🌻2. hold onto that feeling - ao3 | tumblr ( published 15.09.2021 )*
🌻3. love me, if thats what you wanna do - ao3 | tumblr ( published 20.09.2021 )
🌻🥀4. dawn is a feeling - ao3 | tumblr ( published 27.09.2021 )*
🌻🥀5. whatever a moon has always meant, and whatever a sun will always sing is you - ao3 | tumblr ( published 16.11.2021 )
🌻6. anything but ordinary - ao3 | tumblr ( published 30.11.2021 )
🌻7. blue skies are on the horizon for you - ao3 | tumblr ( published 06.12.2021 )
🌻8. be my birthday date if you may - ao3 | tumblr ( published 31.12.2021 )
🌻🥀9. a land of infinite wonders, a billion lightyears from here now - ao3 | tumblr ( published 09.01.2022 )
🌻10. if you want blood, you got it - ao3 | tumblr ( published 22.01.2022 )
🌻🥀🌷11. you’ll have me sooner than you know it - ao3 | tumblr ( published 10.02.2022 )
🌷12. this is the face of someone who loves you - ao3 | tumblr ( published 05.04.2022 )
🥀🌻 13. i’ve got to get better, and maybe we’ll work it out - ao3 | tumblr ( published 03.07.2022 )
🥀🌻 🌼 14. you don’t have to be sorry for doing it on your own - ao3 | tumblr ( published 31.08.2022 )
🌻15. always a woman - ao3 | tumblr ( published 9.03.2023 )
*note: oneshots 2 and 4 used to be apart of a series formerly called muggle misadventures but this has now been discontinued and are both standalone oneshots
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other
this section is for miscellaneous fanfics i have published, the character and fandom will be stated when necessary
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🌻🌼1. lionel shabandar/reader - you, me and these neon lights - ao3 | tumblr ( published 08.11.2021 )
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WRITING EVENTS
this section here is for all the of the writing events i have participated in.
snapetober 2021
this is my participation in @sxvxrxssnape‘s snapetober month 2021. for the whole of october, i wrote a oneshot every day for a month with a list of prompts. if you are searching for my snapetober book on ao3, it is under the title severus’ tale.
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severus’ tale - ao3 ( published 01.10.2021 )
STATUS: COMPLETE
overall word count: 101,853
🌻🌼 prompt 1: autumn - title: fridays will always be better than sundays | tumblr ( published 01.10.2021 )
🌻🥀 prompt 2: “you have to let go” - title: letters ive written, never meaning to send. because i love you | tumblr ( published 02.10.2021 )
🌻 prompt 3: pumpkin carving - title: floral and fading | tumblr ( published 03.10.2021 )
🥀 prompt 4: regret - title: don’t you feel small | tumblr ( published 04.10.2021 )
🌻 prompt 5: apple orchard - title: love at first feel | tumblr ( published 05.10.2021 )
🌻🥀 prompt 6: hostage/trapped - title: you almost made it through the fall | tumblr ( published 06.10.2021 )
🌻 ( ℹ 🌷+ 🥀 ) prompt 7: potions - title: hands all over | tumblr ( published 07.10.2021 )
🌻🥀 prompt 8: emptiness - title: do you know what i’m seeing ? | tumblr ( published 08.10.2021 )
🌻🥀 prompt 9: old books - title: when you’re without love | tumblr ( published 09.10.2021 )
🌻 prompt 10: misunderstandings - title: time alone with you | tumblr ( published 10.10.2021 )
🌻 prompt 11: old friends - title: childhood’s end | tumblr ( published 11.10.2021 )
🌻🥀 prompt 12: alone - title: you deserve this | tumblr ( published 12.10.2021 )
Note: This is the first ever story I wrote for the Marvel fandom and it's based on a joke I read 4 years ago.
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It was a normal day off at the compound for the Avengers.
Natasha was sitting on the couch with Steve and Clint beside her, Tony at the table, reading something on his laptop.
Thor was probably in Asgard, but most likely in the kitchen eating pop tarts.
Bruce in his lab.
