#( kohane: threads. )

[kotaromita]

Kotaro doesn't have a mirror in his room. But in the bottom drawer of his desk, he has a few secret things. Secret things he can only look at when he's absolutely certain no one will come in and see.

Oh! Uh...you're definitely having a gender crisis or an identity crisis! But I really don't want to go in assuming stuff…

He pulls out the black skater skirt he has. It's dusty and wrinkled. He's never worn it out. Never washed or ironed it either. Even though his door is closed and the house is silent, he checks over his shoulder again.

I-It seems like things would just be so much easier…if everything was different from the start—b-because then you wouldn't have to wonder...

Kotaro puts it on. It fits fine. His hips are narrow and his legs are long. He doesn't have a mirror to look at himself in it. Maybe that was...for the best. He sits down on the end of his bed and stretches out his legs in front of him. They don't look like a girls. Maybe if he shaved them it'd be closer.

Do you want your makeup done too?

He opens his phone and looks at the pictures he took the day Saki did his nails and makeup. He knows it's him in the pictures, but somehow, that person feels so distant. So pretty. That couldn't possibly be him. It was, but it couldn't be. Curiously, he takes a picture of his legs in the skirt. Without his flat angular upper body, it isn't that bad. Maybe someone could believe it was a girls legs. Maybe. Maybe with tights or leggings or long ruffled socks.

If you were a girl? Let's see...we considered Ayumi, Umiko, and Amane—those ones I remember for sure.

It's scary to think...how different things would be if he were born a girl. How...how they'd be...better.

His father wouldn't have all his expectations of manliness placed on him. He could wear his hair long and pierce his ears and introduce Akito as his boyfriend like it was no big deal. It wouldn't matter that he wasn't muscular or broad shouldered. It wouldn't matter that he was expressive and silly and liked to sing and play video games and cook and take care of children. Maybe he wouldn't be so skinny or have as much acne either. He wouldn't have to shave his face or strain hitting higher notes.

Why? Why does it sound so much better? He doesn't hate being a man. He loves being his mother's son and his brother's big brother. He loves being Akito's boyfriend and biking around at night and singing low rough songs. He likes men's clothes and men's cologne and eating meat too. But couldn't he have been born a girl and just been a bit of a headstrong independent girl? Rather than a weak effeminate boy? Wouldn't everyone...like him more that way? Wouldn't he like himself more that way?

He flops back on his bed. This is so stupid. Why does this even matter? He has a mission in life, at least for the moment. He has obligations. He has a boyfriend and friends and a family. Why does this matter at all? It's nothing but a "what if." It'll never be reality. All he can do is put a skirt on his male body and pretend, alone in his room. Why does it hurt?

Kotaro takes off the skirt and stuffs it back in his drawer. Back to normal. But the hurt doesn't go away.

[aoyagi-vbs]

Perfect timing, that reminds me.

Yesterday I stopped by that very convenience store to pick up one or two things, and the same cashier from that incident was on shift.

I don't think I've ever seen anyone so terrified of someone walking past a medicine aisle before.

who's the mom friend of your unit

hm

I'd say either Toya or kohane

they tend to keep me and an out of trouble...there was also that time Toya bought every pain killer in a pharmacy for me

[places-across-time]

@pseudophrog and I have gotten horrifically invested in this Azusawa Mafuyu AU (alternatively called the Crossroads AU, for reasons to be revealed in the future) they accidentally created, so now you're being forced to care too ^^

Also take this art-relevant prose under the cut:

Mafuyu adjusts the grip of his fingers on his schoolbag, feeling the new leather sit neatly against his palm.  He skids his thumbnail along the sturdy stitchwork of the straps, catching on every subtle bump of the thread.

Kohane bounces at his side, a long-familiar presence, identical schoolbag held in front of her — or it would be identical, if it wasn’t covered in charms and pins declaring her interests to the world.  The only accessory on Mafuyu’s bag is a matching Phenny charm, a precious token from many years ago when Mafuyu and Kohane were first deemed responsible enough to go out alone together and had run straight to Phoenix Wonderland to spend the whole afternoon playing.

Their father fishes out his camera and Kohane rushes from Mafuyu’s side to his.

Their father holds the camera lower so Kohane, in all her shortness, may see what he’s doing, and starts explaining to her how and why he’s changing the settings.  Mafuyu has confidence that Kohane knows what their father is explaining, in all its technicalities, but Mafuyu has never had as much interest in photography so the teaching moment goes straight over his head.

The first day of school is always busy, usually overwhelming, but this year feels different.  Mafuyu has no breeze on his exposed legs, no ponytail over his shoulder, no expectation to be girly or cute.  He’s just Azusawa Mafuyu, a third year student at Miyamasuzaka Girls' Academy, and he wears a boys’ uniform.

Kohane comes back to his side so their father must be done fiddling.

Kohane smiles at him, sweet and big — it feels like holding a cup of tea, the heat seeping into his palms and somehow warming his core.  Together, they walk to the front sign of their school and shuffle into position, adjusting at their father’s instruction.

The sun is bright but not enough to heat the skin, the greenery around campus is so alive that Mafuyu can smell it.  Their mother smiles proudly from their father’s shoulder, and their father raises his camera to take the shot.

The sun is bright, Mafuyu can smell grass on the air, and the first day of school isn’t so bad when he’s just a teenage boy posing for a photo with his baby sister.

[daily-mizuki-water]

Hi!! Posting images of Mizuki Akiyama daily along with a reminder to drink water. just here for a good time,, i try my best

Feel free to ask me anything as long as it isn't nsfw!! I'm a minor so that stuff creeps me out. I'm a queer person who likes queer things!! He/she/it mainly but anything's fine!! i like to decode arg stuff sometimes. All of it is tagged underneath #unreality, #arg, and #alternate reality game appropriately so if you wouldn't like to see it you can block those tags!! if i miss a day gilbert the fish dies from lack of mizuki water. sorry gilbert. if you miss a day then oh no!! nothing happens. drink water still though yuri: @daily-kanaena-vitamins. niigo polycule except for mafuyu @daily-vitamin-shizuku. shizumizuwater yuri i think. r @daily-kohane-vitamins. mizuhane yuri !! yippie yeahhh @mizuki-vitamins-daily. one of my fav guys ever 🔥 @daily-vitamin-honami toxic yuri?!?!?

if you wanna get on here just ask in my inbox (these rarely have anythign to do with the actual pjsk characters. we are just being silly here trust me. they are all friends. we are not e dating)

Tagging system: #modtalking = silly stuff, interacting with others, everything ooc #mizutalking = stuff in character!! i.e asks, interacting with other pharmacy lore, my own lore. #unreality = decodings, things that aren't real. not necessarily creepy stuff! could also be rp threads and the like or silly things. but a lot of it may be horror so block tag at your own discretion #i miss my wife tails = new lore tag. look at @bzs3saa67z6t0s, maybe. perhaps #arg / #alternate reality game = arg/horror stuff that i'm interacting with + decodings.

