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A blow straight through the heart.
Fic so good it ended me my art slump
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#brienne of tarth#jaime lannister#jaime x brienne#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#fic: The Golden Knight by dreadwulf#(based on)#the green knight#IT'S SO GOOD PLEASE READ IT#had me bawling for days#and please click for details they took years off my lifespan#i think i overdid it but i haven't touched a pen in like two years so#i got so carried away by the moss i forgot that i have to color all of that in later#but i wanted to do the descriptions justice#that and having the sudden overwhelming desire to draw a bunch of greenery (i have not seen a tree in weeks)#also i am aware the height difference is a bit off maybe but she's literally described as impossibly tall!#anyway i really hate what happened to the image quality. idk where i can upload it in hd#as to where i've been: long story short i graduated. employment got me. had burnout and family issues. quit and changed jobs. normal stuff#somewhere in between all that i got myself a cat :)#i only just regained the will to draw again and i hope it lasts this time#i might be able to post my older wips soon#nbsart
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💝🧠 for metadede?
You got it, anon! Let's see...
6. 💝 What is each person’s love language (words of affirmation, acts of service, giving gifts, quality time, and physical touch)?
23. 🧠 What is one headcanon that you have about your ship/one headcanon that’s related to your ship in any way? What would they say is their partner’s best and worst quality/qualities (a physical feature, something they do, something they stand for, etc.)?
How about we ask them?
Dedede: "Oh Nova, where do I even begin with that one? Stubborn little so-and-so… thinks he’s so smart, knows everythin’ about anythin’, like he can solve all his problems by swingin’ a sword at ‘em or bein’ all mysterious about it. Peh! And he says I’m the one with the ego problem. Oh, and don’t get me started on tryna convince him he’s wrong about somethin’! He’ll go from cold shoulder to volcanic fury in a heartbeat, and won’t even apologize for it! I tell you, the grudges that man can hold are legendary, and that is not a compliment…
… He’s got drive, though, I’ll give ‘im that. When he stands for somethin', he stands for it, no matter what. Not even a storm could move him from what he believes is right. Heck, he is the storm, haha! And, man, seein’ him when he’s like that… so strong and brave, oh, so brave. Ain’t nothin’ that scares him, and if there was, well shoot, he’d just about fight it anyway. ‘Specially if it’s to protect the folks he cares about…
Plus, he’s got the cutest darn baby face under that mask, simply adorable, and it is a crime-and-a-half that he hides it from everyone, ha ha ha!"
Meta Knight: *sigh* "He’s… a lot of things, that man. Impulsive, selfish, lazy, not to mention far too quick to forgive those who have wronged him - honestly, how anyone saw fit to put a crown on his head is beyond me. Hmph. Probably why he put it there himself in the end. Just one of his many whims, didn’t even bother to think it through before barreling right in, leaving everyone else to pick up the pieces in his wake, like always…
… That isn’t to say he doesn’t care, though. Quite the contrary. He cares so much about his kingdom - his home - as well as the people within it. Lazy or not, he will fight for them, protect them with his life if need be. Even the Fountain knows this. He’s strong, a truly impressive fighter in his own right, one I am honored to stand beside. More than that, though… he’s kind, passionate, smarter than most give him credit for, and, yes… a capable leader when he puts his mind to it.
He also, er… ahem. He also gives, uh, really good hugs, so."
Sketch started 03/22/25, finished 03/28/25. | Kirby Ship Ask Game (made by @/sweetandglovelyart) and alternate questions | Childhood Friends AU Masterpost
#veins answers#veins art#veins sketches#veins ships#veins fanart#kirby series#kirby#king dedede#meta knight#AU#childhood friends AU#<- (tho it can also apply to gen canon)#king dedede x meta knight#metadede#character thoughts#kissing#description in alt text#ask meme#asks#anonymous#me: let's draw DDD; my hand: draw him differently all eleven times? you got it chief; me: wait no-#(also sorry this took so long - burnout hit me like a truck in addition to some ongoing IRL stress)#(had a bit more planned but... *gestures vaguely*)#(anyway! I hope you enjoy our favorite bickering exes being cute and silly!)#alcohol tw#veinsfullofstars#thanks for the ask!
