I am staring out my window in barcelona n i ended up listening to wicked games by the weekend, n i got the memory when it first came out, i was 14 years old, n it was the jam to listen to while secretly smoking a cig on the roof with my bestie. Little did i know i would be 23 years old listening to it again, without my bestie n in another city halfway across the world.. so much has changed ever since and i hope 14 year old me would be proud of me rn.
I’m so happy right now that I genuinely cannot believe it. This summer has been the most blissful and beautiful experience I have had in ages, filled with so, so much joy and awe and love that I don’t think I can contain it all. I didn’t know I could be this happy. I didn’t think I knew how. I didn’t think I deserved it.
But I do. And I am. And no matter what happens from now… I think everything is going to be okay. I believe that I can do anything I set my mind to.
Ever since I was a teenager watching Dan and Phil I always dreamed of having my own gay emo nerd with a charming british accent, and at the ripe old age of 23 I have finally succeeded in that goal