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[shiraoyagi]

i think people dogpile on light up the fire too hard for being "bad" when the truth is that it has jarring pacing at the end solely because it seems that clpl had to skip a whole vbs focus in order to meet the 3rd anniversary deadline.

i make this claim because of two things:

-> an's resting/grieving period being contained to card stories, area conversations, seasonal lines, and virtual lives

-> on your feet, and how that ties into the first point

the very beginning of oyf gives us exposition; it shows us a scene of an telling her dad she will never forgive him for not telling her about nagi.

this is obviously important for an's character arc, and i think the fact that it's relegated to being an expository flashback in the very beginning of a kohane focus as well as the other things surrounding lutf's extra content suggest that colorful palette intended to have an extra event inbetween those two events and simply ran out of time.

this makes even more sense when you consider that vbs took the longest out of any unit to start their second arc; they were doomed to be on a time crunch once 3rd anni rolled around.

i also believe that this event would have most likely been a touya focus— as touya would be able to relate to an's issues with ken in a way, and given that that exposition scene in oyf was likely the "resolution" of this hypothetically skipped event; it would tie into themes of guilt, something integral to touya's issues in the first concerto.

and by guilt, i mean the possibility of an feeling conflicted about how she should handle things with her dad, if she has to forgive him or not, etc.

it would be important to see this event through touya's lens because it would segue into the first concerto's themes well.

addirionally, when lutf released, i also thought a touya focus was next because of how we had a whole scene where taiga reminded touya of his father— it felt like one of those loose threads in events that clpl tends to follow up in the following unit event; so i think this once again points to us having a missing event.

however, this hypothetical event could also work as an akito focus, mainly because of akito's general relevancy to an's feelings, his mini spotlight in lutf, his fes story, and his card story for lutf. yadayadayada you get it

but even if there is no hypothetical event to speak of, i don't think lutf is as bad as people make it out to be. an's words at the end of the event aren't just her going "i'm okay now", it's her putting on a brave face for the sake of her sanity; again, the area conversations, card stories and oyf tell us that she wasn't just fine after— in her card story for lutf she literally breaks down crying to her mom about nagi, which takes place after chapter 8.

they also couldn't just skip on your feet to keep a calm event for the arc ender, or else kohane would not finish her character arc that ran starting with kohane1 properly!!

oyf marks a big milestone in development for kohane, and also marks vbs finding their own resolve despite all the odds being stacked against them; i don't think we talk about how touya had to assume the leader role of vbs during oyf's event period because he was the only one unaffected by people talking shit about them enough. that's bad, especially for people like an, akito, and kohane who are such lively kids; they were absolutely crushed by what taiga did to them (and touya's only "okay" because he's used to it which is tragic to think about).

oyf ALSO has vbs stand up to taiga and give him the consequences he deserved for his actions. an also tells taiga she won't forgive him, which is great. fuck you taiga. also remember when akito gave taiga a death threat to his face in oyf? that was hilarious . why does nobody talk about this event.

i got on a tangent there. sorry. but i hope everyone can understand my point

[ssruis]

Under the cut because it’s not an issue just a pet peeve

I’m saying this to no hate with minoharu because I like minoharu a lot but I also am in the hobby of playing devils advocate (in the “thinking up counter arguments to your claim is a great way to strengthen your own argument” way, not in the debatebro awfulguy way) so it really rubs me the wrong way when they’re held up as the pinnacle of prsk ho yay/gay subtext ignoring both “I fucking love my idol” culture (i disagree. I think minori is gay as fuck. But yk. Stan culture. Look at straight swifties.) and the fact that anhane is right there. Anhane had “I’m going on a date” “with kohane?” & now they have the misheard “the moon is so beautiful” confession joke in mysekai. Anhane is atp as close to canon as you can get from this game genre.

Tbh I think the irritation mostly stems from people just picking “I love u haruka!!!” and going ok there’s a random yuri pair I can point to ignoring haruka’s (reciprocated) side of the dynamic and the other more prominent yurisms in the game. I don’t know. I think the queer coding threads that ignore anhane are getting to me. We aren’t even touching on shizuai and the category nine lesbian event that happens every time they talk to each other.

It feels like a lot of the fanbase treats minoharu as a token lesbian ship instead of an actual dynamic to the point where with things like shizuai/anhane/kanamafu etc I get to see really cute moments and analysis & then with minoharu I don’t get to see that. And I want to see that. I want to see people talking about haruka’s side of the dynamic and the moments they have that aren’t as influenced by minori loving haruka as an idol but more influenced by her loving haruka as someone she’s grown close to and actually gotten to know.

I’m a wxs oshi first and foremost but I really love hearing about what other unit oshis have to say about their faves (dynamics or just solo character talking) and I feel like any talk about haruka or minori gets bogged down by people who (from my perspective) don’t even seem to have read many mmj events… maybe I just need to find more mmjoshis….

The idea of a girl being inspired by an idol to keep chasing her dream after multiple failures and then in a twist of wattpad y/n one direction fic style fate that idol shows up at her school is already peak but adding in minori turning the inspiration and motivation haruka gave her into something that reignited haruka’s love for being an idol and in turn inspired haruka is really sweet. I wanna see more of “look at how haruka is inspired by minori and look at how seriously minori takes being by haruka’s side” and less “haha minori is in awe of haruka this is definitive queer coding.” Does that make sense? I don’t think it does. Whatever. I lost the plot of this post.