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Can I have an inotan under the trees sleeping? Pretty please 🥺
does this count?

#you asked so nicely and yet i still took approximately three months to get to this i am so sorry#might be experiencing burnout right now so drawing is a bit of a struggle at the moment#also if this was an attempt to get me draw an environment/background nope can't do it#but really thank you so much for this request#any excuse to draw these guys really#kny#demon slayer#tanjiro kamado#inosuke hashibira#inotan#requests#anon asks
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don't mind me, just crying silently over the fact that he is not romanceable...
#fields of mistria olric#my art#sketch#traditional art#fanart#fields of mistria#been playing and really like it so far#much more than stardew valley#also i have an artblock and a bit of burnout so i'm just drawing stuff in my style#i'll probably make balor and hayden as well so the big boobas trio will be complete#honorable mention to errol who almost bursts his shirt in summer
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we set out on this journey together, right? so maybe we should finish it together, too. so... come on! let's go home! back to littleroot town!
happy 10 year anniversary to pokemon omega ruby and alpha sapphire!
#pokemon#pokemon omega ruby and alpha sapphire#pokemon oras#trainer brendan#rival may#generation 6#my art#and happy 22nd anni to ruby and sapphire! i love you hoenn forever you will always be my true pokemon home region#had a massive burnout but finally broke it (hopefully) when i realized this anniversary was coming up and busted this out as fast as i can#also coincidentally been on a bit of an oras kick again so i've been doodling in between and might make a dump post another time#oh and i have something else special to post tomorrow👀👀
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hope you guys are doing okay (you too mun!)


Achilles: A lot’s been going on!
#asks#patrochilles#achilles#patroclus#[Okay so there’s a bit of a Timeskip LMAO]#[this ask has been sitting in my inbox for a month I’m so sorry but I am doing well so thank you ❤️]#[I'm still not back and I'm not sure when I'll fully return to this blog]#[I'm still very much also mentally recovering from the fandom burnout/racism in general]#[Also my art is kinda rusty I haven't really drawn in months lol]
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An Open Letter to Dan and Phil
Dear beloved nerds,
This was originally going to be an (even longer) actual letter that I was going to give to you at the tour, but my nonprofit-employed ass can’t afford a meet and greet, so we’re doing this instead. I promise it’s not just trauma dumping— mostly, it’s about saying thank you and trying to cultivate some hope for all of us.
I’ve been a big fan since around 2014, when I was a mentally ill neurotic deeply repressed loner egg (average phannie, let's be honest). Now I’m a whole adult who got therapy and HRT and has joined the legions of transmascs with the Dan Howell haircut! What a legacy.
I’m making jokes because the thing I actually want to talk about, and the reason I decided to make this an open letter, is kind of serious. But in light of the election, I feel like I need to share this, both with you and with all the other queers in this little corner of the internet.
Here’s the gist: I’m a paralegal at a non-profit organization that works to help queer migrants get asylum. Mostly what I do is sit them down in our nasty sterile office and try to be kind, and help them get through telling me all the most terrible things that have happened to them, and then turn around and pare it all down into legalese that is digestible to the government to make the case they should get asylum.
It’s a horrible job, really, and one that shouldn’t have to exist. Some parts are plainly wonderful, like meeting so many queer people from all walks of life. But it’s also heartrending and difficult, and burnout is always looming. My horrible banal work is often literally a matter of life and death for the client, and I’m fighting a broken system for a chance at giving them the happiness and safety is owed to them by international law and, really, by any decent human standard, should never have been in question.
The thing is—and this is reason to hope—queer people really do exist everywhere, no matter how much repression and violence we face. In a tiny village in Colombia, there's a kid who’s all spit and vinegar, dresses like a boy and plays football and fights anyone who says that they can’t, who grows up wiry and gets black eyes because men still can’t handle getting their asses handed to them on the soccer field by a dyke. This client texts me at my work number sometimes to ask if I’ve eaten that day, because they wanted to check in on me. He asked me to call him by a boy’s name, recently. I don’t know that he’s told anyone else. I open every message I send him with "Hola, James."
