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Hmmm. So, Keigo "dealt with all traces of Jin's body/blood " and personally cleaned up the crime scene at Gunga....

During Hawks vs Jin, Jin talks at length about Himiko's hankie, what it means to him, and how it both represents her kindness and why he simply can't abandon the League of Villains-- which Hawks completely brushes aside, at the time......

Jin's final clone desperately attempts to return a cloned!hankie to Himiko, but it tragically melts away as he dies....

The real hankie..... just so happens to fall right next to Jin's body, and right next to a big ass blood stain, seemingly forgotten.

[punkeropercyjackson]

Momo is SUCH a pastel punk and kawaii girlie,idgaf about y'all's perfect queen bee she did ballet to Bakugou's skater boy bs she deserves to be super kiddy after all that adultification she's been through her whole life and Dabi took her under his wing thanks to the Shouto connection and it started as a manipulation tactic to get to him but that lasted less than an arc worths of time because they became found siblings between the process of him teaching her to unlearn propaganda and them getting to genuinely know eachother and him and Jin are basically her dads and Himiko her sister and Tomura turned her into a gamer and she's got her own handmade non-quirkmade battle jacket and it's pink and white and the same blue as Dabi's flames on purpose and trans colors on accident and she hacked her hack ass parents to donate over half of what they had to charity and she listens to Babymetal and she's had multiple pink dye job styles with the first being just be the tips combined with a side shave but then she grew it back in again to get a split down the middle one as a show of romantic love to Shouto and he thinks she's most perfect girl ever and he's RIGHT😤😤😤😤😤

[circe-writes]

Savior Complex

Pairing: Dabi/Touya Todoroki x Reader Genre: Angst Trigger Warnings: Character death(s), subtle mentions of childhood trauma, emotional suppression, smoking, unhealthy relationships, subtle mentions of sex, smoking, suicide, mention of overdose. Based on Savior Complex by Phoebe Bridgers Author's Note: Guess who's back again?! I missed writing so much these past months but god knows I needed my rest. So, my mental health took a dip over the past few months. And my mother also had her first surgery and my finals so yeah I've been pretty busy. I was bored at the hospital so I quickly conjured up this so yeah I hope enjoy this :) No betas, we die like men 😤

Emotional affair 

Overly sincere

Smoking in the car, windows up

Crocodile tears, run the tap ‘til it’s clear

Touya Todoroki has always been emotional, yet it would be life’s irony itself that he has always been unable to express them. He often found himself locked up in his ancient, rusty car whenever he feels his emotions pulling him down. He smoked them away, releasing puffs of grey smoke as the tears in his eyes escaped their prison-like safe haven. He convinced himself they weren’t real. He convinced himself that it was just a ritual. He was like a snake, shedding his skin when he feels trapped, but with him, it's his emotions. When he was done shedding, he emerged as the person everyone was used to. He once again transformed into the quiet, calm person he was known to be. He once again became the person his siblings and mother could count on to be saved. That is until he faked his own death and buried Touya Todoroki and emerged as the ruthless Dabi. But he was still Touya to someone. He was still Touya to you.

Drift off on the floor

I drag you to the shore 

Sweating through the sheets 

You’re gonna drown in your sleep for sure

Touya feels like he can’t sleep anymore. His thoughts don’t let him. Instead, he just lies on the floor for hours. His reflections raging inside him, crumbling his soul with each heavy blow. His body feels rested when he gets up, but his mind remains the same, dying with each poisonous thought he forces himself to conjure. Sometimes he feels that his emotions will pull him under, suffocating him with their strength and intensity. He feels as if he’ll drown under the weight of all of his unshed tears. He feels as if one day, he’ll finally go to sleep and never wake up again. 

Wake up and start a big fire

In our one-room apartment 

But I’m too tired 

To have a pissing contest 

Then somedays he wakes up with rage in his mind. He wakes up with his hands itching to conjure fire. His mind fills with the image of his apartment up in flames, it fills up with the images of you in them. Your memories melting amongst every burning trace of your existence in his life. The sticky note you put on his refrigerator that said you loved him would burn away only leaving a residue of the glue. Your now dusty mug that he hadn’t dared to even touch after your demise would transform into an unfixable mess. The expensive scented candles you bought would just be an unrecognizable glob of wax. Some part of him wanted to protect those scraps forever, but some part wanted to destroy all of them, along with himself. Some days he wakes up determined to end it all, but then he takes one look at your untouched side of the bed and breaks down crying, and all of a sudden he is too tired to even move. 

All the bad dreams that you hide 

Show me yours, I’ll show you mine

That’s what you used to say. You’d say it with a comfortable smile gracing your lips with unshed tears in your eyes as you comforted him about his nightmares. “They all died. You died.” “I’m not dying anytime soon Touya.” You’d say with such peace, his name. Because that part of him, that he hid from everyone, was yours to claim. Just yours. With the rest of the world, he was Dabi, but with you, he was your Touya. 

Call me when you land 

I’ll drive around again

One hand on the wheel, one in your mouth 

Turn me on and turn me down

That certain week had been particularly hard for both of you. He had been yelling instead of talking, each cuss word directed at you broke his own heart. Every time he saw your eyes water because of him made his own tear up too. So he used sex to bridge the emotional gap between the two of you. Eventually, you both expected it to get better. You expected the intimacy would bring the two of you back together.