[decorabnuy]

been thinking of what a madoka magica x project sekai collab would look like, aka which character would be who, so i wanted to make a little rant about it!!

there are two options: 1- they could make the characters fit by color scheme, or 2- make the characters fit by their personalities

1 is the easiest option to think about, Emu would be Madoka, Mafuyu would be Homura, Haruka would be Sayaka, Kohane would be Mami, and there isn't a red haired character in the game, sooo you would have to make a stretch if you want to have Kyoko :')

but 2 is the option that I wanted to think more about and what this thread will be more focused on! so let's talk about that :)

i think it's very safe to say that Honami would be Mami! both are very caring and take the role of a leader/role model for the others around them, and they act a lot like a big sister/mom. they also have/used to have a problem with selfishness (Mami thinking about her wish and position as magical girl, Honami being on everyone's side to not be left out, thinking it was selfish) and thinking about their overall worth to others and themselves, they're very much alike :))

yeah i think Mafuyu would still be Homura B) while they also match in looks, they both had a problem where during life, they lost their identity and ended up becoming cold, serious, and empty. you could also say that they both dedicate their lives to a person (homura: madoka; mafuyu: (pleasing) her mom + others). oh and deep down they're both dorks i needed to make this clear

Airi being Kyoko would also be an easy one, they're both pretty harsh but have this responsible and reliable side to them! they're also kind of individualist and focus a lot on themselves and how this ties to their overall identity (Airi being an idol and Kyoko a magical girl). AND THEY BOTH HAVE FANGS!! perfect

i think that if there was someone who would be the magical girl of justice like Sayaka, it would be An. both of them act in a tomboyish way and are very kind and impulsive, they're also really afraid of rejection/failure (Sayaka with being rejected by Kyousuke, An being left out by Kohane). i think she's a good character overall to be Sayaka and i don't see much ppl talking about it

and lastly, Minori as Madoka!! they're both anxious extroverts, which always want to bring happiness and hope to everyone around them, and despite their insecurities, everyone feels at ease around them. they also start to be more confident in themselves after doing their job (Minori as an idol and Madoka as a magical girl). also both of them have angel motifs which is really nice!!

aaaand i think this is it!! this would be my choices for a Madoka Magica x Project Sekai set, or even an au, idk, i could always draw both if u guys like the idea!! :))

[fatherfigurefusion]

I'm barely even in the BNHA Fandom anymore, so why do I have an AU with the Project SEKAI Characters?

(I thought of this, during today's suhoor, and I just had to get this out of my head.)

(AU Explanation and Tidbits below the cut)

Because the Vivid Bad Squad plot is basically a Shonen anime already, I settled on having An take up the mantle of being the quirkless protagonist.

Being outclassed by her childhood friends/rivals Akito (who can secrete lava from his skin and harden it) and Haruka (who can create ice sheets beneath her feet) only fueled her determination to be the greatest hero ever.

RADDers are a pro-hero team, with all of them being equal contenders for the "Number One" position, with Nagi being a lot like All Might, and An being her biggest fan.

But due to her compromised health, Nagi knew that her time as a hero was limited, and wanted nothing more than to pass her legacy (and quirk) down to the girl she always saw as a niece.

All of the first years (both Kamiyama and Miyajo) are a part of Class 1-A, with the exception of Mizuki (who has the power to manipulate thin threads), who is a Toga-esque villain.

(On an extra note, there would be MizuEna TogaChako-esque plot line.)

Kohane (who can roll into a ball and move at high speeds) and Touya (not sure for quirk) function as An's primary friend group, much like Uraraka and Iida.

Saki would have a stronger version of her brother's quirk (still unsure of what exactly) but her body would have trouble properly containing and utilizing it (much like Aoyama).

All of the second years are a part of Class 2-A, with the exception of Rui (not sure about a quirk for him), who is a part of the Support Course.

(Would probably add some extra OCs to fill both of the classes.)

If you have extra ideas, feel free to let me know, because this AU is REALLY growing on me!

[prettyboykatsuki-moved]

not enough trust to believe (not enough feeling to care) | a. shinonome

✮ tags ; fem!reader (usage of she/her towards reader + mentioned to wear make-up), established relationship, making-up, jealousy, hurt/comfort, light angst / happy ending, aged-up characters (this is sfw), single suggestive comment at the end.

✮ wc ; 4k (how.. literally what happened.)

✮ a/n ; the minute i touch that app a demon takes over and i end up daydreaming about this mf and toya . peace and love i feel insane. also for what its worth i do think adult akito is very good at communicating his emotions in comparison to now so if u find him ooc my apologies.

title from rental by brockhampton. shoutout if u know what manga this panel is from lol. also if ur a minor please do not follow me. u r welcome to read.

"Y'know, Akito - you're being a bit of a hypocrite right now."

"Shut up, Toya." Akito grumbles, forcing himself to tear his eyes away from the bastard you're currently giggling with "I'm not."

An laughs from the other side of the room.

"You so are being a hypocrite right now," An threads her fingers through Kohanes hair, the other currently seated on the floor while she styles it "What was it you said? It's nothing to get jealous over so don't worry."

"Akito-kun, it's not good to be dishonest."

"Kohane-san, you're being corrupted. I can't believe you'd join these two on this."

Kohane shakes her head.

"I'm not being anything. It's just not right."

An wraps her arms around Kohane's shoulders from above, chin resting on her head. Akito sighs, leaning his head back on the wall behind him with his eyes still closed - only bothering to open them again when another giggle falls from your lips. This time it turns into full blown heart eyes from that corny bass-playing bastard.

Akito Shinonome is not jealous alright? He isn't. So, this reaction is not by any means hypocrisy.

VIVID BAD SQUAD has officially been on tour for 6 months. This is their first international tour of their career, after releasing their first studio album. It was received well in Japan but surprisingly had more of an audience overseas. So, they'd been performing all over North America with another band.

You've been apart of the VIVD BAD SQUAD team for quite some time before then, working as a roadie for tours back home. Akito has been dating you for well-over a year, and so far - its been great. He gets to see you often and manages to sneak you onto the performers tour bus sometimes. He likes not having to be apart, even if he is incredible busy. A little is better than nothing at least.

A few months ago, the two of you got into a bit of a spat. You'd told Akito that you think he gets a little too friendly when girls come to meet him backstage. Went on a whole spiel about understanding his career and persona, that he doesn't need to be cold but that you wish he put a little more distance between them.

Akito had retaliated with the fact it's nothing to worry about. He's loyal to you and him being friendly isn't anything meaningful. You were upset about this reply and the two of you got pretty intense.

It took Kohane and An's intervention and plenty of convincing to get you two back on good terms - with An promising that she'd keep and eye out and scold Akito properly. You started talking again after that at least, and things went back to normal.

But nothing had really gotten resolved. You still seemed to feel upset every time he'd act too familiar with fans and Akito still didn't see it as a problem. To him it was just a fake part of the persona, and he didn't think it was like you to get so jealous about something like that.

Then, a few months ago - word got out that the bassist of the band they're traveling with has a crush on you.

