#📌ann.writes

[chifufuuyu]

5 reasons why manjiro ‘mikey’ sano wished he had never met you

# 1 : if he never met you then maybe he wouldn't have to deal with someone as clingy as you. always clutching on his arm whenever you were on a date. always peppering his face with tiny little smooches. always sitting on his lap whenever you had the chance to with your arms wrapped around his neck. arranging movie nights after movie nights just to bug him about how his day went. mikey appreciated the love you were giving him but he could only handle so much.

#2 : if he never met you then maybe he wouldn't have to deal with the constant nagging. every first step he set on the wooden floor of your shared home, the first thing he hears is a screech followed by blabbers about how you have been worried to death for him. shouting at him for not returning your calls and replying to your text messages. yelling at him to have a nice properly everytime you see him eat a dorayaki. mikey hates it when you nag him and treat him like a child.

#3 : if he never met you then maybe he wouldn't have to deal with you bitching about his lifestyle. how he would've been better off if he get a real job and not lead a criminal organization. you reasoned that you only wanted what you think is the best for him. as his s/o, you worry for him. what happens if he gets caught or worse, ends up dead on some ditch beaten up by his rivals and enemies. mikey sees where you're coming from, of course he does. but it's his life and "you only live once" so he decides how to live it.

#4 : if he never met you then maybe he would’ve been spared from the sadness of having his heart broken. because even if he admits it or not, he loved you wholeheartedly. you were the only reason he hasn’t lost his sanity. you were the only reason he kept going after he had lost the most important people in his life. aside from drugs, you were the only one that caused him euphoria. the feeling of ecstasy without being high. he couldn’t afford to lose you yet he still did.

#5 : if he never met you then maybe you would've been spared from death. maybe he wouldn’t be crying himself to sleep after the news got to him that your lifeless body was found in some abandoned warehouse. your body looked so frail. it looked like you hadn’t eaten for a week. the beautiful orbs of yours that once held hopefulness and joy was replace with cold and lifeless ones. your arm that used to always be locked with his were now etched with scars. some were fresh and still dripping with blood and some weren’t. when it dawned to him that you were gone, he couldn’t help but sob as sadness surges in his veins. the moment he held your hand in his, he knew he would never feel the state of happiness again. he would never hear your voice nor your laughs and giggles ever again. he would never hear the obnoxious nagging of yours ever again. he could never show you how much he truly loves you anymore…

if manjiro sano never met you, then maybe you would still be alive living a happy life without him in it…

[chifufuuyu]

house of stones

ft. dad!osamu, uncle!atsumu

genre : angst, fluff if u squint

cw : platonic relationships, osamu is an asshole, divorce, negligence (?) , failed marriage, not proofread

wc : 1.4k+

i just wanna share the pain of being a child of annulled parents🥲

YOUR SMILE NEVER REACHED YOUR EYES as a pretentious grin took over your features displayed in front of the flashing cameras. cheers and applause were heard as you stood proudly at the top of the stage with golden medals around your neck, holding tightly onto your cherished diploma. a gown and a sash covered the pretty little dress you're wearing underneath and a stiff square cap is placed on top of your head. your eyes searched the crowd for the most important people you've been expecting to attend but no signs of them were seen.

your eyes traveled the sea of people in search of your mother and father, but instead, you saw a tuft of blond hair whose eyes disappeared from joy of seeing you, his precious little niece, receive most of the important awards there is.

finishing as magna cum laude despite being a varsity player of a prestigious university was never hard for you because you had one goal. it pushed you to work not twice, not thrice, not four times, but ten times harder than you ever did in your entire life. one goal that you wish to achieve but was never able to. graduating college students such as yourself, mainly focused on being successful and living a lavish life, but you were different. you never cared for riches or luxuries, the only dream you wished to live was a life where your parents are proud of you. but that dream stayed as a fantasy you never had the chance to experience.

you were merely three years old when your parents divorced and you were forced to go through the vicious process of seeing your parents battle for your custody at such a young age. your mother cheated on your dad when you were at least two years old and that caused their marriage to fall apart. the infidelity of your mother made an impact on the custody battles and created hopes for your father to be granted your full custody but in the end, your mother won.

she won not only because you were under the age of seven, but your mother also presented fake evidences and statements of your father abusing both you and your mom. she came from a wealthy family and was privileged to hold power over judges and to get away with the mistakes she had committed. she wanted to be granted full custody not because she wanted to be with you but because she was forced to be with you.

your mother's side of the family are wealthy and well known. the kind of family that was always in the spotlight and center of public controversies. they couldn't afford to have the only daughter of the family, divorced and deprived of the child's custody. because what kind of mother wouldn't be granted full custody despite of the child being under the age of seven? a terrible one, that's who. it was written in the law.  they didn't want dirt on their family so they did everything in their power to win the case and make it seem like your mother was the victim of the situation, not even caring about your feelings because in their words, "you were too young to understand"

life with your mother was like living with a joan crawford psycho shrew. the kind of woman who needs to be sued for negligence but will always get away with it with just one call from her dad. she was the kind of woman who only shows affection in public to make it seem life she was the perfect mother. but she was far from that. she used to bring different men every night and fortunately, your bedroom was located in the west wing and hers in the east wing because she wanted to be as far away from you as possible. your birthdays and important milestones were only spent with the maids that actually loved you more than your mother did.

so the moment you turned eighteen, you packed all your shit and moved out of the house you couldn't even call a home. it's not like your mother cared. she can just say that she sent you off to college or something.

you thought you were finally free from the misery as you stood at the doorstep of your dad's supposed house but what broke you the most was when he opened the door and greeted you with a warm smile. his hair turning gray and looked much older than you remembered. you were only four when you were forced to be separated from him but the warmth feeling of being in a place you can actually call home made your heart flutter. that only lasted for a second as your gaze fell onto the little girl clinging onto him like a koala as he muttered the words you dreaded to hear.

"do i know you?" he asked despite the clear resemblance of the both of you.

looking at the little girl in his arms was like looking into a mirror and seeing your younger self. you had almost every features of osamu except your eyes.

your heart was once again, shattered by the people that were supposed to be the one providing you with comfort and love.

you couldn't bare to tell him that you were his long lost daughter because he seemed contented with his life now. so you did the only thing you could think of. you walked away from his house even though he called for you and asked if something was wrong. you ignored him as you turn your back away from him. you walked away with tears streaming down your face. you were already deprived of a mother’s love and now, your father find a replacement for you? it’s just too much to handle. too much pain to bare.

you were greeted by a warm embrace as you stood at the doorstep of your father's brother's house. of course you knew of atsumu, he was a famous volleyball player and someone you looked up to the most. you managed to be in contact with him from one of his fan meetings. you remembered when you used to call him uncle tsumu and he would carry you in his shoulders. the moment he laid eyes on you, unlike his brother, he instantly recognized you and ditch his own event to spend time with his darling niece. you were fifteen years old then and ever since, you and him restored the special bond you had with him from your childhood.

he took you inside and since then, you've been living with him. when you told him about how the it went down with osamu, he was enraged. he did his very best to love you and treated you like a daughter he never had,  you treated him like your own father in return. you were showered with love and affection you were deprived as a child and it felt good to finally have someone in your life that actually cares about you.

when osamu found out who you really are, he attempted to reconcile with you but you never gave him the time of the day. you ignored him but still craved for his attention. once, you agreed to go on a lunch with him to talk. in his defense, he just wanted to move on and distract himself from the pain of being separated from you so he desperately find someone to fill the void in his heart. he didn’t mean to forget about you and hurt your feelings but he still did. he asked for your forgiveness and promised to be in your life again, and to never miss a milestone like he did before.

he promised he would be in the most important events of your life so where was he in your college graduation?

you walked out of the stage defeated and atsumu was there to comfort you. he was pissed because of his brother missing his own daughter's graduation. he took you out to dinner and made your night a little better. you were still bummed that your dad never came to your graduation so you decided to pay him a visit and if you thought that you're already broken to the core, you were proven wrong when you saw him inside with his new wife and new daughter celebrating. a ribbon of recognition was pinned into her dress like a corsage and was grinning ear to ear jumping and cheering as your her dad cooked for them.

you watched them from afar living the life you wished to live and smiled bitterly as you retreated back home to the only person who loved you and cherished you.

[chifufuuyu]

clandestine meetings

“and you know damn well, for you i would ruin myself…. a million little times…”

pairing : shoto todoroki x reader

genre : angst

cw : smut, cheating, infidelity

wc : 1.5k+

a/n : i wrote this while listening to illicit affairs by taylor swift😭

this is my contribution to the frozen hearts collab hosted by @kingkatsuki and @bakuroo-writings. thank you for letting me join!❤️

Leave the perfume on the shelf That you picked out just for him So you leave no trace behind Like you don't even exist...

GOING PUBLIC WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND, shoto todoroki, was something you've never done before. he is a well known hero and the media also know that he's married so pda is something you avoided at all costs.

you were fine with it. at first. but then you got sick of the whole arrangement making you seem like a mistress, a home wrecker— which you are but not at the same time.

the thing is, you've been with todoroki since you're second year in ua and everything was going great. everything was perfect until you guys graduated and endeavor arranged a quirk marriage with someone for todoroki who he didn't even know.

todoroki and you tried to make it work but with endeavor being the number 2 hero, he always gets his way. todoroki abided his father's commands but ended up following them because endeavor started threatening you and your family so shoto had no choice but to comply with his father's wishes.

but that doesn't mean you and todoroki stopped seeing each other.

you still do. in secret.

to the point that being secretive means leaving after his wife fell asleep to meet you. he even started to take routes that are more secluded and less traveled by to go to you.

you were okay with everything but you realized your relationship with him is going no where since he's already married. you decided to break it off with him which he didn't take lightly but you didn't care.

you wanted to be better and put yourself first.

it's not selfish to put yourself on top of everything every once in a while. you've been more than understanding of the scenario but you knew that all of these was bad for you.

you started to move forward and see other guys, which brings you to where you are now. you sat at a coffee shop waiting for a guy yaoyorozu set you up with.

you were sitting inside when shoto passed by the translucent window fogged by the cold breeze. he caught a glimpse of the angelic face he missed so much.

the break up was too much for him and he constantly texted and called you but you never returned any of them. he was about to approach you when another guy with slick back raven hair with piercing blue eyes in his fancy suit sat in front of you.

the guy's aura screams expensive.

todoroki's smiled flattered at the sight.

you were on a date.

his mind was clouded with anger and jealousy as he sauntered to your table leaning down to you and kissing your cheek with a faint, "hey babe."

you turned around surprised to see todoroki there. you looked at your blind date but he seemed unfazed by the man who just kissed you.

"todoroki-"

he winced hearing his last name come out of your mouth.

"what are you doing here?"