Then there’s the sweet, babyfaced college freshman who got death threats when he was outed to his classmates back home, and whose parents kicked him out when he refused to marry a girl to protect the family's reputation, leaving him alone in a foreign country. He was couch surfing and just trying not to miss class so he could keep his student status and he was so conscientious I wanted to cry— he’s eighteen, guys. Eighteen. I’ll get him his papers or so help me fucking God I will kill for him. You know? You know. After that meeting I had to sit at my desk with my notebook and fill an entire blank page with the phrase “he’s just a kid,” over and over again, until I felt like I could breathe.
On a Friday morning recently I get up and open my laptop to interpret on a call with a soft-spoken older trans woman who's sat in the bleak phone room of the ICE detention facility because her immigration judge didn’t believe that she was really transgender. “An odor of mendacity pervades everything the respondent says,” the judge wrote in her ruling, where she determined the client wasn't "credible." To this day I’m still floored that she straight up ripped off Tennessee Williams—new frontiers in bigotry, truly. She didn’t even cite. In our meeting now, the client quietly tells us how hard it was when she came out but how happy she was the first time she wore makeup, and she'd rather stay in detention here for indeterminate years as proceedings spiral on than go back to Guatemala, where they'll kill her—boys, if I ever get within spitting distance of this fuckass judge, it is on SIGHT. Absolutely fucking ON SIGHT. For legal purposes, that was a JOKE.
So I finish the call and get up to get a snack. It’s only ten am but feel tired already because I’m angry, which is not unusual but also not something I want to hold onto, because it doesn't help anything. So I make some toast and look at my phone— two texts, which I ignore, a spam email, and, wouldn't you know it, a YouTube notification from Dan and Phil games! Jarring! That’s just sort of how life is though, isn’t it? Deathly serious and lighthearted in the same breath.
But regardless, seeing the notification makes me feel warm, so I have my toast and watch a little video of you two playing Roblox or dress up or whatever it is you do on that channel these days. I have a good giggle and I finish my toast and go back to my desk. It’s a crucial part of my diet really— the giggles, not the toast. I’m not angry anymore. I’ll be angry again, but for now my cortisol levels are manageable and I can put my head back into emails or whatever the fuck. Do you ever think about how plants make food for free out of sunlight but we sit around writing emails all day? And that’s if we’re lucky. Capitalism is hell.
Anyway, there is a point I am trying to make, and it’s not really about the banal horrors of neoliberal nation-state or capitalism or even homophobia. It’s to say thank you for coming back to make silly videos together, because I love them, and you never fail to make me happy. And yeah, maybe something about the story of that scared eighteen-year-old kid at the front of my mind makes it particularly sweet to watch you two goofing off and being openly queer. It reminds me why I’m doing what I’m doing, and it gives me the strength to send another fucking email because sometimes doing “important work that I value and believe in deeply” means having to send another fucking email. And sometimes I’ll rewatch your older videos, and then come back to the more recent ones, and my heart bruises, because you remind me what I’m fighting for and why. It’s nothing grandiose, it’s just— for queer people to get to have the ability to grow into themselves and be outrageous and silly and make mistakes and to love and be loved for who they are. To have the safety and support and security that no one should ever go without. That’s all.
So I am being dead serious when I say thank you for making top-tier light entertainment, and for coming back to a job that wasn’t always kind to you, and that it does actually matter. All this talk about terrible influences and legacies has made me think that sometimes you doubt whether you do good in the world, so let me be clear: you really, really do. I kind of get the sense that in order to accept sincerity Dan needs to be beat over the head with it, so if that’s the case, consider yourself coerced, you dickhead. You matter to me, and especially in times like these, I think I speak for all of us when I say that the joy you share is a precious and treasured gift. So please accept my gratitude in return.
All my love,
Jules
(I removed or changed all identifying information in this letter to protect privacy, but the stories are real).