FLASHBANG, a smaller indie rock band that everyone on tour is very fond of and a perfect addition to their set list. Both bands are friendly with one another. He'd assumed the news of their bassist having a crush on you was nothing more than some rumor. He just couldn't believe it having met them.

Sure, not everyone knew you two were dating but surely Akito would've noticed that before. He just wanted to double check.

It's been weeks now, and he's sure. Hiroaki Miura, bassist pretty boy, has a fucking crush on you. It's so obvious he has no idea how he didn't pick up on it before. He has no idea how you haven't picked up on it either.

He'd mentioned it to you just last week, just to see. You laughed a bit, but asked if he wanted you to stop hanging out with him as much or if there was anything you could do - all while assuring you didn't think that was the case.

"If it makes you uncomfortable, I can put some distance between us. Miura-kun isn't interested in me at all, though - I don't think. We're just good friends, we went to school together."

Ultimately he said that wasn't necessary. Akito stares at the two of you together now and scoffs. Haah. Good friends because you went to school together? He's practically making googly eyes at you.

"Looks like they're coming over here," Toya mumbles. Akito closes his eyes and pretends to be asleep, eye twitching when he hears Toya exhale.

"Hey, guys - great show! The duets today were just so vocally smooth and—oh shit, is he asleep?"

He hears An laugh and forces himself not to react. "Yeah. He was exhausted after today."

"Oh, really? Some sleep will be good then." The affection in your voice is so obvious he temporarily forgets whats happening until another, much more annoying voice comes through.

"You guys going straight back to the tour bus tonight?"

"Yeah, probably." Toya confirms.

"Ah, okay cool. We," He pauses, and Akito can only assume he's gesturing to you "Are gonna go check out a manga pop-up that's open here a few blocks down."

"Just the two of you?" An asks, very obviously barely holding in a laugh.

"Oh no, Eta-san is coming with us."

"Y'know, I wanted to go alone with you," Miura says, and Akito really thinks about waking up and hitting him "But Eta really wanted to come so I couldn't say no."

"I like how honest you are with your feelings, Miura-kun. Very refreshing."

"I don't have anything to hide," He insists, and Akito feels his hand clench "It was just nice we ended up tour together. We haven't seen each other since highschool so I thought I should make the most of our time together."

"I don't remember you being so sentimental. I actually remember you bullying me more than anything."

"Hey, quit it! I wasn't bullying you, i-it just came out wrong. I'm not good with my words and all."

"I know," You say completely good-naturedly. Akito knows objectively you're being friendly and thinking nothing of it. He knows that this is nothing to be bothered over and that you've been nothing but loyal. But god he’s annoyed."You would make fun of me then turn around and lend me your stuff. After I figured out you weren't a bad guy I wasn't scared of you."

"You guys have quite the history," Toya comments. You laugh.

"Yeah, I guess so. We lost touch after I moved for my internship so it feels like a big coincidence! Always good to see old friends."

Before any more conversation happens, another staff member calls Miura for whatever reason - leaving you alone. Akito keeps his eyes closed, hearing Toya sigh for a second time.

"Should I tell Akito where you went?"

"Oh, would you? That'd be great, thanks. I figure he wouldn't want to come, or else I'd invite him and go together."

"Why do you think that?" Kohane asks.

"I'm not blaming him or anything! I just don't think he'd be very enthusiastic about it, that's all. I don't want to force him. Me and Miura-kun bond over this stuff, Eta-san too."

"I'm sure he'd be happy to get to spend time with you," Toya assures. He can't see you but he can hear the insecurity seeping through your voice and something in him starts to bend.

"I know, but you know. It's weird lately with tour and all. I think getting my mind off it would help."

"Oh, no." An sighs. Akito's chest tightens "You poor thing."

"Oh stop that, I'm fine! Getting some air will be nice though, you know? For both of us maybe. I did want to tell him myself though."

"It'll be fine, I'll make sure."

"Thanks, Aoyagi-kun.

"And just so you know, Akito-kun really loves you!"

"Of course. I have no reason to feel stuffy about it. Just makes me wonder if I should still be apart of the picture if that's part of his career, no? Dating would hinder that."

"Don't think like that." Toya interjects. You laugh but even Akito can hear how sad you sound. He had no idea you'd even been thinking that.

"I'll try just for you. Now all of you, stop moping over my silly dating problems okay? It was an amazing show today!! Cheer up and I'll see you guys later."

"Where are you going now?"

"Gonna wait backstage for Miura-kun."

"Have fun," Kohane says last. You laugh brightly and assure you will before your footsteps trail off and get lost in the music. When you're gone, Toya punches him in the shoulder - hard enough to hurt a little.

"Ow, what the fuck?"

"You're such a jackass," An says seriously, shaking her head.

"I told you that it was gonna be a problem that you acted like that when we're a duo," Toya reprimands seriously. Akito can't do much to counter it "You should talk to her properly."

"About what," Akito grumbles "It is part of the gig. It doesn't mean anything to me."

"Oh my god, you're so clueless!" An says, exasperated, startling him "It bothers you this much that she's talking to Miura-kun but she should just deal with it when random girls act like to you all the time?"

"An-chan, don't get too mad."

"If I don't no one will! Did you see how sad she looked! She was even trying to be all understanding. That's not fair to her at all."

"...I also understand Akito-kuns view. But if that's the case, then that doesn't mean that she needs to tolerate it, right?"

"What are you saying, Kohane-san?"

She shakes her head.

"I just mean she doesn't have to continue if it's hard for her. If it's not something you can change, then she shouldn't endure it forever, right?"

“What the hell? Are you saying we should break-up?”

“Maybe. If it can’t be resolved, then isn’t unfair to expect her to always endure it?”

“That’s a mature way of looking at, Kohane-san.” Toya comments. Akito shoots him a dirty look. Toya shrugs, unbothered.

“Her and Miura-kun are a good match. They have a good atmosphere and Miura-kun doesn’t care about things like that,”

Akito sits up in frustration, nearly grabbing Toya by the collar.

“Don’t fuck with me.”

“Think about whats best for her in the long run.”

Akito stands to his feet, glare hardened but Toya doesn’t budge at all. He doesn’t have to listen to this shit.

"This and that isn't the same. It's work to me, that's it."

"Everything that she and Miura-kun do is strictly platonic to her. She's not flirting with him, and it's not her fault if he has a crush on her. She even offered to stop seeing him if it made you uncomfortable."

Akito stays silent at that.

"But what about you? You just immediately dismissed it because it's part of her job and didn't even apologize to her later. You seriously think that's fair?"