"you're coming with me y/n." he said grabbing your wrist and dragging you outside while you mouthed apologies to your date. you could only watch how the snow glisten as it fall as the both of you make your way to his car that was parked in a sequestered area.

once you reached the car, he shoved you inside.

"what the fuck do you think you're doing?”

"getting what's mine." he said nonchalantly getting in the car with you as he drives to your shared apartment with him.

you two used to live together— kinda. he was with you all night and then he goes home to his family when the sky is still dark and filled with bright flickering stars.

"what were you thinking crashing my date like that?!"

he didn't speak.

you sighed to yourself knowing this one sided conversation is going no where. you reached your apartment and you get out of the car along with todoroki. you trailed behind him as he went to unlock the door. you went inside and when the door slammed shut, you yelped when todoroki suddenly pinned you to the wall.

"what do you think you're doing, whoring yourself out like that?"

"excuse me?" you said offended

"i- why am i even here? we broke up."

"no we didn't. when i say we didn't, then we didn't." he said with a mixture of anger and hurt in his tone.

"we're done, shoto." you said exasperated

"tell me why you wanted to break up with me?"

your eyes widened remembering not telling him the real reason. your gaze fell to the ground as you look at anything but his eyes. he cupped your face as he lifted your chin to face him.

"tell me what i did wrong, y/n. i will fix it. i will be better for you but please don't leave..." he said hurt

"sho... you're asking me what's wrong? everything is wrong. this- us, this is wrong. you're married and i don't wanna come off as a home wrecker..."

"you're not a home wrecker..."

"i am..."

"you're not! you've always been the one i love-"

"maybe in high school, but things are different now. everything has changed. you're married and you have a family. shoto, please just let me go... you have a daughter for fuck's sake. do you want her to grow up without a dad?" you said as your eyesight became blurry from the tears that were threatening to fall.

you were sure he was gonna give up now but you were shocked when he kissed you. the guilt that nestled inside you slowly began to dissipate as you passionately return the kiss. you missed the warmth of his lips, the comfort he provided and the love he made you feel.

despite knowing that you're being a bad person for letting this thing to continue, you just can't resist anymore. all you wanted was to be happy with the man you love but fate was preventing you from doing so. it wasn’t fair. he was yours first.

you laid in the soft mattress with your legs wrapped around todoroki's waist as he continuously thrust on you. you've been at it for hours but todoroki was determined to show you how much he loves you.

your fingers gripped the sheets of the bed as your toes curled from the pleasure he was giving you. todoroki's forehead trickledown with sweat but he continued to move in and out of your spasming cunt.

your wet folds taking him in deeper and deeper each time he thrust. at this point, tears began to flow from your eyes from overstimulation.

you've came twice— no thrice— you're not even sure anymore how many. you lost count because you were too cock drunk to think.

all the bits of morals you once possessed have left your body and you didn't care anymore if what you're doing is right or wrong.

todoroki's mind was also only clouded by lust and pleasure. he will throw away years of his marriage that was crumbling every second for you. he didn't care if his wife got hurt but he knew damn well she wouldn't be because that bitch is busy spending his money on nonsensical things.

that woman didn't even bother to become a mother to todoroki's child. you have been a mother to his daughter than her biological mom.

todoroki knew this was wrong but why did it felt so right?

he was so obsessed with you that he couldn't think straight. your face flushed when your eyes came in contact with his. his usual stoic demeanor was replaced with a craving beast. he was conniving yet beautiful.

every thrust of his makes the head of his dick kiss your cervix causing you yelp in pleasure.

his wrist caging your own as he passionately leans in for a heated kiss. your tongue dancing with his as his hands moved from your wrist to your breast.

he fumbled with it twisting your nipples occasionally as he began nibbling in it finishing with a pop.

your breath hitched as he hits a certain spot making you scream in pain and pleasure. you felt his cock twitching inside you letting you know he's close.

soon enough, you were cumming and you felt his hot warm load spilling inside of you as he continues to ride his high.

he fell on top of you wrapping his arms around you fearing that if he let you go, you'll vanish.

you smiled at him while playing with his hair as he mumbles a faint, "i love you..."

you woke up twisted in sheets shivering from the cold weather and as you flutter your eyes open, you were greeted by a cold lonely bed. you sighed in disappointment noticing that the warmth you were provided with the whole night is no longer there.

you get up from the bed not even caring of your nude figure. you stumbled upon a letter in your nightstand that said, "i will be back tonight." with a heart scribbled on it. you smiled bitterly to yourself realizing that he'll always put his family on top of you even though you've always put him on top of everything...

you've came to a conclusion that family will always be his everything and you are just a part of his clandestine meetings...

[chifufuuyu]

bonnie and clyde

“traitors never win, little lady…”

pairing : rindou haitani x reader

genre : angst

cw : smut, car sex, mentions of death, undercover!reader, rindou is an asshole, degradation, vaginal penetration, praise, dumbification (?), use of angel and darling

wc : 1.7k+

MINORS DNI OR I WILL HAUNT YOU!

SWEAT TRICKLED DOWN your forehead as you breathlessly moan gripping tightly on your boyfriend’s shoulders before wrapping your arms around the back of his neck, you pulled him into a heated kiss as he ruthlessly assault your bruised cunt. the aroma of sex filled the air as you bounced on rindou’s cock on the passenger seat of his maserati straddling his waist. it didn’t take long for the car windows to fog up from all the heavy breathing and panting.

you met rindou haitani when you were at one of the clubs bonten own. it was about five months ago. the first time you walked into that club, you immediately caught his eye. you were wearing a skimpy little red dress that almost covered nothing. it didn’t take too long for the both of you to end up twisted in sheets and since then, your relationship with him just escalated.

you pulled away from the kiss arching your back despite being in a cramped place. rindou placed his hands on your waist as he dragged you up and down meeting his thrust, the tip of his dick kissed your cervix everytime making you release a high pitched moan.

“god you’re so fucking hot…” rindou groaned, biting on your shoulders, sucking on it harshly. he dragged two fingers on your clit rubbing on it relentlessly as tears clouded your vision from the pleasure and pain he’s causing you. he pulled away from your shoulder with a pop leaving a fresh pinkish purple hickey on display for everyone to see. being the youngest one growing up, he was never the one to share so he always make sure to mark what’s his. you could only moan in ecstasy as he thrust his big fat cock into your swollen pussy.

“is this the only thing you’ve been thinking all day? you just wanted my cock inside your fucking cunt that’s you were bitching on the dinner with the guys aren’t you? such a fucking slut.” he chuckled darkly as he grabbed the back of your head, pulling you closer as he connected his lips with yours. kiss turning sloppier and needier, the both of you are hungry for each other as you desperately chase each other’s release before rindou pulled away and connected his forehead with yours.

“you’re mine, aren’t you, angel? all for me. god you’re so fucking perfect.” he said, brutally pistoning his cock into your abused cunt. glossy eyes rolling to the back of your head as you scream in pleasure.

it’s not like anybody can hear you. the car was parked in a secluded place near a cliff. the sound of waves crashing onto the rocky shore and the chirping of crickets were the only things that were heard aside from your screams as the moon and stars shined lighting up the dark sky.

gaze turning hazy as you near your orgasm, your head fell onto the column of rindou’s neck as he continuously thrusted in and out of you watching as his cock disappear into your wet drooling pussy. you clenched tightly on him as he lifted up your body only to drag you back down forcefully. his dick twitched inside of you as he mutters sweet nothings in your ears.

“best cunt i’ve ever had. shit— you are so fucking tight. do you wanna cum, baby?” he asked, voiced raspy from all the moans from earlier. you couldn’t answer his simple question because you were too cock drunk to think. a harsh slap came in contact with your ass bringing you back to reality. lifting your head up from his shoulder, you saw your boyfriend glaring at you. “i asked you a question, y/n. shouldn’t you answer? what? can’t think with that dumb little head of yours?”

“y-yes… rin, oh god, wanna… wanna fucking cum…”

“you wanna cum? you wanna fucking cum? then beg me.” he said as he mercilessly fucked your pussy. he slapped your ass once more and you were sure you wouldn’t be able to sit properly for at least three days.

“please, rin- ah… s’ too much… can i cum— please please let me cum… oh god i fucking love you…” you babble mindlessly as your body continuously gets dragged up and down. you could only grip on his shoulders and let him take control.

rindou smirked hearing your please. “then fucking cum little whore. cum on my cock…” he grunted slowing down his thrust, the change in pace drove you to the edge of orgasm as you came.

he thrusted a few more times before cumming inside of spasming cunt. his softening cock stayed inside you for a while as the both of you panted before he pulled you into another kiss. you kissed him back immediately but you were cut off when you heard his phone rang.

“you did such a great job, baby. i just have to take this. i’ll be back, okay?”

he pulled out of your pussy and you moved back to the driver seat as rindou grabbed his phone and looking at the caller’s id. he clicked his tongue before answering the call and going out of the car, leaving you by yourself but you were too tired to care. your heavy eyes succumbed into the darkness as you fell into a deep slumber because of exhaustion.

rindou’s eyes flashed with anger and amusement as he marched back inside the car. after a few minutes, the phone call ended. he looked at your sleeping figure amused and grinning maliciously. he dragged his thumb and brushed it past your lips before gently caressing your cheeks.

“so you were a narc all along?” he chuckled amusedly. “didn’t catch the hint when you were bouncing on my cock.”

“you’re just doing your job, little lady. and now, i gotta do mine…” he said, his voice laced with malice as he licked his upper lip before exchanging places with your sleeping body and driving away.

you woke up from the splash of water hitting your face. the first thing you heard before fluttering your eyes were the faint whispers of your kidnappers. kidnappers that you’re familiar and acquainted with.

“so what should we do to her boss?”

“i say let’s kill her.”

“fucking traitor.”

“she was a pig all along…”

“that’s adorable, she thought she could take us down…”

“i think we should let rindou decide”

your hazy eyes looked around the place and the first thought that came across your mind was that you were in an abandoned warehouse. your wrists are tied into the chair you’re in, you tried wiggling out of the rope but it wouldn’t budge so you just sighed. you already knew this shit was gonna happen and you were prepared for this so you were not surprised when you were greeted by the sight of bonten around you.

“little miss detective is awake now…” sanzu said popping a pill into his mouth.

you just rolled your eyes at the drug addicted pink head before shifting your gaze to a grinning rindou holding your badge and gun in his hands.

“didn’t know you were a narc when you were bouncing on my cock.” he said proudly making you scoff in return.

“now now, pretty… don’t give me the attitude or i might just kill you on the spot…” he said playing with your gun in his hand. “just leave us alone. i’ll deal with her on my own.” he said and looked at mikey for permission to which the white haired man nodded and left with the other executives.

“so… it’s just you and me now, beautiful…” you didn’t reply and just stared at him with dark dull eyes.

