You don't have to answer this but, what happened to your other account?
i privated it bc the ending of part 1 in honkai pissed me off so badly that i didn't want to play it or draw for it anymore. well the hos brainworm is forever parasitizing my brain but i've yet to find a reason to come back to the game and story
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hii, it's the anon that asked about red earlier. thank you so much for explaining I understand now! but also I would love to hear what inspired u to ship w/ red👀
(no pressure tho, I love reading about what drew ppl to their f/os, in a way it's like their story of how they met)
WELP OKAY HERE GOES!!! (thank you so much by the way, im always so happy to know there's people out there who enjoys my rambles!)
alright... these pictures should help get the idea first
so, almost a year ago - I actually started selfshipping with THIS red, but the twist is that he's a creepypasta equivalent for pokemon! or pokepasta I should say. keep in mind this isn't jaide :3 this is emme! she's only exclusive to the pokepasta media
this red design was taken from frid.ay nigh.t funki.n's community created mod named hypno's lullaby which basically revives the classic "scary" stories you'd hear back in the day but they turned it into a rhythm HORROR game ALSKAKKEKEKAA (if you know fri.day n.ight fun.kin then you probably know how this game could look like. it's so high quality for something that's community created.)
^^^ LOOK THERE HE IS ^^^ MY EDGELORD BABYGIRL
anyway so while I was busy crushing on this red, (he is named glitchy red here!) I kinda got curious how he actually looks like (my common knowledge for pokemon was very poor at the time) and mind you, I did not play pokemon yet. at least, I didn't get addicted yet 💀 so I went to check, saw the many iterations of red via his gallery etc etc and then... i saw sm red 😭 and I just ???????????????? hello???? that was the first time I saw him
.... and then I saw the fanart..... 💥💥 (which means. i now dig him too.) and that's how it happened 🧍i simultaneously like the spooki and normal one :3
thank you for listening ☕
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Hi, babe! ♥
6. What is your darkest fear about writing?
7. What is your deepest joy about writing?
Heya Naff! <3
6. What is your darkest fear about writing?
Had to think for a bit, because a lot of my fears around writing are just imposter syndrome, and I feel like everyone deals with that to a degree. It's not really a darkest fear, sure it sucks but I can grapple with that.
But honestly? I'm scared I'll never finish any of my stories. I get so many ideas and get carried away, and then hyperfixations move on, or I post something and become too dependent on external feedback and then that trickles out and I wonder if it's my fault, and if no one cares, and I have my outline and thoughts, is it even worth the effort to write it out? Becoming dependent on external validation is one of my biggest issues, and it's rearing its ugly head again these days, too, so the fear feels very real right now. Just once, I'd like to see something through until the end, and have people be there with me as I do, but I wonder if that's just not in my cards.
7. What is your deepest joy about writing?
I think it's a tie between rereading my own works and sharing them with others.
On the one hand, I am very forgetful, and reading a fleshed out scene is so different from the thought you already forgot anyway or just a line of outline. It's for me, and I enjoy it, and I enjoy thinking about the characters and how they interact, get to explore so much and put it all down in a way where I can come back to it again and again!
On the other hand, directly seeing the effect my thoughts and words have on others, getting to share them all with people replying with their own thoughts, it's amazing! Like sitting around the campfire, but the story is evolving and people are laughing and sharing their thoughts, and personally I get a lot of my ideas from that back and forth! I doesn't just feel great, it's a rubber duck of the best kind where I get more and more ideas and get to rub my little gay hands together thinking about what kind of reactions these new thoughts will spark!
So yeah you can also see a bit of where that darkest fear is coming from, I'm just so stoked about the campfire I get scared when people start leaving, even if it's just because it's getting cold, or late, and has nothing to do with the story itself
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