He sighs at that, and shakes his head.

"I'm leaving."

Toya shakes his head once Akito is out of ear shot.

"So stubborn."

___

It’s close to midnight and you haven’t returned to the tour bus.

Akito knows its stupid to worry but knowing you were out with that goon all day is grating on his nerves. So he’s been waiting. Pacing around and smoking cigarettes, going in and out - he even texted you couple times to check in. You responded with pictures of your items, and selfies.

You had a long day, you drank a bit, you'd be back to the bus soon, you miss him. All in a row.

The longer the time goes on, the dumber Akito feels.

He leans on the bus as he waits on his phone, fingers growing cold. He hears you before he sees you, the sound of quiet giggling followed by a loud laugh. Akito's head snaps up almost immediately.

He hasn't seen you since the afternoon, but you changed. You're wearing your going-out outfit and it looks like you've put on some makeup too, smudged and worn. Eta is between you both as you carry her - Miura just has lovesick as when Akito saw him last. His stomach drops a little.

But the feeling is washed away when you brighten, eyes landing on him. You wave with a bag in your hand and Akito waves back. He waves to Miura too, if only to be polite.

"Akito-kun," Miura is the first talk as all three of you approach "What are you doing here?"

"There was some stuff about tomorrow set we needed to talk about," Akito says, gesturing to you. You blink owlishly.

"Just for you guys? Not FLASHBANG?"

Akito nods. You hum, then look over at Miura.

"Will you be okay taking Eta-san?"

Miura nods.

"Of course. I can't believe she drank so much in the first place, but I oughta to walk her back to our bus." Miura says as you off-load the weight on your shoulder "I'll see you again for tomorrow. Had a lot of fun today."

You giggle, clearly a little tipsy as you give Miura a thumbs-up. "Me too. See you tomorrow!"

Miura laughs a little before turning the corner, mumbling some light reprimanding to the drunk Eta before going on his way. Akito waits until both parties have disappeared - all the way out of ear shot before he looks at you with clear eyes.

If he's come to any conclusion it's this one - Akito doesn't want to break up with you.

He can't give up his career either, and maybe that's selfish. Maybe that's the whole problem. He can't pick. He thought about it, whether or not breaking up would be the right solution. He landed on maybe. Rationally he understands it. But it makes him angry just to think about it.

Akito stares at you as you hold your bag in comfortable silence and look at him. Wide, honest eyes - so dazzling he can hardly breathe. He reaches forward and cups your cheek in the palm of his hand, smoothing his thumb underneath your eye.

"You're back late," He murmurs, though it's not accusatory "What were you doing?"

"Well, a new store opened up at the mall in Tokushima, a bookstore that had a little pop-up for an anime Miura-kun likes. So we shopped around for a while, then stopped to see a movie, then went to an izakaya to drink a bit."

"Did you drink a lot?" He says, gentle as he holds you "You're gonna get a migraine."

"I had 2 mixed drinks. They had shochu in them but it wasn't very strong. Some water will sober me up." You pause inbetween your words, brows furrowing "What happened with the set list?"

"I was lying," Akito admits without thinking twice. You look surprised and he laughs "I just wanted us to be alone."

You tug on the lapel of his jacket weakly "I said I'd put some distance between us if it made you uncomfortable."

"It's not that," And it's true. Akito just really, really needed to be with you alone for a while "I was getting grilled earlier."

"From who?'

Akito rolls his eyes "Who else but Toya?"

You giggle.

"What was he grilling you about?"

"...You," Akito answers after some time "Us."

A beat of silence passes.

"Were you really thinking about breaking up?"

You look a little startled before looking away and something in him is crushed.

"Is that what he told you?"

"It's what it sounded like," Akito replies back. He reaches for your hand and squeezes it "Do you?"

"It's not that I want to,"

"Then what is it?"

'We're gonna go around in circles again," You say through a wet-laugh, like you're already gonna cry again. Akito fucked up bad. He brings your free hand up to his lips, kissing your knuckles gently.

"We wont this time, swear."

"I know it's just work to you. It doesn't bother me all the time, either - like sometimes it doesn't bug me at all. But then, it's like, if I can't handle this much, maybe we should break up," You explain carefully and slowly, not trying to be too harsh at any point "I don't want to resent you or get in the way of your career, y'know. I know you're not gonna cheat on me. I'm a little insecure about it, but tough shit you know?"

"What do you mean?"

"It just...I dunno. It feels bad to watch you flirt with your fans, but if it's work for you than that makes it a me problem right?" You say thoughtfully, a sad but gentle look in your eyes "I don't know if I can handle that. So maybe, it's better to nip it in the bud now before things get serious."

"Aren't they serious already?"

"Yeah, but it's not like we're married. Or public. Like this, it's a normal break-up. It'll be awkward for a bit. But we get through it and things go back to how they were."

"It sounds like you don't take this seriously." Akito says, accusatory. You sigh and shake your head.

"That's not true at all. If you mattered to me in any less, it might be easier. Like if I loved you just a bit less, I could come up with a better solution," You hum. Akito believes it more than anything, that you love him. Even knowing doesn't make everything better "I love you and I know that your career is the most important thing to you. I would never want to make you choose."

"So what? You just cut yourself out of the equation so I don't have to?"

Where Akito expects you to disagree, you laugh and nod your head.

"Yeah. At least we'd be on good terms that way."

Akito stares at you in disbelief. He's partially angry, and partially devastated. He knows what you're saying, and it makes sense rationally. Logically at least. It's a problem with no good outcomes, like if there's already a stalemate - whose to say things will get better. It's in character for you to think like that. Where Akito is hard-headed and passionate, you're calm and analytical. To overthink to such an extent, to think so seriously about your futures. Both Akito's future and yours.

But it's not what he wants. His career is important, of course it is. What he's built is important. But does that mean he has to give up on you?

When Akito reflects on it, he doesn't think your original ask was that hard to fulfill. It hurts the worst to know that. Had he heard you out properly the first time, thought about it a little more - it'd be clear that it's nothing that serious.

Nothing worth making you worry over. Nothing worth making you question your entire relationship over.

But he didn't do that the first time, and now he's stuck listening to you think of all the ways things could go worse from here. It's his fault, really, for not thinking about it. He's always been this way about his career.

"You've been thinking about this a lot." He says first, almost paralyzed. You laugh humorlessly.

"I was going to wait until tour was over to talk about it."

"...Cause you were worried about how I'd perform."

"You're an important part of my salary," You joke, trying to lighten the mood.

