#'do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there / or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered' i MEAN.

[witchsickness]

so it can’t be argued at this point that billy is queer coded but do you think the same can be said for steve?

steve read as very much heterosexual to me up until billy came along and immediately i was like, aww poor steve. the mean hot blond from california has got him all confused lol, he rly stood no chance

wait hold up. billy’s gay?!??????

steve always gave me the impression of someone who doesn’t particularly care about the person the mouth is attached to, as long as it gets his dick wet. he gets off on attention. on the knowledge that he can have anyone he wants, because everyone wants a piece of hawkins’ golden boy. i don’t think he cares too much whether each night’s puppet-on-knees is a dude or a chick. it’s a high proving he can get both

except, like all highs, he gets more and more immune to it, until nothing’s able to scratch that itch. all the faces become a blur. i know that’s not a popular opinion, but i can’t actually see steve in a committed, long-term relationship. at least not at this point in his life. he’s b o r e d. it’s no fun when everyone’s drooling for him before he ever looks their way. and THEN 

billy comes into the picture. and billy wants him, right? obvious from space. except. billy wants HIM. all of him. the insecurities and the loneliness and the venom and the moments when the crown is off. won’t give in until steve signs all of him over first. and it drives steve mad, because so far the king steve shtick was enough. suddenly, enough is nothing less than all of him. every single part. the good and the bad. steve, cracked open and poured in a bowl for billy to whisk and prod and bake into something solid. it’s the promise of a constant challenge. his match. and steve is entranced, hook line and sinker

[dailyamlyrics]

“Do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there, or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?"

[qrthee]

and do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there, or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered? when i'm not being honest i pretend that you were just some lover.

[lyricsfavsongs]

And do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there?

Or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?

[lyssified]

and do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there

or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?

when i'm not being honest i pretend that you were just some lover

and when i'm hanging on by the rings around my eyes and i convince myself i need another

for a minute it gets easier to pretend you were just some lover

[4chambersofmystery]

"And do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there?

Or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?

When I'm not being honest, I pretend that you were just some lover"

[hanarchy]

5, 8, 11, 15, 31, 45 😘🎉

My precious love, hi di!!

5. Most precious item you own.

This one is so Popular!! It's the SKZ Hoodie, it's so comfortable and comforting! Also the Chagall print I took from my Grandparents Holiday House when they sold it.

8. What’s a hobby you want to pick up?

I have picked up so many hobbies, the problem is keeping them picked up. Right now there's nothing really big though I am on the waitlist for a Lindy Hop intro class and also contemplating starting weightlifting bc I would like to be strong lol.

11. Are there any recurring themes in your dreams?

I don't really ever remember enough of my dreams to know :/

15. How do you show affection?

Largely thru tumblr asks lol. Also if I could I would cook for all my friends. I love making warm, homey things in big batches.

31. A lyric that feels like it was written specifically for you/about you.

Gotta give it to Alex Turner again, bc I always fucking have to, fuck that guy. From 'Love is a Laserquest', which is a stupid title for a song with really fucking great lyrics imo

'Do you still feel younger than you thought you would by now? Or darling have you started feeling old yet?'

'And do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?'

'When I'm hanging on by the rings around my eyes...'

41. Tell me about a time someone was gentle with you.

This is a rough question to answer atm bc gentle is not a very german behavior in general and also bc I'm feeling lonely but maybe I can talk about my friend Julia. I'm really awkward in new situations and I am a terrible dancer and physical activity makes me incredibly self conscious which makes both of these things worse. When we were in Munich together Julia took me with her to a swing dance night, which is something she does and has done for a while. She ended up meeting an old friend from when she danced in college and it was very sweet. And even though I was only sitting on the sidelines and being awkward and didn't even have money to buy us a drink, she made sure to include me but didn't make me feel bad for just sitting there. I ended up actually doing two dances, both not great I'm sure but she and her friend were so encouraging and I had a great night even though it was a situation tailor made to be my personal hell. Now I'm actually gonna try to start dancing!

[tomorrowillbeyou]

Do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered. when im not being honest i pretend that you were just some lover

[fastwomen-slowhorses]

Do you still feel younger than you thought you would by now?

Or darling, have you started feeling old yet?

Don't worry, I'm sure that you're still breaking hearts

With the efficiency that only youth can harness

And do you still think love is a Laserquest?

Or do you take it all more seriously?

I've tried to ask you this in some daydreams that I've had

But you're always busy being make-believe

And do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there?

Or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?

When I'm not being honest, I pretend that you were just some lover

Now I can't think of there without thinking of you

I doubt that comes as a surprise

And I can't think of anything to dream about

I can't find anywhere to hide

And when I'm hanging on by the rings around my eyes

And I convince myself I need another

And for a minute it gets easy to pretend that you were just some lover

When I'm pipe and slippers and rocking chair

Singing dreadful songs about summer

Will I have found a better method

Of pretending you were just some lover?