“stop giving me that look or i’ll fuck that bratty attitude out of you.” he said walking towards you and leaning his face closer to yours before booping your nose and laughing.

he pulled away and took out your badge once again.

“this yours? i saw it on your apartment… you know what i hate the most, y/n?”

“sanzu?” you asked making him chuckle.

“yes. but aside from sanzu, i also hate traitors. and you know what i do to them?”

“kill them.”

“good girl. now what kind of death do you want? i’ll make you choose since i’ve always liked you… do you want a painful death or a quick one so you don’t have to suffer?”

your eyes that were once fierce became glossy, finally processing the situation you were in. there was no going back.

but to be honest, you did love him. genuinely. you turned your back on the force just to be with him and now, the guy who you turned your back on the world for, is now planning to take your life.

what a great life you’ve had.

“you take too long to decide. i’ll just choose quick death for you since i’ve always liked you but that doesn’t matter now. fucking traitor.” his voice was now serious and the hint of playfulness that was once laced in his voice is gone.

he loaded the gun before raising it towards your head and smirked, “any last words, darling?”

“i love you…”

“that doesn’t change the fact that you betrayed me, y/n. once a traitor, always a traitor. and you already know what happen to traitors. they die.”

you shut your eyes and bit harshly on your lip drawing blood on it but you couldn’t care less as you prepare yourself to take the shot. rindou haitani looked at you with no hint of any emotion before pulling the trigger and the last thing you heard was a loud bang before your eyes shut on it’s own.

after pulling the trigger on you, he leaned down with a stray tear on his cheeks and pecked your lips gently before saying, “i love you too, angel.”

[chifufuuyu]

if this was a movie

“she was a poem he refused to read…”

pairing : akaashi keiji x reader

genre : angst

wc : 824

TEARS CLOUDED YOUR VISION as a strained smile took over your already saddened face. you didn't even notice you subconsciously pinched yourself just to make sure that your eyes aren't deceiving you.

it has to be, right?

all of this is just some sort of cruel joke that they're playing. none of this is real. this isn't reality. it was all just an illusion. you convinced yourself, it was all just a sick illusion. you wanted to believe that they were just playing mind games with you.

you felt like the world was against you. you felt like all the gods have joined forces just to punish you and see you suffer.

you couldn't accept the fact that you're watching a pretty girl in her beautiful white gown walking down the aisle. she was holding a beautiful bouquet of red roses with the translucent veil blurring her vision as it drapes on the floor and trail behind her as she gracefully walk with her gaze fixed on the man she's about to marry.

no matter what, you promised yourself to never, never look in the altar because there, awaits a man. an ethereal man that can blind everyone with his beauty. his ocean blue eyes glimmering as he stares at the woman that will soon be his wife. the mother of his children. the love of his life.

the ocean blue orbs that you once loved so much and still do. the ocean blue orbs that only used to stare at you and only you. the ocean blue orbs that was filled with love and passion but was reserved for another. the ocean blue orbs that voided nothing but emptiness as he shatters your heart. the ocean blue orbs that were once again filled with love and joy as he stare at another.

if this is the gods' way of telling you to fuck yourself and torment you then it's working. you have no idea why you were invited to this wedding. they thought it's funny? they thought it's hilarious for you to see the love of your life marry another woman?

everything was set for your own damn wedding. the gown, the cake, the venue, the officiator, the florist, everything was perfect. you were ready to give yourself to him but he broke it off before you even get the chance to.

you couldn't bare to look at them as they happily recite their vows. a tear that slipped past his cheeks didn't go unnoticed by you even though your own orbs are blurred with your own tears that are threatening to spill.

you weren't ready to accept the reality you're living in as you watch your ex fiancé tie the knot with someone that wasn't you.

you were supposed to be the one reciting vows with him. you were supposed to be the one wearing the same wedding band as him. you were supposed to be the one he's kissing passionately right now.

but no.

fate has been nothing but cruel.

it crossed your path and led you to each other only for him to take a different path that led him back to her.

maybe that's just how life is...

it wasn't like the ones portrayed in movies or novels. reality is brutal and will hurt you in any opportunity it get. reality and movies are two different things.

in movies, happily ever after exist...

in reality, it also does but happily ever after is not reserved for everyone.

it was unfair, yes. but it's not like you can do anything about it. you already saw this day coming where he would break up with you and go back to his ex.

it's not like he tried his best to hide it.

akaashi keiji is an amazing writer and everyone knows him for his beautiful works of literature. he was deeply inspired when it comes to writing.

everyone dreamed of having a partner who's a writer that would write poems or songs about them.

and akaashi? well, he did write poems, sonnets, novels. he's good at what he does because he's deeply inspired.

the only problem is, his inspiration was her and not you. never, you.

all of the sonnets, poems, operas, novels, you name it. it was all dedicated to her and not to you. you couldn't believe how naive you had been this whole time, thinking that maybe, someday, he will see you as an inspiration and forget everything about her but that day never came.

instead, you were brutally brought to face the harsh reality of accepting the fact that you were never the main character of this story. you were just a side character that was just there. she was the poem and you were just a scratched scribbled crumpled paper he can throw in the trash.

[chifufuuyu]

roses are red

“roses are red, violets are blue, the following chapter is all up to you!”

pairing : gojo satoru x reader

genre : fluff

wc : 0.5k+

YOU WALKED DOWN THE AISLE in your lacey rose gold v-neck long sleeved mermaid cut dress holding a bouquet of pretty red roses, arms locked with your boyfriend, gojo satoru. his turquoise blue eyes shining despite being covered by dark sunglasses as it perfectly matches his fancy tuxedo with a corset on his chest.

it was your best friend's wedding and you were happy for her. really. okay, maybe a bit jealous.

gojo and you have been together longer than them but he hasn't shown any signs that he wants to get married and you got a little bummed by the thought. despite years of being together, he hasn’t shown any signals of wanting to settle down and you're getting discombobulated because you don't know if your relationship even is going anywhere.

sure he tells you he loves you, but has he shown it? yes. yes, he did. but why hasn't he been wanting to settle down and marry you...

that's the thought that keeps you up at night...

why?

was it that you were not good enough for him? no. he reassures you every time he gets that you are perfect for him. maybe marriage is just something that are not fit for the both of you.

maybe it’s for the best… you thought.

you smiled at him and you both separated your ways as he went to the groomsmen section and you went to the bridesmaids'.

clanking of wine glasses and cracklings of champagne were heard as everyone was finally having fun at the reception. the emcee called all the bridesmaids and the bride stood up holding her bouquet.

it was finally the part where the bride tosses the flowers and who catches it is the next one to get married.

all the bridesmaids got in their positions, you expect them to kill for those flowers but when the bride finally tosses the bouquet, all the bridesmaids dodged it and the bouquet of flowers was perfectly tossed to you. confused, you caught it and looked around, people were giving you teasing looks and your face flushed not being used to being the center of the attention.

you looked around puzzled until people started clapping and whistling while looking behind you. you nervously turned around and your eyes widened.

as if it were in slow motion, soft jazz music was playing in the background as you stare at your boyfriend shocked. he was on his knee looking up at you holding a small jewelry box with a diamond ring in it.

your mouth was left agape. the bouquet was long forgotten and was laying on the floor. your clammy shaking hands flew to your mouth to cover them due to your surprise.

all the pent up emotions and doubts you kept to yourself bursted out and tears of joy started streaming down from your eyes.

"will you marry me, y/n?"

[chifufuuyu]

my tears ricochet

“i can go anywhere i want… anywhere i want just not home.”

pairing: nanami kento x reader

genre: angst

cw: mentions of death

wc: 1.1k+

SOFT JAZZ MUSIC WAS PLAYING in the kitchen as you sauntered all around the place humming to yourself. cooking dinner-- or cooking, in general, was never your forte but you decided to try to cook for the night as it is your special night. it was yours and your boyfriend's fourth year anniversary and you were waiting for him to come home and have dinner with you.

after cooking his favorite dishes and setting up the table, you changed into a red tulle dress nanami gifted to you on your birthday. you lit a bunch of candles to make it seem more romantic and dim the lights a bit.

he was taking too long to arrive so you began scrolling through your phone distracting yourself.

yawning, your attention fell on the time and realized it was late yet nanami hasn't arrived yet. it was uncanny for him to stay out too late but on the times that he does, he either informs someone to tell you or tells you himself.

worry started to fill your mind as you constantly look at the time and the door, gnashing your teeth to dust.

as you were about to call him to make sure he was alright, your phone lit up and there displayed the name of the man you've been worried to death for. you immediately answered the call and ask him if he was okay.

"what's going on? are you okay?" you asked with worry laced on your tone as you stood up from your chair.

he answered but you couldn't make out what he was saying because his voice was hoarse, faint, and he seemed struggling but you assumed he was just busy with work. you were about to ask him again to clarify his answer but he beat you to speaking,

"hey, y/n?" he said softly

"yes, love?" hearing your voice made him chuckle a bit

"what kind of wedding would you like to have?"

your worried expression morphed into a confused puzzled one.

"what kind of wedding?"

"yes."

"well... uhm i don't really want something extravagant... i just want all my friends and family to be there... why are you asking me this?"

"do you want a garden wedding or at the beach?" he asked completely ignoring your question.

"i don't really care... as long as it's you. i'll even marry you in a sewers if necessary..."

he laughed, "why would it be necessary for you to marry me in the sewers?"

"mmm i don't know.. when will you be back? i cooked dinner for us."

he laughed again but got interrupted by a cough before speaking, "you cooked? i don't wanna get food poisoning again."

you pouted childishly even thought he can't see you, "hey! that was one time!"

"two time, baby, two times."

"okay, fine. it was two times."

"do you remember what i said when i gave you the promise ring on your finger right now?"

you smiled at the thought.

it was on christmas and he gave you a promise ring when you were walking with him at the park.

"yeah... you said you will marry me when the time comes. you said you'll stay by my side till death do us apart and i can only take the ring off when you're gone..." you mumbled through the phone as you play with the diamond encrusted ring.

"good girl..."

you flushed at his praise and hid your bright red face on your palms. he couldn't see you but he could only assume that you were beet red making him laugh hoarsely.

"you can take it off now, angel."

the blush on your cheeks disappeared as your knuckles turn white.

'what did he mean?' you thought as you fumbled on your words.

"take it off now, baby, okay?"

your breathing hitched and your eyes widened as your heartbeat raced. you gripped on the sides of the table not being able too speak.

"wh... what are you talking about?"

"take the ring off, y/n..."

"but why?"

"i thought you said you remembered when i said you can take it off when i'm gone. i'm sorry i couldn't fulfill my promise..."

"yeah but... but you're not gone. i'm talking to you right now. nanami kento, what the hell are you talking about? where are you? i'm coming." you said grabbing your coat and heading out..

"no, y/n. don't come find me. it's too dangerous. just stay where you are and this'll be over soon. now take the ring off for me..."

