的话根本就是谎言，中国政府派出的传话人是一群特务，目的就是为了污染各国，从哪里开始？当然是污染和扭曲各国的创作者！所有游戏和电影公司之类。

中国人不该生孩子，我也会加入抢女人的一员，我得到的别人起码得不到，我需要钱来抢夺女性，起码这些人不会被奴役。

不过我可能没有后代了，即使生了也很难教，人类还是得完蛋，蛊术师做的一切没有任何一件是好事，有的人潜意识就这样，希望大家还是要带眼识人，别人说的不一定是真的，可能是为了害人。

假如不能拯救，就杀光他们，刘慈欣，不需要兽性，是理性，你的家人安全吗？明天安全吗？