[king-of-knives-reader]

Alex Turner is a lyrical genius

"And do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there? Or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?" - Love is a laserquest, Arctic Monkeys

[neonpluto98]

And do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there?

Or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?

When I'm not being honest, I pretend that you were just some lover

[gabrielakseib]

26/07/22

do u still feel young than u thought u would by now or darling have u started feeling old yet?

dont worry im sure that u are still breaking hearts with the efficiency that only youth can harness

and do u still think love is a laserquest Or do you take it all more seriously? I've tried to ask you this in some daydreams that I've had But you're always busy being make-believe

And do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there? Or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered? When I'm not being honest, I pretend that you were just some lover

Now I can't think of there without thinking of you I doubt that comes as a surprise And I can't think of anything to dream about I can't find anywhere to hide

And when I'm hanging on by the rings around my eyes And I convince myself I need another And for a minute it gets easy to pretend that you were just some lover

When I'm pipe and slippers and rocking chair Singing dreadful songs about summer Will I have found a better method Of pretending you were just some lover?

Will I have found a better method Of pretending you were just some lover?

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fascina-me. senta aqui e me conta numa noite escura uma historia de terror. a sua historia de terror. termina dando uma risada e arrancando a gargalhada mais profunda de dentro de mim, ate que a gente pare de rir do caos e se olhe com lagrimas de quem entende a dificuldade que se passaou para rir de algo assim.

melancolico ou no melhor good mood, sente-se aqui e me olhe com a alma. para que com mil palavras instigadoras ou sem nenhum som a gente se entenda e se faca querer mergulhar no oceano interno.

quem es tu, ó desconhecido conhecido?

fura-me por dentro, despedaca-me, me desmonta, me desconstroi. me questione indiretamente ou me faca questionar internamente. grite, exploda, sem que ninguem ouca nada alem de nos aqui nesse mundo pausado por um segundo.

é o amor um jogo? voce ja se sente velho como achou que sentiria agora? entende o que as pessoas falavam com a entonacao de quem quer voltar no tempo quando voce respondia que tinha 15 ou 17 anos?

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Call off the search for your soul, or put it on hold again

She's having a sly indoor smoke

And she calls the folks who run this her oldest friends

Sipping a drink and laughing at imaginary jokes

As all the signals are sent

Her eyes invite you to approach

And it seems as though those lumps in your throat

That you just swallowed have got you going

x

She's a certified mind blower,

Knowing full well that I don't

May suggest there's somewhere from which you might know her

Just to get the ball to roll

Drunken monologues, confused because

It's not like I'm falling in love

I just want you to do me no good

And you look like you could

Come on, come on, come on

Before the moment's gone

Number one party anthem

[maybankiara]

love is a laserquest is one of arctic monkeys’ best songs and no i don’t care if you disagree

[your-favorite--worst-nightmare]

And do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there?

Or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?

When I'm not being honest, I pretend that you were just some lover

[frick6101719]

Well exactly zero (0) people asked to see the results but anyway: Crows as songs from Suck It And See by Arctic Monkeys which weirdly works very well for them??

Inej : She's Thunderstorms

She's been loop-the-looping around my mind Her motorcycle boots give me this kind of Acrobatic blood, concertina Cheating heartbeat, rapid fire

She's thunderstorms Lying on her front, up against the wall She's thunderstorms

Kaz : Brick By Brick

I wanna build you up Brick by brick I wanna break you down Brick by brick I’m gonna reconstruct Brick by brick I wanna feel your love Brick by brick

Matthias : The Hellcat Spangled Shalalala

Home sweet home, home sweet home Home sweet booby-trap I took the batteries out my mysticism And put 'em in my thinking cap

Jesper : Don't Sit Down 'Cause I've Moved Your Chair

Break a mirror, roll the dice Run with scissors through a chip pan fire fight Go into business with a grizzly bear But just don't sit down 'cause I've moved your chair

Nina : Reckless Serenade

Topless models doing semaphore Wave their flags as she walks by and get ignored Illuminations on a rainy day When she walks her footsteps sing a reckless serenade

Wylan : Piledriver Waltz

You look like you've been for breakfast at the heartbreak hotel And sat in the back booth by the pamphlets And the literature on how to lose Your waitress was miserable and so was your food If you're gonna try and walk on water Make sure you wear your comfortable shoes

Bonus

Wesper : Black Treacle

In the sky at night When we're side by side And I don't mean to rain On anybody's cabriolet One of those games you're gonna lose But you wanna play it, just in case

Kanej : Love Is A Laserquest

Do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there? Or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered? When I'm not being honest I pretend that you were just some lover

Helnik : Suck It And See

You have got that face that just says "Baby, I was made to break your heart"

Suck it and see, you never know Sit next to me before I go Jigsaw women with horror movie shoes Be cruel to me 'cause I am a fool for you

[iarasstuffss]

I was listening to a song by arctic monkeys and then payed attention to the lyrics and broke my own heart... like

"when I'm not being honest i'll pretend that you were just some lover"

"Do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you're there or have somebody's goodnight kisses got that covered?"

I'm sad now.