"but i... i don't wanna! where the hell are you?! i'm gonna come find you... please stay on the line, love... don't hang up..." you pleaded as tears that were once threatening to fall finally broke free.

"i love you, y/n."

those were the last words he said before the call ended as you scramble your things looking for your car keys. you were hopeless as you desperately find a way to look for him and save him...

you can't lose him... no, not yet. you can't lose the person you love the most. you have so much undone plans for yours and his future together. you planned to get married and have a happy little family living peacefully. now that he's gone, all of those went down the drain just like all the bright colors that was once in your life.

you gripped on the steering wheel tightly as you bump your head on it muttering curses under your breath out of despair and hopelessness. you were mad at yourself that you couldn't do anything to save him. you were mad at yourself because you failed to save him from dying.

you were alive and breathing yet you felt more dead than a deceased corpse.

it hurts you to go back inside. it hurts so bad because of the fact that you can go anywhere, anywhere you want.... you can go anywhere just not home... because he was your home and now that he's gone, where are you supposed to be?

on the other end of the line, nanami's phone was on his grip as his lifeless frame laid on the cold concrete...

[chifufuuyu]

the last time

“this is the last time im asking you why. you break my heart in the blink of an eye.”

pairing : sanzu haruchiyo x reader

genre : angst

cw : toxic relationships

wc : 1.6k+

YOU STARED UP AT THE SKY watching the snow glisten as it fall while smiling to yourself. you didn't know what made you happy but you just had the sudden urge to smile. having been lost to your own little world, you felt a pair of arms snake around your body making you yelp in surprise. you turned around, only to be faced with a grinning sanzu who's looking at you as if you were the apple of his eye.

you have no idea if he's smiling at you or he's just smiling due to being high but as long as he's smiling, it's okay. well, not really but we have to pretend it is.

he looked at you so lovingly as if he mistook you for his beloved katana.

you missed times like those when everything was still light and breezy. you missed the times when he would still come home to you. you missed the times when he didn't hesitate to show affection. you missed the times when he still loves you.

after three years of being in a relationship, lots of things have changed. he joined bonten but you were fine with it, already knowing his lifestyle. you were fine with him being a criminal because to you, the only thing that mattered is that you loved him.

but then he started to get busy. he started to became addicted to work to the point that he grew cold and distant towards you.

you don't know what went wrong because in your perspective, your relationship with him has been great. sure there might have been problems and arguments from time to time, but it's not something that cannot be resolved.

everything has been good so it came as a shock to you when your once clingy boyfriend, began giving you the cold shoulder.

he always comes home late at night missing dinner then sleeping on the couch. whenever you tried to talk to him, he would just cut the conversation before you could utter another word. whenever you tried to hug him, he lets you but he never hugs back. you could only imagine the annoyed scowl plastered on his face while you squeeze him.whenever you tried to kiss him, he would smoothly dodge it and pretend it never happened. but it did. and it hurts you every time he ignores you but there's nothing you can do about it.

you were already hurting with him ignoring your whole existence that you thought nothing could hurt you more. as if putting salt to the bleeding wound, your heart broke into a million pieces when one day, you opened the door to your shared bedroom, and you saw him with a girl on his lap.

the female's upper body was naked and her lower region was covered in your blanket.

you choked a sob and that didn't go unnoticed by sanzu whose eyes widened and immediately pushed the nude woman away from him.

he approached you without a second thought and with guilt and regret written on his face, your legs couldn't help it but feel wobbly as if it were preventing you to walk away from him.

your breath became heavy as tears clouded your vision. you clutched on the hem of your skirt staring off to some empty space as you try to convince yourself that this isn't real. that this is just a nightmare and you'll be waking up to your loving drug addicted boyfriend soon.

sanzu gripped on your shoulders as he continuously called for your name but you didn't dare to look at him. you didn't want to look at him because hurt was evident in his face and you didn't want to give him the satisfaction.

the woman that was once on his lap put her clothes back on and scurried away, afraid to be caught up in such a heated situation and afraid of what will happen to her knowing that she hooked up with one of the most wanted criminals who's also in a committed relationship.

you were brought back to reality when sanzu started shaking you by your shoulders as you looked at him with such emptiness.

he looked like he was in the verge of crying. it hurts you to see your haru like this. sorrowful, hurt and broken.

"y/n, will you listen to me, please?" he pleaded and you unconsciously nodded.

"she didn't mean anything to me, okay?" he said while holding you by your hand and directed you to the foot of the bed. he sat there then patted on his lap, signaling that you should sit down on his lap and you complied obediently like the good girl that you are.

his large calloused hand was placed in the back of your head and he pushed your head closer to his chest causing you to automatically inhale his scent making him chuckle.

he caressed your hair lulling and cooing at you about how the girl meant nothing to him. it was all that he could say. the only things that came out of his mouth is how worthless the girl was but not once, did you heard an apology came out of his mouth.

"give me another chance to prove myself, y/n. i won't do it again. i swear. if you really think about this whole shit, it's your fault sweetheart..." he pouted childishly. "you never have time for me anymore."

"i'm sorry..." you muttered, accepting the fact that it was all your fault.

you were the one who didn't have time for him because you've been working to. that's what caused him to seek comfort in another person's arms. it was your fault and solely yours.

passing the blame to the victim.

classic gaslighting move.

"don't worry cutie. i forgive you but do you still love me, baby?" he said looking at you with sadness in his usual indecipherable eyes.

you gasped at his accusations. of course you loved him and you still do. to the point that you gave him another chance just because you didn't wanna lose him over some stupid mistake.

"haru! i love you..."

he looked at you expectantly, "then will you give me another chance?"

"okay..."

his dull eyes got filled with delight as he grinned ear to ear and hugged you tightly while muttering, "i won't do it again... i promise..." close to your ear.

i wont do it again... he said.

so what was he doing, once again, in your treasured shared bedroom with someone in his lap as events happen like how it did last time and that someone wasn't you.

you don't know who she is but she was different from the last time.

and like before, you stood there frozen in shock.

as if it were deja vu, he pushed away the woman and approached you immediately caging you in his arms as he mutters apologies. sorry? well that one's definitely new.

"please darling. i'm sorry. i didn't— it means nothing. please believe me y/n... this is the last time. it won't happen again. so please don't leave me..."

the last time, huh. you thought as you watch him, once again, exchange saliva with another unknown person sitting on his lap with him balls deep inside her cunt. it all happened like how it occurred before but the difference is that, you weren't even surprised anymore.

you didn't bother to stop them from doing their thing as you strode in towards the bedroom and into your closet grabbing a purse. you didn't even cared if he saw you or not. you just wanted to get away from this place.

sanzu definitely did saw you but unlike before, he didn't do anything to push the woman away. he just watched you grab your purse and did nothing to stop you from leaving. no faux sympathy or false regret etched to his smirking face as he watches you walk away.

after he did his thing with the random woman he picked up somewhere in the streets of tokyo, he grabbed his phone to text you.

you sat on a bench with a scarf wrapped around your neck as you watch the pretty snowflakes fell from the sky just like you used to but this time, without sanzu.

you were wallowing in pain by yourself until your phone vibrated.

you took it out and saw sanzu's contact name. without any hesitation, you opened your phone and read his message.

‘what time will you be back?’

it said.

did you really expected an apology from a man who straight up cheated on you countless times and didn't bother to cover it up with some lame ass excuse and just watched as you left the premises? no? thought so.

sanzu knew you like the back of his hands. he knew damn well he got you wrapped around his finger and there's no way you're ever going to leave him. because you love him. even if loving him means hurting yourself, you just didn't care. all that matters is that you love him. nothing else.

sanzu knew damn well that even with how much he hurts you, you'll still come back to him. he'll still be the one you love despite being broken a million times, because he's your beloved haru.

that's just how it is. you should've known the hole you dug for yourself when you decided to love him.

[chifufuuyu]

sad beautiful tragic

“your eyes are pretty…”

pairing : gojo satoru

genre : angst

cw : lastwords!au, where your soulmate’s last words are written on your wrist, death

wc : 1.1k+

AS THE STRONGEST JUJUTSU SORCERER, gojo satoru have never believed in the idea of soulmate. he thought the idea was preposterous, ridiculous, nonsensical or rather comical. him being the strongest, he never thought he needed anybody. he was a prideful man blinded with ego.

his gaze fell on his wrist that was etched with the words of, "your eyes are pretty."

he laughed realizing that his soulmate's last words would be words of phrase towards his appearance. he couldn't care less if they die or live. he doesn't even know them so why should he care? the only thing that mattered to him was himself since he's a narcissistic idiot who loves mochi.

the howling of the wind and the noises of the crickets were the only things that were heard in the area as the moon smiled at him. he was walking stomping on the pavements of the streets that were lit by vague street lights with a bag of mochi in his hand.

he was humming a song and looking on the ground.

his steps halted when he was met with a pair of feet wearing black lacey pointed heels with an ankle strap and raven flowers that surrounds it. looking up, he was greeted by a woman with e/c orbs and h/c hair dancing in the wind. their face held restlessness as they looked up at him from their phone.

it wasn't a secret that they were tired because exhaustion is evident on their stunning face covered with light make up.

it's not a surprise that gojo is one of the flirtiest human being alive. he flirted with almost everyone.

even the 70 year old woman who sells mochi just so he could get a good deal.

he was stunned at how beautiful the girl is so he lifted his blindfold to make sure that his eyes weren't deceiving him. the woman looked like a perfect creation by the gods with her angelic face and modest movements.

they were tired yet so beautiful.

your eyes widened at the sight of his bright blue orbs glimmering like diamond. the words that slipped past your mouth made gojo's heartbeat stopped. his mind was racing with unpleasant thoughts as you uttered the words, "your eyes are pretty."

it was the same words that was engraved in golden scribble on his wrist.

no doubt it was you.

just as he was about to speak, your figure was long gone. you looked at your watch and noticed how late it is. you were too exhausted that you forgot the man you once acknowledged and proceeded on your way home.

just as you were about to cross the road, bright lights caught your eyes. you were frozen in place and frightened just like a deer caught in the headlights. your eyes were distracted by the shining light as you clutch on your purse.

meanwhile, gojo was frantically looking everywhere for you in hopes to at least save you from the cruel plans of fate for you but it was too late.

you didn't have the chance to move out of the way due to shock and the last thing you heard was the obnoxious loud honk of the car's horn before your frail body collided with a black car.

gojo ran to the sound of the car only to find that your body smashed into the wind shield of an unknowingly black sedan that caused your body to flew away at the strong impact.

your poor lifeless body landed on the hard concrete making you go unconscious.