#tldr: dnps queer joy helps me stay afloat and avoid burnout while trying to help other queer people#and its essential like food and water#I would love if people would consider circulating this because it's also a sentiment I want to share with the whole community really#though it's a bit heavy so I understand if you don't feel up for that.#I genuinely get so much joy out of being a weird freak online with all you guys#and im glad these spaces have helped me accept myself#and helped me survive#and i know i'm not the only one#dan and phil#dan howell#phan#phil lester#dnp#i wonder if dan and phil know that whenever my friends are feeling down i send them the wiggly line emoji#org#open letter
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#poikani joel#ilkka villi#ilkkavilliedit#*#**#mk.op#mk.edit#mk.gifs#i am fully aware i am by no means obligated to do this#i think in the past i've made the mistake of like#maybe thinking of giffing as a job in the way i feel like i HAVE to do it#(which then leads to massive burnout and upset feelings that are nobody's fault but my own when i overdo it)#while also maybe just a desire to have some sort of creative release to escape my very troubled self right now#but it's like i feel bad if i go a few days without making something#whether it's a gif or writing or just general edits#(used to do a lot of just like. still edits and graphics and shit before i learned how to gif)#(still try to do it every now and then or use it in the gif)#but anyway#felt the need to gif something and i still have a few bits of poikani i think#do wanna contribute to more aw content at some point though#i've recently gotten into oblivion which i never played before so my aw2 computer playthrough is on a pause#and well. things have just been shit lately so it's been hard to do things i like in general#and yeah. i'm really fucking chatty today aren't i
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#so I’m back home :3#this took longer than it should have#mostly because I had to redraw my sona’s hair like two times#but also burnout kicked my ass for a bit#i think I’m getting the hang at drawing Molly like I still need practice but I’m getting there#and once again a reminder that the backgrounds are edited screenshots from the show#but now adventures into the ghost world!!! >:D#❤️ scratchyenne ❤️#self insert#self ship#🎨 chy creations 🎨#comic#self insert x canon#eye contact tw
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My piece for the Our World Adventure zine, organized by @chaosquillcollection!
Syl enjoying a bit of downtime at the Mirage Saloon inbetween causing trouble
Check the zine out here!
#My arts#Sonic OC#chaosquillcollection#Barry the Quokka#Sonic the Hedgehog#Bean the Duck#Bean the Dynamite#Sonic stuffs#FCs#Sylvan#I'm proud of myself for this one. I tried pushing through with the perspective#And I learned things along the way that'll help me for next time#I also tried experimenting a bit with the shading#All in all pretty good for someone that was trudging through burnout
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middle of the week diamond counter (thirty days until sylus’s birthday!) 4,266 out of our goal of 10,000 . . ☆
#. truthfully i wish i could farm 15k diamonds for him but that sounds a little unreasonable :C !! i am still aiming for it though !!#. i have been slacking a little bit lately just bcos TT of the burnout during orbit trials LOL … i am sorry it did beat me up#. but i’m back >:3c i am going to tryhard so hard no other tryhard could out-try me ….#. for sylus !!!!!!!!#. it’s officially grind time frens ⭐️#. also ( >///<) good evening now hehe#. i hope everyone’s had a lovely meal already !!!#. i will go do that now :3 yay
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autistic burnout is fucking infuriating what do you MEAN i practically can't mask at all these days no matter how much sleep i get or how much i try to figure out the right thing to say. nothing i do is remotely helping and i feel like i'm stuck feeling like this forever
#but also its like NO SHIT IDIOT!!!#i knew that this was the result but i think part of me was just like. psh but it wont happen to me!#i can just put every bit of my energy and concentration into masking my entire personality and molding myself into something more palatable#itll be fine! :) /FALSE!!!!#between burnout college stress regular depression pmdd actual period and first week of t injections..#my fucking body and brain are an absolute WRECK#i have far too much by far going on#i need fewer things to happen PLEASE#i need a fucking break#being autistic is so. so unfathomably and inextricably frustrating sometimes#why cant i have a brain thats easier to work with. or like. at least one that isnt motivated primarily by torturing me#autism#autism spectrum disorder#autistic#autistic adult#autistic burnout#asd#late diagnosed autistic#autistic masking#masking burnout#silas speaks#autism tag
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I do want to talk about sharing art online from the perspective of a hobby freelancer but before that I'll just toss this tidbit I mentioned on my main
Reblogs are not numbers. Reblogs are meant to share and pass on artwork that someone may like. NO ONE is forced to reblog anything BUT it is a core of engagement in a space like tumblr. Engagement is what brings in interest after all and it's one piece of what makes it important for freelance artists here.
