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[bloodbruise]

Regulus getting so wet

i've been thinking a lot about reg getting off on james manhandling him, holding him down. like him pressing reg’s face down into the mattress with a firm hand between his shoulder blades, every breath of reg's turning into muffled gasps against the fabric. james can rearrange his limbs so effortlessly: he might pull reg's hands behind his back, throw a leg over his shoulder, or even hold up his body weight to practically bend him in half—whatever james wants.

sometimes, he'll grip regulus' jaw, forcing reg to lock eyes with him while he drives into him deep. other times, james will pull out, his hands pressing indents into reg's waist as he flips him like it's nothing, before fucking right back in, relentless.

and at first, it wasn’t even a conscious thing, james was literally just throwing him around to get him where he wanted. but now? after he’s seen the way reg’s eyes glaze over? how, if he reached down and felt, reg would be fucking dripping? yeah, james is leaning into it. he’s forcing reg’s twitching hips into the mattress, then grinding his thigh up between his legs, slow and deliberate. “oh, baby you’re soaked,” james teases. and reg is just whining, pathetic. no comebacks, no words at all, really. because it's true—wetness seeping through his boxers onto james' thigh as he continues to hold him down, refusing to let him move. <3

[apt502-if]

Geez just release it already...this is what you did the last time

No ❤️

[soaked-ghost]

Your Nightmare and Dream are literally my favorite ever out of the history of forever

i'm so so glad u love them........ I'm so so glad people love them..... I will cherish this ask until the end of times.....

[fourx]

do you still have that brown board with a bunch of keychains and pins and other stuff? i thought it was very pretty and wanted to see it again ^.^

yeah!! I'm glad you like it :) if you're curious where I got anything just lmk

[scoobydoodean]

I think people tend to view Dean as more unhinged about Sam because Sam seems to be the one shown consistently "fine" living without Dean. Like S8 Sam and series finale Sam. Like not trying to get Dean back. Whereas in S6 Dean said he tried to get Sam out of the Cage but kept hitting dead ends. But he didn't just let Sam go like he said he would. Sam seems to be less hesitant to just let Sam go and more able to live on without Dean. Idk what are your thoughts on this?

Context

The thing is is that I don't feel the need to respond to the notion that being willing to sacrifice yourself for your brother is more unhinged than killing people to keep him alive or get him back or get revenge on his behalf. Because I don't think that's true at all. All that difference reflects is Sam's willingness to go to morally questionable lengths beyond where Dean will go. Dean's moral compass will cause him to hit a point where his only option is self-sacrifice long before Sam ever hits that wall.

That said... some of what you've said is extremely misleading.

Between season 3 and 4, Sam ignored Bobby's calls and spent months in a bottle stumbling drunk, drinking hard liquor straight from a bottle. He captured a crossroad's demon and tried to trade his life for Dean's (Gifset), and tried to open The Devil's gate (Gifset). He at one point planned to charge into battle against Lilith knowing he would lose and die—it's an intentional suicide mission (4.09). He also readily rejects Dean's dying wishes by working with Ruby for revenge against Lilith (Gifset).

Contrast this with season 6: Dean researched how to get Sam out of The Cage—in books--on the side while living with Lisa and Ben, without risking his own life or anyone else's, and without trying to make any demon deals or do anything else reckless, and while managing PTSD.

Which of these people actually sounds more "fine"? Because there's an objectively correct answer here and it's not Sam.

Season 8 Sam is an exception—not the rule. What we're looking at is not character growth (we need no more proof of that than season 10 and The Book of the Damned). The Reason Sam Is Like That™️ is because he's experiencing a break from reality.

As for 15.20 Sam, we have no idea if Sam tried to find a way to bring Dean back. SPNWin might actually suggest Sam has been trying to get Dean back the entire time Dean's been dead (depending on whether you think "Clarence" is an obvious Cas reference, whether the brother relationship makes it clear he's Sam, or whether he's both). Regardless, at that point we are dealing with a Sam who has maxxed out his knowledge about the pitfalls encountered when you try to bring back your family (this includes Jack). This makes him generally less reckless because he vividly understands the consequences. We see the same thing with Dean as early as season 6, and again in 13.21, when he thinks Sam has been torn apart and is convinced to leave Sam behind and prioritize the safety of the people around him instead.

