#(those 🥰✨😍🤭s are all sarcasm btw i hate this)
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hey gang! just learned it’s not normal to be scared all the time :/ sounds fake imo…
#vent post#vent tw#uh. mmm. how to explain this one.#I got um.#anxiety#paranoia#the works#but rn I’m ✨shaking✨ bc i feel like something is watching me and is going to attack me 🥰✨#(those 🥰✨😍🤭s are all sarcasm btw i hate this)#I’m chilling working on dnd stuff and voila!! I’m shivering in fear!! 😍#my heartbeat is so high for no reason WHY AM I LIKE THIS. NOTHING HAPPENED.#i need ✨therapy✨#my brain is mentally ill in some very specific fucked up ways where if I interact w/ or consume visual media of any type#i can’t. perceive. the world. in any way *but* how the visual media portrayed it#like— after watching spy movies my anxiety will skyrocket and I feel like I’m being watched/attacked for example#or!!!! HORROR GAMES :))))))))) in this specific example :))))))#for context i watched part of a horror game playthough YESTERDAY. IT'S BEEN A WHOLE ASS DAY. I STILL CAN'T FUCKING SEE SHIT NORMALLY#mmmmmm intense derealization 🤝 no sense of self 🤝 mirrors everything around me 🤝 no one i can talk to/relate to#im having a time#complete isolation save for those u hate :))))#wahoo!
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