When you look at the numbers and the notes, we need to stop viewing them and comparing them with likes (me included) or total in general. It doesn't help.
Artists do self rebloging to both show or remind folks they've done some work as well as to nudge people to reblog their stuff. Tags are nice and comments in them are a nice way to engage too but passing on the work, especially to help someone to get noticed, is a good way to just work the site as intended.
It will always be about luck because we can't guess who wants to engage with what online. You also can't blame yourselves for this. Don't use the internet mentality of "content" (eugh!) and "flopping" and go about it that way. People find stuff I drew years back and find ways to engage with it now. It's really about luck.
There are things that can help but I'll go about it in another post.
One more thing. Don't be shy about "shilling". Advertise your open commissions, your patreons or ko-fis. I promise it has nothing to do with how big of an artist you are. Remember that you're doing that within your own zone so "bothering" followers is hardly the case, it's your house. Make a tag for it if it helps your mind. I say as someone with social anxiety.
#sky rambles#sorry I know this topic has been everywhere but it made me have so much on my mind#I also vibe on Savvy's streams when I can and artists chatting there make a lot of good points and HELPFUL tips!#so I end up thinking about stuff like this a lot#freelancing is hard#it's also not a job that's sustainable where I live#but also because I can't pace my work differently because I will hate it then#and I don't want to hate working what I enjoy doing#and numbers can really add to that because it turns into 'content' mentality#(i swear i am becoming allergic to that word it physically makes me recoil every time)#it's about finding what works for you EVEN IF IT'S BUSINESS#you NEED to pace yourself HOW IT WORKS FOR YOU and not what brings more money#as unfortunate as that may sound#otherwise you will burnout fast and hate every bit of it
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So we’re all in agreement that Gregory is innocent and is best friends with Cassie, okay? Okay!
#pippi art#cassie fnaf#cassie fanart#cassie security breach#gregory fnaf#gregory fanart#gregory security breach#they’re best friends! and Cassie does Gregory’s makeup!!! also it’s so smudged because he kept moving during the first half#I love them. they are literally my children#also I firmly believe Gregory is innocent and I cannot wait for Cassie to beat the shit out of the mimic#matching friendship bracelets!!#also sorry I was gone so long and haven’t posted any art lately…I’ve had a bit of burnout n#and nothing I felt no art that I made was good enough to post so…my bad guys ^^;#but hopefully I can post more art soon! :D#but I hope you all enjoy my silly little drawing :>
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Feck it, some digglybops I drew between jobs and put too much effort into haha.
also yeah I know Impmon X's eyepatch is on the opposite side its supposed to be but uh....idgaf lol
Bonus joke drawing:
#digimon#digisafe#impmon#impmon x#splashmon#I was gonna do more but I've moved back into the pokemon zone for a bit lol#pretty proud of the first two even if I did put WAY too much effort into rendering them#that twink ass Splashmon with honkin bazonkers especially#I constantly swear I won't ever do the lineless/dv stroke brush that blends stuff super well combo#ever again...but then I go and do it again because a lot of the time#I think those pics turn out really cool haha#also I know this is like#two pics after who knows how long ago I posted last#but like#you gotta understand the past year and a half was a huge burnout period for me#thanks to my previous job and I'm still recovering from that lmao
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Life is wild,,, I'm likely gonna say no to what has been my dream job for like 10 years or something,,,???
#Dream job as in a art job in the game industry#Like the actual job is kinda eehhh...#It's a cute game n would get my foot in the door of the game industry n shit#Issues being... my hand is still bad(am in physical therapy for it now tho!) n this would put presusre on it#Its also a bit 2 much responsibility#(i would be the entire art department💀Which Does give me more freedom and control but also is... way more stress )#Pays not great(but it'd be a start and atm I have 0 pay so... lol)#And I kinda realized that idk if I even wanna do game art anymore?? The stories of artists getting burnout and not having the time or energ#To work on their own art.. like :/ I could instead just get a better paying job n do art in my own time n make my own stuff#Gghhhghhhh CHOICES#Big life changes n shit... scary and stressful#Rambles#Had to rambles about this somewhere...
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