'is this it?' you thought, 'is this where it all ends?'

the last thing you remembered was the man from before holding you in his arms with tears flowing from his bright pretty eyes as he desperately shouts for help and screamed at you to please don't close your eyes.

you couldn't help it. you were too sleepy and your eyes shut on its own succumbing into the depths of the darkness.

gojo called the ambulance but because of how hard your impact is on the ground, it was too late. they tried to bring you to the hospital as fast as they can with gojo holding your hands tightly but you were declared dead on arrival.

gojo satoru who never cared to look for his soulmate is now bawling his eyes out in grief. he never knew that losing a stranger who was supposedly his soulmate would hurt as much as this. he felt like a stagger pierced through his heart leaving it broken, shattered and unfixable.

gojo satoru who never thought that he would want to meet his soulmate is now shedding tears as he holds your lifeless body in his arms begging you to please wake up.

gojo satoru who was known to be the strongest jujutsu sorcerer didn't have the chance to save his soulmate as they die in front of his eyes. he tried to. he really did. he tried to save you with all his might but it was never enough.

gojo satoru who began to blame no one and nothing but fate for your tragic death that was cruelly planned by destiny. he blames fate for your death. he blames fate for not crossing your paths earlier. he blames fate for being unfair.

fate has been nothing but cruel, unjustifiable, unlawful, and unreasonable.

fate took your life before you even got to spend a spare minute with your soulmate. it was truly sad, beautiful, tragic.

'your eyes are pretty...'

those were the first and last words you had uttered to him.

fate was really unfair. in this world, you'll never get to know your soulmate until you lose them.

[chifufuuyu]

Mad Woman

summary: in which y/n's desire for happiness becomes her biggest downfall.

pairing: todoroki shoto x reader

cw: wandamaximoff!reader, major wandavision finale spoilers, ANGST, recollection of past traumas, hostage situation, child abuse¿, minor strangulation, roaches, death, detailed violent scenes, did i mentioned angst?, kidnapping¿, bakugou's sister reader but it doesnt play a huge part tho., ooc yaoyorozu

a/n: reader's quirk is telekinesis, telepathy and reality warping. yaoyorozu is agatha harkness-- just bc momo's hair reminds me so much of her. her quirk is different too.

part 2 (tba)

folklore masterlist

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Todoroki Shoto and Y/n Bakugou are-- or rather, were pro heroes. After winning against the villains in the battle of Musutafu, the two high ranking heroes decided to step down and move to the suburbs to start a new chapter of their lives.

Moving to the Hyogo Prefecture never seemed so bad. It took them 7 years to finally settle and adapt to their new living situation. The pair is now living in their cozy suburban home with their six year old twins, Haru and Ren, and their dog, Sparky.

The first few years of Y/n and Shoto living in Hyogo have been normal. Though it seemed too normal for Todoroki's liking.

Everywhere you go, all you can see is the joyous grin of happy go lucky citizens of the prefecture. Not once I'm seven years has anyone had a bad day. If it wasn't suspicious enough, every time Todoroki reached the last street of the prefecture, the locals in there doesn't seem so well. It was as if they were robotic zombies that were mind controlled. Not to mention, it looks like there's an energy barrier separating Hyogo from the rest of the world.

Given the circumstances, Todoroki decided to conduct a further investigation.

Curiosity killed the cat, an old saying that pertains to nosy people that gets into trouble because of what they found. And that is exactly what happened to him.

If Todoroki wanted to keep his happy life with his wife, kids and his dog, he should never have investigated further. He should never have wanted to know what is out there somewhere. If he wasn't the curious cat that he is, then maybe his life would have stayed the same. But then again, being oblivious would do you no good.

~

Floating saucers and self wiping napkins seemed such a normal occurence in the Todoroki-Bakugou Household. You were lost in your own little world, watching the chores do itself, with a little help from your telekinesis.

Living in Hyogo seemed like a dream. You live with your husband, the twins and your older brother. Though you have no idea why one day, he just showed up at your doorstep acting all weird and sketchy. He was the Bakugou Katsuki but something changed in him. His usually scowling and frowning self was replaced. It was as if he was a replica of the happy go lucky citizens of Hyogo. You brushed it off though, he was being weird, but he was still your brother. Although he was being undeniably creepy with his unusual smiles and giggles. Lastly, he even bonds with your husband now, unlike before where the two would basically try to kill each other every chance they get.

You were smiling remembering how giggly and soft he was to your kids until a thought crossed you mind.

You have no idea where it all went south with your husband. Just a few days ago, everything was fine. He was himself. He was normal. But after a few days of him 'patroling', something changed. He had been distant, not only to you but also to your kids. He would always leave early and come back late at night when he thought you were already asleep and you'll feel the bed dip beside you.

Your train of thoughts was interrupted by a loud scream coming from your neighbor/bestfriend's house. You didn't let a second pass and you were already running towards the house where you left your kids to be babysat so you can spend some alone time with your thoughts.

Knocking harshly on Momo's door, she opened it gently with a grin on her face. She wasn't her usual self though. She wasn't as cheeky and her usual neon outfit is now a black long sleeved dress and her hair looked like it hasn't been brushed in a month.

"Y/n! I've been expecting you, what took you so long?" she said cheekily, caressing the holland lop bunny, Mr. Fluffy, on her arms.

"Where are my children?" you asked as you eyed her suspiciously.

"Oh darling! They're in the basement, playing." she giggled before directing you to the basement and you followed her reluctantly.

When you reached the basement, shock washed over you as you observe your surroundings. The light was dimmed and the walls are etched with inscriptions you couldn't quite decipher. Your mouth fell open and you didn't have enough time to run as the basement doors locked itself.

You turn your gaze back at Momo as your eyes flashed red in which she laughed maniacally. "Oh honey, my thoughts aren't available to you. You can't read them, can you? They never ever were. So don't go giving yourself a migraine. We've got work to do! "

"Where are my children?"

"Where are my children?~" she mocked. "Oof."

"Where are they?!" you demanded as you try to use your quirk against her but the usual scarlet energy is no where to be found. You looked at your hands aghast, as you began to back away.

"Oh, your magic's no good here." she said before she, herself, used magic and the next thing you know, you were levitating in the air with your hands behind your back as if it were restrained with invisible cuffs. You groaned loudly as you wiggle and struggle to breathe. She raises her hands and began to drag you towards her. "Didn't you notice? Basic protection spell, one on each wall?" You began to look around the basement with wide eyes and your gaze fell on each purple luminous light at the top of every pillars. "These are runes, Y/n. In a given space, only the witch that cast the runes can use her magic. How do you not know the fundamentals?"

"Who are you?"

"Who are you?! All those costumes and hairstyles." She sighed. "I was so patient, waiting for you to finally reveal your true self. I got close with fake Bakugou."

Your breath hitched at the mention of your older brother's name. "What do you want with my brother?!"

"Brother? Oh Y/n, it's quite humorous how you finally can't tell the difference between illusion and reality. He's dead. Your brother is dead. Fake Bakugou was just an illusion." She laughed boisterously as tears began stinging your eyes.

"It was you?"

"No, it wasn't literally me. Just my eyes and ears. A crystalline possession. Necromancy is a non-starter since your brother is in another prefecture buried six feet under. Not to mention, full of holes. But you were so crippled with your own self doubt that you believed it." She pouted mockingly. "Oh, Y/n. When I sensed this place, the afterglow of so many spells cast all at once... Oh I couldn't make heads or tails of it."

"How dare you use my brother against me?!" you screamed at her with such hatred and she only laughed at your face.

"Oh poor little Y/n, you got blinded by your feelings and emotions. You could've taken over the world if you wanted to yet here you are, playing house." She clicked her tongue as she gives you the stink eye. Her eyes fell on the sight of a cockroach and she plucked it from the concrete and laid it in her hands. She began to cast a spell and the insect levitated just like you did. "Mind control. A classic. Quick incantation and a feeble psyche and you're good to go." She flicked the cockroach and it landed on your cheek. You immediately zipped your mouth and shut your eyes and you shivered from the feeling of it crawling in your skin. "Thousands of people under your thumb, all interacting with each other according to complex storylines. That's something special, baby." She said as she swatted the cockroach away from your face and held it in her palm. "And of course, there's transmutation." All of a sudden, the cockroach turned into a black little crow. "Years to achieve, even the smallest convincing illusion. But Hyogo is through your lens, Y/n. Every little detail in place down to the crown molding. You're even running illusions miles away at the edge of the prefecture! Magic on autopilot! What's your secret, sister? Listen, I need you... Hey, Y/n, I need you to tell me how you did this."

"I didn't do anything. I'm not--" you failed to finish your sentence as you were snagged into the wall multiple times making you grunt in pain before Momo finally stopped and looked you dead in the eye.

"I tried to be gentle, to nudge you awake from this ridiculous fantasy, but you would rather fall apart than face your truth. You left me no choice." She lifted your chin with her pointer finger, "What is it that you said to your not-brother. All you could recall was the feeling? You felt empty. Alone. Endless nothingness... Let's start there. It's been fun playing pretend for a while, hasn't it, Y/n? Now it's time to unlock some reruns."

The sound of door opening caught your attention. Suddenly, you were free from her magical grasp and your body came in contact with the ground.

"No."

"I'm sorry? Did you forgot who got your children stashed in her bewitched basement?"

Screams and cries of your baby boys began echoing around the place but they were nowhere to be found, "Mom! Help. Mommy! Help us!"

You stood up frantically and she dragged you towards the door. The sight inside caused your heart to stop beating. It was you sitting you the floor with Katsuki as children in your childhood home and your parents laying on the couch laughing with the both of you as you watch sitcoms on the television.

"Oh. Charming house. Why are we here?"

"Mama..." You muttered as you tried to blink back tears from the heartwarming view in front of you.

"The Dick Van Dyke Show... Starring Dick Van Dyke." You hugged your knees close to your chest as one of your favorite tv show began playing.

"Papa... Katsu..." Your eyes are stinging with tears as a smile crept into your face but a sound of a snap of a finger brought you back to reality and then it was all pitch black and you were in another setting.

You were now lying in a cold ground almost lifeless with fires surrounding you. Sorrow, and helplessness filled you as you try to stand up but you cannot. You were crying as you try to find someone alive when a hand grabbed your arm and dragged you away from the scene.

"Y/n!" Katsuki shouted as he wrapped your arm around his neck and helped you stood up.

The both of you tripped as you ducked when a large piece of concrete almost hit you. The villains would never stop until the very last breathing person was dead.

You held Katsuki's hand in yours as you shut your eyes and began muttering to yourself, "At the end of every episode, it was all a bad dream. None of it is real." Holding your breath, you tried to wake up from the nightmare but a sudden force held your left ankle and you were dragged away to another setting.

"What happened there, Y/n? " Momo feigned concern.

"We... We were trapped." You whispered exasperated.

"For how long?"

"Two days."

"Huh. So much trauma, and yet you were safe as kittens the whole time." She began walking back and forth remembering your memories, "So what I see here, is a baby witch, obsessed with sitcoms and years of therapy ahead of her. Doesn't explain your hijinks. Where did you get the big guns, Y/n?"