"...Man this feels like shit,"

"Sorry."

"No, not it's not that. It's not your fault."

"It's not yours either."

"But it is," He says, exasperated with himself "If I would've just fucking... heard you out a few months ago. You wouldn't have been thinking about all this. If I had just done something then,"

"I don't see it like that, Akito."

"I know but it doesn't matter, cause it's my fucking fault anyway." He looks at you seriously. Shit, he almost wants to cry. "I don't want to break-up with you. I'm really sorry."

"A-akito?"

"I'll stop flirting with the girls who come to meet us. And I'll announce our relationship after I talk with the managers a bit,"

"A-akito, you really don't have to—"

"My career, music, everything we've built so far is important to me," Akito looks at you seriously, hoping it all comes out right. That everything comes through the way he intends "But shit, so are you. You're not...less important to me than any of that."

You stay silent, like you're in disbelief.

"Really?"

"Fuck—god, yes of course. I'm sorry. I really screwed up this time. I don't want to break up. I want to be with you, for a long time. Longer than this."

"I'm gonna cry." You say with a warbly laugh.

"Don't cry," Akito mumbles, pulling you into his arms. He hears you sniffle as he tucks your face against his chest, his arms around you tightly as he comforts you "I'm sorry for being an idiot. I love you,"

He presses a kiss to your head, looking at your tear-stained face with a sigh. He leans forward, knocking your foreheads together before littering kisses along your cheeks and face until you laugh again. He finds himself smiling too, before another somber wave of emotion washes over him.

"I'm sorry for being a shithead," He says with a sigh "An called me a jackass and I can't believe I have to agree with her."

You laugh "I don't think you're a jackass."

"You totally should though," Akito says back "I was pissed off the whole day."

"Really? Why?"

"Why do you think?

You look genuinely confused for a minute before something seems to click.

"Was it because of Miura-kun?"

"Yeah. Fucking walking around so lovey-dovey, making googly eyes at you."

You smile impishly "He confessed to me earlier today."

Akito stiffens immediately.

"What?!"

"Yeah. We were in an alley and waiting for Eta-san and he just... told me outright."

"...And then what?"

You roll your eyes "Of course I accepted and now we live together, happy ever after." Your sarcasm bleeds through your words as you flick Akito's forehead "Obviously I rejected him gently and said I was seeing someone."

"And then?"

"And then he asked who, and I said and then he was silent for a while before tearing up a little." You reply thoughtful, fond smile on your face "He said he wishes he did it in highschool and I comforted him for a bit. Guy cheered up really fast,"

"Seriously?"

"Congrats on being right," You lean into Akito, wrapping your arms around his waist "He bounced back after a drink or two and it hasn't been awkward at all. He can't hide his feelings for shit so I'm sure he's fine."

"Seriously? It's over just like that?"

"He's a positive guy and he doesn't dwell on things. Kind of dopey you know? Pure-hearted to a fault, the only thing he's really smart at is music and sports."

"So he's over it? There's no way."

"I wouldn't say he's over it," You say thoughtfully "More that he just accepts things as they are. I'm not into him so that's that. But we're still friends, and that won't change any time soon. I hope that's okay."

Akito widens his eyes.

"I mean, yeah it's fine - I guess I feel better about this way but. I mean, shit."

"I thought you'd be celebrating a little more."

Akito scoffs.

"He's still gonna make those stupid heart eyes at you, just not in front of me."

"He does not do anything of the sort!"

"Oh yes he definitely does. Ask Toya if you don't trust me."

"Maybe I will." You reply, sticking your tongue out.

"Ask him when we get to our bus."

"...Is that okay? Did you ask your manager?"

He laughs again, holding you close a second time. He tilts your chin up towards him, placing a kiss on your lips.

"Don't care," He says brazenly "I need you with me tonight."

"That sounds dirty, Akito."

"Oh, it is baby," He teases, turning his voice low "Try not to be too noisy. Kohane-sans a light sleeper."

[sunbeammwrites]

polysquary : day 8 / festival

antoya - 380 words

an and toya spend time together under the christmas lights.

An grabbed Toya’s hand and threaded their fingers together. She dragged him further down the alley of stalls. An glanced around, the Christmas lights shone brilliantly. She loved Christmas so much, and here she was trying to share some of that joy with her quietest partner. She knew Toya never really had a proper childhood in the ways Akito, Kohane, and herself had. 

She walked with Toya as they eyed all the different stalls. She watched his face, seeing if there was anything that specifically caught his eye, and as they walked, Toya was entranced by the numerous cookies in a display. 

“Do you want to go look at those cookies?” An asked.

��Oh, sure.” Toya nods. 

An dragged him toward the display. As they approached they noticed the many different kinds of cookies. There were sugar cookies, snickerdoodles, chocolate chip cookies, and many others. Some of them were even decorated.

“Oh! Look at those Toya!” An pointed to some cookies that were decorated as little books. “Those are pretty cute.”

Toya nodded. “Maybe we could get some cookies for our meet up with Kohane and Akito tomorrow.”

“Oh yeah! I’m sure they’d appreciate it!” An nodded enthusiastically. “Especially since Akito has such a sweet tooth.”

Toya smiled. The two picked out their cookies and bought them for the meet up tomorrow.

Toya and An continued walking for a while. The two stopped in front of the giant Christmas tree in the middle of the plaza the festival was based around. An leaned her head against Toya’s shoulder. She looked up at Toya.

“You look pretty in the lights.” An smiled. She stood on her tiptoes and kissed Toya on the cheek.

Toya’s cheeks turned red. Well, more red than they had been because of the cold. “You look gorgeous.” 

An chuckled. She moved to stand in front of him. She grabbed his scarf and pulled him down to her level. She looked into his eyes, taking in his beauty. She pulled him in closer and kissed him passionately underneath the lights. Toya was a little flustered at first, but his hands moved to hold her waist.

“I love you, Toya.” An beamed, she rested her head against his chest as he stood up properly.

“I love you too, An.”

[tessasartori]

It's it curious how for few bad apples many fans took this as a reason why Amy's character shouldn't be loved or liked or even appreciated like like the other cast characters?

For few threads who focus on Amy Rose and why she did many good things for the franchise it seems many fans believe now we only focus on her or we are always at the defensive?

Why they trying to villanize an entire community? It's like many can't stand when the character has the focus

Have you been in the Sonic fandom since 2000's? Were at any chance you mention you liked Amy or Sonamy many fans didn't hesitate to harass you, insult you or make fun of you when you defended the character or even yourself?