Baby, you’re a vampire

You want blood and I promised

I’m a bad liar 

With a savior complex

The singular week turned into a month. A month turned to three. Three months turned to six. Six months turned to nine. It took you nine months to realize that it wasn’t getting better anytime soon, if ever. But you were too in love and too tired to get out of the relationship you had so painfully, yet beautifully nurtured with Dabi. He wasn’t your Touya anymore.

So you let him suck on you. You let him suck you lifeless, and you let him leave you alone to replenish all that was lost, just for him to come back and raid it all. But you wouldn’t leave. He deserved someone to care for him, even if he was slowly crushing them. “You love me right?” He asks as he pushes into you, sweat beading on his forehead. “Always.” You didn’t have to mean it to say it, and you were glad, and Dabi would carefully ignore the limp look in your eyes as you said the singular word back to him.

All the skeletons you hide

Show me yours, and I’ll show you mine

His facade crumbled as soon as he learned of your death. He couldn’t keep floating when his lifeboat sank. So he let it all pull him down. So he let himself drown because he couldn’t keep floating without you.

All the bad dreams that you hide 

Show me yours 

Touya 'Dabi' Todoroki, the mighty villain, died alone and unloved. He had overdosed on a plethora of drugs and had died living his worst nightmare. But did it really matter if the entirety of his life was nothing but one terror after another?

[haebeomsleftbuttcheek]

honest feelings, come on give us all your honest feelings for each of the Todoroki family members? your negative thoughts and positive thoughts on them? what you want for them by the end?

Hi anon 😊 I think I have done something similar to this 🤔, but I can’t remember and I ain’t scrolling through my tags to see. So I will answer your ask with my thoughts and opinions!

Dabi/Touya Todoroki - Love him adore him he’s as I call him sometimes my blue flames bearing boy! Dabi’s character is very interesting to me, as is his family storyline(it’s also been the bane of my life too) and the mysterious of how he survived is interesting to me too. I have to know how did he survive? What did he do for all those years? Also I have told this story before, but Dabi is the very reason I started watching the anime and reading the manga. Saw him and he caught my eye alongside his theory, and well it went from there. I only have one complaint as of right now, and that’s there are not enough pictures of baby him 😤 baby Touya is so cute, he was such a pretty boy!

Shouto Todoroki - Shouto kind of didn’t steal my heart completely until like the sports festival, I still cringe slightly at his old hero costume because it was so ugly 😭! My boy had this whole terminator look going on, and I just….didn’t vibe with it! I would love to have his quirk, I mean admittedly if I had to choose who’s quirk I would have in BNHA. I would choose Bakugou’s, but Shouto’s comes in a close second! So, Shouto’s family story is such an interesting plot line of BNHA, and Shouto perspective is enjoyable. I’m really enjoying his journey in becoming the type of person and hero he wants to be, a hero that reassures people. I am also really proud of him, he’s come so far with everything and he has struggled with his fire but he’s slowly embracing it. The only complaint I have with Shouto is just the same with Dabi/Touya is that I want more baby Shouto pic, and toddler pics but one where he’s not looking like he’s trying to do his best Stewie Griffin impression.

Natsuo Todoroki & Fuyumi Todoroki - These two don’t have the same attention as Shouto, Dabi/Touya and Endeavor, but I adore them both. Especially Natsuo as I relate to him a bit! I have two complaints with them though, the first one being once again give me more baby pics Horikoshi I beg 😭, and two I hate how it’s either Natsuo’s trauma or Fuyumi’s trauma that gets invalidated as of lately!(Touya’s too but I should have put that under Dabi/Touya’s paragraph 😅)

Rei Todoroki - I honestly can’t really give a good idea on what I feel for Rei, like I sympathise and empathise with her but I can put my finger on what I feel about her. I guess it’s a neutral feeling, like a “eh she’s there” kind of feeling. I honestly don’t know what I feel about Rei, I guess that’s down to her not having many moments 🤷‍♀️.

Endeavor/Enji Todoroki - I think I have made this very clear over many MANY posts, but here I go….I hate him! I absolutely hate him, and sure it’s great that he’s trying to atone but meh I still dislike him! 301-302 did nothing to quench that feeling either, in fact it somewhat deepened it especially when I look at that panel. Where he’s towering over a fallen Rei and a 5yr old Shouto, and baby Shouto’s screaming at him to stop. A toddler should not be put in that situation, but he was so that’s saddening 😭. I very clearly have mostly negative thoughts on him, and I don’t think I actually have any positive thoughts on him. I mean I guess not wanting him to die is quite a positive thought, and I do have a moment in the manga which could count….maybe 🤷‍♀️. So obviously we all know that Izuku has a habit of mumbling and freaking everyone out, but during the introduction of the Endeavor agency arc. Izuku did his thing and Endeavor understood him, so that made my day but I don’t know if that counts because I was more happy for Izuku than anyone else 😅!

There ya go that’s my thoughts on each Todoroki family member, and to answer the last question. What ending do I want for them, well truthfully I just want happiness for the siblings. I hate to admit it but they’re all I care about really, so happiness for the Todoroki siblings!