The setting changed again and you were now in the one of the most awful places of your childhood. The events that caused you the most painful memories. When you were strapped in a bed at a laboratory owned by All for one. Numbers of mad scientist injecting different serums inside your body. It was agonizing. You and Katsuki were treated like lab rats. Test subjects.

"No! I don't wanna go back there."

"Oh but angel, it's the best medicine. The only way forward, is back."

You walked away and relive your experience as a lab rat for the godforsaken villains. From being injected to being isolated as you watch sitcoms on the provided crummy television in your cell.

Momo appeared behind you and leaned close to your ear, "Things are adding up, buttercup. I have a theory but I need more."

Another snap of Momo's finger brought you to a change of scenery. It was you but much more recent. You were sitting on the bed all alone.

"So where is this? The heroes compound?"

"It was the first home Shoto and I ever shared. Katsuki just died, I was in the city, I was all alone."

"Todoroki?" You said as you sensed him on the other side of your bedroom door.

"I'm sorry-- I didn't mean to intrude. Well I suppose, yes, I did intend to come in here."

"And now?"

"And... Well, whatever is your preference."

You patted the seat beside and called for him. He sat on the mattress with you and watched the tv show you were so enamored with where the man in the television was hammering a nail when the whole wooden infrastructure fell on him.

"Is it funny because of the grievous injury the man just suffered?"

"No it's not. He's really just injured. "

"Oh. Y/n...I would presume I don't know what you are feeling but I would like to know. Should that be of some comfort for you?"

"What makes you think that talking about it would bring me some sort of comfort?"

"Oh-- I--"

"The only thing that would bring me comfort, is seeing him again."

"I'm sorry. "

"No, Todoroki, I'm sorry. I'm just... Tired. I feel like being washed by the waves over and over again... Every time I try to stand up it just knocks me back down."

"I'm sorry Y/n. I'm not really sure what to do. I've never loved someone so I don't know how painful it is to lose someone. But what is grief if not love persevering?"

The whole conversation between you and Todoroki led to laughing and cracking up from the sitcom you were watching.

Momo has tears in the corner of her eyes though you have no idea if it was genuine or not, "So to recap, parents dead, brother dead, Todoroki dead?"

A tear slipped passed your eyes as your knees weakened making you fall on the carpeted floor. Your shaking hands all clammy and knuckles turning white as you sob pulling on your hair. Realization washed over you forcing yourself to be brought back to the harsh reality that you no longer have anyone. You no longer have anybody. You would give everything you have to live in your illusion once more. To sleep with the love of your life, to hold his cheek, to be kissed lovingly by him, to cook breakfast for him and your children, to goof around with your brother, to see the smiles of your kids, you would give up everything to relive those stolen moments. Everything.

The realization of no longer having anyone hit you like a truck. You cry to yourself as you mentally curse whatever is up there. The Gods, the universe. What have you done to deserve such cruel reality. You sacrifice your own life to save others, you put your life in the line in order to maintain peace and happiness and this is what you were given in return? The pain was too much to bare. It was more than agonizing.

"What happened when he wasn't there? What pulled you from the darkness?" you looked up at Momo with swollen eyes and tear stained cheeks.

"I can't do this anymore."

"Come on, Y/n! You're on the precipice. You are right there! Tell me how you did it." She walked behind you and placed her hands on the blades of your shoulders, caressing it with such gentleness. "Todoroki is gone. But you wanted him back."

"I wanted him back..." You whispered as you were brought to another memory.

It was you striding inside the hospital using your quirk to force the doors open. You were bleeding yourself to death as you just came from the battleground, you had a busted lip, a cut on your cheek, a broken arm and probably a broken nose but you didn't care because all of it wouldn't matter if Todoroki is dead. You went directly to the morgue and your heart dropped at the sight of your lifeless lover. He was the only one you had left. You wanted him back. You needed him back.

You hugged his cadaver close to your chest as Endeavor stood outside looking at you with such concern. He walked inside and tried to pull you away from his deceased son but you tried everything in your power as you wiggle out of his grasp crying for Todoroki.

'At the end of every episode, it was all just a bad dream. None of it is real...' You fooled yourself

"Y/n! Stop this! You're being hysterical. Stop causing a scene."

Registering his words, the sadness in your eyes morphed into rage as you lunged towards him.

"Is that all you care about?! Your son is dead! He's lying there lifeless and all you care about is me causing a scene?!"

"Will you stop this nonsense?"

"No!"

"Then I'm gonna have to ask you to get out."

An offended expression took over your features, "Are you serious? I'm his wife!"

"And I'm his father."

"Since when? Since when were you a father to him?"

"Y/n. Please leave." he said sternly.

"Fine." You walked out of the hospital furious leaving a dumbfounded Endeavor behind.

You got inside your car and drove away as fast as you can.

After hours of driving, you arrived at the Hyogo prefecture. It was a peaceful place, no more villains, just happy people and quiet lives. It was perfect. Perfect for you, and perfect for Shoto.

You stopped at a vacant lot that has an unfinished house with hallow blocks scattered and poles standing. You got out of the car with a paper on your hand. Walking around the place with a dingy aura surrounding you, it contrasted the genuine smile on your face. The skies were somber and gloomy but you smiled to yourself as you look at the said paper. Though it was a plain looking real estate brochure, there was a heart drawn in it with words written inside.

'To grow old together. -S.'

You hugged the brochure as close as possible as you fell on your knees. You gripped harshly on the grass as your eyes began to well up for the thousandth time that day. You sobbed loudly and people walking by started to give you distasteful looks but you couldn't bring yourself to care. Your sadness from his death and your anger towards the world collide. Scarlet hues of powerful energy began divulging out of your body as you stand up to release more. All the locked up emotions broke free as you scream your lungs out and the mixture of red and scarlet hues got released from you like a wild caged animal. You were blinded by your rage and sorrow, the crimson energy began taking over the whole town-- no, it was too powerful that it took over the whole prefecture.

Everything that was once somber, was warped into something so joyous and bright. Just like how you wanted it to be. The unfinished house you once stood turned into a fully furnished suburban home and you tried everything in your power to bring the love of your life back. Your back was arched as you scream painfully and more energy was released from your body. A few more seconds after, you successfully got Shoto back. You smiled to yourself as your wobbly legs fell on the floor. You stood up exhausted as he smiled softly at the sight of you.

"Y/n, welcome home."

A tear of joy strolled down your cheek as you walk towards him and cupped his face on your hand before leaning in for a sweet passionate kiss.

You watched the scene in front of you with a melancholy heart until slow clapping sounds brought you back to the actual reality.

Momo was looking at you a bit amused, "Bravo, my dear." And with that, she disappeared.

You tried looking for any signs of her but there are none. That was until you heard painful cries that sounded like your children.

"Mom! Mom! Help us!" "Mom! Help!"

[chifufuuyu]

afterglow

“the sunset is beautiful, isn’t it?”

pairing : timeskip!chifuyu x reader

genre : angst

wc : 1.2k+

a/n : my first time writing ig idrk what im doing. english is not my mother tongue.

YOU WALKED INSIDE  THE  BEDROOM you share with the love of  your  life, chifuyu matsuno. he was by all means, perfect. he  was respectful, caring, kind, passionate, loving, he is literally a walking green flag. he was the perfect husband material. chifuyu and  you have been  dating for almost four years  and not once did he hurt you, physically or  mentally.

you've  been dating for so long and have always dreamed of getting married to him. you've shown him every signs of you wanting to get married like taking him to the jewelry store with you and looked at wedding bands, you even began leaving your laptop in somewhere he can easily see with your pinterest opened and displayed with wedding boards but he just can't read the signs.

or so you thought...

the vibration of  your phone interrupted your humming notifying you that someone had texted. grabbing your phone from your nightstand, you opened it and there displayed his contact name with a heart emoji. you smiled and opened it to see what he said.

'meet me in the afterglow, love. you know where. i have something to tell u.'

your eyes widened reading his texts.

could it be?

the first thought that clouded your mind was that he was finally gonna ask the question. your mind got filled with happiness as you squeal doing your stupid nerdy dance while kicking the air idiotically looking like a mentally deranged person with a crazy grin plastered on your face.

it was the perfect moment. afterglow was your favorite time of the day and chifuyu knows it. it's when a broad arch of whitish and pinkish sunlight in the sky that is scattered by fine particulates, like dust, suspended in the atmosphere. hues of colors in pastel coloring the light blue sky making it more beautiful than it was.

gazing outside your window, you notice the sun is almost close to setting which means the afterglow is almost near so you began to get ready as fast as you can.

rummaging your closet for something to wear, you found a beautiful red floral sundress that chifuyu gave to you on your last birthday. excitement was bubbling on your chest as you squeal and put it on. you grabbed a pair of comfy sandals then continued to get ready.

you put on a light make up and  curled your hair to perfection then grabbed your phone and a purse and dashed out the door while smiling to yourself.

arriving at the seaside, you looked around and smiled when you spotted your boyfriend sitting on a memorable bench. it was the bench where you first met him.

you were sitting miserably by yourself after getting fired from work and chifuyu sat beside you and he brightened up your darkened day. he was there for  you at your darkest times laughing with you as the both of you watch the sun sink into the depths of space.

rustlings of the wind and thuds or your rapid heartbeats were heard as you nervously walked up to him. he also looked nervous as he mumbled things to himself.

you sneaked up behind him and shook his shoulders as you snake your arms around his neck and kissed his cheek. he looked at you surprised and anxiously smiled. you thought nothing of it thinking he was just nervous to pop the question.

you sat beside him while intertwining your hands with his. you chuckled feeling his clammy hands in yours as  he gripped on your thigh.

you looked at him expectantly while sheepishly smiling as he stares deeply into your eyes.

you couldn't decipher the look in his eyes.

you thought it was nervousness but why does his turquoise emerald eyes seemed like they were baring hurt and regret?

he stared directly into your soul as he stood up from his seat and fell into his knees while gripping tightly into your hands. you felt your blood run cold as your knuckles turned white and your mouth was left agape with your eyes the same size as saucers anticipating his next move.

sniffles and sobs were heard as chifuyu buried his face into your lap.

where was the ring?

why was he crying.

"i'm sorry y/n..." he said in between breaths.

you were left aghast.

what was he sorry for and why was he hurting? you wanted to ask what was going on but you're also scared to find out what's happening.

"i'm sorry love... i... i didn't mean to-- i swear." his voice came out hoarse as sobs continues to leave his mouth and tears drenching your dress.

"what are you talking about, babe?... what-- what's going on? what are you not telling me?"

"i'm sorry... i'm sorry... i didn't mean to hurt you. i never wanted to  hurt you y/n... i swear..." he said as if he were begging you.

your hands left his palms as you placed it in both sides of his cheeks lifting his face.