Sorry not sorry if you don't like many Amy fans who are defensive, but fandom was an asshole with 98% of us and couldn't care less if their actions hurted someone 'cause make fun of Amy fans was not seeing as a bad thing. At the point many artist who've left were Amy/sonamy fans (like kohane)

Many of you are just making excuses so you can spread hate as you want

If you read until this please let me give u a confused munky for reading my post, thanks

[kotaromita]

aaa

ah, well, sure! as soon as i get off work is okay with me! :)

hello !! so ,, question !! do you, perhaps, have a um. favourite colour !! ? :3 (<- absolutely not the voice of a schemer)

— @sakiii-leoneed

yeah, it's red! a lot of people think it's purple cause i wear it a lot. i think purple suits me the most, but red is my favorite!

is your yellow? i know that's the color you're advertised with, but you can never really be sure if someone's agency just assigned them a color or if they chose it themself.

[sakitenmaenjoyer]

24-29… drop the hate list…

YAYYYYYYYY

24. Least favorite character?

shizuku...i read unravelled threads but it wasnt my favorite, i like her voice but it's not my favorite, i like her alts but theyre not my favorite, i dislike two of her comms-

it makes me sad bc when i first started, she was my favorite! (based on my randomly choosing)!but i started getting attached to the other mmj members more.

outside of shizuku, probably kohane? but i like kohane's voice a Lot more than i like shizuku's

25. Least favorite virtual singer?

i love all of them LMAO but probably miku. at least in game, out of game she's great

26. Least favorite commissioned song?

wxs's untitled 😑 i cant listen to it at all. also forward (an1) and hug (shizuku4)

27. Least favorite alt vocal?

honami's stella alt is so bad. it's so bad. it's good at the starts, but when the chorus hits...

also honorable shout out to tsukasa's alts in general. i became extremely biased so i like them, but his buriki no dance and at god's mercy alts are Not Good

28. Least favorite 3* you have?

for en, this mafuyu is so ugly. i usually have her untrained bc i cant look at her. im gonna have to use her for possible pandemonium tiering 😐

for jp, 😐

29. Least favorite 4* you have?

THIS FUCKING LEN CARD. i spent hours doing the 'operation: welcome to sekai' mission to get a free four star, and i got this this ugly ass costume-less len. i was so mad. i cant even use it until an5 😐

for jp, um

any rui card i own/j

but no yeah, i have 4 rui cards and i only pulled for one of them (his pande card)

where were you when i was pulling to tier tsukasa4, rui. where were you when i needed a cute card for emu5 rui. where were you when i was pulling for your fourth focus rui. where were you when i pulled for your wedding card ON BOTH ACCOUNTS rui. where were you when i was pulling for your sorcerer card rui. why did you show up when i was pulling for wxs miku's lim, valentines haruka, and wedding minonene, rui

[vivid-badsquad]

thread of every (official) art where kohane and kanade are next to eachother:

[doumekiss]

doumekiss 2023 fanfic masterlist

A Song of Ice and Fire

When You Were Young - 3/9 - (Lyanna/Howland)

Beyond Duty - 2/2 (Stannis/Catelyn)

Switched Fates - 4/? (Multiple ships and characters)

I am ash from your fire - oneshot (Elia/Rhaegar)

runs in the family - oneshot (Daenerys)

but I'll see you in my holiest dreams - oneshot (Sansa/Mya)

Be more like the man you were made to be - oneshot (Ned/Ashara)

I Can See You - oneshot (Cersei/Lyanna)

Four Girls Sansa Stark Could Have Loved - oneshot (Multiple pairings)

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Adventure Time

ten more minutes - oneshot (Marceline/Bonnibel)

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Anne with an E

one single thread of gold tied me to you - oneshot (Diana/Anne)

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Boy Meets World

Jump Rope Gazers - oneshot (Eric/Jack)

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Buffy The Vampire Slayer

2 A.M. - oneshot (Buffy/Faith)

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Community

Holding Hands at Disneyland - oneshot (Annie/Jeff)

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Chrestomanci

The Art of Saying Goodbye - oneshot (Conrad/Christopher)

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Discworld

A Missed Oportunity - oneshot (Vimes/Vetinari)

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Doctor Who

Placebo - 2/2 (Rory/11th Doctor)

Baby It's You - oneshot (Barbara/Ian)

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Dungeon Meshi

Oh...oh no - oneshot (Laios/Kabru)

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Fairy Tales

I’m not a queen, I am a woman take my hand - oneshot (Aurora/Snow White)

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Father Ted

Priests Do Not Feel Jealousy - oneshot (Ted/Dougal)

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Gilmore Girls

I no longer feel I have to be James Dean - oneshot (Rory/Jess)

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Good Omens

Practicing Gratitude (Aziraphale/Crowley)

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Gossip Girl

after all that we've been through I know we're cool - oneshot (Nate & Blair)

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Greek Mythology

he is not midas (you have always been golden) - oneshot (Ariadne/Dyonisus)

Most Beloved - oneshot (Penelope/Odysseus)

I Know love is mean - oneshot (Aphrodite/Helen)

.

Hawkeye

I look up at the gaps of sunlight (I miss you more than anything) - 2/2 (Clint/Kate)

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How I Met Your Mother

The Canine Excuse - oneshot (Robin/Barney)

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Invader Zim

Hot Chocolate - oneshot (Dib & Zim)

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IT

just like heaven - oneshot (Richie/Eddie)

He is with You - oneshot (Bill & Mike)

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Kobayashi-san Chi No Dragon Maid

Lingerie - oneshot (Tohru/Kobayashi)

Managing Expectations - oneshot (Fafnir/Takiya)

Just a Cold - oneshot (Tohru/Kobayashi)

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Maleficent

The Beauty of Shadows - oneshot (Maleficent/Aurora)

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Mob Psycho 100

I could even learn how to love like you - oneshot (Mob & Reigen)

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Mean Girls

Come as you are - oneshot (Janis & Regina)

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Merlin

Are we out of the woods yet? - oneshot (Morgana/Gwen)

.

Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint

Inside your head - 33/? (Dokja/Joonghyuk)

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Oshibudo

Private Message - oneshot (Maina/Eripiyo)

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Princess Tutu

Fairytale Logic - oneshot (Ahiru/Fakir)

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Ranma 1/2

When a Curse Stops Being a Curse - oneshot (Ranma/Akane)

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Red Dwarf

comfortable thoughts - oneshot (Rimmer/Lister)

frankenstein - oneshot (Rimmer/Lister + Frankie)

mutual benefit - oneshot (Rimmer/Lister)

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Seraphina

Positive Reinforcement - oneshot (Seraphina/Glisselda)

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Stardew Valley

Happy Wife, Happy Life - oneshot (Haley/F!Farmer)

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Stargate Atlantis

The Kirk Routine - oneshot (John/Rodney)

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Star Trek : Lower Decks

hits different 'cause it's you - oneshot (Mariner/Boimler)

.

