#and I go

[m00nbuggies]

IM BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING 😭😭😭😭😭

[somerandomdudelmao]

Are you participating in Art Fight this year? :D

Nope. I never participate in anything because the second someone who isn't me tells me to draw "this specific thing", my brain decides that we're going to draw anything else except what's required

[lokilysolbitch]

me after convincing myself every deity i haven't met or haven't known for long inherently hates me and is sick of me: okay i don't wanna bother them too much or anything better just keep it polite and distant

the deities in question: hehe i love this kid idk why they won't talk to me tho

[sinkjustlikeastone]

by the way my canon is the musical characters

like

I genuinely cannot picture them as white

[unhinged-soapbox]

Lord Huron caused a lover's squabble in an independent bookstore and frankly I think they'd be proud.

[mythals-whore]

when you and your husband find out you’re obsessed with the same guy

[bulldog-butch]

truly my pussy knows what’s going on with my kinks long before i do

[thirdofdxcember]

get it AWAY

[productofaritual]

"How bad is the brainrot" My permanent discord status is an event horizon reference

[an-aceofspades]

Man, I remember when all these names were just. Things I vaguely remember people talking about sometimes that I never had any interest in. I miss those days sometimes lol

[hurrayprilmusic]

Any other trans women out there who are just fucking huge?

I mean like NFL level brick houses? I'm big, and it's rough out here.

I am 6'3, and when I was 220 lbs I was starting to look dangerously underweight (skin over my ribs looking like tissue paper) - a much more normal weight for me is 240 lbs. If I tried to be a muscle mommy, I bet I would hit 270 lbs easy. I'm lucky enough to be very curvy, so I kinda look like a more typical trans girl, but scaled up 15%.

It's a weird position to be in, because even in spaces of predominantly trans women, I stand out. I have only met a handful of trans girl that match or exceed my height, and none that are even close to me in width. Other trans girls stare at me a lot - I mean, cis people stare at me a lot too, but it feels worse when it's my fellow t-babes. I think?? a decent of amount of them staring is just "ooooo, big laaaaady", but I don't know. Feels like there's something else, too.

It's weird, because I get like, gender dysphoria for trans womanhood. Like I'm failing to pass as a trans woman? Like, I am obviously a trans woman, no trans girl would think I'm a cis guy, but somehow I'm still failing to live up to alternative gender expectations because I'm just so fucking b i g.

I've been transitioning for 7 years, so it's not just newcomer blues. Anybody else in the same boat? Thoughts?

[krokiwizard]

Daily timetable for a clock wizard:

9:30 alarm for 9:30 goes off

9:35 alarm for 9:35 goes off

9:40 alarm for 9:40 goes off

9:55 alarm for 9:55 goes off

10:05 alarm for 10:05 goes off

10:30 wake up with a terrible headache

10:35 alarm for 10:35 goes off; stop alarm

10:40 turn of the remaining alarms

10:45 to 01:30 whatever

01:31 wake 31 alarms for the next day

01:56 name all of the alarms using Pinterest inspo

02:35 go to bed and dream restless dreams

[subaerial-dweller]

look mate, i know we're trying to stick to the theme and all, but showing me how to do "show not tell" doesn't seem to be working. please, tell me how to write.

in a coherent form. like, "tips n tricks" buzzfeed style.

i think i'm only half joking at this point.

[celeste-crest]

I hate trying to write because it's always like

me: trying to write

the shame demon, curled around my shoulders whispering in my ear: what is wrong with you? why are you writing this? you have something deep down in your fabric of being very very wrong with you, no normal person would ever do this.

[fulltimesapphic]

Maturing is looking back on your relationship with your ex and realizing that you actually never liked her and she is very infuriating and annoying