"what's going on, chifuyu? tell me... please..." you pleaded as your own e/c orbs clouded with tears.

"it was an accident... i was drunk-- i didn't know what happened y/n... i was drunk. please believe me..."

the next words that came out of his mouth made your soul leave your body as you stare into his tear clouded eyes looking for any hint of lies.

"i never meant to cheat on you. i-- it was never my intention to hurt you... it was a mistake. i was drunk and i had no idea what was going on..."

your beautiful e/c eyes that previously held joy, anticipation and excitement got replaced with hatred, anger and sadness.

you refuse to face the cruel reality.

you refuse to believe that all of this is happening.

it's just a nightmare, right?

it's not real...

it can't be.

"please y/n... will you please forgive me?... don't leave..."

"please stay..."

you wanted to give in and just forgive him and stay. you wanted to  stay by his side and never leave him just like you once promised. you wanted to be beside him and never let him go... but... you also didn't want to be near him. to wake up and stare at his face that will only remind you of infidelity and unfaithfulness.

it's not fair how every happiness and beautiful things you once possessed can be taken away from you inn just a snap of a finger.

being drunk is not and never will be a valid reason for anyone to cheat.

cheating is always a choice and that was the choice he made.

the mistake he made and can never be undone.

after the things he has done stuck and processed in your mind, you stood up causing chifuyu to look at you expectantly...

he expected you to yell at  him, to scream at him. he already prepared himself for a slap in the face and hurtful insults but none of those came...

instead, you stared at the beautiful afterglow before muttering,

"the sunset is beautiful, isn't it?"

chifuyu felt his heartbeat stopped as his world crumble into pieces.

you weren't serious, were you?

you wanted to hug him and tell him that everything is gonna be okay and that this is just some crucial test that you were gonna pass with him but you also had to let go.

you love him and always will but you will— no, you have to let him go.

for the sake of the both of you.

it maybe some crucial test that can be passed but you made up your decision and refuse to pass this trial.

he knelt down in front of you and asked you a question but it was not the question you wished to answer.

[chifufuuyu]

thread of gold

“one single thread of gold tied me to you…”

pairing : akaashi keiji x reader

genre : fluff

cw : mentions of death and abuse, soulmate au

wc : 2.1k+

a/n : THIS IS BASED ON THE MV OF WILLOW BY TAYLOR SWIFT. idk just love her.

AS THE SUN PASSES BY THE HORIZON, droplets of rain fell like teardrops from the sky sparkling like diamonds from the rays of sunshine beaming through it. faint chirping of birds can be heard from outside as the alarm clock's yelling woke you up from your deep slumber.

fluttering your eyes open, you found yourself squinting at the white crooked ceiling lit by the vague sunlight before you get up to start your day.

after wearing your fuzzy slippers and freshening up, you decided to go downstairs for breakfast.

the stairs groaned as you walked on them, the obscure sound of jazz music was heard playing from the kitchen on which you assume was your stepmother's accountability.

an orphan, is what you are defined as but your stepmother never made you feel that way. after your mother died giving birth to you, your father's love for you faded. he never failed to make you feel regretful for existing because you were the reason your mother is gone. he never failed to remind you countless times a day on how he wished you were the one who died instead.

your mental stability was on the verge of breaking as your father continues to psychologically abuse you. childhood was  described as the most magical moments of a person's life but for you, childhood became labeled as misery. it was unhappy, it reminds you of suffering, of affliction, of agony.

endless nights were spent crying over the fact the your father only have hatred for you. you used to be jealous of seeing other children in the park when they have a loving father by their side. you used to ask what you did wrong to deserve being tormented but your question remained unanswered.

when you were 5, your father married your stepmother. she was a kind, beautiful and caring lady who works as a florist at a flower shop near your house. she treated you as her own daughter and never fail to make you feel loved.

your father on the other hand, developed into becoming abusive. not only mentally but it came to the point that it got physical.

you used to go to school with a busted lip and your stepmom with a bruised cheek but there was nothing you could do.

that was until your stepmother decided to runaway from your abusive father and took you with her.

after running away and moving into somewhere sequestered, you never had any contact from your father ever again.

you and your stepmom lived happily and peacefully, away from the unhappiness and distress that your previous home have caused you.

walking towards the lively kitchen, you saw your stepmom cooking pancakes while swaying to the sound of tainted love by karen souza.

she was wearing a dress and an apron on top of it.

her gaze fell on you who's sitting on a stool in the kitchen island and smiled, "it's your birthday, y/n! aren't you excited?"

truth to be told, you hated your birthday. you never understood why people make a huge deal about their birthdays. the day of your birth was when your biological mother passed away because of you. that's what your father told you.

you looked at her exhilarated state, "not really. i just want the usual. eat ice cream while watching a movie."

her smile dropped when she heard your statement knowing how you despised your own birthday but her smile was brought back when she spoke again, "well y/n, this birthday is probably the most important one. you get to meet your soulmate!" she squealed and placed a pancake with blueberries and strawberries on your plate, drizzling it with maple syrup.

soulmate was never something you believed in. you thought of it to be a hocus pocus or a mumbo jumbo.

"you really believe in those?"

"of course!"

"if soulmates were even real the. where is yours?"

the question itself made your stepmother quiet.

she never met her soulmate. she dreamed of them, yes, but she never met them in real life.

"it's different for me, y/n..." she sighed

"it's really not." you argued making her giggle

the frill of your prairie skirt swayed to the movement of your footsteps as you walk on the pavement leading you to your part time job at a local cafe.

living in a secluded outskirts of the town has its perks.

it was a peaceful life that brought you the joy you were never provided when you were younger.

opening the door of the cafe, you were greeted by a man with calming ocean blue eyes avoiding your gaze and was just preparing to exit the establishment. you found it strange at how he tried to avoid you but thought nothing of it.

you accidentally brushed past him making you stumble a bit so you turned around to apologize but the man was long gone.

you proceeded to make your way to the counter so you can start your shift. after putting on your apron and greeting the owner and the other staffs, you stood in the cashier to do your job.

nothing eventful really happened. it was just like always.

time flew by and your shift was finally over, you took off your apron then bid goodbye to your co workers and went out of the cafe.

the red and orange sun gleaming in the purple pink skies began sinking its way back into the depths of space. the tints of red, orange and pink that flooded the sky was a masterpiece. a sight to behold. it was magnificent and indescribably beautiful.

smiling to yourself, you continued walking back to your home.

you opened the door of your house then hang your coat in the coat rack before making your way to the kitchen.

on your way, you found your stepmother on the couch sleeping with a spoon and a melted ice cream in her hands with the television turned on.

you smiled and then took the ice cream before covering her with a blanket.

sitting down on the dining table, you saw a cake with an unlit candle on top of it and decorated with strawberries and chopped chocolates

the cake contained the scribbles saying, 'happy birthday honey! from mom'

smiling to yourself, you failed to notice that a joyous tear fell from your eye. you didn't know what you did to deserve her. your stepmother is so precious.

after eating dinner alone, you cleaned up and put the cake in the refrigerator. you finished cleaning up and then you took a warm bath to relax before drying yourself and got ready to sleep. it took you a few minutes before you finally drifted off to dreamland with a smile on your face.

fluttering your eyes open, you whimpered when your leg came in contact with something hard. you don't remember putting anything hard in your bed before sleeping though.

that's when you became fully conscious and your eyes widened while scanning your surroundings.

you woke up lying on the foot of a glowing golden willow tree. it was glimmering that looked like hundreds of thousands of fireflies swarming the tree. it seemed to be like midnight and the only thing lighting up the place was the tree.

you stood up looking around and that's when you spotted it.

you remembered from your stepmom's story that in your dream, you're supposed to see a glowing golden thread and follow it to find your soulmate.

out of curiosity, you followed the thread of gold.

it led you to what it seemed to be a lake.

the thread of gold didn't end there. it seems like its ending was somewhere in the depths of the deep waters.

your eyes widened to the size of saucers when you looked at your reflection in the lake. your reflection shows that you weren't alone. staring at the lake, you saw a man with the same calming ocean blue eyes beside you smiling softly.

you looked beside you only to see nothing then gazed  back to the reflection and when you looked back at it, he was gone. dipping your hands in the water, all you felt was the coldness of it. nothing will happen if you don't take a risk so you decided to jump and find the end of the golden thread.

continuing to swim even though you have no idea where you're going nor how long have you been swimming, you desperately tried to find an end.

you reached the end to the endless depths of the lake and you found yourself not being drenched by the water. you were completely dried and you found it odd but continued on your journey in finding your soulmate. you followed the thread of gold and it took you to a place where people seemed to be worshipping the same thread of gold serving as your guide but on the form of spheres. countless balls of golden thread flowing in the air and the people wearing hooded cloak appears to be performing some kind of ritual by dancing around it.

one of the hooded cloaked people caught your eye.

the only person who was wearing a masquerade.

you looked back to the thread of gold and it was no where to be found. you were about to walk away when someone grabbed your wrist and pulled you to the ritual. you copied their movements and looked back to where you found the golden thread appeared again.

you walked away from the crowd to follow it but what you didn't know was someone removed his masquerade and the same ocean blue eyes looking at your retreating figure.

the moon was playing hide and seek with the clouds but was smiling at the stars as you make your way to follow your guide.

you follow it to find the end but it seemed endless.

after a few minutes of walking, you looked at the surroundings and found yourself at a familiar place. it was the local park. you reached for the golden thread and took it in your hold and walked more to find your soulmate but the thread ended near the swing set.

you looked around and found no one.

sighing as you turn back but your eyes widened and your mouth was left agape when you saw him there standing before your eyes.

the beautiful blue eyes that has been haunting you since you last saw it was now looking right back at you.

he walked towards you hesitantly and took your hand in his hold.

he smiled at you and you did too at him.

you leaned in further...

but your alarm clock brought you out from your dreamland making you groan in annoyance. even though you got a good look of his face, you still wanted to know what would've happened if your damned alarm clock didn't woke you up.

weeks have passed yet you still haven't met nor dreamt of the man you saw in your dream on the night of your birthday.

it's not that you wished to be with him but you at least wished to meet him.

you were currently at your work in the cafe tending to the customer's needs. the barista gave you a cup of coffee with a name scribbled on it.

"akaashi keiji? is there an akaashi keiji in here?" you called around the cafe

you were about to place it back down when no one claimed it but then a man from the restroom appeared and was about to approach you.

"it's mine." he said but his gaze was on his phone

he finally looked up and both yours and his eyes widened.

there he is.

he stood in front of you looking directly into your eyes.

"akaashi?" you asked faintly

he smiled and stopped in front of you before the both of you simultaneously said, "i finally found you..."