And you decided that going for a swim in the outside pool with Bucky was a good idea.
You were so wrong.
—
Bucky came running into the living area and stopped to catch his breath, while moving his hands up and down.
Your mom, Natasha, was the first one to understand that something was wrong.
She was a spy after all.
"James?" Natasha questioned a still-silent Bucky, raising her eyebrow, as she turned to face the man
"Bucks? What's wrong, buddy?" Steve asked his best friend, concerned
"Hey, guys. Y/N is in the pool and I don't think she's waterproofed." Bucky tried to explain the best he could in his panicked state, only to gain confused looks from everybody in the room
Silence settled over the room before Tony spoke.
"I think he's trying to say that Y/N is drowning." Tony said absent-mindedly, not raising his head from whatever he was doing on his laptop
"Oh." The red-haired ex-assassin simply said, turning her attention back to the TV
It took Natasha three whole seconds to realize what Tony had said.
"SHE'S WHAT?!" The woman yelled and shot up on her feet
"Affirmative, Miss Romanoff. It appears that your child is indeed struggling to stay above the water." F.R.I.D.A.Y. confirmed
Your mother sprinted towards the outside pool, faster than she had in her whole life, with the boys hot on her heels.
—
When Natasha saw you just floating above the water with your face down, her heart tightened in her chest.
Steve used his super-soldier speed and reached you faster than the others, jumping in to pull you out.
When the rest of the team finally arrived, Steve was already laying you on the ground.
Your mom threw herself on her knees, next to your head, and she moved the wet hair out of your eyes, with tears in her own, as Steve leaned forward to hear your heartbeat.
Not there.
"Not good, not good, not good." Steve panicked hard
He started CPR and instructed Natasha to blow air through your mouth.
They started to get more desperate when they saw that you weren't reacting.
"Come on, baby." Natasha quietly sniffed "Please."
Just then, you gasped for air and choked on the water that was in your mouth.
Natasha quickly turned you to one side and she sighed in relief.
After catching your breath, you looked around, taking in your surroundings as your mind was still in a hazy state.
As you did your eyes landed on the one person that always made you feel safe.
"Mama." You whispered, your voice weak
Natasha pulled you in her arms and hugged you tightly to her chest "I'm here, baby. You're okay. Everything is okay." A few tears escaped her eyes
She looked over your head at Steve and mouthed 'Thank you', to which he answered with a nod.
"I'm glad you're okay, kid. You kind of scared the shit out of us." Your Uncle Clint said, patting your back "Especially your mom."
"I'm sorry." You muttered, with your head resting on Natasha's shoulder
Your mom took a deep breath and slightly pulled you away to kiss your forehead "What happened, my love?"
"I-I was getting ready to get into the pool when Bucky came and pushed me in a little bit too hard. Then he just laughed, thinking I was joking." You explained before sighing "I guess that he ran to you when he figured it out that I wasn't." And with that, you jumped into your mother's arms again
"Why don't we get you to Bruce for a small check-up? Huh?" The woman smiled and motioned to her best friend to help her lift you
Clint quickly lifted you up and let you support onto him, as he started to lead ypu towards Bruce's lab.
—
When you and Clint were far enough, the ex-assassin turned to face Bucky, who was ready to run any second.
"We can discuss this." Bucky laughed nervously, raising his hands in defense
Let's just say that Bucky won't push anyone else in a pool for the rest of his life. Natasha made sure he learned the lesson.
Hectic work day. Had a hot bath right after to unwind. Might have made it too hot as I got dizzy! Got packages of much needed home goods and furniture. Need to get paid soon so I can keep affording home reno stuff, sort this mould problem. Joined a gym with a pool.
Ich kann einfach nicht glauben, dass es wirklich vorbei ist.. Ich liebe ihn so sehr.. Es ist jetzt ab übermorgen schon n Monat her.. 💔
Aber ich geb die Hoffnung nicht auf, dass wir wieder zusammen kommen werden. Ich glaube ganz fest daran. Diese Hoffnung zerreißt mich jedoch auch jeden Tag.. Ich werde ihn immer lieben, egal was kommt..