Star Trek: Voyager

James T. Kirk is Not Trying to Steal Your Boyfriend - oneshot (Icheb/Q Junior)

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Succession

love is a losing game - oneshot (Roman/Gerri)

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Supernatural

girl in the war - oneshot (Charlie/Jo)

the altar is my hips - oneshot (Dean/Castiel)

Dean Winchester’s Amazing Transparent Closet - oneshot (Sam & Dean, Castiel/Dean)

.

The Breakfast Club

Pretty in Black - oneshot (Allison/Andrew)

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The Goldfinch

loving him was red - oneshot (Boris/Theo)

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The Locked Tomb

About Last Night... -1/? (Gideon/Harrow)

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The Mighty Boosh

Colour my life with the chaos of trouble - oneshot (Vince/Howard)

Let's Buy a Zoo - oneshot (Vince/Howard)

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The Office

I know who I want to take me home - oneshot (Oscar/Andy)

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xxxHolic

love is natural and real (but not for such as you and I, my love) - oneshot (Doumeki/Watanuki, Doumeki/Kohane)

A Kinder Life - 4/? (Watanuki & Sakura & Syaoran & Touya, Doumeki/Watanuki)

For Good Luck - oneshot (Doumeki/Watanuki)

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Yellowjackets

first love/late spring - oneshot (Taissa/Van)

Lady Lazarus - oneshot (Lottie/Laura)

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I was only gonna post this at the end of the year but I think it might be best to just keep it pinned and updating as I post

[muniemimi]

I HAD A VISION OK. ehem excuse my ugly grammar, to anyone who comes across this post, hope you like it:33 (also love the art)

       Huff! And there we go, last sack of orchid seeds to organize. "That was a pretty heavy An, I'm glad you called me over before Ken-san would see you lifting and scold me for letting his precious daughter get tired." The sun continues to direct its blaze at our little flower shop managed by my coworker, and singing partners, dad. Along with the light, the winds blow a warm breeze past us, balancing the temperature. The air smelt of wet soil and the mix of fragrance from different flowers we had just finished arranging just now spread. An hour from now, we're able to go back to the 'Weekend Cottage' where me and An usually practice with the supervision and guidance of Ken-san to take a short break before we go back to watch the shop and tend to our costumers.

      "Akito.. don't inhale the pancakes at our break later.. leave some for Kohane-chan! She promised me shes coming back today! I'm planning to give her some too while I teach her bout' our shop."

     "Aah enough with this lovestruck manners! Alright, alright fine, I won't."

    I was already planning to hide the snacks for myself since earlier.. How'd she know I'd do it again? As expected of my close friend. For now I'll just slouch behind the counter and wait for time to pass by more quickly. Hurriedly, I focused my eyes on the lovely combination of petals infront of me. Chrysanthemums. The symbol of longevity and love. The way those countless petals curl to the middle of flower, focused on the most noticeable feature, the core. It was the way I have learned this flower had different colors too. My favorite. And it also happens that, that same plant represented my birth month. From the moment I had learned to walk, I had run across fields of flowers to which it seemed to be endless, and only one seemed to stop my being. It was as if it had poison, an antidote that could make me behave and listen. Since then I have kept chrysanthemums where I can see them, to watch them grow. Slowly, the clock slowly swings its arm around. While I intently adore the plants I have bloomed, an unfamiliar sound snatched my attention.

SNAP!

      A stem. My stem of sunflowers. I can faintly hear new steps from my side of the counter. An was in the greenhouse, sprinkling the shrubs I assume. I don't need to worry about that right now, I have to focus on who is suspiciously, threading lightly on a completely normal flower shop, if not a shopper. It can't be strays.. I've carefully fended them off and guided them away from the store so the plants wouldn't be disturbed. Or maybe I missed a few pups running around? Damn.. I should've just asked for help from An to drive away the dogs. I still can't seem to get used to getting close to them.. Our windows are tinted with translucent glass so it's pretty hard to see what was it that was rustling outside, so I need to check it out myself.

     I warily walk towards the wood door. It opens with no sound emitted, and I continue to inspect my surroundings, to find any movement, none. When I tilt my head to peek at the side I heard the snap, there was no one, nor no animal. What was visible was a sunflower that seemed to be trampled on the stem, but the flower itself didn't seem to be crushed. I hum to myself proudly to know that it really was a sunflower, glad to know I still know my own buds. Before I took another step to make sure no one was there, I call out a greeting, waiting for somebody to respond,

"..Hello?"

     And then I squat down to pick up the mangled handle of the wide flower. I got up from my knees, hearing the faint tapping of shoes behind me. I had thought it was An running towards here to call me back to watch the counter. It felt so similar to the sandals the star-clipped girl always wore when working.

    "Oh hey An, back from watering the plants so fast? Did you come here to ask me to come to the front desk? Don't worry about it, I just checked if there was someone here, it was probably just a stray dog I missed when I was shooing them away. Hah.. they stepped on my sunflower.. Anyway, do you mind if you take thi--"

CLICK!

!!!

    A..ah.. something clicks.

    I turn around in hopes the sunflower in my hand would be met with the bright, familiar face of my coworker only for it to be met with a.. gun..? Gun? Here? In this quiet, unknown town? Slowly trembling out of nervousness, I thought, I won't be able to defend myself if I attacked suddenly. They have a gun for heavens sake! 

    I can't quite see who was holding the weapon, only the hair of the individual being the first thing I notice. It was the combination of two seperate colors. It was a pale, muted baby blue on the left and a more dark, navy blue on the right. Was it a natural hair color they were born with? I can't help but stare at the odd mix of pigments. It strongly reminded me of orchids gathered with hyacinths and delphiniums in a bouquet, and was getting distracted by the fact a deadly weapon was still being pointed at my temple! I try my best to whisper a sentence without seemingly wanting to provoke the figure infront of me. Still poorly gripping the flower I had in my palm since earlier, visibly shaking and terrified.

   "..Your wound." 

   ".. ..?

   ..What..?"

(english seriously aint my first language, anyways I love akitoya)

mama im in love with a criminallll