Additionally, a lot of the less versus more reckless plays the brothers make with their own lives have to do with how badly they might be struggling with suicidal ideation at one point or another. This is a massive motivator for Dean's deal in 2.22 for example. His actions aren't just about Sam—they're also about his belief that he "came back wrong" and shouldn't be alive, and that dying will set the universe right. Literally the entire season he is struggling with the intense guilt and a sense of wrongness over being alive.

So yeah. One time, Sam abandoned Dean to die. At other times, he came up with plans that involved sacrificing himself, or other people, or dedicated himself to revenge to the exclusion of all else.

[tamapalace]

sending love letters to our crush 💌

[gemsofgreece]

καλό πάσχα και καλή ανάσταση!!

ΧΡΟΝΙΑ ΠΟΛΛΑ!!! ΧΡΙΣΤΟΣ ΑΝΕΣΤΗ!!! ☦️🔔🎇🥚🐰🐣🕯️🌺🌿

Enjoy the Easter Sunday!!!

[lexithwrites]

not to be crazy but did you ever finish the wolfstar of/camboy fic?? I was so excited to read it and didn’t want to miss it!!!

you're not crazy! im still writing it because im awful and this has taken me forever BUT im currently on 9k words and they havent fucked yet so,,,expect length (thats what she said)

[gendertrickster]

can you go more in depth about agender aradia? It sounds really interesting and I want to know all about it 0u0

i made some posts about it before but it's about the empowerment of aradia escaping gender entirely upon finally ascending, gaining an unbound control over their own role in the story, and then choosing to simply leave it behind. the expectations put upon female lowbloods were some of the most oppressive alternia had to offer, in the form of an analogue to the mistreatment and fetishization of asian women in real life — an oppression alternia's first guardian very specifically facilitates. after enduring the worst of it, and after all of alternia's little loops are tidied up by aradia themself, in a single moment of liberty — the means of which being arguably parallel to damara being given her chance to flee from the custody of her abuser — aradia is set free, unchained from any standards of being

[entryn17]

I dont know if there's much you can do about it cause its pinterest but 🤷‍♀️

ohhh bless you for telling me thank you so much i'll see if i can do something 😭

[bloodbruise]

Regulus with back dimples

guys i know we all love and support the reg back dimples agenda, but what if i proposed... back dimple piercings. like with low rise jeans.. oh my god. james would probably faint at the sight of them because all the blood in his body would immediately rush to his dick

[apt502-if]

heyyyy happy first anniversary <3333

I remember the day you posted the intro for this story, it's so crazy to think about like this, that I've been here since day one :,)

can't wait to see where your story will go!!! congratulations!!!

That makes me so happy! :P Time flew by so fast :>

[soaked-ghost]

What do you think about Cross Sans?

sorry for taking so long to respond this ask was completely buried!!

I don't know nor care much about him and all I can think of when I hear his name is a little angry man in armor

[53v3nfrn5]

Stationery from Animal Crossing: City Folk (Nintendo Wii, 2008)

[scoobydoodean]

i know when i’m in a low mood sometimes i just don’t process my appetite, and i’m wondering, are there any moments where dean like rejects or ignores food/eating?

Yeah for sure!

5.14 "My Bloody Valentine" would be the classic example.

From my memory, in 8.01 right after he returns from Purgatory, Dean displays signs of hypervigilence, and noticeably doesn't want to/struggles to eat. Sam asks him if he wants dinner and Dean declines. Later, Dean stands in front of a vending machine for a prolonged period. He has a flashback about Purgatory while standing there and doesn't actually get anything. Sam actually takes notice that Dean isn't eating pretty quickly, and eventually takes the initiative to order a burger for him, which Dean then eats with (perhaps performative) gusto.

I think I remember some other moments in season 9/10 where Dean doesn't seem to want/need to eat because of the Mark of Cain.

Dean not being hungry was also how Crowley figured out he was going to turn into a demon in 9.23.

[queermasculine]

I identify as butch but have lots of soft plushies in my bed... do you think I ought to remove them before I invite someone over for hookups? never see any butches with plushies tbh so a bit selfconscious

don't be self-conscious dude. hoarding plushies is a masculine trait. your ancient shepherd instinct. if i came over and saw a butch had a bunch of plushies i wouldn't be like Ew i'd be like Bro, your deep intrinsic drive to protect and shelter other creatures is being channelled into collecting all these little yarn animals and tiny cloth people? kiss me