[chifufuuyu]

cold as you

“what a rainy ending given to a perfect day….”

pairing : manjiro “mikey” sano x reader

genre : angst

wc : 1.1k+

SCREAMS AND PLEADING were the only things that left your mouth as you pointlessly berate the man standing in front of you. you don't even have an idea who he is. he claims to be mikey, your mikey but you don't even know what to believe anymore.

the mikey you used to know never fails to make you feel loved. he used to hold you in his arms tightly as he whispers sweet nothings to your ears rocking you gently back and forth as you cry to him from all the pent up frustrations you've been keeping to yourself.

he used to cage you in his arms as he lulls you back to sleep after a nightmare that woke you up from your slumber. he used to goof around with you and never fails to make you laugh with all of his childish antics. he used to give you hot chocolate with marshmallows in the coldest days of december and cuddles with you as the both of you watch christmas movies.

he used to provide warmth and happiness but the mikey standing in front of you felt colder than winter.

the mikey in front of you doesn't even bother to acknowledge your presence unless you talk to him personally. this mikey who refused to look you in the eyes and tell you he loves you like he used to. he either sleeps on his office or in the hideout but never beside you. he completely ignored your existence and only talked to you when necessary. not a single ounce of affection have you received from him but being the naive little lamb that you are, you continued loving him wholeheartedly despite not receiving any in return.

you have no idea when it all fell apart. what could have gone wrong? you don't know.

your mikey that was once a giddy little ball of sunshine became colder than a lifeless corpse.

he changed drastically and not in a good way.

"all i'm saying is for you to at least take a break, mikey! you've been overworking yourself so much. even when you're at home it doesn't even feel like it anymore!" you screamed following him as he goes to your shared bedroom.

even with how much you advice and complained to him, you never got a response. not a glance, not a hum, nothing. just nothing.

"mikey, are you even listening to me?!" you screamed just to get his attention.

he turned around slowly to face you.

his eyes that once bared comfort and warmth is now completely empty. his dark dull eyes that once held love and protection became completely null and lifeless.

"how could i not listen to you when you're basically screaming?" he questioned rhetorically without a hint of emotion.

"can't you take a break mikey?" you asked softly with tears clouding your vision.

"are we gonna have this conversation again, y/n?"

"conversation? when you barely even acknowledge me anymore?”

"have you always been this annoying? stop your nagging will you? i had a bad day. just leave me alone."

"leave you alone? is that what you want?"

"fine then. i'll leave you alone." that was the last thing you said before you dashed to your closet and grabbed a duffel bag stuffing your clothes and necessities in it.

mikey's eyes widened at your actions but no regret washed over him as watches you aggressively grab all the things that you needed. he walked over to you mindlessly, hearing your sniffles and sobs, he snaked his arms around your waist. he pulled you closer to his chest and buried his face in the crook of your neck before placing wet kisses in the blades of your shoulders to calm you down.

this is how your arguments with him always end.

you hesitantly stopped and mikey took the initiative to turn you around and lift you up. clinging to him like a koala, he caressed you back lulling for you to calm down. he carried you to the bed and sat you on his lap wiping your tear strained cheeks.

"i'm sorry baby..." he said peppering your face with kisses

you buried your face in his chest as he rocks you back and forth just like he used to.

the nostalgia hits you like a truck as you wrapped your arms tightly making him chuckle.

"are you okay now?"

you hesitantly nodded making him sigh.

"are you still mad at me or do you wanna cuddle?"

you looked up at him with hopes in your eyes and mumbled, "the second one."

"and... please don't leave me..."

"don't worry angel, i'll be beside you when you wake up. i promise..."

he smiled and laid the both of you down the soft mattress before you fell asleep caged in his arms just like the old times.

the bright ray of sunshine woke you up as you stirred while fluttering your eyes open, you smiled remembering the events of the last night when mikey held you in his arms. you were brought to reality when you no longer felt the warmth that was with you last night.

you looked beside you only to see an empty space. you got up from the bed assuming he was just in the kitchen but to your surprise, he wasn't there either. you sighed thinking he went early to work so you brushed it off thinking nothing of it.

outside your home was mikey in his car looking at the house one last time muttering, "you'll be better off without me." before driving away to who knows where.

stretching your arms, you made your way to your closet to grab clothes and changed out of your pajamas but when you opened it, you were shocked to say the least. mikey's clothes are no longer piled up inside it and the luggage that was once there is no where to be found.

your heartbeat raced and your vision darkened. you were about to run out and find mikey but you felt your stomach churn and you dashed into the bathroom throwing up into the toilet.

it was no surprise for you to have morning sickness because there in the sink, laid a stick with two lines displayed in it.

your mind was racing with thousands of thoughts, your breathing became heavy and rapid. you started to hyperventilate before your vision completely darkened and the last thing you heard was a faint call of your name before you succumbed into the depths of darkness.

[chifufuuyu]

forever and always

“when you said forever and always, you didn’t mean it, baby…”

pairing : kirishima eijiro x reader

genre : angst

wc : 1.3k+

IT WAS THE END OF  THE SECOND YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL when kirishima eijirou, asked you out. you've liked him ever since you first saw him. who wouldn't like kirishima? he's a precious little ball of  sunshine who radiates positivity every he flashes his million dollar smile with his cute sharky grin.

you were just like your boyfriend so it didn't come off as a surprise to your friends and classmates that the two of you got together.

they were all happy for the both of you-- well, except for one.

those were the happiest  moments of your life.

you remembered him being clingy towards you. there wasn't a second that his arm wasn't slung around your shoulder. you thought he was just being his usual touchy self. it was his personality. he was a very touchy person that even annoyed his explosive bestfriend, bakugou katsuki.

he used to take you on dates every weekend to places he thought you'll love, like the cafe, the park, the mall, the amusement park and other fun places.

you  enjoyed every minute of being with him.

IT WAS ON YOUR THIRD YEAR IN UA when you realized you didn't like him anymore. no-- you realized to yourself that you began loving him. you fell for him and loved him wholeheartedly but you have no idea how he felt.

sure, he liked you. but you loved him and love is a huge step in a relationship. you don't know if he loves you back and you were afraid to tell him how you felt in fear of rejection. you didn't wanna lose him sob you never told him. but something that you didn't notice is that you began distancing yourself away from him.

you didn't mean to be cold towards him, it's just that you've been thinking of a lot of things and your mind was pre occupied that you didn't notice kirishima being down because of the unintentional cold shoulders you've been giving him.

you remembered walking back to your dorm when you saw him sitting on the floor leaning his back on the concrete wall while looking up at the ceiling.

his eyes held worry and concern and you immediately crouched down to his level to ask what was wrong. he didn't respond to any  of your question. he just looked at you and suddenly hugged you catching you off guard.

he held you in his arms tightly muttering a couple of, "i miss you" and "tell me what i did wrong?”

your eyes widened when he asked you those kind of questions.

the man who can't even hurt a fly dared to ask what was wrong with him.

it broke you to see him like this.

"what are you talking about? there's nothing wrong with you! why were you asking that?" 

he looked up at you, "then why were you avoiding me?"

"i've been distancing myself because i realize something..." you trailed off as kirishima gasped dramatically.

he wasn't one to overreact, we could only blame mina.

"you're not breaking up with me, are you?"

you looked at him with confusion etched in your face.

what made him think that?

then it hit you like a big mac truck.

you've been distancing yourself so much that you didn't notice the way he approached you every time and you keep on ignoring him.

you felt guilty for your actions but your intentions weren't harmful. you just didn't wanna freak him out by moving too fast.

"of course not! i just-- i just needed some space to clear my head..."

he sighed in relief and took you in his embrace once again.

his next words made your soul leave your body,

"i love you, y/n. so much... it's okay if you're not ready to say it back, i will wait-"

"i love you too eiji... forever and always." you smiled while enjoying his warm hug.

IT WAS WHEN YOU FINALLY GOT YOUR OWN AGENCY when kirishima eijiro decided to take things to the next level.

everyone was celebrating when he pulled you away from the crowd and asked you to take a breather with him outside.

you walked beside him while hugging his arm. 

you've been walking with him for at least 10 minutes when he halted on his tracks.

you noticed that he was a bit jittery since the morning but thought nothing of it. you were looking up at the twinkling stars grinning ear to ear as the moon smiled back at you. you were looking around when your gaze fell on kirishima who's knelt down on his knees holding a small jewelry box with a pretty diamond ring inside it.

your eyes widened at the sight in front of you. tears began bubbling, blurring your vision due to shock. 

kirishima looked up at you expectantly and began speaking, he started off of a long speech about how you were the love of his life before asking you the million dollar question, "y/n l/n, will.. will you marry me?"

"yes!" you said without any hint of hesitation before leaning down and pecking him in the lips then engulfing him in a hug.

he stood up and spun you around muttering, "i love you" repeatedly.

EVERYTHING WAS GOING GREAT until a mistake that led to something more, happened. 

it was the night of kirishima's birthday. everyone was drunk and you were talking and being cozy with bakugou. the both of you were too intoxicated to think of the consequences. one thing led to another and the next thing you know, it was morning and you were awoken by your phone ringing. your eyes fluttered open tiredly and you looked around the room. you were about to  answer the phone but when you tried to get up, something prevented you.

your eyes widened when you saw a pair of arms wrapped around you. smiling to yourself thinking it was your boyfriend, until a tuft of blond hair hindered your vision. 

your heart raced when you finally connected the dots and glimpse of last night's events popped into your head.

the continuous ringing of your phone brought you back to reality.

you made a mistake. a really big one.

you could only imagine how long your fiance has been waiting on you back to your shared home with him. you could already picture the disappointment on his face and it made you feel more shitty.

picking up your phone, softness and worry laced the tone of your boyfriend as he asks for your whereabouts. 

the only thing you could do, is lie to him. you lied to him even if it hurt you to do so. you lied to him because you were afraid to lose him. you lied to him because you loved him.

that's what you convinced yourself to believe.

you keep reminding yourself how much you love your loving boyfriend as you enjoy the warmth of his bestfriend who got you caged in his arms.

you refused to admit that you made a mistake. despite convincing yourself that he's the one you love, you couldn't help but catch feelings for bakugou. you didn't mean to catch feelings for another man. you didn't mean to hurt him and stab him in the back.

even though you refused to admit that you fell out of love, you did. you have no ability to stop what comes and goes. you didn't mean for anybody to get hurt.

while you were nakedly cuddling with bakugou, you failed to hear that the front door of your house opened and that kirishima came back because he forgot something.

when he reached your shared bedroom, he was left aghast. he was frozen in place as he stared at you and bakugou in each others arms twisted in the sheets. to say that the red head was perplexed, would be an understatement. the male was completely baffled at the scene in front of him.

you immediately pulled away from bakugou and covered yourself in sheets. kirishima's face was not indecipherable. hurt and betrayal was evident on his flabbergasted look.

"babe i-" you didn't get to finish your sentence when he cut you off.

"what happened to forever and always, y/n..?"

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